Sunday, November 29, 2009

i want to pluck my eyebrows.
HAHAHAH.
sian need to find time to go down to far east :/

ok time to go back to twc and statssssssssssssssssssss zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

meeting up with the class was funfunfunfun <3
and we had a feast for dinner woohoo, feels nice to have 11 people squeezing around the table and sharing food like a family :D

Saturday, November 28, 2009

wow talk about playing as though my exams are over zzzzzz.
today was epic failure studying with banglin and eugene.
had a 2hr lunch down at good old bukit timah (miss it so much <3) where had the yums chicken rice next to coro and GOOD OLD ISLAND CREAMERYYYYYYYYYYY.

and sometime in the afternoon i was like damn tired seriously so i HAD to take a nap.
ive never taken a nap while studying before HAHA.
perhaps it was because of the bird and the bee, perfect sleeping music :D

later other namaste people joined us and it was xin wang hong kong cafe (bloody hell i misplaced the card for the SECOND TIME) then cathay ben and jerrys.
then watched new moon arghhhhhhhhh waste of my moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(
seriously lah the plot was like non-existent and i dont know why bella is like constantly in pain or at least making zombie like noises all the time and scrunching up her face like she's having constipation.

but yes jacob looks much hotter with short hair.
I LOVE HIS HAIR.
veryyyyyyyyy nice.
well yes nice abs too but im not attracted to that HAHAHA.

so yea waste of my 10 bucks and 2 hours where i was like fidgeting in my seat and wondering when will it ever end.
but of course there were little bits of edward cullen in a suit which were gooddddddddddddddddddddd <3

then went to eat rochor tau huay (zomg AGAIN THIRD TIME IN PRACTICALLY A WEEK) before cabbing home to home sweet home :D

tmr, going to meet the class for mahjong.
this time its going to be daytime mahjong interestingggggggggggg, looking forward to it (:
we normally play tong xiao mahjong HAHAHA.

then sunday we're going to celebrate my dad's birthday so wow where does the studying come in! :(
2 more papers, on monday and wednesday then i flyyyyyyyyyyyy on thurs.

when does the packing and last min shopping come in! :(

Friday, November 27, 2009

because my blog is boring and my life is full of music <3



we each listened to our hearts beating to different tempos
as if things were meant to be this way from the start

no matter what words I choose, it sounds insincere
I crumple up the letter I wrote with the left side of my brain
and throw it away

do you hear the voice of my heart?
It’s in this silent song…

darling, darling, I’ve seen you from many different angles
all of them exquisite, you’ve shown me what love is
now you’re trying to show me by way of subtle techniques
that your uncertainty is a precautionary border
to keep you from getting hurt.

someone makes fun of our picture, “you two make such a pair”
Do we look alike? Or is it that we’ve started to?

we faced one another with such seriousness
that it was almost a burden to get on with it
so much so that it makes me jealous of the thoughtless guy I used to be.

no one will hear the voice of my heart
I’m ok with that, it’s better that way.

Darling, Darling,
I know you have many faces.
no matter what I do,
when I remember you, it pains me so.
more than all those memorable days on my calendar
my memory is filled completely by vivid memories
of every second of every day with you. *3
we cry, we laugh
it’s a precarious sort of feeling but
it is proof of you and me.

Darling, darling
I’ve seen you from so many different angles
even if the day we can no longer be together comes our way
I don’t think it matters because I can’t help loving you.

Darling, Darling
Oh my darling
Maddeningly, and vividly
you fill in my memories completely
Darling, Darling.



lack of sleep these few days.
you know youre stupid when you sleep at 3am when your paper is at 9am.
NOT BECAUSE YOURE STUDYING.
but youre just msning and catching up with people zzzzzzzz.

been talking alot with joan over msn these few days, miss you my dear <3
feels good to catch up with you!
AND I WILL SEE YOU WHEN I COME BACK FROM NEPAL :D

