sigh.
i hate it when i get emo.
i wish i could take away my tear glands and surpress my emotions.
damn it lahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
:(

today was a bad day.
sports carnival was, complicated.
i guess i thought too highly of it and i was looking forward to it being super fun.
and so, i was easily disappointed.
played badly- lost 1 frisbee game, drew the other and lost another basketball game.
i played like shit, i'm sorry.

ended up not going to sentosa after that.
had lunch and watched a movie(blades of glory- OMG PLEASE DONT WATCH IT) in town.
then we had dinner/supper at newton circus YUM.
but the day still did not end well for me.
i'm just bloody pms-ing lah :(

ok anyway i dont know if i'm going out tmr or not.
dont really know whether i want to or not.
:(
bye!