i cant be myself around you.
i cant bring myself to smile and be cheerful.
i cant get near you because you bring along with you all these things that make me so sad.
when i get too close, i get sad.
when im too far away from you, i get sad.
thats what i call fucked up.

sorry about the language, its been like this since the germany spain match.
it'll go away soon.

yesterday was one horrible day.
three things screwed it up for me.

1)germany played like shit and lost to spain 1-0, winning goal by the player i supported the most IN THE PAST.
and he finally looked good and played well last night wth.

2)my flu got worse and the my stomach hurt the whole time.
i thought it was cramps but its gone now wth.

3)

well yesterday i went to joan tay's house in the afternoon
YUMMY LUNCH
her maid always cooks loads of good food :D
minced meat and mushroom spaghetti, chicken wings with the best chilli in the whole wide world.
well the food sounds strange but i swear it was so delicious and i ate sooooo much.

i miss the old times where i was over at her place for like 10 hours and we spammed dramas HAHA
and we did just that yesterday :D
this time sitting on the floor in front of her laptop with her dogs by our side.
her dogs are the cutest things ever and they are very friendly and obedient so i always have fun with them :D

played her wii too.
one day she was out randomly shopping with her dad and they chanced about a wii, swinged it around abit, thought wow its quite cool, and her dad was like ok lets just buy it now.
WHOA HAHA.
IT MEGA FUN OMGGGGGGG.
i feel like getting one myself :D







met guan min at kovan mrt then we took a bus down to shijing's house for the class bbq.
the train ride was long and the train was packedddddddddd, plus i dont like having people plastered against my body in the train.
the bus ride was long omg.
we stopped in the middle of a freaking jungle.
walked 5 mins to her ulu bungalow estate.
but the bbq was pretty good (:

then at like 11+, 7 of us went to hougang.
found a coffeeshop that showed euro.
went to the punggol park and did random things like walking on the ledge next to the river, balancing on metal bars and blind mice at the playground.
went back to watch the stupid euro final sigh.
what happened germany?!
the line up was bad and the playing was bad.
:(

played pool at some place in hougang at 5+ in the morning.
bee hoon breakfast cause macs was closed.
took the train back at like 7.
reached home at 8, im sorry michelle lai i was barely conscious when you called :(
slept till 6.30
i could have actually slept more but once again, bad thoughts.
this time they are WORSE and in GREATER NUMBERS.

ate dinner that my dad da baoed for me while watching music bank (korean music program)
watched so you think you can dance 3, cant wait till the next episode where its FINALLY top 20 :D
and now im watching fated to love you on the computer.

school starts tmr.
i do not want to go to school at all.
school is nothing but misery seriously.

deleted my previous entry because talking it out with my friends feels much better than putting it out here.
dont assume that you know what i was talking about.
the only way you would know exactly what i was talking about is if i already told you everything personally.

ANYWAY

friday
met joan tay for kbox at cine
HAHA HILARIOUS YET AGAIN :D
we were like just lying on the sofa/put our legs on the table/roll around/ laugh at the next door couple who were singing really badly and loudly/ tried the kbox shirley temple that tasted like pure syrup ew/ sang many oh biang oldies HAHA
went to city hall
xin wang dinner again, and the waiter recognised us and said 'nice to see you all again' HAHA
afterall, we were back less than 24 hours later :D

saturday
met yiting amadea and rebekah at city hall
thai express at raffles city :D
rushed to town for my tuition
couldnt go for the art museum flea marketttttttttttttttt :( :( :(
and they all bought good stuff!
met them again after that in town
went down to dempsey
ranch house yummy sandwiches, ben and jerrys banana split and live band playing veryyyyyyyyyy nice sing along songs :D
left at like 11, i had a great time :D:D

I AM ON THE VERGE OF SWEARING ON THIS BLOG.
oh yuckkkkkkkk i freaking hate spain.
when i support you, you play like total shit against italy.
when i dont support you, you suddenly thrash russia 3-0
AND IM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN RUSSIA.
they were starting to show that they were euro 08 champions material
WHAT HAPPENED ARSHAVIN, TOTALLY BROKE MY HEART TO SEE HIM PLAY SO BADLY TODAY :(
my germany russia finals dream has been shattered.
shit you spain, you better not win germany :(
but jens lehmann is such a lousy goalkeeper that im so scared for germany.
GERMANY ONLY WON TURKEY 3-2
it should have been 3-0 man, their goals were totally bullshit :(

well anyway, MID YEARS ARE OVER.
and i was KILLEDDDDDDDDDD by physics and math, so wtf seriously
i was like rolling around on the table and stoning during the papers


tuesday
econs
toa payoh lunch
toa payoh library
dim sum afternoon tea HAHA
long train ride home

wednesday
physics
town dinner
met deborah lee on the bus!
nice catching up with an ex classmate :D

thursday
math I HATE YOU
class carls jr lunch
roamed around
went home to bath and change
MET JOAN TAY <3<3<3
ps and city hall
oh gosh i miss youuuuuuuuuu
we are always like laughing, screaming, shouting, swearing at each other HAHAHA, eating shitloads, spending alot of money on arcade HAHA and just talking so damn much
thanks for listening, and you were a great help :D:D:D:D
our current favourite arcade game is silent hill HAHHAA ITS SO GOOD

tmr, meeting joan tay again :D

THREE FACTS FOR THE DAY

1) joan tay is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
i just spent 2 hours of my physics cramming time last night talking to her after she landed and OMG I MISS HER SO MUCH.
she totally brings me back to life man HUR.

2) QIAN WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR ANKLES AGAIN.
stop torturing your hot legs girl :(
I WANT MY LESBIAN GIRLFRIEND/SISTER BACK IN GOOD CONDITION PLEASE
and i want to be able to meet you soon without you hobbling around :(
like ever since i knew qian, like tons of people have said we look like sisters HAHAHA RUBBISH
i bet they thought qian was the older one HAHA
and because we hang out so much and we dont have boyfriends, qian's sister is scared we'll become lesbians HAHAHA

3) ive got physics in like 2 hours, OH MY FREAKING GOD.
whatever lah i just want mid years to be over so i can PLAY MY LAST 5 DAYS OF HOLIDAYS AWAY
im going to be seeing joan tay like all the damn time, 24/7 HAHA
i remember there was once i was with her for like more than 24 hours, like from one afternoon to the next night.
non stop just being in her company HAHA that was pretty insane i was so sick of seeing her face

ok im in such a good mood i dont really give a shit about mid years anymore HAHA
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR EXAMS THOUGH :D

bored, oh so bored.
i dont really care about the mid years anymore actually.

spent the past few days finishing the 2 seasons of the british drama skins.
been submerged in a british teenage world that is mischievous, daring, extreme and explicit.
opened up my eyes really, but it made me feel like going out and having fun and ignoring my studies HAHA.
but i absolutely loved it, its definitely a comedy but its got some really sweet and touching bits.
and hot guys HAHAHAHA.
definitely my all time favourite drama, beating one tree hill.
and i loveeee the soundtrack :D

and all that soccer, ive been sleeping late and waking up late.
not good for my studying at all sigh.
but good news!

germany won portugal OH YEAAAAAAAAAAA
im so proud of germany, they played really good football that day :D
watched the match with qian too, so freaking exciting!
i was like going to get a heart attack watching them play cause portugal was totally the favourite to win but HAHA.

russia won netherlands OH YEAAAAAAAAA
i came across a newspaper article on russia' andrei arshavin and i found him very fascinating and had this gut feeling that russia may win netherlands and they did!
i watched like 3/4 of the match till i knocked out and i thought they would maintain the score and win 1-0 but WHOA 3-1 :D
and russia played so well omg, andrei arshavin is so freaking cool HAHA.

