Tuesday, March 31, 2009

ive always been very interested in horoscopes and blood types.
i find it comforting to know that people can sometimes be categorised and are predictable.
and it really excites me when i read about my personality defined based on horoscope and blood type and it's accurate :D
i think what i read up on my horoscope and blood type is super true!

horoscope: http://www.starcana.com/zodiacpersonalitytraits.htm
blood type: http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art22988.asp

give it a shot if you're bored!

im obsessed over death cab for cutie's cath AGAIN.
feel like buying the album heh.
so so so awesome live :D
im devastated that i couldnt watch them when they played at esplanade :(



and ive recently been really into bixby canyon bridge, such a haunting song.
most shiok when you blast it through earphones, super awesome.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

omg its been a week, times seriously zooms by like a rocket.
ive been jealous, jealous over various things but still jealousy runs through my veins nowsdays.
especially jealous because people have been getting acceptance letters/interviews and i have not!
now all these questions like did i even do my application right? did i submit the right address and email? or am i just that horrible that no one wants to accept me or give me an interview? and is my gp A really that useless that it cant even help me abit at all?
wah drives me crazy man :(

sorry but yes i am that bad a woman.
i get jealous very easily :(

wednesday

went to watch coming soon with serina and ping long.
serina was NOT SCARED AT ALL.
she was like leaning back in her seat, her legs propped up and LAUGHING at the movie.
ok the plot is like not good but you know how thai horror movies only want to BOO SCARE YOU USING TIMING AND SOUND EFFECTS.
and when it was almost reaching yet another BOO part, serina actually went to scare me.
WAH LAO KENASAI SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME MAN HAHAHA.
no one has ever scared me while watching a horror movie before :(
ping long the lousy excuse of a man was just as scared as me HAHAHA.

then we went to eat rochor tao hui.
wah lao the second floor room is like damn lousy.
the noise bounces of the walls and like makes the whole room super super super noisy and irritating :(

thursday

met fiona and cherlyn for dinner at taka sushi tei!
wah i eat until i want to explode.
the chicken curry rice is super filling and worth it!
then we walked around taka wisma far east and window shopped AGAIN.
but seriously whats there to do in town anyway :(
reached home and knocked out almost immediately :(

friday

played mahjong at travis's house again with colleagues.
wah this time i lost sigh :(
and lost ALOT.
never lost so much at mahjong before.
lost 30 bucks it was damn scary.
cause we play 30 cents 60 cents split half then kang and kaa 1 dollars.
wah damn people kang and kaa like FREE last night.
my kang marathon 2 weeks again did not repeat itself :(
then keep giving winning tile omg :(
talked at the bus stop for quite awhile then went to the mrt station.
MISSED THE LAST TRAIN KENASAI.
so took cab home but it wasnt around 17 bucks, wasnt that ex considering it was from eunos.

later going to joan tay's house to play mahjong with qian and opy.
luckily not playing money, hope my luck gets better!

PLEASE I REALLY PRAY SOMEHOW I CAN GET INTO NTU BUSINESS SCHOOL OR REAL ESTATE

Saturday, March 21, 2009

hello (:

thursday went to eat shokudo with my colleagues.
actually the food there not alot of variety and not very nice leh!
and if you are not careful, like ping long, you will spend SHITLOADS.
so please buy like only one main dish and one desert.
then travis had to leave for his competition so serina karen ping long and i shopped around.
WHY IS SHOPPING SUCH A CHORE FOR ME.
i just like really rarely buy clothes you know, its damn sad :(
im always so picky about the price and the clothes sigh.
then we settled at spinelli to talk bullshit till serina had to go home.
really appreciated it when they accompanied me when i wasnt feeling so great.

friday took leave WOOHOO.
went to delta to 'play hockey' but too little people came ARGH.
but nevermind we just like played abit and watched the juniors play their friendlies and talked about old times.
then we went to ikea and eat hotdog and ice cream damnnnnnnnn shiok.
planned our next hockey gathering, pray it works out this time!
walked around ikea then went to tanjong pagar to meet fiona :D

accompanied her to check out some stuff then we went to bugis :D
bought chewy junior YUM then went to relakkkk at jco donuts.
then we started the headache but fun shopping at bugis street where i got conned ARGH.
but i will go back there sometime when im more in the mood and finally buy something from there!
had dinner at the hong kong cafe upstairs, the cheese baked pork chop rice and honey lemon drink were nice!
continued our shopping at bugis junction then at 9 plus i went to join my colleagues for supper cause they were also at bugis.

