Wednesday, September 30, 2009

while watching the last episode of buzzer beat, (yet another japanese drama yes with the ever expressionless and over-rated yamapi which is qian's number one favourite man on earth even over her bf) it brought back memories of the national b div basketball championships back when we were like sec 2.
that feeling was so freaking awesome my god, cheering our lungs out, running around and when your school wins its like YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
those were the glorious days back in scgs HAHA.
sc is not the best at many sports hur hur.

actually quitting basketball was one of the biggest regrets i had back in sc.
even though i may not have done well in basketball and i dont know whether i could have clicked with the team, but beyond that i regret that i quit cause i was gave up too easily.
i guess im that sort of person, cower in a corner when im afraid HAHA.

OK ANYWAY, wow that sounded kind of emo.
time to go to school now!
bgs mid terms wah lao eh.
and i really hate class discussions, i never have things to say! :(

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

justice's remix of mgmt's electric feel is greatttttttttt for studying!

even though ive been stuck at like the same chapter for 2 hours :/
im going to finish the last chapter before i sleep yo :D
argh i want to buy dresses!
bonitochico is really such an awesome blogshop, their self manufactured items are so gorgeous!
they ALWAYS succeed in tricking me to buy 32 inch dresses :(
no wonder they are so popular and everyoneeeeee buys stuff from there so you're going to see tons of people on the street wearing the same thing as you.


BUT.

i find it so hard to resist the 2 dresses that have already caught my eye!
unfortunately, ive noticed that their clothes are more towards the 24/25 age group where they are like young corporate professionals etc.
and some are cocktail dresses so im like when will i ever get the chance to wear them soon mannnn.
HELLO IM ONLY 19 AND IM STILL SCHOOLING.
and i wear damn cui to school cause there's usually training afterwards :(

i shall just hang around the blogshop for the next couple of hours (while i study my damn bgs) and see whether i end up buying it/them :/


ANYWAY yay yesterday was happy happy day where i met up with fiona!!
I HAVENT SEEN HER IN LIKE 2.5 MONTHS.
ever since my birthday to be exact.
miss the dear girl <3<3
all the best my friend!

after my morning lesson i went down to far east to get my hair cut and my eyebrows plucked (FINALLY MY GOD) and when i was done i checked my phone and omg got a message from fiona!!
turns out she was in the area (woohoo thank god i study in town and not like in some jungle cause fiona sure wont be hanging around there) and we went to ishi mura for lunchhhhhhhhhhhh <3
then talktalktalktalktalk until wah lao realised i had to go for twc but awesome time catching up with you!

then after twc was training where i admit i was DAMN LETHARGIC.
felt very heaty and sleepy wow zuennnn this morning i woke up with a sore throat argh.

and i realised i cant seem to stop sleeping in classes!
omg its only the 7th week.
ok im just going to hope its cause there's so many trainings every week :x

today

slept during stats again shit shit shit shit.
im definitely lagging behind in stats and i really have no face to see prof after he bought chocolates from me and im like sleeping in all his classes!
but i swear he's a good prof and explains everything clearly :D

management comm was slackkkkkkkk.
cause we've already presented HAHA.
so it was like an overload of all the other groups while i was... doing my bgs sample mid term test HAHA.
i got like 12 out of 20 questions correct, MAJOR FAILZ.
:(

then it was like major exercise time where i was running around campus, sob to soe, to prof's office where i got damn lost, to soa to sob wah laoooooo.
then went to collect the stuff i bought to support another ocip.
so i was like lugging freaking heavy bags of chocolates and running around distributing them to the people who bought from me.
really sai kang warriors man.
should just have a booth to collect the chocolates!

