Wednesday, April 30, 2008

WE WON THE HOCKEY MATCH AGAINST JJ, 2-0
wow i feel so proud of the team for finally achieving our goal :D
everyone played very well!
but i felt like i played like shit.
seriously, my worst match performance but the best match for the team.
so it doesnt matter cause as long as the team does well im happy (:

serene with hockey people till like 10
took a bus down to queenstown with yiting (ALL THE THINGS I DO FOR THAT SILLY GIRL)
reached home feeling real tired and knocked out after i bathed and squeezed 1 episode of my jap drama HUR

did 'class' cip at lee kong chian gardens school today
it was such a meaningful experience :D
the kids were sooooooooooo adorable and it feels really good when they open up to you
i was especially attached to a little girl named nadia today (:
she was rather cold at first but after she opened up to me, she was the sweetest thing ever :D
i miss them!

dinner at queensway and nigel, kenneth and fiona joined us.
killed a few hours at queensway cause of the t27 class shirt, but i felt like it was pretty fun helping their class (:

tmr is a public holiday YAY
but plans for sentosa/movie fell through so i guess i shall be relaxing at home!
maybe thats a good thing after all (:
i need to bloody get some work done.
but of course tmr is for waking up late oh yeaaaaa.

sports carnival on fri (:

Sunday, April 27, 2008

thursday

supported guy's hockey match against jj
cj won 3-0 good jobbbbbbbbb
it was a really good match :D
island creamery and macs afterwards with yiting (:
forgot to bring my wallet so i lived off borrowed coins for my bus rides, it was horrible having to dig out all my loose coins everytime i get on the bus and explain to the uncles why i didnt bring my card over and over again.

friday

i hate cramps to the coreeeeeeeeeeee
was supposed to go down to the ac aj hockey match at delta but i was reluctant cause i rather go watch soccer :x
but then we decided to watch tennis instead!
WOW SO EXCITED HAHA
but yay good job cj tennis guys, won all their matches again yj (:

dinner at toa payoh with guan min fiona yangyang and hari
slackedddddddd at home on the computer omg

sat

ALL I DID WAS BLOODY USE THE COMPUTER.
even found new jap dramas to watch :/
what happened to doing my 3 math tutorials and gp essay huh sigh

physics tuition, i feel so lonely with you deniseleong :(
dinner at omu rice in taka with my mum cause ive been watching this jap drama about cooking and omu rice was featured in one of the episodes HEH
bought a new pull and bear top, feels good to shop after so long (:

sunday

chionged part of my gp essay in the morning
met qian to pass her some stuff
took 174 down with her but i dropped at dempsey to meet michelle lai
jones the grocer to met jessica tan while she's working there (:
WAH EVERYTHING SO EX LAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
but we bought a drink to support jessica tan HAHA
lunch at ben and jerry house's ranch home
yumyum salmon sandwich <3
and it wasnt like really expensive like all the other high end restaurants at dempseys

didnt go for tuition in the end cause turns by i called too late for make up lesson and the class was all full :/
wth all 52 seats were taken?!

went to town with michelle lai
shop eat shop eat shop eat
havent went out with michelle lai in so long, felt real good <3

it's already 9.30 and im halfway through my gp essay.
and obviously my 3 math tutorials are incomplete.
ARGH.
i suck omg.
but oh well, goodnight (:

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

monday

one of the most disappointing defeats ever.
we had yet to settled during the first few mins of the game and boom aj scored 2 very good goals, 1 from a weird angle at the side D and another from a short corner.
but we fought very hard after that, dominating them for the rest of the game.
it was seriously one of the best games we ever played but we just failed to finish off the manyyyyyyyy chances we got.

went to island creamery and macs after the game with hockey people
then went down to cityhall with yiting, you're awesome dear (:
i was supposed to meet fiona but she was late so we roamed around raffles city and i sent yiting off.
met fiona and went to preena's birthday dinner at new york new york :D:D
yumyum and the dinner was just hilarious :D
left at like 10, reaching home late and tired and gross from the match so i just bathed and slept (:

tueday

didnt do my essay at all during double gp cause i was so damn tired so i need to do it sometime at home by thurs :/
i doubt ill have the time and the will to do it
training
met my mum for dinner
reached home late againnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
no homework done once again.

