met cherie and fiona to do make up and hair
rushed down to mandarin
prom, everyone looked great and the food was yummy :D
post prom :D
walked barefooted along the streets cause my feet died, i like lost feelings in my toes cause i wore my heels for too long and through post prom :/
liang court macs, breakfast and rotting HAHA
cabbed home with hari, xundong and kenneth after the surcharge was removed after 6am
reached home but i didnt feel tired at all :/

had a blast thanks (:

decided to type an entry though im not really in the mood cause the video is blocking the tagboard HAHA.

today is my second day spent at home :D
ive been yearning to stay at home!
cause going out can get so tiring, especially to town.
these few days im terribly lazy and i keep wanting to stay at home heh.
i used to be someone who always wanted to go out and play, absolutely hated to stay at home.
but i think ive changed to become someone who cherishes my own personal space and to have alone time to do what i want to do without disruption.
is this part of growing up? HAHA

staying at home consists of a very simple routine.
sleep at 3, wake up at 1, eat lunch, WATCH SHOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, maybe play some piano and walk around the house cause i love my house in the afternoon when all the sunlight is shining through, WATCH SHOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, eat dinner, WATCH SHOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
wow i like this routine :D
but of couse i dont use watch shows on the computer, i also like shop and play realarcade games HAHA
im a sucker for those type of like 'manage your own cake shop/beauty parlor/beach party/cafe' games HAHAHA

but there are quite a lot of nice dramas out now!
i havent came across nice jap dramas in quite a while :x
bloody monday and ryusei no kizuna are superrrrrrrrrr nice :D
i like those type of like suspense thrillers with good plots and twists in the end, but still with funny and cute moments.
HAHA ok sorry im very picky :x

monday was spent with yihui in town :D
eat shop eat shop eat shop eat shop HAHA
then we ended up at borders, just chilling there and looking through random books.
i took the japan travel guide and started taking down notes as to where to shop in tokyo, nara and osaka.
unfortunately nara practically has nothing to shop cause its the old school quaint japanese areas, but I LIKEEEEEEEEEE :D
this jap drama was filmed in nara and ITS SO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLL

tuesday was spent with my class
celebrated teresa's birthday in fish & co at bugis, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY :D
then we went prom shopping for the guys and shijing.
gosh guys clothes are so easy to assemble yet they shop until so gan kor!
just get inspiration from james bond please, his suits are the BEST.
and oh gosh topman stuff are like so nice, so much better than topshop :x
i think its so much easier to get nice clothes when you're a guy.
then went to town to shop around wisma and taka.
before we knew it, it was night.
had dinner at lucky plaza food court then took a bus home :D

tmr yiting will be coming over yay.
our karaoke and liang court plan died cause im sick, AGAIN.
its seriously damn scary how i fall sick like 5 times a year, and for at least one week each time.
i think my immunity is super low, shit im damn scared :(

fiona and qian are also coming back from overseas soon yay :D

and gosh my exercise plan also died.
cause no time plus im SUPER LAZY :x
maybe i shall go to the old people exercise corner downstairs and go use the exercise machinese HAHA

alright, sayonara!

i am bond, james bond.
AHHHH SO COOL.

im learning the theme song now, and im determined to learn it by today.
im learning from this slower version



anyway today i spent my time at home YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
feels so good to just slack and lie around.
woke up at like 1, bathe, ate lunch, registered at the driving centre, came back and watched shows and learnt piano songs off youtube tutorials.

and i spent the night watching bloody monday, i couldnt stop watching it cause it was so action packed and exciting!
you will like it if you like death note (:

alright back to learning my james bond theme song :D

hello!
shopping today was bloody tiring but i bought alot of things at one shot with my mum.
ive almost got everything for prom and my trip to japan.
i felt very guilty but once again my mum is like mega spendthrift argh.
but at least i got some things that i really needed like a good pair of pumps and new slippers.
my cheapskate far east pumps keeps killing my feet and the material is like how crumpled and cardboardy so its totally dying.
and i wore my myphosis slippers so much that its like discolouring HAHAHA.
so i splurged on a pair of pumps but i think its good quality so I PRAY THAT IT WOULD LAST LONG LONG LONG.