and there's spain italy in like 2 hours.
GO SPAIN!
but if things dont go so well, i hope russia will win italy :D
if germany meets italy at the finals, ill be freaking pissed i tell you :(

studied with jodie and michelle lai at holland v on friday :D
pretty condusive, but i bet i forgot all that i read that day already HAHA

anyway, i CANT WAIT till joan tay gets back on tues!
I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH LOVE
when she left i really felt like a part of me left cause we used to spent so much time together, doing all sorts of rubbish HAHA and i felt so empty when such a good friend left to uk.
i remember there was once when she came back and she called me right away and i couldnt help but cry on the phone when i heard her voice HAHA
gosh i hope we'll have a great time again when you come back, cant wait till my papers are over and i can meet her :D

screw midyears man

time check: 6 days till the exams.
OH MY FREAKING GOD.
I AM SCREWED.
gosh i just cant concentrate.
keep watching shows, using the computer, watching tv, watching soccer and i just cant retain the info in my head.
i seem to have forgotten everything ive read over the holidays ARGH.

but on a happy note (but disatrous) note, ive found some good english dramas to watch!
ive been watching so many jap shows later that i rarely watching english stuff but i managed to find:

gossip girl
stopped halfway but i think ill start this show again and continue where i stopped last time HAHA

skins
turns out they already have 2 seasons!
i heard of it when the first season first came out but i couldnt find any videos cause it was too new so i forgot about it :(
something like the british version of gossip girl but more vulgar and bitchy

one tree hill season 5 YAYYYYYYYYYY
omg i actually forgot about season 5 coming out this year but i came across it a few days back and finished it already HAHA
and every damn season some slut goes after nathan but he always loves haley <3<3

psych
season two! OMG :D

pushing daisies
camille's recommendation (:

time for me to put my jap/korean/taiwan shows on hold and relish sidereel.com and their english dramas :D

ANYWAY

monday
class lunch for yuyuan's birthday at the big swensons near paragon
ooh i love the workers and their narnia shirts HAHA
spend so much money on food SIGH
taka and city hall
arcade
xin wang hong kong cafe
shopping for fiona's birthday present

i was supposed to study with jodie and michelle lai at vivo but couldnt go down in the end cause of the class outing :(
SORRY
shall see them on fri to study :D

tuesday
united square starbucks
FAILURE STUDYING DIEEEEEE
i only did like a 3 math questions
the birthday dinner outing for fiona kind of failed so it was only yangyang kenneth guan min fiona and me
suntec crystal jade and arcade

today

physics tuition in the morning
my cough is getting HORRIBLE
im like going to cough out my lungs and the phelgm is choking me argh
lunch with my mum
grocery shopping
cabbed home

I NEED TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYY

HELLOOOOOOO
today was filled with warm fuzzy feelings <3

started off the day with physics tuition, where i was like SEMI-CONSCIOUS
i think its like lack of sleep plus i watched the spain sweden match yesterday (spain won 2-1, torres scored! <3)

after tuition, i departed on my road to independence hur hur.
well im a person who's very scared of loneliness (maybe cause im an only child) and i used to think it was like a CRIME to do to town alone but hey i was all geared up for my lonely shopping trip this afternoon to shop for my dad's fathers' day present and qian's birthday mega combo presents :D
im quite proud of myself actually, i think small things like shopping alone count.

bought my dad a polo shirt from robinsons :D
and i dropped by mother care cause i intended to get some kiddy toy for qian HAHAHAHA but of course everything was so bloody expensive so sorry dont be sad that you didnt get a baby toy! HUR HUR
but as i was looking through mother care (where all the children toys/clothes/accesories are so prettyyyyyyyyyyyyy and children are running around everywhere) i had this overwhelming desire to be a mother HAHA
like seriously, i want to be a mother like NOW HAHA.
and this reminds me of one tree hill, where nathan and haley got married during high school.
i mean like, isnt it the sweetest thing to marry when you're eighteen?!
i think its a really awesome thing and i dont think that its shameful or anything.
ok anyway, random thoughts for the day :D

so i shopped and shopped and walked and walked from centrepoint to taka and it was an especially fulfilling walk down the streets of orchard (i already felt very happy with the sun shining bright and the trees all green and swaying) cause i donated to two charities today.
i love the feeling where i want to take the initiative to donate.
i have to admit that i often just say sorry and walk away and i only give like a dollar.
so today i felt real good (:

then i dropped by kino.
ok this is just going to another random story for today but i saw my kino worker eyecandy for the third time! HAHAHA
ok im sorry it just makes me so excited cause its like such a coincidence!
i always see him in his diff coloured polos helping out at the counters (especially at the one at the jap section)

