OH MY GOD THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS HAVE BEEN FUN (which means like ZERO studying shitttttttt)

wed:
lunch with hockey people- camille, yiting, yuling, yuslina, samantha how and alicia
chicken rice at far east
then MEGA exciting gossip session at burger king
big sundae at gelare
and CAMWHORING (at gelare and on the train) <3
oh yes it was funnnnnnnnnnn
hanged out today from like 2 to 7 then took the train back together.
took all the way to marina bay then back towards jurong east just cause we were lazy and wanted to sit down HAHAHA
yuslina and i also listened to her ipod after the rest got off and she has great music taste! (just like mine HAHAHA)
oh yes and we've got so many exciting things planned for future hockey outings after the promos!
chalet, cafe delma and ocip please <3

thurs (today):
eh actually today was quite boring UNTIL i met qian at wheelock!
OMG IT WAS THE SURPRISE OF THE LIFETIME.
like a big fat gift just dropped from the sky aww

played frisbee during pe and after school
i miss frisbee omg!
and ive rekindled my love for ultimate frisbee HAHA <3

went to town and bought bubble tea with teresa.
then walked with her to meet her mum at wheelock.
WAITED DAMN LONG FOR MICHELLE LAI BUT NO REPLY
and i spent my waiting time reading magazines at borders.
yes alone.
usually i would be ashamed but today im very proud of myself.
i never liked being alone but i seriously became more independent today! YAY YAY
then just when i was about to leave borders at like 7, I MET QIAN AHHAHAHAHA.

dinner at ichiban mushi or something at wisma
i love splurging with sc people <3
then left town at about 8+

pretty simple and laidback day but still lovely <3

and tmr, teachers day celebrations!
SLACKKKKKKKKKKKK
YAY
then meeting opy, joan tay and qian.
OMG POWER COMBO HAHHAHAHA.
im all geared up for some CRAZY TIME WOOHOO
and of course GAMBLING.
all the 4 of us ever do is play mahjong, bridge and go insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and i even charged my battery till max for tmr's potential hardcore camwhoring YAY

and like im watching my jap movie now AHHHHHHHHH
WHAT HAPPENED TO STUDY.
SHIT :(
how the hell am i supposed to study when today is the eve of celebrations, tmr is the celebrations, then there will be the weekend, then one whole week of holidays!
ill probably be playing like hell ARGH
and joan tay is going off on the 10th and may not be back till july next year! :(
so im going to miss her so so so damn much that ill probably be meeting her alot now :/

ok anyway im just going to watch my hot guy in my jap movie and go and sleep after that HAHAH
BYE :D

HAHA SHIT I SO DID NOT STUDY TODAY.

physics spa.
phew luckily today's spa was a hell alot easier than the first one so i dont think i screwed up.
(:

played pool after school at meridian with bryan and guan min HAHA :D
pretty fun!
sorry teresa we didnt take 132 with you :(

we lefted dhoby gauht at around 3+ and i went to meet joan tay.
had lunch then watched blood brothers HAHAHA.
SHIT the show has like zero story development and the plot is like :/
damn lousy mafia movie.
HAHA but omg DANIEL WU IS HOT STUFF.
seriously we didnt really give a shit about how bad the show was, we were just totally watching it for daniel wu HEH.
well yup but there's also eye candy for the guys - shu qi (totally pretty in this movie omg!)
but the movie is seriously BAD.
like one of the worst movies ive ever watched.
but definitely not as bad as my most hated movie ever- step up (which had a shitty plot AND an un-hot male lead omg)
went to joan tay's house till 8+ then cabbed home.

