wow im on a roll.
i feel like i can always turn to this place to organise and pen down my thoughts.
although yes all of you my friends can see this but essentially, its for me to also come back and read through my thoughts during those specific moments.
to recall, to remind, to keep in my heart and cement my values.

i just did like this personality test thing yesterday.
yea ok some of you may say personality test? WAH DAMN DUMB SIA.
but well i like such things and i do try to learn and understand more about myself through such simple tests.

some more extreme values i got during the test were:

low assertiveness
high level of trust in others
high level of modesty
low self-efficacy
high dutifulness
low achievement-striving
low self-discipline
high level of cautiousness
high anxiety
high anger (HAHAHAH YES BEWARE)
high level of vulnerability (like shit high, 96/100)
low imagination
low artistic interests
high level of emotionality
low adventurousness
low intellect (WOW IM A DUMBO)
low liberism

ok wow talk about extremes.
i guess ive got more highs and lows than averages.

i guess we're all looking around for support, for reassurance, for comfort, for companionship, for love.
but i cant help feeling like when you finally receive after searching, you realise that you may not even know what to do with it and you dont know how to show true, sincere and utmost appreciation for it.
im learning (:

edit:
ZOMG I JUST CAME ACROSS THE CUTEST THING.
cause like picasa and blogger worked together such tht you have like a web album of alllllll the pictures youve ever put up on your blog.
and since this blog has successfully been with me since secondary school, although i only started putting up pictures in like jc, its such a wonderful feeling looking back at all the pictures ive put up.
btw ive put up MORE THAN 800 PICTURES OMGGGGGGGGGGG.
and im pretty sure quite a few are precious ones that i didnt even put on fb.
damn shocked by the number, didnt know ive put up so many along the way.
i must have been very free HAHAHAHA.
memories <3<3<3