updates on my life:
I GAINED WEIGHT
I HAVE BEEN STUDYING
and going crazy over this new korean group called 2pm and yunho oppa HAHAHAHAHA



10 points out of 10 points
WHAT A CATCHY SONG.
and acrobatic hiphop story telling dancing.
WOW I LIKEEEE.

sigh sigh sigh

yes studying makes you fat.
if you chop me up now, i bet ill make good sam zam ba (three layer fat pork)
argh all the little bits of muscle i finally managed to accumulate from hockey all turned to FATZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
after As im going to go SWIMMING AND TENNIS-ING I SWEAR.

all i do is study, eat and youtube
its quite sad really :(
and its worse if i study in school cause the food is like just THERE and cheap so i eat and eat and eat and when i get bouts of panic and i get real stress i eat EVEN MORE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

monday: studied in school

tuesday: studied in school, burned out, came home
turned on the tv for just a few minutes then i saw like THE CUTEST GUY EVER IN KOREAN ENTERTAINMENT AHAHAHHAA
nick khun from 2pm oh my holy shit!

wednesday: extra physics tuition, carmen came over to my place to study

thursday: hardcore studying in school + nightstudy

friday: studied with yiting at vivo (WE ARE SO GROSS I SWEAR HAHA)

sat: went over to yihui's place to study (DAMN IT YOUR NEW CONDO IS SO NICE CAN)

today: tuition + lunch with qian
I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET IT WAS SO SCARY.
i left it in the meridien food court but i didnt realise until i was going to pay for something at 7-11
so i bloody SPRINTED down the street back to meridien and asked around frantically and thank god the management found my wallet and kept it :D

oh yes and recently i keep seeing nice rayban specs that got me all excited HAHA
here's some GORGEOUS ONES.







and then there's one week left.
this is just INSANE.
sigh :(

AH TIME FLIES EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT HAVING FUN
studying sucks big time :(
ive been having mocks for every subject almost everyday.
i tried studying at home on tues cause i was lazy but it FAILED BIG TIME.
totally slacked HAHA
studied at deniseleong's place with michelle lai on wed and fri :D
pretty productive night study on thurs :D
then studied with yiting on sat at vivo pacific coffee company and starbucks, met evadne love!
I LOVE PACIFIC COFFEE COMPANY.
cushioned swing seats OH MY GOD.
and its at like the deck so it overlooks the harbour <3
and the mocha is delicious!
my current favourite place to study :D

and ive been listening to chinese oldies and going nuts over hot korean guys HAHAHAHAA.
sigh :(
ever heard of xiong tian ping?
I LOVE HIS SONGS.
easy listening acoustic guitar night music, I LOVE EVERY SONG ON HIS ALBUM.
i dug it out from my dad's collection of old chinese cds HAHAHA.
and alot of his songs will sound familiar cause im sure we've all heard them when we were in primary school.
i love huo cai tian tai, CLASSIC SONG.
and so heartbreaking :(

then ive been going nuts over yunho from dbsk and rain.
I CANT BELIEVE I LIKE RAIN AH.
i used to hate him so much HAHAHA.
AND QIAN AND YITING SUCKS ARGH.
they keep going crazy over dbsk and like yamapi or whatever HAHA.

i HAVE to put up some pictures i just CANNOT RESIST HAHAHAHA.




YUNHO OPPA YOU ARE SO MAN AHHHH HAHAHAHAHA.



and rain's new song rainism
I LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE HOLY SHIT.

sigh i think im going nuts.
ive been talking online with yiting for too long HAHAHAHA.

must go do work now!

wednesday:
went to rj to study with yihui HAHA LOVE YOU SUCKER
went back to school for night study with hari and jin ah (:

thursday:
studied with michelle lai and qian at swirl (gosh i hate that place :() im sorry my dear friends

friday: GRADUATION

really good end to formal education in cj i think.
i really had alot of fun through out the day with the class, i have to admit that i dont think ive had so much fun with the class before.
and thank you teresa, really :D
after making random plasticine things for the class presentation, singing in class, taking class photos, chomping down food with the class, solving puzzles with the class, almost sleeping through brother paul's speech and accepting our portfolio, we were ready to go to paragon spageddies for class lunch!
HILARIOUS STUFF MAN.
i was sad about the food i ordered though :(
then we played like hardcore zhong zi mi ma HAHAHA.
we coated this whole bunch of gross gum sweets that we got with like cheese, chilli, pepper, salt blah blah
and teresa yangyang and i were in top 3!
then i lost and it was down to teresa and yangyang and teresa had to choose 54 or 55 but she remembered that i like 55 so i would choose it and she won HAHA :D







then rushed down to denise leong's house to study with deniseleong and michelle lai
YOUR ROOM IS DAMN CONDUSIVE AND I LOVE THE VIEW FROM YOUR HOUSE OMG.
and we got all worked up by the 7pm show HAHAHA
freaking horrible husband cheated on the wife in penang with some woman and we were all like OMGOMGOMG SHIT SHIT SHIT THE WIFE IS GOING TO SEE HIM WITH THE MISTRESS OMG.
damn stupid but damn funny HAHA
then it turned into a spontaneous stayover and i have to say that its the most comfortable stayover ive ever had HAHA
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL HOST :D

woke up for carrot cake breakfast YUM
squeezed in abit more of studying
parents fetched me and michelle lai home
then later at night went for eugene's birthday dinner at miss clarity cafe :D

funan macs studying with michelle lai (really nice bench-like seats)
lois's birthday dinner at the pizza place
esplanade rooftop grass rolling and camwhoring
canale YUMMILICIOUS cakes and chat
bus ride with denise leong
spamming of epik high's one minute one second which is PURE LOVE, perfect night music
reached home at like 11 and couldnt study argh








