i feel like this is such a suitable song for the middle of the night, alone in your room and just drowning in the sweetness of the sounds and slowly fall asleep.

anyway i need to sleep soon, gotta wake up at like 715am tmr zzzzzzzzzz.

going to play some hockey tmr with cynthia!
just hit around also good cause i havent played hockey for so long i bet im damn rusty!

goodnight.
oyasumi.
(:

dont know what song is this but should be off cnblue's album, not bad quite nice!
men who can play instruments and sing, confirm capture my heart!

i must promise myself to not go back to being a fangirl anymore!!
tsk must fight the korean wave HAHA

wow today im spamming posts.

ive got this strong urge to dye and perm my hair HAHAHAHA.
ive successfully psychoed myself all these years to not waste money but i think im getting won over by how bloody nice seohyun's hair is during we got married!

i really like the shade of dark brown and the sort of zig-zag waves.
so its not like the typical waves but something slightly more rigid and zig-zag ish.




hmmmmmmmm, dye or not to dye? HAHHAA

officially sucked into the korean romance scam tv show to trick romantic singles out there called 'we got married'.
I PROMISED MYSELF I WONT WATCH THIS SHIT HAHAHAHHA.

but yes im officially a fan of the yongseo couple! <3



love light by cnblue (their couple song sia, very sweet HAHA)

and i just realised this time last year i wasnt in singapore.
i was away in nepal, spending my christmas away from home!
and it just hit me like wow a whole year has passed and sooooooooo many things have happened and all in all, im very grateful for everything in my life (:

christmas is tomorrow!
but seriously feels like any other day to me and my family HA.

oh wells.

and omg im running out of shows to watch already! zzzzzzz
well anyway this has been stuck in my head!



warpaint, cant wait for laneway! <3



and this is an awesome cyclone of sound for 7+ mins.
like a bunch of girls on drugs or something but still an impressive piece nonetheless (:

back in singapore!
ok im not going to talk about my trip to korea.
long story and loads of people have been asking me how's korea so im sick of answering HAHAHA.

but it was a great getaway nonetheless (:

recently, ive been relistening alot of artists like temper trap, two door cinema club and phoenix.
i think judging by the amount of times i repeated temper trap's conditions, the album is going to become one of the most played albums on my phone HAHA.

but anyway, listening to this set of youtube videos of phoenix that i discovered a few months back of last year.
i think its one of the best recorded live performances of phoenix at a radio station and here's consolation prizes.
one of my favourites (:

goodbye for a week.
will not be bringing my laptop, i want a week without the internet.
need to shake off my addiction to the internet HAHA.

im afraid that i may miss singapore because i honestly dont have high expectations for korea heh.
and travelling with my dad is going to be a challenge, we have never had a absolutely peaceful holiday as a family before i think.
he is a good and kind man but he has some seriously severe shortcomings involving his temper and his inflexibility sigh.

i really wish i had siblings, a big big family where we would all come together and celebrate public holidays.
i realised having a small family doesnt make you closer, it actually makes you more distant.
i think when people have bigger families, they tend to make the effort to always do more things together.
but when it comes to my family, we all kind of do our own thing.
i guess that also means they are giving me my freedom, which i am of course still grateful for.

but oh well, talk about what ifs are pointless.
its how you deal with what you do have that is the crux of the matter.

its times like this when i really feel very lonely and i wish i was in a relationship but i know better than to give in to such moments.
i believe i am a much stronger and more independent person than i think i am, this is what i learnt after my first relationship.
it made me realise that i am actually such an independent person and i treasure my personal freedom alot and i am not the type who needs to spend every minute of my time with my boyfriend.

ok now im just rambling HAHA.
well goodbye, hopefully shopping in korea will be good HEHE :D

ill be without my laptop for a week, so now is the time to spam the internet before i fly HAHA.

favourite version of my favourite song from my favourite male singer

just as good as being at zoukout.

today, as i was with qian shopping in cine at the lovely rockstar shop, i heard andrew bird being played.

and his songs just got stuck in my head the whole day and now at 1.46am, im playing plasticities while completing my japanese homework (which is alot btw, never expected so much homework from my jap classess HAHA)

andrew bird is soooooooooooooooooo talented, and plasticities feels so perfect being played right now in the middle of the night.

it just crossed my mind that i wished my house unit was at a much higher level and i had a room facing the road, the rest of the blocks and in view of the vast sky.
i would have a table right at the window, looking out every once in a while as i soak in the music.

but nah i dont have that right now. i live on the 4th floor, my window only able to see the carpark and the blocks closing me in and my table facing the wall.

but im good, just a random thought crossing my mind.

magnificent music sets my mind pondering. (:



btw, bought many random things today.
a new plastic pencil case from muji, vintage looking notebooks from birds & co at cine and 2 hairbands AHAHA.

oh and i watched easy a.
KILL ME.
but ok lah 3/5 movie and qian is a good friend so im more than willing to watch with her (:

ok back to andrew bird (:

omg so sweetttttttttttttttttttttt

'According to Aristophanes in Plato's The Banquet, in the ancient world of legend there were three types of people.

People weren't simply male or female, but one of three types: male/male, male/female or female/female.

Everyone was happy with this arrangement and never really gave it much thought.
But one day god took a knife and cut everyone in half, right down the middle.

So after that, the world was divided into male and female, the upshot being that people spend their time running around trying to locate their missing other half.'

- Haruki Murakami's Kafka on the shore

very interesting