OH WELL ANYWAY.
so time to hit the books for bgs!
its never too late yo, ive still got till tmr afternoon.
JIA YOU HAHA.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

damn it cant believe i didnt stretch before training yesterday ouch.
aches man, especially my right hip and shoulder.

well its a sunday woohoo time flies i seriously cant differentiate between weekdays and weekends sometimes.
yesterday definitely didnt feel like a weekend.
had training, then twc make up lesson where i had my MID TERM.
ok but then again im glad its over, 1 down 3 more to go! HA HA HA :(

thursday, we had our friendly against ntu.
I IS CUI.
but yay for the team, drew 7-7.
at least we didnt lose HAHA.
but still grateful im in the team, one more week to go till our first match.
MUST UPGRADE FROM CUI TO PRO! :/

friday, had training in the afternoon then rushed for ocip meeting where my brain was frieddddddddd.
fund raising is stressful i must say :(
and i think being the cook is equally stressful.
i need to come up with the recipes and i doubt i can even guarantee the food is going to come out tasting fine :(
then went for handball steamboat yay yay.
of course the old marina steamboats own the bugis one we went.
come on man back then it was 10 bucks (although no prawns, crabs & free flow drinks) + a variety of cooked food.
bugis one costs 18 bucks btw what the heck right? HAHA.

seriously miss the marina steamboats, it used to be a regular place for class gatherings man.
failure kite flying + arcade + steamboat + rushing for last train = AWESOME? HAHA :D

by the time i reached home and bathed it was like 1/1+ already and i haddddd to do my DAMN FA WORK (while being distracted online of course) so i ended up sleeping at 4 plus WAH LAO EH.
contemplated skipping training but thanks to the smses coming in at ungodly hours in the morning (basically before my alarm at 11.30) i ended up going :(
but hey training with the team is always fun :D

ok enough got to watch the bgs documentaries for my bgs mid term next wed cause i know i wont have time to study on weekdays.
one thing i realised is that back in jc all we had were like notes etc but now in university there are so many online resources, CAN YOU BLAME US FOR BEING DISTRACTED ONLINE? :(

Saturday, September 26, 2009

omg its been quite a while since i last stayed up to 3am (and later) doing work.
these few weeks ive been too tired and busy to give a genuine shit about homework but here i am freaking out because i have fa case study 10, fa chapter 10 hw, trainings, twc mid term tmr, bgs mid term next wed and ocip 'homework' to deal with.
fa work takes damnnnnnnnnn long to finish, freaking ma fun!

i can say goodbye to sleep today, although i must say im not feeling tired yet.
maybe cause the past week ive been slacking around too much or only spending time on training that i have accumulated backlog again.

time to put jet's she's a genius on repeat.
THIS CAN PSYCHO ME THAT I AM A GENIUS AND I CAN PULL THROUGH THIS.
just need to sacrifice sleep :D

Friday, September 25, 2009

i hate to be wrongly accused.
it pisses me off so bad and my blood is boiling now argh.

and shit twc and bgs midterms lahhhh no time to study and i still have fa homework to do.
seriously staying at home doesnt help me cause i just idle around.
then im like leaving the house in an hour for handball training then ive got ocip stuff later.
i think im going to be so pissed i'll be throwing the ball real hard.

ok whatever i cant think straight when im irritated.
going to go back to going through the twc slides argh and listen to jet (<3)
loving their new songs like she's a genius, black hearts, KIA.
kick ass album.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

im watching the taiwan variety show i was watching last week HAHA.
its called da xue shen li mei.
wah i love the recent episodes, i absolutely agree with some of the things they say!
especially with the psychologist that has been on the recent episodes.

the psychologist said something in today's episode like how parents tell their children 'bei ai bi ai bie ren gen xing fu' (translation: being love is more fortunate then loving someone, WHICH IS WHAT MY MUM ALWAYS TELLS ME) and how that is actually WRONG.

hmph need to show my mum this cause i always disagree with her on that point.
i would never be with someone that i dont like, seriously.
there's no way two people can truly be happy unless there is mutual affection.
and you definitely cant win people over with money and 'si chan lan da' tactic cause you're just burdening the poor girl and you'll become the nightmare in her life.

and this episode is pretty funny cause you get to hear the girls' horror stories at being wooed.
some are pretty freaking i must say!