wednesday

worst match ever.
played rj and lost 3-0
we were playing so well during the first like 15 mins but somehow we all lost it.
everyone was playing so damn badly and we were all freaking tired.
i think its the sun training, mon match, tues training, wed match schedule we have.
the first 2 goals were so wtffffffffff, come on cj what happened.
we were just owned i think.
we were way more unfit than rj i think and especially after the first 2 stupid goals, we totally lost all our energy and will and the sun also started to come out.
i felt like the forward i was marking was making me run in circles and god knows what i was doing, and i was hell tired while doing it.
and i was too tired to hold on to the ball and bring it up, all i did was clear clear clear, im so sorry.
i left the game with bruises and cuts all for nothing, come on cj this is not the way to play hockey.
i dont know what happened to us this game, but we were allllllll off form and playing like shit.
we need to do something about it, everyone take a good long rest till our next game on tues.
we must win jj come on cj!

went with yiting to serene macs.
oh gosh it was raining like %*^%&%$&%#%
so we were bloody drenched.
and the rainwater kept agitating the cut on my finger and it stung like shitttttt, so damn painful.

went to qian's house after that cause i didnt feel like going home, thanks so much dear you're the best :D
she lent me her sa pe shirt AGAIN, gave me medicine to put on my bruises and gave me food.
and i stupidlyyyyyyyy left my jersey and skirt at her place so now she has to wash them for me before passing them back to me on sunday.
IM SO SORRY I OWE YOU SO MUCH QIAN I LOVE YOU <3
but it was a hilarious time with qian, as usual.
next time come to my place and freeload off me! :D

anyway im not going to let this match get to me, although i was freaking pissed after that.
monday i was sad, tuesday i was disappointed yet somewhat proud but today i was just purely angry.
please cj lets get back our form and play our best against jj

tmr ive got the 2.4 challenge in the morning at 7?!
i dont care shijing and i are just going to jog, forget trying for 12 mins im in no physical condition for that.

and econs test wthhhhhhhhh.
i dont care im just going to go in without any knowledge about inflation, unemployment and economic growth and bullshit out what hopefully will be a s and above? :/

come on cj we need to prove ourselves, no more losing.
lets get our goal of winning one game!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Gosh. I didn't realise how much I miss sc till I went back today. I love how the architect is soo much better than sa. I love the million gardens, the tiled floors, the toilets, the staircases and the feeling of home when I'm there. It's like this irreplacable feeling of warmth and familiarity that I know I'll never feel for sa.

yea i miss sc too <3
seriously school SUCKS.
if not for the people, i would be dead by now.
deniseleong and i were saying yesterday how the concept of school seriously sucks and its so sian to go to school and face all the work.
and i dont even have time to study for mid years(which are in 3 weeks omg) right now with like season and other adiv matches to go support.

i miss sc so much.
the gardens and trees everywhere
huge canteen
cheap packet drinks
malay stall
the beautiful buildings and tiled floors
khoo audi with the comfy armchairs
amphi with the cute steps which make catching extra exciting
open galleries
huge toilets with long mirrors
school's open concept, it was always so windy and comfortable
and so much more.
i just love everything about sc
the people, the environment, the food(i ate 10 years of it but i never got sick of it)

<3



stupid gp presentation and 3 complex number tutorials.
im definitely not doing the tutorials argh :(
hello!


thursday

cj vj soccer match.
wow it was actually damn exciting.
but we lost 1-0, quite a waste actually cause they played very well (:
at least my eyes feasted HEH
met deniseleong at vj!
it was such a surprise lah cause she smsed me that she wont be there then this woman suddenly came up to me and ahem-ed.
she sat with us and it was funny when she would scream when vj almost scored and ill be screaming no no no and vice versa HUR.