went to this chinese desert shop where the woman just REFUSED TO TAKE MY ORDER IMMEDIATELY.
we waited damn long lah what the heck.
regretted not trying their hot deserts cause they looked good but i just wanted to eat longans so i bought grass jelly longan where only the longans were nice.
but then again how wrong can longans go HAHA.
talked damn alot of bullshit and continued at macs till 1 plus.
wah i really like learn alot of things from them HAHAHA.
not only are they older than me, but also more experienced and mature.
wah life is so HEI AN.
cabbed home shiok (:

now im watching the final episode of mei chan no shitsuji.
HAHAHA ITS GETTER LAMER AND LAMER.
but i still like it cause underneath all these whatever fantasy stuff, its a very sweet love story (:

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

this week work has been ^*%&%#$^#%$&%$&%.
ok so maybe im not doing like a whole range of work but i think the fact that what im doing is SO DAMN REPETITIVE AND PRACTICALLY BRAINLESS really annoys me and drives me crazy.
but at least ive already cleared all the files backlog and im slightly more than halfway through the loose paper backlog.
loose paper documents are THE WORST CRAP EVER.
i hate authorising them, pisses the shit out of me cause i have to go through like 500 pieces in one box.
and that means i type like over 500 collateral numbers when i go through a box wtf im going crazy.
but ok i have 7 boxes left so i should be able to clear them by the end of next week.
i wonder what other work would they make me do :/

the only thing that makes me feel good is that it took me one month to clear 7 months of backlog.
but my sanity has been sacrificed :(
if im considered slow i dont know what type of insane machine did faster than me and worked non stop.
i cant work non stop cause i HAVE to take time out to like just sit and switch off before i overload.
at times like this i stay longer inside the vault to talk to my colleagues HUR HUR.

but the perm staff sitting around me are very nice and the uncle that sits opposite me always talks to me and advices me very well.
today we talked about uni courses and working life HAHA.
thank god for that conversation if not i would have just died doing the damn box of loose papers that took me the whole morning.

since monday, ive been coming home everyday.
wah feels so good to finally be coming home after work to just lie on the bed and use the computer for leisure shiok (:

so ive been catching up on my shows.
for example, love shuffle!
love that show its damn interesting and unpredictable.
and i LOVE matsuda shota'a hair inside heh heh.

tmr, dinner at the japanese marche at raffles city with my colleagues.
seriously we eat our meals like we earn truckloads of money HAHA.
we eat and play arcade like we're going out and enjoying ourselves HAHA.
time to cut back on spending!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

hello!
ntu and nus open houses today.
i wasnt really looking forward to them cause this whole uni application thing is how annoying but they turned out to be pretty good!
met yiting at jurong east mrt and joined the LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG queue for the shuttle bus to ntu.
i think i was like the only nice person on the shuttle bus listening to the guy telling us about ntu cause like everyone else was so mean and talking away among themselves!

when we first stepped into ntu we were approached by the student council people about some freshmen camp thing and my first impression was like WOW THEY ARE SO NICE AND CAN SPEAK SO WELL AND THE GUY IS DAMN CUTE.
so that started the open house well!

went to see the hall with all the courses and asked about civil engineering, accountancy, quantitative finance and sociology for fun.
sociology is actually quite interesting, you could loosely say its like human geog all over again, but not something i would do for life.
civil engineering people were really nice but its ABSOLUTELY NOT FOR ME.
i mean like i cant imagine myself specialising in structures, metal, soil or water in my second year of university.
the accountancy guy was REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HELPFUL.
i think he's going to be one of those like significant people in my life that influenced my decisions HAHAHA.
so now i really want to go ntu accountancy but with my grades its highly impossible but i shall still try.
so ntu, first choice accountancy than second choice business.

the open houses was really much for organised, there were more freebies for cheapskate people like yiting who took my free maggi mee and we had lucky draws!
then as we were leaving, i realised the free pomegranate and cranberry juice they gave me spilled in my bag so it was really like a super bumper cause i ended up walking around all day with a sticky leaking ntu bag even after i cleaned it up :(

then went to buona vista and met up with yiting's friend matthew.
ran like 200m for 95 and went to the nus open house.
i found it really messy actually :x
but talked to people from real estate, business and accountancy.
im definitely going real estate if i cant go to any business schools but i just not sure whether to put business or accountancy as my first choice.
wah and shitloads of people were at nus too!
MET SERINA MY COLLEAGUE HAHAHHAA.
wah damn funny we were like screaming away as though we have never seen each other for months hur hur when i just with her yesterday HAHA.