SHIT I DID NOT STUDY ARGHHHHH.
ok shit i shall go do some math :/
bye!

helloooooooooooo

im loving my troubles-free day (:
i was relaxed, carefree, ate to my heart's content and feeling very happy (:
it was actually a very long day, lessons all the way till 5.
but i ended the day feeling just as good as i did when it first started and i even looked forward to going home early!
i NEVER go home straight after school, in the day time, willingly but today i was totally fine with it (:

reached home and watched the tv + did math in the living room.
air con on, curtains drawn back to that the nice sunlight will shine in and a nice comfy couch and some pretty boy special on some taiwan entertainment show = damn relaxed evening (:
SHIOK.
and i did some math!
went online for pw and now im watching a japanese movie called nada sou sou HAHAHAHA OOPS.
and yes im watching it cause the lead actor is cute HAHA.
buttttt the movie is also damn touching!
its about a part of siblings (older brother and younger sister with no blood relation and are 5 years apart) and like the brother cares alot for his sister and protects her cause their parents are dead.
its damnnnnnnnnnn sweet and like the kids that play the siblings when they are still children are bloody KAWAII NEH HAHAHA.
and omg ive alwaysssssssssss wanted an older brother! (especially such a nice one like the older brother in the movie)

ok shit i should stop watching dramas/movies!
promos in 3 weeks AH!
:x

but i think ive been quite hardworking today, i deserve a reward HAHAHA (my japanese movie)
and i shall just watch it for a little more and then ill sleep :D

and physics spa tmr!
AH IM SCARED.
i freaking totally screwed up my first spa wth so im damn scared ill screw up this one :(
wish me luck!

free strawberry pocky sticks from denise leong, understood superposition during tuition, lunch with qian deniseleong and shun yee, standing in front of the secrets tv in cine and watching the trailer over and over again, find it at the arcade, studying at starbucks with qian, sharing our troubles and shoppingggggggggggggggggggg, home cooked dinner

what a lovely sunday <3

past couple of the days were good (:

went to study with preena, aiming, guan min and arthur at united square starbucks after training, from like 7+ to 10 <3
then cabbed home with preena (:

met yihui today!
ITS BEEN SO LONG OMGGGGGGGG.
yay we watched dead silence HAHHA.
FREAK I WAS DAMN SCARED AHHAHA. (i was the only one! there was like some strange woman screaming at like every scene omg)
yea but seriously it was damn scary!
the effects were like damn good (produced by the makers of saw series anyway)
but like turns out it was a pretty good horror movie!
it's like totally supernatural and stuff but at least all the strange stuff were explained well in the movie.
and omg the main character was so hot HAHAHA.
i didnt remember him being so cute in the trailer :/
but yes, good horror movie and a hot main actor is good :D

lunch, find it at the cine arcade, unsuccesful shopping at taka and the lime flea market plus us losing our energy brought us to cine yoshinoya.
slackeddddddddddddd with food and snacks then yihui started teaching me math! HAHAHHAA
omg but i seriously learnt damn alot from her, rj what! :D

and then, CAMWHORING YAY.
at the youth park, across the road at the old shop houses and landed properties, and outside some condo.
used self timer and balanced them on dust bins, curbs, postboxes and the red bus model thing at the cine youth park.
mega fun <3<3
i miss camwhoring, i dont camwhore anymore :/
in fact i dont even like taking pictures anymore :(

watching snow queen on channel 55!
im learning values like tolerance from it!
HA i was actually bloody annoyed just now.
but im learning from hyun bin the hot guy in the show, who's like superrrrrr tolerant towards the bitchy female lead.
so yes im training up my tolerance, which i so absolutely lack.
and wish me luck, i really need to build up my tolerance if not ill continue losing my temper so easily :(

and so i shall go youtube the liverpool chelsea and germany england soccer matches to cheer me up (:
FERNANDO TORRESSSSS and yes germany won woohoo! <3

im abandoning econs and im not in the mood to study for my test tmr.
i just feel like going to sleep :(

i think im suffering from mild depression

symptoms:
Low mood.
Poor appetite or overeating.
Trouble falling asleep and staying asleep or sleeping too much.
Low energy or fatigue.
Low self-esteem.
Poor concentration.
Difficulty making decisions.
Feelings of guilt.
Hopelessness.
Anger and hostility.
Feeling blue and tearful at times.
Irritability.