dinner with fiona guan min yangyang shijing and sai chuen at some hawker centre.
good food <3
explored the heartland shops and we found all these old school cheap toys/food
bought damn alot HAHAHA
toy sword, basketball hoop for our class, 2 water guns to play with in class, tidbits, masks etc
left at around 9 and sai chuen managed to find a fast way to get to bukit timah so we reached home within an hour :D


friday

watched the girls tennis game outside class HAHA
detention with lucille and friends and first then joined yangyang and guan min (:
i cant do complex numbers tutorial at all OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD.
watched the handball finals, good job 27 and 24! :D

went to qian's house at 7 plus.
HAHAHA THANKS FOR THE FREE FOOD LOVE YOUUUUUUU.
she gave me cup noodles and i practically ate half of the economy rice that she dabaoed home HAHA
she just kept gawking at her korean idol and barely ate HAHAHA.
watched dvds and vidoes today and it was just retarded AS USUAL.


saturday

sc carnival <3<3<3<3
i love sc so much and it felt reallyyyyyyy good being back in the place i spent 10 years in.
its the most beautiful school ever, the very best (:
met people like clifton deborah khoo and kimberly etc :D
spent like 4 hours there but it felt so good and so comfortable :D
the carnival was full of people too, very lively.
spent my time with michelle lai lois jodie qian and charing (:



physics tuition with deniseleong.
ill miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
no more dinner till the late nights, shopping thoroughly through every in far east, sunday afternoons, heart to hearts, hilarious jokes, helping me press the calculator for the workings HAHA.
god knows when ill see you again deniseleong, love you take care :D




went to chompchomp for class dinner
YUMYUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
i was so full but it was one of the most delicious dinner/supper ive ever had :D
but it was a longggggggggg train ride home, im tireddddddd.

training tmr, i shall sleep now!
nighty night :D

reply to tags,

opy: it was great seeing you at delta the other day! you arent THAT black lah, i think im blacker than you now HAHA. take care yo chao ta twin, hope to see you soon :D

michelle lai: aww thanks i appreciate it :D:D

qian: HAHAH thanks aww its so cute to see you and michelle lai giving me such sweet messages, FEELS SO UNUSUAL HAHA. thanks yo :D

camille: yes captain! i wont let it affect me no more, beat aj! :D

shijing: HAHAHA wow thanks ah you really tagged to show yourself! YES WE MUSTTTTTTTTTTT TRY TO WIN BASKETBALL. train after pe on tues or whenever! :D

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

well besides all the emo shit that ive been through the past few days, they have
been quite eventful (:

saturday

city hall with amadea rebecca and yiting :D
raffles city, flea market near home club, bak kut teh, central, boat quay, turkish ice cream, tcc, toilet mirrors etc
great company and a great night out (:




sunday

training at pa
hot hot hot sun.
good for evening out my tan lines (:
came home to bathe and change then math tuition
shopped for michelle lai's birthday present with lois at paragon
thomson miss clarity cafe dinner with michelle lai, shun yee, jodie and lois :D
yumyumyummmmmmmm
met weilin!
lois's house with her adorable big dog and michelle lai's birthday cake :D







monday
training and everyone made the effort to train later than usually, into the night (:
swensons dinner with my mum
reached home too tired to do any work so i totally knocked out after bathing (:


tuesday

hockey match against acjc
lost 3-0
a TOTAL waste.
the first two goals were so wtf and the third goal was like fuck you wanyin you're so dumb.
argh.
but anyway aj won rj 1-0 and we drew aj 0-0 so we're really hoping that this is a chance for us to prove ourselves.
we need to play well against aj, rj and jj and hopefully we'll achieve the results we're hoping for (:
cj hockey <3

dinner at tiong bahru with evadne, camille, yuling, sam lee and yiting (:
reached home late AGAIN and was so tired AGAIN
so once again i slept without doing work sigh


wednesday

guys' match against ib.
really great game, they played really well and they fought so hard but a stupid last min short corner at LITERALLY THE LAST BLOODY MIN gave ib their 1-0 win.
we had a really high chance of drawing them.

