yup so i didnt make it into sa.
it was just like pae actually.
when i saw my posting: catholic junior college science, i just sat there with a blank face and nothing really registered.
but yea i kind of knew it was over, what are the chances of getting into sa through an appeal with nothing.
yup so i tried to go back to sleep but i couldnt cause i just kept thinking about not getting in.
i reallyreallyreallyreallyreally wanted to get into sa and i seriously thought i had a chance so it kind of got into my head and now im damn disappointed.

so i just laid in bed and couldnt sleep so i decided to blog and get things of my chest.
thanks yihui and sophia for the calls and i'm sorry for bursting out in tears but i cant usually take it when people around me talk about the issue.
thanks for your concern, i really appreciate it (:

yup so i'll go down to appeal at around 9+ then i'll go and meet the class for breakfast at parkway before going to east coast.
i hope i dont like cry the whole day through.
yup anyway, bye (: