ive been slipping in and out of consciousness for the past 1.5 hours here in the library.
with my biz law book laid out in front of me, still at the same page, with my itunes replaying the list of songs i just recently added (breathe, slow dancing in a burning room, cry me out and two is better than one), i feel like i dont belong here in the library and perhaps ive been escaping by sleeping.

the days have been passing by quickly, so much has happened but yet i feel like theres so much more that could be done but yet i cant put my finger on what im missing out on.
and of course it doesnt help that school work is accumulating and i just feel like ignoring it.
fast yet slow, happy yet sad(ok not like freaking sad just feeling unfulfilled during some moments), present in school but absorbing nothing, life is full of contradictions.
i guess we're all capable of feeling a ton of things at the same time.

but in the midst of all this, i still feel a sense of peace when im with you.