then i rushed down for my math tuition which i fell asleep in :(
parents fetched me from tuition and we went to the singapore flyer!
well i never wanted to ride the singapore flyer but my mum wanted to go for fathers' day.
so alright, and turns out it was not bad!
and we played 15 bucks for the family photo thing that the flyer people took HAHA
and i introduced my parents to popeyes and they loved the mash potato HAHAHA



went to great world cause i wanted to try the bishamon place that opened awhile ago.
YUMMMM AND WE ORDERED SO MUCH HAHA
and great world is such a good place to see jap children running around, MAKES ME SO EXCITED :D:D:D:D
went iwannagohome, printer shopping, zara and fruits shopping HAHA
bought passion fruits :D
one day at michelle lai's house, i got to eat passion fruit and its SUCH A YUMMY AND INTERESTING FRUIT
like you can eat the flesh and the seeds so there's this difference in texture, i absolutely love it :D

my family rarely goes out, especially not for outings and my dad was in an especially good mood so it was such a wonderful day! <3

and yesterday studied with jiwei and sujun at bishan
j8 mos burger
s11 lunch
fathers' day card shopping where jiwei ended buying a happy birthday dad card without realising HAHAHA
studied at the empty canteen at ri next to the track, super peaceful
but super freaky at night (i hate schools at night!)
free ride to bishan mrt thanks to sujun's parents but we were PACKED into the car like bloody sardines HAHA
didnt mug when i reached home :(

tomorrow, yuyuan's birthday lunch then studying with jodie and michelle lai :D

i liked friday the 13th (:

well i didnt study much again, lasers and semiconductors are so ?!?! HAHA
but i felt like today was a happy day <3
so many happy things that made me smile today, even though it is supposed to be an unlucky day

furthermore, italy drew romania and lost to netherlands.
can i say an early goodbye to italy? :D:D:D
HAHA SORRY IF YOU'RE READING THIS GUAN MIN

talk about TOTALLY NOT FEELING LIKE STUDYING AT ALLLLLLLLLLLL
i wasted the whole day, trying to shove bits of quantum physics information in my head while watching dramas
i watched like a few episodes from 5 different dramas
OH MY GOD
im just killing my grades, totally slaughtering them left right center

woke up feeling real grumpy cause i WANTED to sleep more and wake up late, yet my body decided on its own to wake up at like 11+
so this horrible lazy heck about mid years feeling carried on through the afternoon so i skipped lunch and just spammed dramas
went out with my family for dinner then came home to watch more shows till the germany game

and germany lost to croatia 2-1 so that doesnt make me feel any better!
but yea they deserved it lah, played like shit :(
at least podolski's power goal was AWESOME
but wth is wrong with the referee, flashed like 6 cards?!
and FLASHED MY SCHWEINTEIGER A RED FOR PUSHING A GUY WHO TACKLED HIM FROM BEHIND
i mean yea definitely that's a foal but its usually a yellow!
schweinteiger is a really good player :(
and the superficiality in me cant help but be annoyed by the ugly croatia jerseys and their weird faces, but ok im just being bias HAHA

hockey study outing tmr at novena fell through so tmr will be studying at home for me again
UH OH.
I BETTER STUDY THIS TIME.
and i dont feel like going out tmr either :/
after all ill be sleeping late because of soccer, I BETTER WAKE UP AT LIKE 2 TMR.
if not i wont feel satisfied HAHA
i need to start locking myself up at home and mug hard like everyone else instead of always feeling like going out hur

and i dont like wordy entries, so here's a nice picture i have in my computer HAHA

my oh my, i just came across this old testimonial of mine.
and i dont even know who it is from!
the account seemed to have been deleted or something but the testimonial the person wrote for me still remained.

and you are this happy-go-lucky person i know (: i dont think i have even seen you sad or emo before..which is also good right?