yiting and i then went to holland v and ate at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao <3
so much more worth it than ding tai feng!
normally we chalk up like 40 bucks easily at ding tai feng but we ordered alot from crystal jade for only 20 plus.
yiting then went to buy frolick which is delicious but like a cup full of white yogurt for 3.50 omg what the heck.
yami yogurt peachie is the best!
went to slack and talk at the hawker centre then went to provenance for pastry shopping cause we are pigs then went to the pet shop <3

so today has been pretty good.
met up with friends, obtained more information to help my decision that will shape my future and saw alot of cute guys (:

Friday, March 13, 2009

sometimes i get these moments where im like 'omg why am i so irritating, shut up.'
then it breaks my heart and i start to recoil and keep quiet.
ok im sorry maybe im always irritating but i only get these thoughts once in a while.
goodness why am i such a loud, mood swingy and exaggerated person sigh.
gosh ok now is not really the time to think about this and get all affected.

monday
went to the play mahjong with serina, travis and ping long at travis's house.
gosh im pretty hooked onto mahjong :x

tuesday
watched okuribito with michelle lai and had a nice longgggggg chat at toast box.
really awesome feel good movie, you'll definitely laugh and cry.
like the newspaper said, lei zong dai xiao.
i cried buckets omg.
and ive never heard a cinema laugh so loudly together through out the whole movie.
or maybe cause i dont watch enough comedies heh.

wedneday
walked around raffles city abit with karen ping long and serina before taking bus home.

thursday
met yiting in town for fish & co dinner and heeren mango snow ice desert yum.
reached home and tried to squeeze in my smu application at 11 plus cause yiting said its first come first serve but now i think thats bullshit argh.
university application is a bitch!
wah i totally died trying to chiong it out so that i can sleep and yet still come out with something remotely presentable for the 3 achievements/contributions/experiences thing.

today
met my mum for dinner at west mall.

this week has been especially draining for me cause work has gotten more and more tiring cause the task is getting worse.
and ive also havent been getting enough sleep, keep having sleeping problems sigh. :(

tmr, going to ntu and nus with yiting.

goodness this is really scary, i sound so gross and emo what the heck HAHA.
oh well i shall go watch my mei chan no shitsuji ep 9 then.
rihito sama got shot by an arrow oh no!
(the show is really not as lame as it sounds! HAHA)

edit/
oh man this really cheered me up!
koped this from aiming's blog, hello aiming if you're reading this!
thank you very much for the cute video :D



its an old video from those warner brothers animated short cartoons.
gosh i used to watch these old cartoons so much! <3

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

for the past few days my mum and i have been arguing alot about what courses and schools im going to apply.
the arguments arent serious but the number of occurances have been increasing to annoying numbers.
i intend to apply to business management and accountancy at all 3 schools and she tells me such fucking nonsense like why you want to apply to nus accountancy, my friend said its not recognised.
how the hell can nus not be recognised anyway.
basically its ok to go to all 3 business schools and im just trying to see if i can squeeze into any of them.

and i dont intend to consider civil engineering anymore so i'll probably be putting real estate and econs after business and she keeps telling me all these bullshit.
sometimes she's ok with it sometimes she tells me to consider carefully its my career and whatever crap.
im really sick of people telling me not to go into real estate.
the most supportive person right now is probably the uncle sitting opposite me in the office who told me to go into real estate like i wanted to.

and she keeps inteferring and surfing all the uni websites and printing out pages of all the criteria or whatever and im really fed up.
yea ok i know she's trying to do this to help me or whatever but its pissing the shit out of me and i want her to back off.

now im at the total lost at what courses to apply and what order to put them.
and im scared i'll miss the deadline or something.
what a fucking nuisance.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Advantages of Horse people: Popular, cheerful, hardworking, intelligent, friendly, soften to the opposite sex, strong lover, like music and entertainment, good money managers.

Disadvantages of Horse people: Impatient, too complimentary, acting hastily and having short tempers, often think themselves more important than others, selfishness, sharp cunning, egotistical, strong outside but weak inside, like large crowds, will not listen to advice.

eh i think this really applies to me!
although it may not apply to the thousands of people born in 1990 but i think its really true in my case!