anyway ok shit i need to study for my twc mid terms ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
totally dont feel like man :(
i wonder why im still in such a heck care stage about exam while everyone is like super stressed out.
die :(

shall study for the next 3 hours before our handball friendly!
scareddd :x
but that makes me more driven to beat them HAHA.

and shit you opy your stupid song is stuck in my head.
oh oh oh oh my love my love my loveeee
:(

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the past few days have been sleep depriving but funnnnnnn :D
and i totally find myself sleeping in classes already omg so fast!!

sunday met up with some class people at ps!
thai express lunch, the ugly truth movie (WAH LAO SO MUCH SEXUAL INNUENDO DAMN IT I SHOULD HAVE WATCHED THE PROPOSAL I LOVE SANDRA BULLOCK) and hilarious arcade games before going down to jin dao's place for mahjonggggg.
yangyang and shijing helped da bao chomp chomp for us and we enjoyed our hokkien mee, carrot cake, satay, chicken wing, sting ray, oyster omelette at jin dao's place before xbox and mahjong!!
wow first time playing soccer on xbox i think im not bad HAHAHAHA.
although i couldnt score a single goal but hey i did some awesome passes alright! HAHA
won like 2 bucks in mahjong HAHHAA.
jin dao the biggest loser! heh heh heh.
eh not bad man 2 bucks i never even take ok!
got a ride to serangoon mrt then took the longgggggggg train ride home and slept at like 2 plus wah lao ehhh.

monday morning i woke up feeling EXHAUSTED.
was totally sleeping the whole way in the car while my parents drove me to school for my morning project meeting.
meeting was draggy but yay we managed to get things done (:
went home where i proceeded to die on the bed before i found out training was cancelled!
but some of the handball people met up in cathay for some food + desert yummm (:
reached home at 11 plus, settled some presentation things and knocked out at 12 plus.
however i think i didnt sleep well cause i was worrying about our management communication presentation today HAHA.

today
i absolutely couldnt stay awake during intro stats i feel so bad cause i really like prof and he's really good but i kept falling asleep!
damn it tues mornings are always damn tiring :(
then had management comm and woohoo im so glad our presentation is over!!!!!!!!

spent some time in the library with desiree then met opy, qian and michelle lai and we went to relakkkk at treehouse.
oh man no ham & cheese baked pasta! :(
tried to study my twc, got through 1.5 chapters but ive got mid terms this sat! :(
played some bridge HAHAHA and totally slacked online before going to meet joan tay at city hall at 6.

had ding tai feng dinner, went blazer shopping (wah lao one blazer why so exxxxxx) before settling at jco donuts to sit back, relax and talk cock <3
absolutely loved catching up with you guys man, will miss you joan tay!
cant wait till you get back again :DDDDDD

Monday, September 21, 2009

freaking funny!!!!
muse went on some italian programme and cause they could not perform live (wth seriously muse plays live OK.) they decided to switch places and it became such a jokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3<3
matt on drums, dom on bass and vocals and chris on keyboard and guitar!
hilarioussssssssss, love them :D



here's a proper kick ass one (:

Sunday, September 20, 2009

ooh its 1.11am now hur hur.

reached home at 12 plus after sending jodie off at the airport!
to be honest i didnt expect to cry but burst into tears at the airport wah lao.
you all have been a really great bunch of classmates!
jodie we will really miss you omggggggggggg, it'll feel so odd without you when we meet up.
its been awesome meeting more these few weeks, like our september babies birthday celebrations, karaoke yesterday and today at the airport!
take care my friend :D

just finished some slides needed for my presentation next tues argh hate presentations.
but got to deal with it lah smu is full of presentations WAH LAO HAHA.

today i had make up fa class from 9-12 cause monday is a public holiday.
then rushed for project meeting.
then rushed for training.
then went to peninsula to settle some jerseys.
then went to makan at funan food court.
then went down to the airport to meet lois.
enjoyed some local delights at wang cafe HAHAHAH (eh the horlicks and chicken macaroni is nice!) while shun yee, michelle lai and denise leong joined us.