so dont feel sad that you didnt get into sa. cos if you did, i cant imagine 1t12 without you around :( anyway i feel that it's not as good as cj (sajc teachers stink, you know.. and their orientation is SERIOUSLY so dead)

you're also super PLAYFUL man. going to 'town' (wherever that can be) nearly everyday..omg. ppl would think you're some taitai =P

aiyo.
i feel so sad that i dont appear like that anymore.
but i just dont talk/laugh much anymore, like nothing to say/laugh at
i seriously have like nothing to say nowadays, so different from my old talkative self HAHA
like seriously my KINDERGARDEN teacher complained that i talked too much HAHA AWW
i just shut up whenever i feel tired and i often find myself with nothing to say oh no thats not good :(

reading all my old testimonials seriously put a smile on my face!
SMILE WANYIN, KIMCHIIIII (thats what koreans say instead of cheese when they take a photo SO CUTE OMG)
but thats what i always say right?
and somehow i get all weird/sad/boring/anti social all over again, WHY OH WHY.
please forgive me, i guess im not trying hard enough.
give me another chance ok, although somehow i always fail at opening up again
but please believe me, i really am trying (:

WELL ANYWAY.

tues
studied with yiting, amadea and amadea's friend at singapore swimming club
wow i love that place
sorry i dont have any club membership so i dont know that like clubs are so convenient and enjoyable :D

i saw campus superstar adriano on the train to aljunied (HAHAHAHA oh gosh i used to gush over him so much HUR HUR HUR)
told deniseleong! HAHAHAHA
XIAO XING XING LIANG JING JING SHAN ZAI NI DE YAN JING LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
we could seriously MEMORISE the song last time HAHAHA, AND WE SANG IT ALL DAY LONG HAHAHA.
and oh my freak we had all those gross actions to go with the song too.
you were a fantastic partner deniseleong <3
aljunied mrt where yiting was shitloads late and i was sitting on the steps with all the other foreign workers HAHA
bus to singapore swimming club
lunch (ate like 2 dishes and ice cream OHMYGOD I WAS SO STUFFED, THANKS TO YITING)
library
break
library
playground- slides and swings (: (banged my head against a metal pole and it FREAKING hurt, lost alot of brain cells too)
dinner
soccer (i was totally captivated by the liverpool middlesbrough match showing on the big screen, TORRES <3)

and random eye candies through out the day :D
parents fetched me at like 10+ and i came home to watch soccer!
spain vs russia (spain won OMG TORRES IS SO KAKOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, cool in jap)

wed/today
took a LONG AND TROUBLESOME bus ride down to lois's house at thomson
studied there with michelle lai :D
lois's hilarious stories from her europe trip made me laugh till i got abs omg <3<3
thomson plaza lunch
studied somemore

left at like 4 to go meet preena and guan min to study
i was actually going to take 980 but i missed it (actually i may have been able to stop it if i like shot up and ran after the bus that was zooming down the road but i was trying to save face hur hur)
in the end i just randomly stopped 167 and turns out yangyang was also on that bus!
turns out he was like hours late for the study thing too
united square macs, I COULD STUDY NO MORE
passed clifton the hullabaloo dvd (ROCKSTAR, AUTOGRAPH?)

went down to cityhall for dinner
thai express YUMMMMMMMMMM
arcade (drive drive, shoot shoot, laugh laugh at weird people dancing para para :/)
xin wang hong kong cafe, milk tea and toast <3
went with preena to get a cab
walked back to city hall mrt to take the train home

tmr i am definitely staying home
no way am i stepping out of the house HAHA
im so freaking tired
getting so little sleep nowadays :(

ANYWAY
RANDOM TRVIA FOR THE DAY:
the first university in the world was built 2000 years ago, in IRAN WOW SO COOL HUR HUR

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT BELLAMY <3
thanks to clifton for the reminder!
if not i would forget my husband's birthday HUR HUR HUR

to celebrate his birthday, ive dug out the wembley dvd that i have YET to watch.
i bought it like months back but ive only listened to the cd (while i attempt to study)
and i shall rant about the start of the dvd, cause ive only watched like 5 mins of it.
blogging this entry and the dvd are on seperate windows and i cant bear to miss a second of the dvd so i switched back to typing.
OOH MATT IS SUCH A DORK I LOVE YOU
like the starting is them rising up from the stage with like millions of confetti all over the stadium and classical music is booming.
dom and chris have like this super whatever face but matt is like all geared up and excited <3<3<3
YOU'RE MY FAVOURITE CHIBI MATT

although i was just watching prison break 3
and matt really looks like that disgusting gay guy from all 3 seasons
but my love for matt is more than just skin deep! HUR HUR

clifton wanted pictures so that he could koped :/
so pictures i shall put!
i have millions btw, totally cant decide :x











back to the dvd!
yea and my physics :/

konichiwaaaa
ive been slacking my days away, oh what am i doing.