shopped from afternoon to night and my feet were KILLING ME.
BUT THANK YOU MUMMY <3

sometime in the afternoon, while my dad was driving me to town, i suddenly thought about a levels :/
listening to zhi tian by su da lu, which is like one of my favourite chinese artists cause their music is so touching, makes me more emotional.
i really got so scared that i screwed up my As and when i get back my results, it'll be so gross that ill let down my family when people start asking me how i did and i did worse than everyone.
sigh come to think of it, i really regret not putting in enough effort for the As.
in fact, i think i enjoyed what ive learn in jc more than i did in secondary school and yet i still didnt study hard.
im pretty interested in econs and geog and its nice to see what we've learnt being applied and reported about in the newspapers everyday due to events like the economic crisis and all the natural disasters sprouting across the globe.

so ive narrowed down my options for university courses:
real estate, civil engineering or economics because business is just totally impossible now :(

but anyway its over, so i should just play all i can? HAHA

i found myself this long list of shows to watch HAHAHA.
i shall just watch whichever according to my mood heh.
anyway just to share with you all then maybe you all can watch them too!

jap:
bloody monday (MIURA HARUMA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
oh my girl (HAYAMI MOKOMICHI AHHHHHHHHHHH)
change (TAKUYA KIMURA AHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
shibatora (TEPPEI KOIKE AHHHHHHHHHH)
puzzle
ryusei no kizuna (NISHIKIDO RYO AHHHHHHHHH)
innocent love
osen (its about yummy and gorgeous looking traditional japanese food, so thats MORE THAN ENOUGH INCENTIVE TO WATCH IT :D)

korean:
the world that they live in (HYUN BIN AHHHHHHHH)
tazza (JANG HYUK AHHHHHHHH)
beethoven virus

ok but trust me, plot is more important than the actors cause if not you cant sustain through the episodes.
ESPECIALLY korean dramas cause they get so draggy urgh.
and i highly recommend bloody monday, osen and change!
because miura haruma and takuya kimura are really very talented actors and watching osen really makes you love jap food.
AND MIURA HARUMA IS ONLY MY AGE, HOW FREAKING COOL IS THAT HUR HUR HUR.

so now that i have enough shows to let me watch till my eyeballs pop out, i just need to stay home and slack.
but these few days ive been busy going out, mostly because of prom.
seriously sometimes shopping is SO DAMN IRRITATING :(

thurs:
sentosa with t12
shopping in vivo
thai express
:D:D:D:D:D:D

fri:
went to town with michelle lai, jodie and lois.
PROM SHOPPING SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
and i still cant find my topshop ring in medium :(
i think ill just save money and not get it

and because i hate wordy entries without any pictures, here's a MV of a song called umaku lenai (god knows what it means) with miura haruma inside.
the song's nice too!
i realise what i like about japanese music are their ballads and easy listening tunes.
thats why i like bands like do as infinity and artists like ken hirai :D

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I NEED TO DO:

1) exercise, lose weight, lose fats by prom

2) sleep PEACEFULLY
these few days i kept dreaming while im sleeping, and i only dream about unhappy things unfortunately.
although its not like i can recall what exactly i dreamt about, but the feeling that lingers after i wake up is always terrible and i hate it!
i usually only sleep well during afternoon naps HAHA

3) save money
because i want to spend money in japan, on prom shoes and on clothes generally without feeling so bloody guilty
and i enquired about working in kino already!
i do hope they allow me to work there :D

anyway, last paper was yesterday
i couldnt keep the smile off my face while the invigilators were collecting our papers :D

then it was quantum of solace with my class, kbox with part of my class and meeting qian to have dinner and shop.
well quantum of solace was definitely not as good as casino royale but it had some incredible moments that saved the show for me.
but then again, im so bloody bias towards daniel craig, i like anything he's in HAHA.
but seriously, some action scenes were like WHOA WHOA WHOA SO MEGA FREAKING COOLLLLLLL.
then you've got moments that are witty and cute
then you've got the hot moments where he looks so freakingggggggggg good in suits and when he's topless :D
then you've got the touching moments where his friend died and the part where he saved ogla, wah seriously i couldnt help but cry
but undeniably, the plot was pretty weak but i still found it enjoyable!
though i wouldnt watch it again like how i watched casino royale 3 times HAHA