wow T3 was a congregation of 1990 students!
so many people flying off possibly even to the same country at the same time.
and tons of rj people HAHHA.

yesterday

was in school for twc project meeting, always slack and fun with my twc group yo!
did ocip stock taking which was a pain but somehow i find weird pleasure in sorting out things and recording them down :/ HAHAHA
then rushed over to meet denise leong, shun yee, jodie, lois, jasmin and michelle lai for some cheap karaoke at cuppage HAHAHA.
ok im sorry i was super not in the mood for karaoke, can you believe it?!
but it was still nice belting out english oldies/classics :D

then had dinner at meridien food court with michelle lai and lois.
miss the thai food there!!
i used to always eat there after my sun tuitions with fiona/jia jun omg old timesssssssss.
shared jumbo cup of peach yogurt + strawberries + granola which is like THE BEST COMBINATION EVER? :D

and through out both days there was always photobooth madness HAHAHA <3
tmr, shall meet some of my class people at dhoby area.
catch up with the army boys and catch a movie.
probably will end up eating shitloads too since they always become starving spendthrift animals when they book out.
I HAVE NOT WATCHED A MOVIE IN SO LONG.
wah lao its pathetic considering school is IN town :(

ok shit i need to get more sleep man!
daily dose of 5 hours sleep is REALLY not enough for me to function well and remain cheerful HAHA.

oh yes and if anyone is interested in buying chocolate/sweets from cocoa tree at below store price (VERY CHEAP CHEAP YO) to support my ocip's fund raising please let me know!
we have 16 types woohoo :D
any amount of help would be greatly appreciated!

Friday, September 18, 2009

got my hands on the new muse album this afternoon at holland village.
BETTER LATE THAN NEVER :D

to be honest, it didnt really give me a kick.
but then again black holes & revelations was not an instant favourite for me till the lives came along.
the lives are always awesome, muse keeps some tricks up their sleeves :D

watching their teignmouth gig on youtube now, AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
better hurry watch them before they get taken off.
and its great quality too i must say :D

they went back to their hometown to hold the gig and played some of their new songs.
just heard their a couple of new songs live, loved them man!
i can imagine uprising being a kick ass gig starter :D:D:D:D:D:D

MUST COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN SOON OK.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

im watching a variety show now and the topic is about guys who like girls who are 'zuo zuo' and 'you xin zi' (basically girls who are fake and full of acting bullshit) and how girls can see through them and hence do not like them.

well i agree HAHAHA.
although girls who do not resort to those moves probably will end up being viewed as 'unfriendly', 'not feminine', 'not cute' and plain not attractive, i refuse to be such a fake shit and rather remain unwanted forever HAHA.

i think like all my life, ive always wondered why some guys just cant see through some girls' true colours or why some of the awesome-est sweetest natural girls ive met remain unattached.
WASSUP MANNNNNNN HAHAHA.

but i guess if you're pretty, you can get away with anything.
some one sponsor me plastic surgery please HAHAHAHA.

ok shit ive got my pile of work waiting to be cleared but i have yet to get started on it ahhhhhhh.
but later i'll be going down to holland v to meet yiting!
OMG DEAR GIRL I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3
here's an example of a super awesome girl!
then later there's handball team dinner woohoo <3

shall try and squeeze in some fa hw while im with yiting heh heh heh.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

feels pretty good to be home early.
come to think of it i really dont remember coming home straight after school.
SOMEHOW there will be training/meeting/just go out to eat.
and on days like monday and wed where i have school + training, i reach home like past 11 wah lao shag ah.

and gosh starting to feel the workload but i shall persevere to balance my mods, trainings, project meetings, ocip meetings and HOMEWORK.
HOMEWORK IS A PAIN IN THE ASS.
havent had to do homework in a longggggggggg time and now its here to haunt me :(

time to do project research and complete my damn bgs readings.
when will i ever catch up on my bgs readings!!! :(

