hello :D
yup its been quite a while since i updated.
too emotional the past week HAHA.
sorry everyone but i've been extremely moodwswingy.
too many things are not going my way.
and also because im just too easily ticked off, need to go for anger management!
and you know its that time of the month, pmsing and stuff :(

but ANYWAY.
yup so i'm still in cj.
i love cj!
i mean i love the environment and the people but things are just not going right for me.
1) i didnt get into sa
2) t12 got split up even though we appealed

but yup before i get to that i'll just like recap the past few days :D
went down to sa to appeal on tues when i got the results.
yea but i already knew that i probably wont get the appeal, its ok i've already bought my cj uniform (:
then i went to meet my class!

met guan min at paya lebar mrt, waited and waited then turns out the rest couldnt meet us at the mrt.
yea i was pretty emotional OOPS.
like the whole not making it to sa thing was still on my mind so i was pretty unhigh.
then we took a bus to parkway there for macs breakfast with zhao loong, yean thing and kenneth.
YUMYUM I LOVE BIG BREAKFAST <3
then we WALKED all the way to east coast macs to meet the rest of the class.

rented bikes and rollerblades and cycled with teresa, zhao loong, guan min, arthur, henry, cherlyn, fiona, kathleen, jonathan and pearleen all the way down to the end of east coast.
IT WAS SICK MAN.
OMG MY LEGS WERE SO DAMN TIRED.
yes im unfit lah shit :(
so halfway cherlyn, fiona, kathleen and i couldnt tahan man so we stopped at food village while the rest carried on HAHAHAHHAA.
wah i sat there fantasizing about eating stingray cause i was so hungry.
but yea we ended up just drinking some disgusting fruit punch and talking crap.
then we chionged our way down to meet the rest at safra resort there.
wah lao my legs were wobbling ok :(

then we slacked around and waited for guan min to buy us green tea from inside the resort.
stupid ass made me laugh while i was drinking my drink and i choked and spit out my drink.
WAH LAO.
then we cycled all the way back.
then teresa, cherlyn, fiona and i stopped when we saw the ice cream van HAHAHAHHAA.
shit i should have bought ice cream too but i decided i needed 100 plus before i died :x

then we slacked around abit before going to parkway for dinner :D
preena and i got a free ride from pearleen's parents to outram mrt, thank you!

and wed was back to school day and we had orientation 2.
i'm sorry ig 27 for always pangsehing you all to join my class.
i think my class had the most numbers of pangsehers.
we whole day run away to meet up and go elsewhere.
went out after school to go far east and eat chicken rice, victoria and cherlyn came and joined us!
hope you two are having fun in sa :D

then thurs was major slacking day.
we ponned mass dance and slacked at the grandstand listening to music and playing cards.
arthur came to visit us!
AND YES HE GOT ACCEPTED BACK INTO CJ!
yay we all love arthur :D
yea i know so many people who hate it over at aj and want to appeal back/ have appealed back already (:

we went back for a little bit of mass dance and we all danced together while i partnered aiming!
YAY I LOVE MASS DANCING WITH T12 <3
we ponned pa too and we went to the canteen to eat, cherlyn and lian kai came back to visit us!
then the girls went off to the grandstand to slack!
IT WAS SO FUN.
we were lying on the steps of the grandstand while we chatted and chatted.
yay the girls bonded alot! :D
then the guys came to kachiao us.
then aiming and i decided to walk one round around the track to have some girl talk time.
yes thats what we used to do in sc too!
then all of us went to the canteen and i kachiaoed cherlyn by doing all the sa cheers.
HAHAH THEY ARE DAMN FUNNY.
who are who are who are we.
we are we are we are we.
who are who are who are we.
we are we are we are we.
who are we? sa!
who are we? sa!
who are we? sa!
HAHAHHAHA DAMN FUNNY LAH.
and there's some malay cheer?
HAHA I LOVE CJ<3

cj cheers rock lah!
cj get on the floor.
cj give me somemore.
cj we'll win them all.
cj WHOOOHOHOH!

and during the cheering session the t12 girls sat together and we cheered really loud and and sang the school song really loud!
it felt great to hear the whole hall singing so loud, i feel proud to be in cj :D
but in the morning no one like even opens their mouth (like me)
HAHAH CJ REMINDS ME OF SC.
I LOVE SC AND CJ :D

then we realized we had to get our orientation 2 shirts.
but we ponned pa so we had no face to go back to find our facils for our shirts.
so we spent alot of time running around the place trying to find a way of getting our shirts without getting scolding.
but oh well.
fiona, guan min and i got scolded.
fiona was like giving a dao face.
i tried to act sorry.
and guan min gave some stupid excuse about how he had to go toilet early to chope toilet to bathe cause the queue will be damn long so he didnt have time to get his shirt.
WTH LAH AHHAHAA.

then we had house night.
i was in soul- the hip hop house.
but i was kind of bored HAHA.
i was really dying during house night until it was down to mass dance.
all the t12 girls got together and danced!
IT WAS SO FUN I WAS SO HIGH :D
i love cj mass dance!
the mass dance got edited abit, they added in drew sidora's till the dawn so it's super cool now :D
but yea i got kind of annoyed after house night.
so my mood totally died.
no i wasnt sad i was annoyed.
but oh well i have to learn to deal with such things (:

friday was a crazy day.
we got our class posting and found out that we were all split up.
couldnt help it i just started to cry.
then soon pearleen, teresa and aiming were crying too.
i really didnt want our class to be split up.
the class waited the whole day to appeal to mr tan for our class to be together.
cause our class got split up even though we appealed.
we waited in the morning, during break and after cca.
oh yea and im in hockey!
yes i have decided to stay in hockey, i love hockey anyway it's really fun :D
and today's 'trials'/drills went quite well for me so im very happy in hockey :D
and alot of people from t12 also joined hockey so yay yay yay :D
so now guan min, zhao loong, arthur, preena, pearleen, fiona, teresa and i are in hockey.
and of course there's camille and lucille!
I LOVE HOCKEY.
im actually excited about the holiday training on wed and thurs at delta sports complex.
i need to do my best and commit to this sport :D

so yea lian kai came down from sa to join us after our cca.
sorry if i was in a bad mood people, im just too easily ticked off.
so yea all of us waited like 2 hours to finally talk to mr tan.
and he rejected us.
but its ok we'll keep keep keep on trying :D
then cherlyn, leon gim and victoria came to meet us!
so all of us went to watch rockafella.
i really had a good time!
got to meet up with eliza too!
i was just going to sit with teresa when eliza called me from two rows in front of me and i screamed!
I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU ELIZA TEO.
yea i cried abit HAHAHA.
too emotional lah, cj is just no longer the same without you eliza :(
i hope you're happy in nj!
YOU'RE ONE FUNKY WOMAN, you can make nj a fun place! HAHAHA.
so yup i generally enjoyed the music.
YAY TWO BANDS PLAYED MUSE.
HAHAHA.
plug in baby and hysteriaaaaaaaaaaaa <3
yea the winning band FAQ played hysteria :D:D:D
but my favourite band was the sexies/the sexys!
ok i didnt really hear what the mc said about them but i think they were past winners.
they are just SUPER COOL.
their music is extremely funky and awesome.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THEM.
i would even pay money to see them HAHAA.
yea so i was quite high during the thing!
screaming, singing and headbanging but yea i guess everyone else wasnt that high.
leon gim and i were saying how the guys just sat there with no reaction.
man i miss you deborah khoo and clifton yeo!
i remember how crazy the muse gig was, it was so much fun getting high with you two! :D:D:D:D
i was like going to stand up and jump during hysteria but oh well i looked around and everyone was so unhigh that i just sat down.
HAHA oh well.

so i left the place feeling quite high.
but everyone was so tired and bored or something that my mood just dropped again.
and yes i got pissed off again.
yes the past few days have been very emo for me.
sorry about it everyone :(
but i was really damn low and i needed to talk to someone so i called yihui.
yes thank you yihui!
talking to you is always the best HAHAHA.
you're like my dustbin!
i dump all my problems onto you and you make me feel so much better :D
yea and i was like a bloody zombie on the bus.
i sat there in a corner, leaning my head against the window and just emoing until i fell asleep.
and i couldnt even be bothered to listen to my nano.
usually i'll at least be listeing to emo music like placebo but oh well.
HAHA I MISSED MY STOP OOPS.
so malu i just suddenly woke up and i recognise that it was the stop after the my stop.
and the door was closing!
so i like shot up and was like sorry uncle can you please open the door.
HAHAHA SO MALU.
then i walked to the interchange and took the bus home.
if you saw me on the way home you would have been damn scared of me.
my face was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER BLACK.
the blackest face i ever had i think HAHAA.
but yea im better now (:

ystd was super slack.
woke up at 1+ to guan min and yihui's smses.
yes thank you for making me feel much better (:
stayed at home and was on the com the whole day.
eat eat eat eat eat watch jap drama watch jap drama watch jap drama eat eat eat.
HAHHAAH.
yes i think i gained weight.
judging from my house weighing machine i'm 50/51 but when i go to school im heavier!
so now im damn scared cause i dont know whats my weight.
stupid but im going to start eating less anyway :D

okok shit this has been a super long entry HHAHA OOPS.
i have to go now!
going to meet yihui later at 1.30 :D
bye! :D