today i went to town to cut my fringe and pluck my eyebrows
met jiaxin and jasmine ngu! :D
then went to meet fiona at city hall for some shopping.
got myself a good pair of pants from dorothy perkins for only 43 bucks!
shopped around raffles city and marina square then went to town for our 9+ tokyo! movie.
I LOVED IT.
but true to the movie review, the second story was pretty bad.
but i ABSOLUTELY loved the first movie- interior design and the third movie- shaking tokyo.
they were written well, developed enough but leaving room for intepretation and inference.
very good use of camera techniques and colouring and some very good dialogues :D
the production also involved many famous jap artists, im impressed!

and took a longgggggggg last train ride home and now i just want to sleep if not ill have no energy tmr at sentosa with t12
alright oyasumi nasai!

hello its 1.11am
SUCH A CUTE TIMING.

feeling randomly bored.
technically As are not over yet but ive partically lived my life like it has.
last night was WASTED cause like over in korea it was a major award shows so alot of performance videos blah blah.
so after i came home from studying at like midnight cause i studied with jodie and michelle lai at gutherie house from 8+ to 11+, yiting and i went nuts and alot of swearing was involved HAHA

slept at 2+ again
i think sleeping late is bad for your skin, ive got like a million pimples sigh
woke up at 8+ and went to meet yihui at great world.
whoa suddenly from sleeping for like 11 hours to sleeping for 6, i felt pretty uncomfortable :(
studied at starbucks and the foodcourt.

i came across the BEST CAFFEINE DRINK IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
dark cherry mocha.
ULTIMATE COMBINATION I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTT <3

did prelims mcqs till i wanted to tear out my hair cause im so stupid and i cant do anything.
but a big thank you to yihui my dear friend!
for answering all my physics questions (a heck alot) and being so patient and not calling me stupid when i couldnt do all those questions.
and you always give the best encouragement :D

ooh ooh and i just found out supermassive black hole is featured in the twilight (its a movie btw) soundtrack.
OH IM SO BLOODY EXCITED.
ive been wanting to watch the show since i heard about it like months ago.
sorry i think he's hot (:
now im afraid ill suddenly jump out of my seat excitedly when supermassive black hole plays in the movie HAHAHA

and muse also has a biography out, im contemplating whether i should buy it :/
cause they are my ultimate idol and im such a sucker for them, im practically willing to just pour money into their pockets HAHA
especially when the cover's got such a GORGEOUS picture of matt playing the piano.

ok i shall finish my matt bbc interview and go sleep HAHA
got to wake up early again tmr sigh :(
meeting fiona to study in town (:
goodnight!

AH WHAT AM I DOING?!

i think im really slacking too soon HAHA.
met yiting on thurs after her geog to study in town.
HA STUDY MY ASS MAN.
all we did was make so much noise at mcafe heh heh.
and i seriously loveeeeeeee the isetan supermarket, ALL THE CUTE LITTLE JAP KIDS.
studied till night then went to eat at taka
shopped at taka and wisma for prom stuff, STILL CANT FIND A GOOD PAIR OF SHOES BELOW 100 BUCKS :(
then took the bus home but it was such a long journey cause i missed a few buses and i reached home at 10+
wah i just realised the west has alot of good looking people HAHAHA

then went nuts and watched dramas till 2+, i havent done so in MONTHS.
then woke up at like 11+ and continued watching dramas AHHHHHHHH.
i need to get a hold on myself.
but takuya kimura's latest (but quite old already) jap drama called change is damn nice!
its like the lawyer drama hero but about politics.
so its non romance but still nice to watch, god knows how takuya kimura has managed to do that since he got married.
he's really a very talented AND BLOODY HOT actor! :D

barely studied then qian came over after her chem mcq.
as expected, she had troubles taking public transport and finding her way to my house TSK.
i think all we did was rubbish the whole night but it was funny, I LAUGHED UNTIL MY CHEST HURT.
it felt like i was going to have a heartattack and die or something.
but btw qian looks like mian bao chao ren HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
gosh that always cracks me up!