sat
i personally dislike saturdays.
cause i have math tuition from 530-730 so i usually leave the day empty.
and how i hate spending my days at home, its just always so boring and i never study cause i end up using the computer.

sun
physics tuition in the morning
went to yihui's place to study
swings, playground, 0.5m pool, poolside tables, boredom, ipod videos, drizzle, great world city coffee bean, damn oishi cheesecake ohmygodddd
i love youuuuuuu <3
always there to listen to me and laugh at me/with me HAHA

parents fetched me and we went out for dinner
I COULD NOT STUDY AT ALL WHEN I REACHED HOME
sigh sigh sigh
i really cannot study at home, i just use the computer.
i cant stand the thought of sitting in my room alone and reading my notes in silence.

qian told me about this tvants thing and we were all geared up for our 2.45am germany vs poland euro match (:
but oh gosh i fell asleep at like 2 plus and woke up an hour later.
then qian and i struggled with the stupid tvants thing and realised it was a total flop
luckily guan min told me about this sopcast thing but qian still struggled that one so she went to sleep after the first half (germany already scored one during the first half so i guess she could rest in peace HAHA)
but as a loyal supporter of germany, i stayed up till like 5am to watch the match!
wah omg i miss that feeling where my heart beats so fast and im so worried for germany HAHA
but yea they won 2-0 :D:D:D:D:D:D

but somehow i couldnt sleep at all for like the next hour :(
oh gosh i think the sleeping problems i got a couple of days ago are coming back sighhhh
and i woke up at like 1 plus, 6 hours of sleep? ;(

and for the past few hours all ive been doing is slowly munching my lunch and watching puzzle 2008
suddenly like 5 episodes were uploaded so ive been watching it :x

well at least recently ive found a new distraction to brighten up my dull days, a korean band called shinee HUR HUR HUR.

i like jonghyun, the blue polo guy :D

I NEED TO BE MORE INDEPENDENT.
S T U D Y

same mistake again.
sigh sigh sigh
but what can i do, its over.
and its time to move on like everyone says
i am sorry for always being like this though :(

thursday

michelle lai's house
rushed out of the house after bathing and drying my hair and it rains
umbrellas are stupid :(
da baoed lunch at clementi before going to michelle lai's house
missed two buses
a garbage truck drove along the flooded road and sprayed water at me (i bet it was stinky water)
i was so scared frogs would start popping out cause michelle lai's house has MILLIONS OF FROGS I SWEAR
and michelle lai's sis laughed at me when she saw me all drenched at their front door, carrying tons of shit.

lunch, canto drama, studyyyyyyy, michelle lai's nice but sleep-inducing music, short nap, studyyyyy, dinner cooked by michelle lai's mum, canto drama, parents fetched me home yay

and halfway through studying, i looked out from her window and i just whipped out my camera and started snapping pictures HAHA






i remember the two of us lied on the slides and looked at the stars one night
it was so relaxing (:
but her house is so freaking dark at night that i was so scared HAHA



and omg i cant believe i was overcomed by those horrible feelings yesterday.
suddenly in the afternoon i was feeling so sad arghhhhhhhhh.
i hate it so much that im like that, its so frustrating that im so emotional wth.

friday/today

woke up at like 1 plus, SHIOK.
i havent been sleeping well the past few days cause i keep dreaming and waking up early so it felt real good finally getting a good night's sleep :D
i found a new jap drama to watch HAHAHAH - puzzle 2008 (mystery comedy)
if you like kindaichi and trick, you would love this :D

met michelle lai at vivo at 5
saw some cute guys to lift my moods hur hur hur
studied at cedele, i really liked the location
pasta salad, quiche, earl grey, berries and nuts yum
dinner at some random ordinary cafe called terra :/

next time i must go try studying at pacific coffe cafe or something
the outdoor seats are FANTASTIC
the view is good and they have like couches and swings as seats <3<3

and the whole day ive been hooked on wondergirl's so hot HAHAHA
a very random and bimbo korean song but its just really upbeat and catchy :D

hello!