Sunday, September 13, 2009

i think im starting to feel stressed.
i feel stressed because its 4am and i just turned to my right and saw my bgs book sitting there with my highlighter still in between some pages in chapter 2 and i was supposed to finish the damn chapter like 2 hours ago.
but somehow unconsciously, my arm moved on its on accord and put the book aside and i got absorbed surfing the net ARGH.
and why the heck is the bgs textbook so thick, i need to read up to chapter 5 but im not even done with chapter 2!

ok im going to sleep :(

Saturday, September 12, 2009

some people say time flies when you're having fun.
i beg to differ.
i think that time flies when you're trying to do your damn fa while being online, and then you realise you've only done two pathetic questions.

:(


i so wish i was there!!!!
i know i'll be jumping, singing, swinging my arms, sharing the balloons and enjoying the the atmosphere man <3
singapore needs summer music festivals like this.
and since its hot all the damn time here, we should have them all the time :DDDDDD
and we need people to be more willing about showing their enthusiasm yo!



omg what a fucking awesome intro.
i felt so touched then freaking excited HAHAHAHHAA.
but then i would totally endure the rain for remioromen too!
and when the bass kicked in i was like whoaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrhhhhh!
love lives love lives love lives <3

ok GOT TO STOP.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME.
i need to clear all my damn fa and bgs backlog arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Friday, September 11, 2009

ahhhhhh omg i just went nuts and bought 1 dress, 1 top, 1 hoodie and 2 bangles withing like half an hours and the bill is going to total up to 90+ omggggggggggggggggggggggg.

I NEED TO GET RID OF THE OTHER STUFF I BOUGHT BUT ENDED UP NOT WEARING :( :(

but anyway came back from ccab handball training not long ago.
wah im very impressed and proud of all of us for doing 2 rounds warm up then proceeded to do 8 rounds interval, 2 mins each round.
of course during the 2nd last round i died i overshot by 30 seconds im sorry i suck :(

i remember last time during pe we used to run interval around our rectangular 300+++ metre track, 2 mins per round also but we used to dieeeeeeeeeeee HAHA.
miss the old times man <3
although i have to say uni is a new and I GUESS interesting experience that i think im getting used to unconsciously heh heh.

ok i shall do fa hw (OMG IM SO HARDWORKING WOOHOO) before i sleep.
got to be in school tmr at 10 for meetingggggggggggggggggg :(



very good goodnight song HAHA <3
ok must control myself and stop spamming videos heh heh :D

Thursday, September 10, 2009

FAILEDDDDDDDDDDDD.
freakkkkkkkkkkk.
but acutally im sprouting all the vulgarities now.

damn sian you know cause i really thought i had a shot at passing this time.
cause somehow over the last lesson and the lesson i had just before the test, my driving showed miraculous improvement and i was like yea i may be able to pass!!!!

but then somehow during parallel parking i knock pole WTFFFFFFFFF.
everything else before that i do nice nice and only left parallel then i knock pole WTFFFFFFFFF.
and i seriously dont know why i reversed so much, damn damn damn damn stupid mistake.

and because i thought knock pole was an immediate failure i was damn sian during the rest of the test.
like damn zone out and heck care and just keep thinking 'wah lao fail already sibei sian wah lao fail already sibei sian'
BUT TURNS OUT KNOCK POLE IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE FAILURE?!
ok i didnt know that :(

so that led up to some very serious errors like change lane at bend 6 points and almost knocking down a cyclist 6 points HA.
ok its not funny but it was just so ridiculous how i was just zoning out while driving and failed to see this guy cycling across the zebra crossing arghhhhhhh.

but of course i had more errors like wide turn, veer off course, too slow for traffic condition, change lane aruptly and turn steering whilst vehicle is stationary but seriously arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

i want to pass so badly :(

im too sian to do any shit right now.
i cant be bothered to do fa/bgs like this :(

i dont even know if i fail like going for handball later anymore.
unless i use it as a chance to vent my frustrations, like THROW THE BALL FREAKING HARD :(
but there will probably be alot of running later so im kind of too sian to look forward to that :(