CANT WAIT TILL AFTER PHYSICS MCQ.
then we can have class outing then ill go meet qian to shop at night after class outing SHIOK.

and then wed can go watch tokyo with fiona.
i think she's the only one that wants to watch it like me HAHA.
its an arthouse film about three quirky and unusual dream-like short stories based in tokyo combined into 1 movie.
and 1 of the directors (there are 3) is the french director michel gondry.
ive heard alot about him especially from his music videos, the science of sleep and the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
and he directed some of my favourite music videos, daft punk's around the world, the white stripe's hardest button to button and kylie minogue's come into my world.
i shall go watch his movies after As!
i read a review about tokyo in the papers WEEKS ago but i couldnt watch cause it came out during As.
and then somemore prom shopping!

actually prom shopping is super tiring sigh but no choice i need my stupid shoes! :(

ok shit its 2, got to go do physics! :(



check out this cute air france commercial michel gondry directed!

i think im starting to enjoy life a little bit too early HAHA.
but anyway As is almost over, just physics mcq next tues.
but everything really depends on my mcq and i seriously need to like ace it if not my physics is screwed.
i need to like get FULL MARKS man if not i dont know how am i going to save my physics paper 2 sigh sigh sigh :(
well all i can do now is do mcqs till i go crazy HAHA.

but today was spent CELEBRATING the end of all the major papers.
econs case study was pretty wth and i dont know how i'll fare but all i can do is pray now (:
had dinner at thai express with fiona and shopped up down left right in paragon.
then we dropped by taka and borders before going home.
I NEED GOOD SHOES FOR PROM and why is it so hard to find :(
reached home at like 10 and IMMEDIATELY STARTED WATCHING VIDEOS.

SHIOK AH I HAVE SO MANY SHOWS TO WATCH.
i shall watch until my eyeballs pop out HAHA.
and just thinking of all the things i could do after As just brings a smile to my face.
I CANT WAIT :D:D:D:D:D:D

but of course if i get some ugly result slip next year ill feel terrible but i think all i want to do is just get into university.
im seriously considering nus real estate now.
the woman told me Bs and Cs can already? HAHA
and maybe i can get into like property investment management and squeeze into the business world when i graduate hmm...
i shall just pray that a miracle happens and i do well :D

so i shall continue spamming videos tonight then wake up tmr to study with yiting at shaw mcafe!
i couldnt resist not going back there when the isetan supermarket is so freaking cool and jap-ish and there are so many little jap children hanging around AH SO CUTEEEEEEEEE.

ok goodnight!

i had this sudden urge to blog.

well today was the start of the big A.
A LEVELS.
WHOAAAAAAAAAA.
the thought of it used to share the shit out of me but hey before i knew im in the midst of it :/

today was gp and geog.
blasted gp, WHY DOESNT CAMBRIDGE CARE ABOUT ENVIRONMENT ANYMORE HUH.
i was praying for an environment question, i had this sudden interest to write it!
and i had this super cute yet very scary info that i wanted to put inside my essay.
did you know that the power it takes to run all the vending machines in japan (there REALLY are a heck alot of vending machinese there) can run the whole of bangladesh?
its a funny yet very shocking statistic.

and the compo was so bad, i was like zoning out after way.
cause my mum gave me this stupid ginseng drink last time and i couldnt sleep ARGH.
so i was damn sleepy today, SUCKS.
but i felt like i really gave it my best shot for my compre, so we'll see how it goes (:

geog was much better.
its the first time ive ever finished a geog paper.
it was WHOA IT FEELS GOOD.
i really think it was a much better paper than i expected.
although i forgot to study fieldworks :/
so i couldnt do that 5 marks question about measuring discharge.
but im sure i managed to bullshit out about 2 marks which im content with.