tueday

sentosa
basketball, frisbee, walking on burning hot sand, rain, cafe, pineapple juice, asshole taiti, gross frog statues, contemplating purchasing a volleyball but we didnt buy it :(, eyeing a pair of cherry print slippers, sentosa oxygenated water, cute kids on the train back to vivo

vivo
arcade, why do i suck at time crisis two now :(, air hockey, why do i suck at air hockey now :(, hong kong kim gary restaurant delicious yum, roamroamroam, home

although my souvenirs for the day were 4 cuts and 1 fat blister on the sole of my right foot, it was a very fun day and i laughed so much :D

wednesday/today

met yiting at holland v at 930am to study
WHAT AN UNGODLY HOUR.
i had to draggggggggg myself there
i aimed to be fashionably late but i was on time sigh HAHA

cold storage, holland village plaza, provence/province bakery breakfast, my ulcer tortured me, starbucks, crystal jade lunch oishiiiiiiii, starbucks, video spamming on 61, exercise stations, my place, killer cramps, korean drama called hello miss, walked her to the mrt

i think i got yiting in love with choi jung hoon HUR HUR HUR
and it was so crazy watching hello miss with her, we were exclaiming so excitedly during the show HAHAHA

but sigh we didnt study much :(
and yiting kept taking pictures of me ARGH SHE'S SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGG, obviously they all came out ugly







unglam and ugly pictures are in thing! hur hur hur

going to michelle lai's place tmr to study
KAMSAMHAMIDA :D

fated to love you
music bank
kate nash
snacks
economics
decisions

SIGH MY BRAIN IS OVERLOADED AND I CANNOT CONCENTRATE

i shall take a break, fated to love you!
(its a very nice taiwan show HUR HUR)

edit/

HAHA i was so bored i whipped out my camera and started taking random amateur shots of the view from my house's windows, my teddy bear and my balcony HUR
i just feel that today is such a beautiful day.
the sun is bright and shining and the trees are all lush and especially green.
well obviously it means that its bloody hot, but im indoors feeling cooling (:








and leon gim ill miss you :(
im very sad we cant meet at all this holidays :(
take care!

edit edit/

i was just reading some of my old entries from sec4 HAHAHA
the way i blogged was hilarious and gosh all the nonsense i talked about.
but reading about all the stuff i did in secondary school brought back such lovely memories.
brings a smile onto my face <3<3<3

JOAN TAY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I CANNOT WAIT TILL YOU COME BACK IN A FEW WEEKS :D:D:D:D

physics tuition
gosh i cant do all the questions sigh

centrepoint ichiban boshi lunch with qian, OISHIIIIIIIII
but goodness we wont stop splurging on food :x
hilarious grocery shopping
failure long john silvers studying HAHA (i barely read 3 pages:()
took the bus home with qian

met deniseleong and michelle lai at balmoral for dinner
WAFFLETOWN! I HAVENT BEEN THERE SINCE SEC 1 OMGGGGGGGGGGG
brings back all the good old memories <3<3
went to meet jodie at cityhall
we were scared shitloads by a dead pigeon at the bus stop on the way to cityhall HAHA
keynotes at loof, which is like a charity event planned by michelle lai's classmates.
good music and fashion show (:
but we left early at 10+ and went to raffles city mos burger to chillllllll

took the train home with jodie and michelle lai, im very glad that things were all cleared up :D
got off the train at clementi for some heart to heart and shared cab home :D
i believe in you and i know that you can pull yourself together, CONSCIOUS EFFORTS AND FIGHTING SPIRIT!

ill put up some blur pictures since michelle lai doesnt like her photos all over the place :D
ill always remember today in my heart <3





tmr i MUST study, MUST MUST MUST.
specially left tmr empty to MUG AT HOME YEA I CAN DO IT.
gambatteh wanyin you can do it