I LOVE MONEY HAHAHA.
and i am bloody impatient and i have a short temper heh.
BUT IM NOT CUNNING LEH! :DDDDDDDDD
i also not popular leh but i think its generally very true heh heh!

Saturday, March 07, 2009

hello its 10.05am and ive just reached home.
surprisingly im wide awake and i think i had one of the best times of my life yesterday. (no not cause of grades)
i dont think ive ever been so awake and sane through whole day events, overnight mahjong plus breakfast the next morning.
joan tay, qian and opy ALWAYS die by breakfast HAHA.

met my class for lunch in town.
then together we were late for the talk in school HAHAHA.
but who the heck wants to hear about all the smart people that did well and demoralise ourselves anyway hur.

then we were sent to a classroom along with T27 and we were given out our results slip.
wah its damn in your face man so i was FREAKING TERRIFIED.
cause i reallyreallyreally expected much worse for my results.
but somehow thanks to whatever divine supernatural force of the universe, i got

A for gp and H1
ABC for my 3 H2s

YEA YEA I KNOW ALOT OF YOU PEOPLE GOT ALL As.
WAH DAMN KENASAI LAH WHY SO MANY PEOPLE AROUND ME GET SO MANY As AH? HAHAHAHA.
but im really very content with my results already.
i think i was like in shock cause i was so nervous so my hands were like shaking when i was signing the thing.
and then i burst into tears cause i felt so relieved.

physics was like a fucking miracle really.
cause i left so many blanks in my paper 2 but i guess somehow my paper 3 and paper 1 salvaged the mess and i got a B WOW.

but i guess if i were to be disapppointed, it would be because of my C.
which is so DAMN BLOODY ironic cause econs is usually my best subject.
im not trying to boast but i just want to emphasis on how ironic it is.
normally i get B and above for econs and topped my banded class twice but BAM DROPPED TO A C.
i guess that sucks but at least now i know im definitely not taking economics in FASS.
so that means there's no absolutely no reason for me to consider FASS anymore.

so like the whole thing dragged on for like 2 hours, accompanying people here and there.
at like 5, left with part of the class to toa payoh macs.
then we went to the pasar malam that was at the entertainment centre there and we started spamming on those old school traditional 1 dollar 3 tries games.
but wah nowadays very ex ah, play darts also 3 bucks 4 tries.
but all of us contributed and participated and we ended up winning like 8 prizes HAHAHHAA.
i tried the hoops, darts and must try and knock down cans one DAMN FUN LAH.
then we combined it to become one big gift to give to our classmate :D
SUPER FUN OMG.

then we went to the old arcade and spammed basketball, daytona, drums and like random jossstick games.
the toa payoh arcade is so much cheaper lah!
with jin an i got 200 plus for basketball and with yangyang i got 300 plus!
WOOHOO WE NOT BAD AH :D

then we went to watch watchmen.
yea its a very long and draggy movie and TONS of people wont get it and end up hating it but i found it ok.
and i LOVEDDDDDDDDD the way it was taken, veryyyyyyyy creative and artistic.
and rorschach is like THE COOLEST GUY EVER OMG.
and the actor who portrayed his character was fantastic.
and ozymandias is freaking hot!
wah and his style of fighting is super calm and damn cool.
(*spoiler) and when he took the metal pole and just ZAM (hokkien) the guy i was like WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :DDDDDDDDDDD

by the time we came out it was like 11 omg.
then we went to jin dao's house to play mahjong.
jin dao's marist friends were there too.
started off SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR UNLUCKY PLUS UNSKILLED so i was losing by like 16 bucks.
but jin dao's friend was a MAJOR HELP plus when he took over me for a few rounds, he got max tai zi mo TWICE.
so that was 6.40 from everyone TWICE.
so from biggest loser i become biggest winner woohoo!
but when i took over i was unable to maintain such a huge profit and i also felt very bad but my luck got much better around 5am onwards so i still remained winner (:

and my stomach felt very uncomfortable, ate damn disgusting spoilt chips and nuts, drank expired champagne and ate mushroom chicken cup noodles HAHAHHAA.

finish 2 fengs at around 7 and went to eat breakfast at macs.
wah everyone squeeze into yangyang's SUPER COMFORTABLE CAR, damn fun lah!
but he drives like he racing daytona like that HAHAHAHA.