PLEASE GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME AND DONT BOMB MY GP OR GEOG OR ANY OF MY SUBJECTS PLEASE.

i shouldnt be like just sitting around when i have physics AND math tmr (KILLER) but i just suddenly wanted to blog HAHA.

OH OH OH and on wed yiting and i are going to the airport to study and go and see our favourite korean group 2pm!
ok i havent been blogging so i havent had the chance to flood about 2pm (its a korean group btw) but THEY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE TMR FOR A FREAKING CONCERT AND I WANT TO BE THERE BUT I HAVE MY BLOODY As AND EVEN IF I DIDNT HAVE THE EXAM, THE STUPID TICKETS ARE NOT SOLD BY GIVEN AWAY TO SOME LUCKY DRAW PEOPLE WHAT THE FREAK.

but hey we are going to the airport to go catch a glimpse of them when they leave singapore on wed night.
HOW COOL IS THAT.
god can i have one more favour and pray that WE GET TO SEE THEM.
and wondergirls too (:

OK OFF TO BATHE AND STUDY PHYSICS.
MAY THE BELL CURVE BE WITH ME.
I REALLY WANT A B FOR PHYSICS.
AND AN A FOR MATH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

updates on my life:
I GAINED WEIGHT
I HAVE BEEN STUDYING
and going crazy over this new korean group called 2pm and yunho oppa HAHAHAHAHA



10 points out of 10 points
WHAT A CATCHY SONG.
and acrobatic hiphop story telling dancing.
WOW I LIKEEEE.

sigh sigh sigh

yes studying makes you fat.
if you chop me up now, i bet ill make good sam zam ba (three layer fat pork)
argh all the little bits of muscle i finally managed to accumulate from hockey all turned to FATZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
after As im going to go SWIMMING AND TENNIS-ING I SWEAR.

all i do is study, eat and youtube
its quite sad really :(
and its worse if i study in school cause the food is like just THERE and cheap so i eat and eat and eat and when i get bouts of panic and i get real stress i eat EVEN MORE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

monday: studied in school

tuesday: studied in school, burned out, came home
turned on the tv for just a few minutes then i saw like THE CUTEST GUY EVER IN KOREAN ENTERTAINMENT AHAHAHHAA
nick khun from 2pm oh my holy shit!

wednesday: extra physics tuition, carmen came over to my place to study

thursday: hardcore studying in school + nightstudy

friday: studied with yiting at vivo (WE ARE SO GROSS I SWEAR HAHA)

sat: went over to yihui's place to study (DAMN IT YOUR NEW CONDO IS SO NICE CAN)

today: tuition + lunch with qian
I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET IT WAS SO SCARY.
i left it in the meridien food court but i didnt realise until i was going to pay for something at 7-11
so i bloody SPRINTED down the street back to meridien and asked around frantically and thank god the management found my wallet and kept it :D

oh yes and recently i keep seeing nice rayban specs that got me all excited HAHA
here's some GORGEOUS ONES.







and then there's one week left.
this is just INSANE.
sigh :(

AH TIME FLIES EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT HAVING FUN
studying sucks big time :(
ive been having mocks for every subject almost everyday.
i tried studying at home on tues cause i was lazy but it FAILED BIG TIME.
totally slacked HAHA
studied at deniseleong's place with michelle lai on wed and fri :D
pretty productive night study on thurs :D
then studied with yiting on sat at vivo pacific coffee company and starbucks, met evadne love!
I LOVE PACIFIC COFFEE COMPANY.
cushioned swing seats OH MY GOD.
and its at like the deck so it overlooks the harbour <3
and the mocha is delicious!
my current favourite place to study :D

and ive been listening to chinese oldies and going nuts over hot korean guys HAHAHAHAA.
sigh :(
ever heard of xiong tian ping?
I LOVE HIS SONGS.
easy listening acoustic guitar night music, I LOVE EVERY SONG ON HIS ALBUM.
i dug it out from my dad's collection of old chinese cds HAHAHA.
and alot of his songs will sound familiar cause im sure we've all heard them when we were in primary school.
i love huo cai tian tai, CLASSIC SONG.
and so heartbreaking :(

then ive been going nuts over yunho from dbsk and rain.
I CANT BELIEVE I LIKE RAIN AH.
i used to hate him so much HAHAHA.
AND QIAN AND YITING SUCKS ARGH.
they keep going crazy over dbsk and like yamapi or whatever HAHA.

i HAVE to put up some pictures i just CANNOT RESIST HAHAHAHA.