i know how it feels to be a friend of someone with mild depression and i know it sucks shitttttttt.
and im sorry :(
its just this miserable phase ive been going through these few months.

but ive been taking my 'medication'

yesterday i had my dose of joan tay.
ponned training for her and left school right after i was dismissed and went to her place.
<3<3

and today i had my dose of michelle lai.
thank you for the smses and the calls.
met her for dinner at coro then ice cream at swirls at crown centre.
i made her slow down when we were approaching a big screen at a restaurant cause they were playing the liverpool vs chelsea match (FERNANDO TORRES :D)
but i didnt manage to see the hottest guy on earth :(
i was reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy screwed up today and i was so damn miserable during the whole damn day but thanks so much michelle lai.
i really forget all my troubles when im with my sc friends <3

reached home at like 9.
spent the past hour bathing, printing my econs project and eating dinner so i like have not studied at alllllllllll.
and the lecture test is on the WHOLE market structure?!
omgomgomg
oh well i really want to sleep instead (SIGN OF MILD DEPRESSION ARGH) HAHA
so i will, and cram tmr (:

and i think im also suffering from schizophrenia.
i have so many different feelings, attitudes and behaviours among different groups of people.
i lost my ability to talk, laugh and joke with everyone.
i dont even laugh and joke anymore.

ok stop it.
i need this depression gone, NOW.
its making life a living hell :(

these days,
i feel unfulfilled, dissatisfied, unhappy, lethargic, bored, lonely and meaningless.
clinging on to treasured memories, i struggle to come to terms with my loss.
ive lost my energy, love and myself.
i hate the person ive become and how i portray myself in school.
and because of this, i no longer look forward to coming to school.

my negative characteristics thrive in the current situation im in.
my silence, my drastic mood swings, my oversensitivity, and i become an introvert.
i apologise and i regret but im still as incapable as i ever was at controlling my emotions.
it's been an age old handicap that has given me enough problems.

i miss sc.
i miss the familiarity, the sense of belonging, the carefree-ness, the warmth, the love and how i was more emotionally independent.
or maybe i just wish to escape to the safe sanctuary sc was and forget all my problems.

and deserving special mention, i miss joan tay.
or at least i know i will when she goes back to england to study.
the past few months with her back in singapore have been extremely enjoyable and it was great reliving our delightful times together.
but when she goes back, i wont see her till december.
i know it's just a few months but i cant imagine how will i hold on without her there for me when im in my current state.
im currently turning back to my old friends for their familiar comfort and understanding and i feel myself drifting from the people presently in my life.
i hate it but im too afraid to do anything about it.


today was a pretty bad day for me, emotionally.
it was one hell of a rollercoaster ride.
and just knowing that i was mood swing-ing made me mood swing more.
i hate it, i hate it so much but i cant do anything about it.
im sorry, i really am and i never wished to be so annoying but i just cant help it.
i hate my own negative qualities.
yes im screwed up.
im extremely tangled and messed up right now and i dont know to make myself right again.
i was a mess on the train ride home and i struggled to keep my emotions at bay in a train full of strangers.
and now at home, i know im unable to study.
yet another day wasted but my emotions tend to mess up my prorities.
i will probably sleep it off.
it being the big fat mess that im stuck in.
i will not try to further decipher it cause it just gives me headache.

speaking of headaches, here's a big one- promos
i dont know how am i going to handle it when im in an emotional mess.
my term 3 marks have been atrocious and ive not been studying.
i dont know how am i going to face the promos and how am i going to emerge safely from it and be able to succesfully promote.
i guess i'll just leave this problem till another time cause i just want some rest right now.
to close my eyes and forget all my problems.
maybe some music will help too.