hanged around at macs talking bullshit till 9 so that peak hour will be over heh heh.
then shared cab home with xundong but i felt very bad cause xundong lost most of his money to me so i bao the cab fare (:

edit/
the actor that played osmandias is actually matthew goode!
who is the actor that was mandy moore's love interest in chasing liberty.
i remember qian making me watch that in sec 1/2 and i actually fell for him too HAHAHA.
BUT HE LOOKS SO MUCH HOTTER BLONDE SERIOUSLY :D

ok i hope everyone is satisfied with their results!
and friends, you know i'll be here for you all so just drop me a message or a call (:

Friday, March 06, 2009

today i woke up feeling uneasy.
maybe it was because results are coming out today or maybe because im getting sick again (damn sore throat and runny nose).
the implication of today has not really hit me yet because i guess deep down inside of me, i just want to live life the way it is now and never have to change.
but this morning i remained lying in bed, pondering what sort of grades i might get back.
and i know that the grades i will get will be what i deserve cause i really screwed it up big time by being stupid and yet screwing up on the day itself, and it has nothing to do with being careless or whatever.
so if you want to complain about your carelessness, dont freaking come to me.
cause seriously which is worse, oh damn it i was so careless or oh damn it i was SO FUCKING STUPID AND USELESS.
so yes please take note of that.
maybe i have some studying disorder, cause i really cant sit down and wholeheartedly study even a piece of paper without being distracted.
and i kept studying in front of the computer ARGH.

ok anyway whatever.
so i decided to go cook something for myself.
cause actually i really love cooking.
maybe i should be a cook?
at least it doesnt require As HUR.

my favourite food to eat in the morning is omelette.
so i dug through my fridge, finding other ingredients that i could dump into my omelette.
managed to find honey baked ham which i shredded, tomatoes which i cut into chunks and brocolli that i chopped up and boiled before dumping into the frying pan.
added on the lovely coat of eggs and voila i got myself some freaking easy to make rojak omelette yay (:

looking at it made me feel better cause i thought the colours were really pretty and it was such a yummy dish (:
so i decided to take a picture HAHA.




and this preformance really captures the type of atmosphere im immersed in right now.
just floating around and i really get drawn into her voice.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

results are coming out on friday, omg im seriously freaking scared lah.
wah lao i really dont know what path to take after this.
business(HAHA I WISH) ? economics? real estate? sim? poly?
one thing for sure, im definitely not retaking As.

last week i managed to meet fiona for dinner (ding tai feng again what the shit) and some shopping where i bought a new top from zara (:
friday was supposed to meet yiting but i got pangsehed hur.
sunday met qian for lunch and shopping from one end to the other end of town.
bought 3 belts from far east for 10 bucks in total WAH DAMN CHEAP MAN :D
yesterday bought a new pair of pants from zara cause my cheap pair from peninsula like seriously totally died on me.
the colour is fading and the zip is spoiled wth.

i carry more and more things at work nowadays gosh.
but i refuse to make other people carry it for me (AHEM UNLIKE QIAN)
and i have a million bruises on my arms cause i always know into the handles in the TINY vault.
but at least i managed to clear the backlog all my myself and i have to admit that i was secretly happy when julia said that annie was shocked that i cleared it so fast heh heh heh :D
they have asked me to stay till august and im not really sure if im happy or sad cause its tiring but at least it means i'll be getting an income till i pursue further education (god knows where and what)
now i just have to pray that things dont cock up and i get fired/they dont want me to extend my contract!

tomorrow louise is going on leave and i have to do his work.
it seriously feels like its an exam where im being tested on louise's work.
he's been teaching me since monday but im super not confident of doing his work on my own AHHHHHHHHHHH.
seriously feels like im going for some test tmr hur.
i want to take leave too :(

tmr, meeting deborah for lunch cause i met her at the bus stop yesterday and we decided to meet up for lunch since she works at city hall area too (:

Sunday, March 01, 2009

dont throw eggs at me when i say that i want to watch the new zac efron movie 17 again HAHAHA.
i hate chick flicks but i think he looked really hot in the trailer heh heh heh.
i seriously have like some love hate thing with zac efron cause i really find his intense face very gross and yet the same time i just cant deny that he's hot?!














(sorry need to push the youtube video down so that it stops blocking my tagboard so i can tag heh)


this song always gets me everytime i hear it.
the orchestra and joe hisaishi on the piano sound so beautiful (:
and he is really such a fantastic composer and pianist, and his live performances are so touching.