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

ONE DOWN THREE MORE TO GO.
i realise my blogging rates always increase tremendously during exam periods when im like NOT SUPPOSED TO BLOG.
and when im like bloody free and going out and enjoying my youth, blogging is like always forgotten :x

well yup fa down, left with bgs twc and stats.
well yea im REALLY REALLY REALLY SCARED OF STATS.
cant imagine going through the feelings of despair, hair-tearing, defeat and epic sianness like i did during the mid terms.
i was like sitting there stoning seriously cause i couldnt do so many questions, and i cant imagine going through that X2 THE AMOUNT OF TIME (stats paper is 3 hrs zomgggggggggg)

but well yesterday was a celebration of being one step closer to freedom, 7 DAYS TO NEPAL MY FRIENDS <3
today i managed to get my hands on like super mega awesome music so woohooooooooooo.
and the always disciplined banglin decided to play l4d at like 9pm.
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so banglin, me and david took turns to play ARGH.
but yes with left4dead and the cardigans, what more do you need <3
academic knowledge ftl!
FOR THE LOSE HAHAHAHAHA :DDDDDDDDD

so today we've decided to implement a slight change, going to bring our hopefully not so futile studying efforts to clarke quay, basically just a couple of bus stops away from school HAHAHHAA.
and hope all goes well, got to do bgssssssssssssss.
you know i think business government and society is like very interesting to read and listen about BUT DOING THE QUESTIONS FEELS VERY SHIT.
im the type who like doesnt really have opinions like on the spot.
i either have already though of this matter longggggg time ago and has some life-value on it or youve got to give me 5 mins to think through it first before i can give you a proper opinion HAHAHA YEA I KNOW VERY PHAIL.

ok bye people i think exams have driven me pretty mad, got to get out of my house and get my ass to clarke quay man.
bye! :D

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

the cardigans- daddy's car

We took off that sunny day
packed our things and went away
me and friends in daddy's car
to find out how summers are
found a card to send from wherever we went

From Luxembourg to Rome
from Berlin to the moon
from Paris to Lausanne
from Athens to the sun
our car became a spacecraft
flashing through the world
crashed down in Amsterdam
We'll take off some rainy day
pack our things and go away
families and hotelbars
to find out how summers are
find a card to send to some really old friends

From Luxembourg to Rome
from Berlin to the moon
from Paris to Lausanne
from Athens to the sun
our car became a spacecraft
flashing through the world
crashed down in Amsterdam

i would love to experience something like this, PENG YOUS WE NEED TO TRAVEL THE WORLD AND HAVE THE TIME OF OUR LIFES <3

Monday, November 23, 2009

this is like the funniest song ever HAHAH.
GO STREAM THE SONG.
and it actually sounds damn cute HAHA.

the bird and the bee- fucking boyfriend

There is something wrong
And there is something right
When you can take me by the hands
And I will close my eyes
When you lay down with me
You took the other side
When you lay down with me
You never slept that night

Are you working up to something?
But you give me almost nothing
Keep me helpless
Up to something on my knees
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?

Are you an amateur?
Or is it you're unkind?
To torture all the other girls
You keep me by your side?

Are you unsatisfied?
You can't make up your mind
When you can take me by the hand
And I will close my eyes

Are you working up to something?
But you give me almost nothing
Keep me helpless
Up to something on my knees
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?

I would be so winning
So absolutely winning
A guarantee in melody
A promise in the sky

Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever be my
Would you be my fucking boyfriend?
Would you ever?


SING ALONG ITS DAMN FUN.



seriously how many bloody acts have come to singapore and ive missed them.
im such a LOSERRRRR.
missed out on all these awesome acts :(
damien rice, rachael yamagata, mystery jets, the rapture, travis (but i refused to go for singfest just for them :(), lifehouse, bird and the bees, franz ferdinand
i need to be more updated about the gigs in singapore man!
it should be a crime to stay in school for so long.
ive been in school on monday, tuesday (OVERNIGHT SOMEMORE ZZZZ), wed, thurs, sat and sun.
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
ill make sure i'll run out of school after my last paper just to soaked up the fresh air outside this hellhole.

ok but then again its not that bad.
i love my school, i love the facilities, i love the location.
and i love to explore the good food around smu <3
and after being brain fried from all the work, you can step up and go have some fun woohoo.

