monday

one of the most disappointing defeats ever.
we had yet to settled during the first few mins of the game and boom aj scored 2 very good goals, 1 from a weird angle at the side D and another from a short corner.
but we fought very hard after that, dominating them for the rest of the game.
it was seriously one of the best games we ever played but we just failed to finish off the manyyyyyyyy chances we got.

went to island creamery and macs after the game with hockey people
then went down to cityhall with yiting, you're awesome dear (:
i was supposed to meet fiona but she was late so we roamed around raffles city and i sent yiting off.
met fiona and went to preena's birthday dinner at new york new york :D:D
yumyum and the dinner was just hilarious :D
left at like 10, reaching home late and tired and gross from the match so i just bathed and slept (:

tueday

didnt do my essay at all during double gp cause i was so damn tired so i need to do it sometime at home by thurs :/
i doubt ill have the time and the will to do it
training
met my mum for dinner
reached home late againnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
no homework done once again.

wednesday

worst match ever.
played rj and lost 3-0
we were playing so well during the first like 15 mins but somehow we all lost it.
everyone was playing so damn badly and we were all freaking tired.
i think its the sun training, mon match, tues training, wed match schedule we have.
the first 2 goals were so wtffffffffff, come on cj what happened.
we were just owned i think.
we were way more unfit than rj i think and especially after the first 2 stupid goals, we totally lost all our energy and will and the sun also started to come out.
i felt like the forward i was marking was making me run in circles and god knows what i was doing, and i was hell tired while doing it.
and i was too tired to hold on to the ball and bring it up, all i did was clear clear clear, im so sorry.
i left the game with bruises and cuts all for nothing, come on cj this is not the way to play hockey.
i dont know what happened to us this game, but we were allllllll off form and playing like shit.
we need to do something about it, everyone take a good long rest till our next game on tues.
we must win jj come on cj!

went with yiting to serene macs.
oh gosh it was raining like %*^%&%$&%#%
so we were bloody drenched.
and the rainwater kept agitating the cut on my finger and it stung like shitttttt, so damn painful.

went to qian's house after that cause i didnt feel like going home, thanks so much dear you're the best :D
she lent me her sa pe shirt AGAIN, gave me medicine to put on my bruises and gave me food.
and i stupidlyyyyyyyy left my jersey and skirt at her place so now she has to wash them for me before passing them back to me on sunday.
IM SO SORRY I OWE YOU SO MUCH QIAN I LOVE YOU <3
but it was a hilarious time with qian, as usual.
next time come to my place and freeload off me! :D

anyway im not going to let this match get to me, although i was freaking pissed after that.
monday i was sad, tuesday i was disappointed yet somewhat proud but today i was just purely angry.
please cj lets get back our form and play our best against jj

tmr ive got the 2.4 challenge in the morning at 7?!
i dont care shijing and i are just going to jog, forget trying for 12 mins im in no physical condition for that.

and econs test wthhhhhhhhh.
i dont care im just going to go in without any knowledge about inflation, unemployment and economic growth and bullshit out what hopefully will be a s and above? :/

come on cj we need to prove ourselves, no more losing.
lets get our goal of winning one game!