oh my goddddddddddd, FOUR WEEKS LEFT TO PROMOS.
P A N I C A T T A C K
:(

but its been a fun weekend! :x

friday:
training (LOVE HOCKEY PEOPLE <3)
but physical was tiring.
did 5 sets of 20 like walking up and down one step thing and 40 like hopping up and down one step with both legs
and i fell down during a drill cause the ground was so damn wet and my shoes had like crappy grip.
yet ANOTHER scratch/wound/ugly shit on my right knee
I HAVE UGLY KNEES ARGH :(

took the bus to town with yiting and camille then went to meet my mum at orchard mrt.
passed her some stuff to bring home for me so that i would bring as little things as possible to stay over at joan tay's place.
dinner and arcade at tiong bahru plaza with joan tay then went to her place.
IT WAS SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <3
barely slept lah, i love staying over at joan tay's place.
and ive stayed over SO DAMN MANY TIMES HAHAHA

sat:
woke up at like 10+ then cabbed to town.
kbox, arcade and secrets (the jay chou movie)
went crazy during karaoke again HAHAHAHA
shiok lah :D

AND SECRETS WAS SO GOODDDDDDDD.
LOVED IT LOVED IT LOVED IT.
it was so sweet! (and some bits were really sad)
cried like BUCKETS.
joan tay was being gross and un-sad :(
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet
i so want to watch it again! :D:D:D:D
and im like suddenly damn into jay chou now HAHAHHAA
its a really good movie, watch it!

the movie ended at like 5+ then went all the way to pasir ris costa sands for clara's birthday bbq.
omg pasir ris is so damn far.
and like i still had to take a bus to costa sands.
i got off at the wrong stop and walked in the wrong direction so i was like really confused and tired HAHAHA
finally reached costa sands like after 1hr or something.
lefted at 10+ so that i wont miss the last train at jurong.
slept during the whole train ride HAHAHHA
reached home close to midnight feeling DAMN SLEEPY but i stayed up to watch snow queen! (this new korean show showing on channel 55 with the super hot hyun bin acting in it)
hyun bin is the main guy from kim sam soon HAHAHA
like omg he's super hot HAHA
and the show looks good!

sun (today):
tuition + lunch with shun yee, denise leong and qian.
MICHELLE LAI PANGSEHED USSSSSSS :(

ok i should so start studying for promos ARGH
ok today i must complete gravitation, waves and oscillations.
byeeeeeee :D

oh my goodness time flies.
it's been almost one week since i last blogged.
been busyyyyyy, or more like slacking my life away instead of studying for promos (5 MORE WEEKS ONLY SHITTING HELL)

sat:
cip at the nj charity run at sentosa
partnered teresa and we were like road marshals at some tram stop at siloso beach
HAHAH we went abit crazy at first cause we were quite high and then it just got BORING
finished road marshalling then went to tanjong beach for the closing of the event.
HAHHA met rachel and opy! <3<3
rachel made me play at her stupid game stall HAHAH
at least i got a duck and aeroplane clip HAHAHA
they are ADORABLE HAHA
went to vivo for lunch with guan min, teresa, clara, yangyang, hari, jin dao, zhao loong, diane, joel and kenneth.
food republic lunch then arcade and pool (good pool day!)
teresa and i won the guys TWICE HAHAHAHA (lucky lucky lah :D)

left with bryan to city hall but he went to meet his st pats friends and i went to meet my sc friends HAHA
joan tay and opy! <3<3
RETARDED TO THE MAXXXXXXXX
we were like laughing the whole damn time and making a hell lot of noise in public places and doing all sorts of shit
played arcade, house of the dead and bishibashi HAHAHHA
WE WENT CRAZY AT BISHIBASHI <3
dinner at yoshinoya then went to joan tay's place
HAHA
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn <3
movies, card games, bubble tea, weird computer game, opy's horny-ness, messing up joan tay's room and good old catching up <3
took the train back with opy at about 11
A SUPER LOVELY DAY <3
BUT I DID NOT STUDY