and with friends, i know i can pull through anything <3
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS AND TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS.
no matter where you all are scattered over singapore and going on our different paths, you all will always be in my heart <3

ok totally spammage of the heart icon, time to go back to fa...
its really ridiculous how little i get done even though i spend like 2/3 of my day in school HAHAHA.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

OH YEAHHH PLEASANT SURPRISE WHEN I WEIGHED MYSELF TODAY.
after like dont know how many months of ignorant binging with no regard of my weight, im suprised i actually LOST weight.
HURRAY.
misconceptions.
takes whatever you thought was true, tear it apart and throw it out the window.
leaving you stunned, leaving you disappointed.
tsk things are never as simple and genuine as you think they are.

yihui, remember what the palm guy said about you helping me judge and giving me advice HAHAHAA.
IM SO SHINGZ SOMETIMES.



been hooked on this song the wholeeeeeeee day <3
studied in the library with namaste people, grace's kitchen, astons, rochor tau huay, cab OUCH EXPENSIVE, home sweet home <3

Saturday, November 21, 2009

quote from a friend: people who laugh the most usually keep a lot inside.

ditto that (:

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

wow im starting to panic.
too little time, too many things to cover.
but im having a blast <3

past 2 days have been spent in the school library.
it's nice to see like different friends all just gathering together, nice and cosy at the SUPER AWESOME CIRCULAR SOFAS, and studying together <3
and of course slacking together HAHAHA.
my favourite slacking activity is definitely checking out the other mac users' itunes libraries <3
i think i'm getting used to the lifestyle of plopping down at the sofas at 830 in the morning, lazing around then start work, bingeing, awesome music and in the company of great people as we make it through this hell together :D

yesterday was slightly more exciting.
EPIC FAIL ATTEMPT AT SEEING THE METEOR SHOWER AT FORT CANNING.
but i think i like staying over in the library (along with the shitloads of other freaks like us), after awhile you dont give a shit that its a library and start talking real loud and playing videos HAHAHA.

macs breakfast then cabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb home woohoo.
knocked out from 9am-6pm ZOMG.

the only thing i probably dont like about my current lifestyle is THE AMOUNT OF MONEY I SPEND ON FOOD.
damn it cant i get anything cheap and edible around here! :(

oh yes and yesterday morning i was talking to joan tay on msn and it was at 3am over in uk.
then joan tay went to sleep and talked to me on msn after coming back from dinner the next day it was like 5am over in singapore.
i had no slept a wink since she last talked to me HAHAHA.
i think i was severely incoherent then though joan HAHAHAHA.
but miss you my dear :(
WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (dec 28) <3

CANT STOP LISTENING TO LIFEHOUSE <3333333333333333333

Monday, November 16, 2009

im in school like now to 'start studying'.
smugger mode, ACTIVATE!

here's some good morning music, although it makes me want to sleep more GAWDDDDD.

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice


FUCK.
left my fa file at home :(

Friday, November 13, 2009

its 2.56 and im not feeling sleepy, strangeeeeee.
shit better not be yet another phase of sleeping problems! %*^%&#$^

oh well at least the internet is keeping me very much preoccupied :D
and some good old classics, cue lene marlin!

term is almost coming to an end, im almost going to be done with my last report!
then its going to be study week before the exams.
i dont know why but im like looking forward to study week imagining all the fun we can have studying in smu HAHAHAHA.

past week has been bittersweet, all my lessons are over so i'll probably never see my profs again :(
i may miss the atmosphere of some classes, i may have regretted not performing well enough for some but all in all i think this term has been pretty awesome <3

didnt have training this week which was mega weird but good food with the team made up for it!
went to eat dim sum with karen and agnes on tues, dinner with the handball girls at sarah's kitchen (HAHAHHA) on wed <3
also managed to spend some quality time with yihui on mon where i went down to far east after lesson for dinner, haircut and just having a nice walk around town <3
havent been to the main part of town for leisure is soooooooo long my gawddddddddd.