YUNHO OPPA YOU ARE SO MAN AHHHH HAHAHAHAHA.



and rain's new song rainism
I LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE HOLY SHIT.

sigh i think im going nuts.
ive been talking online with yiting for too long HAHAHAHA.

must go do work now!

wednesday:
went to rj to study with yihui HAHA LOVE YOU SUCKER
went back to school for night study with hari and jin ah (:

thursday:
studied with michelle lai and qian at swirl (gosh i hate that place :() im sorry my dear friends

friday: GRADUATION

really good end to formal education in cj i think.
i really had alot of fun through out the day with the class, i have to admit that i dont think ive had so much fun with the class before.
and thank you teresa, really :D
after making random plasticine things for the class presentation, singing in class, taking class photos, chomping down food with the class, solving puzzles with the class, almost sleeping through brother paul's speech and accepting our portfolio, we were ready to go to paragon spageddies for class lunch!
HILARIOUS STUFF MAN.
i was sad about the food i ordered though :(
then we played like hardcore zhong zi mi ma HAHAHA.
we coated this whole bunch of gross gum sweets that we got with like cheese, chilli, pepper, salt blah blah
and teresa yangyang and i were in top 3!
then i lost and it was down to teresa and yangyang and teresa had to choose 54 or 55 but she remembered that i like 55 so i would choose it and she won HAHA :D







then rushed down to denise leong's house to study with deniseleong and michelle lai
YOUR ROOM IS DAMN CONDUSIVE AND I LOVE THE VIEW FROM YOUR HOUSE OMG.
and we got all worked up by the 7pm show HAHAHA
freaking horrible husband cheated on the wife in penang with some woman and we were all like OMGOMGOMG SHIT SHIT SHIT THE WIFE IS GOING TO SEE HIM WITH THE MISTRESS OMG.
damn stupid but damn funny HAHA
then it turned into a spontaneous stayover and i have to say that its the most comfortable stayover ive ever had HAHA
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL HOST :D

woke up for carrot cake breakfast YUM
squeezed in abit more of studying
parents fetched me and michelle lai home
then later at night went for eugene's birthday dinner at miss clarity cafe :D

funan macs studying with michelle lai (really nice bench-like seats)
lois's birthday dinner at the pizza place
esplanade rooftop grass rolling and camwhoring
canale YUMMILICIOUS cakes and chat
bus ride with denise leong
spamming of epik high's one minute one second which is PURE LOVE, perfect night music
reached home at like 11 and couldnt study argh








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im like youtubeing the whole vice presidential debate ahhhhh :X
but its absolutely exciting (:
but yes I MUST FOCUS ON STUDYING.
i need to make it through the As and be able to feel relieved at the end of it, to believe that all my work had paid off and i could actually confidently say that i could cope with it.
may we all have the strength to go full force for this last lap.
and i need to make sure i get into university and we can all be proud of yourselves

wanyin has this super unusual fetish.
she is a totally sucker for left handed guys.
and a totally sucker for guys who wear their watch on their dominant hand (cause i do it, im right handed and wear my watch on my right hand)
WEIRD RIGHT? HAHAHA OH MY GOSH IM SUCH A FREAK.

i think it just looks super cute and i came across 2 people who have THE ULTIMATE COMBO (fulfils both conditions)
teppei koike and shinee's jonghyun! HAHAHAHA

ANYWAY.
studying has been BAD.
WEI?! (why in korean)
i keep surfing the net and geog takes really long to go into my head :(
PLEASE LET ME BE FOCUSED.