sun:
tuition
lunch with qian and deniseleong <3
facial which abused my pores, cause they like remove all the black and whiteheads (dig some shit into your face and it reallyreallyreally hurts :() so my pores are all like wounded?!
HAHHA yes literally like swollen, scratched and physically harmed.
so now my nose looks like it got scratched by some crazy maniac and its really ugly.
BUT THEY WILL HEAL SOON (: (i dont really give a shit anymore lah HAHA)
DID NOT STUDY

mon:
town after school with preena, guan min and yangyang
met michelle lai at her place to go to daily scoop for some night desert- ice creammmmmmmm
cabbed home and like knocked out after i bathed HAHA
DID NOT STUDY


tues:
town after school with preena, guan min, yangyang, alvin, arthur and kenneth
long johns, pool at meridian (played damn badly OH MY GOD :() and dinner at ps
i was going to sleep but i had to come online to do pw ARGH
but i completed my part of the work quite fast and knocked out after that
DID NOT STUDY

wed:
basketball after school
training (which included extra sprints across the soccer field, KILLED MY BUTT AND THIGH MUSCLES :()
fun time at burger king far east with yuling, yuslina, samantha, lucille and camille
GOODNESS WE WERE LIKE A BUNCH OF CRAZY NOISY EXCITED AUNTIES HAHAHAHA
but it was funnnnnnnnnnnnn <3
took the train back with yuling and yuslina
omg yuslina is like the only friend i have that stays in sembawang HAHA
reached home at like 11 and CRAMMED MATH (cause i had a test today)
i barely studied cause i was so damn tired HAHHAA

thurs (today):
crammed math HAHAHHA
i was like studying right in front of my physics teacher HAHA
but he's real nice lah (:
totally slept with my head down in physics lecture although i sit in the first row? HAHAHA
the lecturer doesnt care lah
and its DAMN SHIOK HAHAHA
basketball during pe (last period) and went home for home cooked dinner (my mum rarely cooks you know!)

unfortunately, i let myself fall back into the emo mood thing i had going on last time.
ARGH
DENISELEONG SAVE ME
but its ok i only allowed myself to like hardcore emo for like 10 mins HAHAHHA
and yea i couldnt control myself and like drowned myself in emo music on the busride back, BUT IM OK NOW YAY HAHAHA
i came home in time for the channel 8 7pm show (THAT YULING IS ADDICTED TO HAHAHHA)
alvin ng! WHOA HAHAHA

and im sorry about yesterday fiona, i just hope we're over it now
ive got quite alot of shit in my mind right now
im like just ALWAYS letting things get to me so easily that it sucks
must listen to teresa!
HAPPY THOUGHTS ONLY, THROW AWAY UNHAPPY SHIT
must listen to fiona!
STOP ASSUMING HOW OTHERS FEEL, THEY MAY NOT BE ACTUALLY ANGRY AT YOU AND YOU'RE JUST IMAGINING ALL THIS SHIT AND ITS DRIVING YOU CRAZY
and of course deniseleong and her motivational smses <3
she understands me best at this point of time cause she's going through the same shit
<3

and tmr i've got a chinese test.
i was planning on like actually trying to study for it and like read up on the stuff that my teacher told us too but NAH IM TOO LAZY HAHAHA
tmr ive got training (HOCKEY TEAM IS LOVE YO), then going to tiong bahru to meet joan tay for movie and dinner then staying over at her place, karaoke on sat then meeting t12 people for dinner
im pretty excited!
it sounds like a really good couple of days :D
BUT I WONT BE STUDYING SO THATS IRRITATING
5 more weeks to promos!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
and everyone is like panicking around me :(

ok i shall read up on gravitation now HAHHAHAA
bye!