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im like youtubeing the whole vice presidential debate ahhhhh :X
but its absolutely exciting (:
but yes I MUST FOCUS ON STUDYING.
i need to make it through the As and be able to feel relieved at the end of it, to believe that all my work had paid off and i could actually confidently say that i could cope with it.
may we all have the strength to go full force for this last lap.
and i need to make sure i get into university and we can all be proud of yourselves

wanyin has this super unusual fetish.
she is a totally sucker for left handed guys.
and a totally sucker for guys who wear their watch on their dominant hand (cause i do it, im right handed and wear my watch on my right hand)
WEIRD RIGHT? HAHAHA OH MY GOSH IM SUCH A FREAK.

i think it just looks super cute and i came across 2 people who have THE ULTIMATE COMBO (fulfils both conditions)
teppei koike and shinee's jonghyun! HAHAHAHA

ANYWAY.
studying has been BAD.
WEI?! (why in korean)
i keep surfing the net and geog takes really long to go into my head :(
PLEASE LET ME BE FOCUSED.

met qian and michelle lai for chicken rice yesterday AND WHY DID THE UNCLE GIVE THEM BREAST MEAT AND GIVE ME WINGS WHICH TOOK ME LIKE ONE HOUR TO EAT CAUSE I HAD TO SCRAPE THE MEAT
then went from coro to serene back to coro then to crown centre swirl to study with qian HAHA
but it was freaking noisy cause this st margs bunch had like some class outing there so we moved to the next door whisk cafe.
GEOG JUST WOULDNT GO IN.
and qian kept spamming dbsk things on me while i only wanted to listen to epik high's one minute one second on her ipod HAHA
i really like tablo's cleaner look now and i think their love scream mini album grows on me.
one minute one second is so bittersweet, love the lyrics :D (as of most epik high songs)
then went back to school for night study

going to meet michelle lai later to study at city hall then going for lois's birthday dinner (;


such a gorgeous picture, epik high's cd cover

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

You said you were having a bad hair day
You said your eyes were puffy, and fell back asleep
Sulking, I silently took off my jacket,
Picked up the phone and ordered take out
Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hours passed
Watching DVD’s
(Just you and me)
The sound of your breath as you leaned against my shoulder
I thought that it was a good thing we didn’t go out

Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
I unexpectedly remember the jokes that you made and I fall apart
Moments that are really no big deal upset me
I suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and I break apart

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

No matter where you went, at the bar right at the corner
When you sat in your little corner
You laid your hands on top of each other on your left leg
When you were tired and yawned, you kept the tears you wiped away
And you would smile like an idiot, showing the dimples in your two cheeks
Whenever you drank water
The pinky that you raised
The glossy black hair that could blind
I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming
Your full lips, I hoped it would be forever

This is lov to the e
This autobiographical memory twists my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
See love could shake a hurricane
The raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little memories
Like how this glass of alcohol becomes empty, our small memories became transparent
Even though I try to bring it back
The memories of us I can never make it again
Like yesterday night’s dream it’s so clear, but it’s gone
(damn)

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
I can’t let go

I can’t let go
(The whisper that takes my breath away)
For one moment
(Our sweet secrets)
For us who is as sad as our love was beautiful
(Can my tears still remember you?)

I can’t let go
(Our quirks and habits)
For one moment
(The beautiful moments)
Still for one moment
For one minute, one second

We can’t go back
(For one minute, one second)

what a beautiful song

i think ive really learnt to treasure my parents during these couple of years.
i dont know about you all but i used to always argue with my parents especially my father.
but they were the ones that i could always turn to regardless whether i gave them all my attention.
and recently, ive really discovered how much i love my family especially my father.
my dad kept pretty quiet, especially to me, about his high cholestrol and how he had to go for a minor operation.
one day i came back from night study and my mum told me that he already had the operation and was staying at the hospital for a couple of days.
i was totally STUNNED.
i didnt know it was so serious cause my mum just mentioned a body check up.
my parents are really old, turning 54 this year while im turned 18, and that means that when im 24 and like pretty fresh out of uni (YES I DO HOPE I CAN GET INTO UNI) they will be 60 and probably have to stop working.
i think it really scares me how im alone in bearing this responsibility as a child and im afraid that i wont be financial stable by the time they need support.
and im also afraid of loneliness because i really really hope that they will still be alive till i have a family of my own and can show them their grandchildren.
i really dont know how i can survive if something happened to them and i would be all alone.

i really pray for my parents' health and that was one of the things that i mentioned in the graduation reflection that we had during sd.
i love my family so much(:

we dont have many family pictures but here's one from the japan trip last year (:


treasure your parents!

tuesday was nightstudy day with fiona, cherie, sam and eugene
met michelle lai at the bus stop outside cj to collect my uniform from her, taste her STUPID CHILLI BROWNIE (from this bakery called posh but seriously whats up with putting chilli into brownies?!) and wait like a million years for her bus HAHAHA

wednesday was study day with opy.
WE ARE ULTIMATE FAILURES OH MY SHIT.
but it was fun mugging with you bullshit!
we went from kap to bukit timah plaza to beauty world.
and we 'stole' the popular bookshop's children day balloons.
and i met valerie! (AGAIN HAHA)