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((



good song to listen when you're feeling sian.
i feel SOMEWHAT better hur.
remioromen <3

Sunday, September 06, 2009

oh man today is going to be wasteddddd.
omg i actually feel guilty for not doing any work today!
i guess cause work is piling up :(

woke up today at 2 plus, getting my much treasured 12 hours sleep to make up for my lack of sleep during the week.
and ive been slacking online for the next 2 hours and now ive got to go out to meet michelle lai they all :D

met up with qian on thurs! :D
cafe cartel lunch, 9.50 for soup, free flow bread, main course, desert and drink WORTH IT.
went massive bra shopping HAHA.
cause john little was having a cardmember's sale and wonderful qian ahd the card woohooo.
we spent like 1-2 hours there i swear.
ended up getting 3 sets of underwear, and the total price was ONLY 31.68 WTHHHHH CHEAPPPPPPPPP HAHAHAA.
and they came in all these lovely colours and i wanted to buy more colours but no size :(
only sizes for big boobs left :(

then rushed down to meet yihui in school, htht <3

then it was off for drivingggggggg.
wah lao it was a record long 2.5 hours lesson HAHAHA.

fri was fa project meeting that frieddddddddd my brain.
fa is so bad thank goodness im not in accountancy.
i take back whatever i said about wanting to me in accountancy HAHA.

then it was independent new me killing time at the library yo!
then at like 6 i got abit restless so i decided to go ps myself :D
bought fang da dong's cd and had dinner before i realised i was going to be late for my namaste meeting so i chiongedddddddddddddddd back to school HAHA.

very grateful for being selected for the ocip and i wonder if i am going to be overloaded this term, but i will give my best and hopefully namaste is going to turn out great for all of us :D
im in the logistics team, sai kang warriors woohoo :D
and im also a medic omg ive got to go spend 3 days on a first aid course, QIAN LEND ME YOUR CERT HAHA.
then ive also got to settle the menu, ehhhh i wonder what should we eat :/
i have to admit i feel quite lost cause this is my first ocip but shall give my 200% :D

sat was driving in the morning.
MORNING DRIVINGS LESSONS ARE BIG NONOS :(
then it was off for handball training but i felt reallyyyyyyyyy dead dont know why goshhhhh :(
then it was home to get ready for jodie's farewell dinner at firestation hillside gastrobar.
GREAT AMBIENCE i would loveeeee to go back there another time <3
but i need to scrimp and save before i can do so HAHAHA.
the food is too ex for a bunch of school kids man!
and with the alcohol that we ordered ystd, my wallet was totally emptied there :(
but i think its possible to have a 20+ meal there lah (:

ok gtg to city hall now bye! :D

Friday, September 04, 2009

Thursday, September 03, 2009

super in love with square big bucket now.
love his music!
totally melts my heart <333333333333333333
IM GOING TO BUY HIS CD.



omg primary school song!
ive loved this song since young man.
what wonderful lyrics <3

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

i have abnormally cold feet and hands :(
i swear the ends of my body get cold super super super easily, some massage guy once told me i have bad blood circulation.
sucks real bad cause my feet are cold like 24/7 i think :(
when im in school, airconnnnnn.
when im at home at night, airconnnnnnn.
my feet really never gets to thaw :(

OK ANYWAY, RANDOM ISSUE ASIDE.
school yea ok whatever, i think its pretty easy to get of get wrapped up in school.
not in a super stressed way but uni just requires this min level of consistent effort so somehow you're spending that little bit of your time everyday doing something related to school.
but its still at a level that i can cope with so yay (:
quizzes, graded assignments and projects are all increasing in volume but i guess school has still remained pretty fun for me (:
still able to go eat/slack around before/between/after lessons and try out the diff ccas and see what interesting activities are going on around campus (:

and gosh im like on the laptop 24/7.
in school use laptop, at home use laptop, omg i swear its going to die on me real soon HAHAHA.