i just watched secret window on axn!
omg ive so not watched television in a mega long time HAHA
im always on the net! :x
well i didnt accomplish any studying today AGAIN (SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT) and spent my time online (in the afternoon) then downstairs trying to study in front of the tv (read 1 page of geog) and watched the channel 8 7pm drama, (HAHAHAHA my first channel 8 drama in years) some canto drama on channel 55 then secret window on axn and midsomer murders on hallmarks.
i've always been a sucker for murder mysteries and psychological thrillers.
i was off reading agatha christie and sherlock holmes instead of crappy dumb blonde teenage 50% porn books in primary school. (although i did read some books of gossip girls HAHAHA)

ANYWAY, it was a GREAT MOVIE <3<3<3
so damn intelligent and yay for johnny depp!

yupyup anyway yesterday i was out with joan tay and qian in the day.
good old town :D
played arcade then ate at the hong kong cafe at cine.
GOODNESS I LAUGHED UNTIL I GOT ABS.
and they were laughing at me cause i thought dubai was in india!
IM SORRY IM SUCH A FAILURE GEOG STUDENT OK :( (qian and joan tay dont take geog)
stayed in town till about 5 then went to joan tay's place!
HAHAH shit funfunfunfun <3
i miss the good old days where i just go to joan tay's house like every other day after eating chicken rice at far east.
and like i remember qian and i always going to her place and TRYING to study and we'll be mega freeloaders and eat dinner before before cabbing home at like 10+
<3
i love joan tay and qian!

then went to meet preena, alvin, yangyang, kenneth and aiming for dinner at bugis.
we WANTED to watch the fireworks at cityhall but the stupid fireworks were so early this year!
so we were like eating burger king when we suddenly heard the sound of fireworks :(
damn ittttttttttttttttttt.
played abit of arcade and then went to shisha at about 10 at arab street.
like NO I DIDNT SHISHA.
aiming and i were like so not going to shisha but we just accompanied them.
and the restaurant was pretty funky anyway (:
we were slacking and chatting at the sofas on the second level of the restaurant.
in the end alvin, yangyang, aiming and i missed the last train! ARGH
but luckily they managed to get a bus home while i cabbed (:

and we had national day celebrations on wed!
we had to wear that stupid green adopt-a-bin shirt (a cj charity project) and the parade in the beginning was so boring.
national day in cj is in a much smaller scale than in sc :(
we went to the audi for a like skits and some outside troop came to perform lord of the flies for us :/
we ended at 10+ and we went to play basketball after that!
i was finally on the winning side HAHA
i mean i dont think we girls suck but we obviously cant win the guys lah DUH
but this time we reshuffled the groups so yangyang, kenneth and fiona were in my group (confirm win HAHAHA)
and leon gim came back to visit us!
went to cuppage to play pool (cause meridian was packed) after that then went to centrepoint and ps.
and hardcore arcade HAHAHHA
daytona (I WON TWICE AND IT WAS DAMN EXCITING HAHAHA), basketball, bishibashi where we girls were all screaming and some shooting games.
left with fiona at around 8+ and took the train home (missed trains at raffles place for fiona to chat AGAIN AHHAHA)

and ok i shall go and sleep now!
cause i have to wake up at like 5 tmr for cip at sentosa (its some cip run organised by nj and i get to see opy tmr yay yay yay <3)
ok bye! :D

HELLO

today was pretty good (:
although it was like HARDCORE tutorials till 3pm with only 1 break, it wasnt that bad (:
then alvin, yangyang, guan min, teresa, fiona and i went to town.
fiona and i cut our hair at klearcuts (i just think the fringe is too short :( CAMILLE I KNOW HOW YOU FEELLLLLLLL)
then ate at full house and met jonathan!
HAHA and we all enjoyed our quick noodle bowl yumyum <3
then off to pool at meridian at around 5+!
poor teresa barely played before she had to go home :(
wah hardcore pool man.
i pool-ed so much until i was damn sian HAHA
left meridian at around 8 and walked to ps.
the guys went to have dinner but i left with fiona (:
missed alot of trains at raffles place interchange to chat HAHHAA (i always miss trains for fiona!)
oh yes and i FINALLY got my class photos (:
I HATE MY HAIR IN THE PHOTOS ARGH :(