rushed down for fiona's gym competition with yiting who had to do to sji for sports carnival heats.
yiting and i ran outside along nie.
hopped onto the bus.
ran along the main road at some ulu part of boon lay.
cabbed down to our respective places- sji and ccab
i ran as fast as i could through ccab to the hall and wth fiona already finished her routine.
arghhhhhhhh.
it was such a disgusting feeling.
my 7 bucks and my running :(

no more sad faces in school damn it.
no more no more no more.
cannot let things affect me so easily omggggggggggg.
cannot cannot cannot.
goodnight and tmr ill see you all with a happy face (:

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

scoring an adiv own goal is the worst feeling ever.
fucking deflection.
we really could have drew the game against ac.

Saturday, April 12, 2008



muse's stockholm syndrom at the wembley gig
OHMYFREAKINGGOD I LOVE YOU MUSE, ILL MARRY YOU MATT
its such a %&%$$^#$^# awesome version of stockholm syndrome
and this is still my all time favourite muse song <3
be prepared for bright lights(and i mean freaking bright lights, not those stupid coloured spotlights), loud music, flying cameras, awesome guitar playing, 100k people enjoying the the music and a crazy matt
hello!
wow its been a long time.
and im suffering from a severe lack of pictures :/

this week went by with the typical happenings like slacking in class and training.

tuesday was exceptionally fun
fun basketball during pe but it was freakinggggggg hot (intensified my tan lines ARGH)
choir concert with yiting and her class (:
i love dressing up <3
reached home late and was so tired i just slept and didnt study for my econs test on wed

wed's econs test got postponed till fri
dinner with yiting after training at tp long johns

went down to town all by myself to get michelle lai's birthday present yesterday
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
i hope you like the juno hamburger phone i got you :D
met eliza and natalie on the bus back!
OMG ELIZA WHAT A SURPRISE LAH.
dinner with eliza at bukit panjang (:
reached home late and fell asleep.
didnt study for my econs test AGAIN and didnt do my physics spa

today,
michelle lai's birthday surprise at SA <3<3<3
training at pa
bbq at natalie's house

i NEED to freaking start studying or something cause i dont understand anything.
nothing goes in during my lectures, especially physics and econs.
already got scolded by leong enough times during econs but he was KIND of right.
like i only have 4 more weeks before mid years and i dont understand no shit about j2econs, and EVERYTHING will be tested?
oh man.

so go out with yiting and amadea tmr or stay at home and study :/
omg i cant believe im actually considering not going out :(

sunday,
training
tuition
dinner with michelle lai lois jessica etc (:

its been a pretty fun week :D

Saturday, April 05, 2008

ive got such a fat nose.
i want those cute little ones all the pretty girls have :(
the thought of getting a nose job has actually crossed my mind recently HAHA
JUST KIDDING NOT LIKE ILL GO FOR ONE.
its just one of those days where you are unhappy with your body :/
and why the hell am i so unflexible, I NEED THAT 40CM FOR MY SIT AND REACH :(

and camille and i got a free shirt from the sms contest we participated in during danceworks 08.
HAHAHA.
i reached home last night to find a big envelope on my table and i ripped it open and found a free shirt WOOHOO
shiok :D
we were just being retarded back then HAHA

and i shall just skip tuition and go play the friendly.
ill just borrow a stick from the girls :D
just an hour ago i was hit by a strong urge to play hockey and it made me realise how much i should just work hard for the 1 more week before Adivs.
i hope our hard work pays off and wish us all the best for the friendly on sun :D

i think ive put this picture up before but isnt it so gorgeous.
looking out of my room window, today looks just as beautiful (:
this week consisted of...

5km run(which was one of my most satisfying runs ever)
library computers
bubble tea
cards
heavy rain
moodswings
ice cream cravings
taka dinner
15 bucks cab ride
xcampus
basketball
tennis in class
being left-handed
toa payoh dinner

im sorry i feel sad so easily and i let myself get so moody.
im getting sick of my own emotions sigh.

hockey friendly on sunday but i freaking forgot to bring my stick home and i have tuition on sun.
wthhhhhhhhh i wanted to play really badly
what shall i do :/