met qian and michelle lai for chicken rice yesterday AND WHY DID THE UNCLE GIVE THEM BREAST MEAT AND GIVE ME WINGS WHICH TOOK ME LIKE ONE HOUR TO EAT CAUSE I HAD TO SCRAPE THE MEAT
then went from coro to serene back to coro then to crown centre swirl to study with qian HAHA
but it was freaking noisy cause this st margs bunch had like some class outing there so we moved to the next door whisk cafe.
GEOG JUST WOULDNT GO IN.
and qian kept spamming dbsk things on me while i only wanted to listen to epik high's one minute one second on her ipod HAHA
i really like tablo's cleaner look now and i think their love scream mini album grows on me.
one minute one second is so bittersweet, love the lyrics :D (as of most epik high songs)
then went back to school for night study

going to meet michelle lai later to study at city hall then going for lois's birthday dinner (;


such a gorgeous picture, epik high's cd cover

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

You said you were having a bad hair day
You said your eyes were puffy, and fell back asleep
Sulking, I silently took off my jacket,
Picked up the phone and ordered take out
Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hours passed
Watching DVD’s
(Just you and me)
The sound of your breath as you leaned against my shoulder
I thought that it was a good thing we didn’t go out

Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
I unexpectedly remember the jokes that you made and I fall apart
Moments that are really no big deal upset me
I suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and I break apart

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

No matter where you went, at the bar right at the corner
When you sat in your little corner
You laid your hands on top of each other on your left leg
When you were tired and yawned, you kept the tears you wiped away
And you would smile like an idiot, showing the dimples in your two cheeks
Whenever you drank water
The pinky that you raised
The glossy black hair that could blind
I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming
Your full lips, I hoped it would be forever

This is lov to the e
This autobiographical memory twists my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
See love could shake a hurricane
The raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little memories
Like how this glass of alcohol becomes empty, our small memories became transparent
Even though I try to bring it back
The memories of us I can never make it again
Like yesterday night’s dream it’s so clear, but it’s gone
(damn)

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
I can’t let go

I can’t let go
(The whisper that takes my breath away)
For one moment
(Our sweet secrets)
For us who is as sad as our love was beautiful
(Can my tears still remember you?)

I can’t let go
(Our quirks and habits)
For one moment
(The beautiful moments)
Still for one moment
For one minute, one second

We can’t go back
(For one minute, one second)

what a beautiful song

i think ive really learnt to treasure my parents during these couple of years.
i dont know about you all but i used to always argue with my parents especially my father.
but they were the ones that i could always turn to regardless whether i gave them all my attention.
and recently, ive really discovered how much i love my family especially my father.
my dad kept pretty quiet, especially to me, about his high cholestrol and how he had to go for a minor operation.
one day i came back from night study and my mum told me that he already had the operation and was staying at the hospital for a couple of days.
i was totally STUNNED.
i didnt know it was so serious cause my mum just mentioned a body check up.
my parents are really old, turning 54 this year while im turned 18, and that means that when im 24 and like pretty fresh out of uni (YES I DO HOPE I CAN GET INTO UNI) they will be 60 and probably have to stop working.
i think it really scares me how im alone in bearing this responsibility as a child and im afraid that i wont be financial stable by the time they need support.
and im also afraid of loneliness because i really really hope that they will still be alive till i have a family of my own and can show them their grandchildren.
i really dont know how i can survive if something happened to them and i would be all alone.

i really pray for my parents' health and that was one of the things that i mentioned in the graduation reflection that we had during sd.
i love my family so much(:

we dont have many family pictures but here's one from the japan trip last year (:


treasure your parents!

tuesday was nightstudy day with fiona, cherie, sam and eugene
met michelle lai at the bus stop outside cj to collect my uniform from her, taste her STUPID CHILLI BROWNIE (from this bakery called posh but seriously whats up with putting chilli into brownies?!) and wait like a million years for her bus HAHAHA

wednesday was study day with opy.
WE ARE ULTIMATE FAILURES OH MY SHIT.
but it was fun mugging with you bullshit!
we went from kap to bukit timah plaza to beauty world.
and we 'stole' the popular bookshop's children day balloons.
and i met valerie! (AGAIN HAHA)