OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
THE MUSE GIG ON MTV WAS SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE.
i taped it down too :D
GOSH I SO WISH I WAS THERE OMG.

ok but bad FREAKING news.
my mum may not let me go to the muse gig, although i already booked the tickets.
i think they dont take the money from the account until you collect the ticket.
she's so worried cause i'm 16 and i'm a girl.
if i go to a rock gig at some ulu field, aka fort canning, i may get gangraped, kidnapped or robbed.
*insert i-cant-believe-i'm-hearing-this-shit smiley face
%&%$^#%@%#@%#
well but it is quite dangerous cause it's the outdoor kind where everyone is squashed together in the crowd and there are no seating tickets.
but seating tickets are so sad.
well the people obviously dont stay seated, they are all standing and jumping but they are limited by the seating barrier and soooooooooooooo far away from matt.

well, actually i wasnt THAT saddened by the news cause i realised that if i go, i wont be upclose.
i've done my research and people at the front barrier get freaking squashed by the people in the middle part.
they are the 'moshers' and they go all jumpy and move-y and crazy, and some idiots crowdsurf there.
so the best place to stand is just behind the middle group, you dont get squashed and you supposedly get a good view.
well that's for other countries, but i believe sg will be as wild.
plus it's on a weekday so i may not have enough time to go down and queue early cause we have jc till like afternoon?
and i have to go all the way home from cj to change and go all the way to fort canning.
so the point is, if i'm not going to be upclose and i cant get near matt, why not i just stay at home and watch footage!
but thats sad cause nothing beats being there live! :(
ah shit i'll dress up like thrash as long as i'm allowed to go! :(

it's all because i'm going alone.
too bad i dont know anyone who likes muse and i dont think any of you all can handle a rock concert or muse's music so i cant bribe you all with a free ticket.
my mum was like 'ask your friends who wants to go. i'll pay!'
and i'm like why would someone want to go to a concert to see people they dont like.
i mean, i wont go to a simple plan concert even if i was given free tickets.
and besides, if you are going to a rock concert, you'll kind of end up alone.
even if you go with a group, with all the jumping and moving and excitment, you'll physically and mentally drift from your group.
you'll definitely get to know the people around you and enjoy the music with them cause we all have a common interest.
and that's why people are all hyped by to go in together but set a place to meet up later after the gig cause they'll separate along the way.
but my mum just cant accept that fact! :(

but anyway, hopefully i can convince my mum cause i've got some tips for going to rock concerts.

;wear comfy shoes if not your toes will be smashed
i'm not going to destroy my new nike shoes so i'll wear my crappy old red sneakers.
they look dumb with the stupid brand on the side, it starts with a s but i cant remember what's it called, but who cares right.

;tie up your hair cause no one likes to have wet sticky hair in their faces

;bring as little as you can, stuff your money in your shoes.
so i'll just have my handphone in my hand, money in my shoes and maybe i'll sneak in my camera but that's too dangerous.
people adviced hiding your camera in your pants.
unfortunately my camera is abit heavy, it'll be uncomfortable just trying to walk pass the guards with a camera in your pants.
but i want to take videos!
my camera has freaking good video quality.
but again, if i go i'll be quite far from matt so i still wont be able to capture much.

;look like shit so you'll have a lesser chance of being violated in the crowd
sure i can do that, if not i'll just bring a knife or use my mighty foot to smash their toes and then bash their nuts.
i'll probably wear some baggy-er jeans but i must wear a tank cause it'll be super hot and sweaty at rock gigs.

;bring a pen so that muse can sign your stuff
but i think they'll be leaving straight after the gig to australia for another gig.
FREAK :(

ok so HOPEFULLY i can persuade my mum and maybe there are people in cj going to the gig.
I PRAY I PRAY I PRAY.

ok but i also have a piece of good news!
I LOST 1KG.
HAHAHHAHAHA OMG YAY.
kind of mysteriously lost it actually.
i only went to the gym once but i've been doing 3 sets of 15 crunches everyday like the newspaper showed but i dont think i could have just lost 1kg like that.
but heck right, i lost weight for free!
maybe worrying about my weight consistently stressed my stomach and it lost weight HAHAHHA.
BUTTTTTTTTT, i kind of have a box of nestle cookies crisps next to me, so i'm like just reaching in to eat one every 5 mins.
ok nevermind i'll try and exercise more and hopefully i'll be 48kg again!
HAHAHA but still long way man :(

ok i feel like adding a listening to: section to my entries, like in livejournal entries.
you can add in the music that you are currently listening to and put a smiley face for your current mood.
but the mood thing is dumb so i shall try the listening to section!
music is a huge part of my life and it'll be good to keep track of the song i was listeing to while i was typing a particular entry :D

listening to: middle of nowhere by hot hot heat

ok byebye!