sometimes i feel like whats the use of being so strong and independent.
at the end of the day, people may just think that i can handle it when actually i cant.
and it really pisses me off how some girls are so weak and attention seeking sometimes, what about that is attractive at all?!

ok i seriously need to learn how to stop projecting my own standards and values onto others, people are different and i cant expect people to think and feel the way i do.

times like these are when i feel the most lonely and different from everyone :(