and we were in town on mon too!
the econs test was OK LAH
although i like crammed only on the day itself and only studied pc, it turned out alright i think.
and we played basketball during pe!
guys vs girls
ARGH we lost 19-21
but it was unfair lah, the girls were outnumbering the guys :x
played during break too!
HAHHAHA yangyang, guan min, teresa and i are such hardcore 'basketballers'
yes obviously we lost but i dont think we were thrashed THAT badly, i just wish i could stop all their stupid tricks :(

went to town after school.
slackedddddddddd.
far east, wheelock, wisma, taka and left around 7 with preena
knocked out at 9pm HAHAHHAA
yes i was freaking tired man :(
i think i slept with wet hair (after my shower) HAHHA shit no wonder my hair was extra ugly when i woke up.

ok im going to sleep now!
HEH
national day celebrations tmr yipee ya yo! :D
byeee

omg im like totally not studying for tmr's STUPID econs test.
and its on pc and monopoly, of which i know nuts about?
i totally dont listen during econs lecture.
somehow im always damn sleepy during econs lecture so i sleep, like with my head down.
and yet she never catches me!
the LT is like so damn small lah, she's super blind omg.
i shall just cram tmr HAHA

anyway today was pretty good (:

started the day with eggmuffin meal then off to tuition.
turns out shun yee just joined my class!
YAY DENISE LEONG AND SHUN YEE, 4PR <3<3
and i get to see them every sunday, yay we get to keep in contact!

then went to buy my nike water bottle (YET ANOTHER ONE. i swear i buy the same designs in diff colours cause im ALWAYS losing my bloody water bottle) and my tin pencil case in borders!
well ive had my eye on it for super long but i thought paperchase tin pencil cases were just way to common, but now its like HECK MAN.
deniseleong and i have the same tin pencil case, friendship pencil case yo! HAHAH <3
and we were like standing at the tv and watching high school musical the concert and singing high school musical songs HAHAHHAHA.
freaking hell why are their songs so addictive.
but the show is just bloody corny lah omg.
and i cant believe high school musical 2 is coming out OMG EW HAHAHAHA
and we had yummy lunch at wisma (:

left town at like 3 to meet t12 at vivo for a gathering before jonathan flys off to hongkong.
arcade, pool, macs, food republic, phototaking etc
it was pretty good :D
took the train back with jonathan and preena HAHA DAMN FUNNY OMG

and yesterday we had a hockey friendly against temasek poly.
omg i was left back, AGAIN.
ARGH WHY WHY WHY.
but im starting to like defence so im fine with it (:
lost by 1.
ARGH due to a bloody short corner given at the LAST SECOND of the game.
and the ball defleceted off the goalie's foot to go into the goal :(

hockey lunch after that at tampines mall!
HAHAHA OMG ok more like yuling, yuslina, alica, yiting, evadne, fiona and i
it was PURE JOY HAHAHHHAHAHA
i swear we talked a hell lot of crap and laughed until we got abs (nah i wish :() <3
i love hockey people! HAHAHA
then off to city hall to meet t12 people.
nothing much actually :/
slacked around.
arcade, pool, burger king, esplande for the local band gig thing (baebeats/baybeats), huge chocolate cake etc
left at like 10+

OK im like going to freaking sleep.
its like 11.10 and i'm super tired HAHAHHA.
im just damn lazy :x
i shall not bother about econs until tmr :x
ok bye!

silence is not golden.

omg this is so KAWAII NEH HAHAHHAA
qian sure posts lovely stuff (:

eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet,
love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off,
draw a picture with crayons like you're still six years old & then give it to someone who's very important to you.
take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel,
make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color,
take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that table and dance,
pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden,
make an ugly shirt & wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song,
date someone you wouldn't usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic,
relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed,
love the unloved & live your life to the fullest.
so when you're standing in front of heavens gate that chosen day
you have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments.

<3