went back to school today to study with shreeya and yihui at our nice soe gsr woohoo.
i realised i suck so bad at using word/excel, i totally dont know how to operate alot of things arghhhhhhhh.
technology drove me nutsssssssss today while i was trying to get my fa report done :(
stayed in school till like 11, my god this day needs to be noted down in history!
and got our free tau huay and you tiao from bondue hoorayyyyyyyy :D:D:D

ok lah wah lao shit let me feel sleepy soon! :(

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Thursday, November 05, 2009

you know what is fucking frustrating.
when you know what exactly is wrong, and what exactly you need to do.
but you just cant find the initiative and bravery in you to put it to action.

so many many many times have i missed out on chances and failed myself.

sucks so bad.

i cant believe this is hitting me in the middle of watching america's next top model what a jokeeeee.
alot of new jap dramas to watch, I LIKE.
:D
gosh weeks always fly by just like that.
everytime im free to blog, around one week has passed.
as we approach the end of the term, workload is increasing, deadlines are reaching and sleep may become luxury but im still having a good time (:

cleared all my presentations this term, NO MORE WOOHOOOOOOOOO.
ive been shit lucky to have my presentations quite well spread out and not like all at the end of the term.
LUCKYYYYY <3

these few days it has been raining.
twice ive had to cab from city hall mrt to the library for my meetings.
3 BUCKS DOWN THE DRAIN.
there goes 1 ban mian HAHA.

this morning was nothing unordinary, woke up to the sound of pouring rain outside my window.
then had my driving, TEST ON SAT PANIC PANIC.
and now im nice and warm in the comfort of my home and indulging in some bossa nova to match the weather.
joao gilberto <3
he's how awesome serious, THE FATHER OF BOSSA NOVA.
and still going strong at an old age with great performances.





and of course lisa ono!
and i think she's really gorgeous HAHA.
dont really like olivia singing bossa nova but im super in love with her cover of love fool.
big thank you to karen for telling me about it.
ITS FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3<3

i realise i only seem to blog about music nowadays HAHAHA.
cause everytime i blog is cause im shit bored with doing work so i turn to good music and i get so excited about such awesome music that i just have to blog about it HAHAHA.

monday:
fa, met denise leong for lunch and chiong our mc individual presentation at treehouse, twc (slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ah i like :D), koped AWESOME MOVIES from keng leong woohoo woohoo.

fight club, once, before sunrise, initial D (HAHAHAHA I LIKE JAY CHOU LEH) etc etc.
ive also got insider and the enron documentary (which is actually REALLY INTERESTING) from bgs prof to watch.
so many movies to watch and so little time.
maybe during study week when i get real sian of studying, i'll take a movie break halfway :D

tuesday:
stats (SHIT I SLEPT ARGH ARGH ARGH)
i realised its not prof, ITS THE SEMINAR ROOM CHAIRS.
i swear you just try leaning back and putting your hands comfortably in front of you, AND YOU KNOCK OUT INSTANTLY.
then it was mc where i was the LAST SPEAKER (30th speaker) for the day omggggggggggggggg.
all the braindead faces scared the shit out of me, but of well its overrrrrrrr!

then shreeya opy and i managed to get some SIS gsr before going to screme where we satisfactory our starving selfs and tried to get some work done.
opy went for her meeting then shreeya and i went to pomo to eat, YOU KNOW I TOTALLY FORGOT I ATE SO MUCH AT SCREME ALREADY.
so went for another round for dinner omgggggggggggggg.

came back to soe benches to talk cock/htht then yihui joined us before we left at 10+
<3

wednesday:
bgs meeting, library, subway with desiree and cynthia and handballlllllllllllllllll :D

ok wah lao eh 3.39 already.
BYEZ.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

time flies when we're having fun, HAR HAR HAR.
but really thank goodness for handball, namaste and friends be it new or old if not school would suckkkkkkkk HAHA.

i seriously cant do work in front of the com :(

but have a break, watch a youtube video HAHA.



time to go back to fa...

then i must create/produce/fluff up a management comms individual presentation by tonight!! :( :(