An education has merely reinforced my very practical and sometimes sceptical view on things.
I daydream but at the end of the day I know what still needs to be done.
There is a foundation that needs to be laid before you can venture off if you wish to.

But I guess if a seemingly golden opportunity comes along, I wonder how many of us will go for it.

But nice song (:

There is just something special about film.
You go around collecting shots from different places of different things and with different people.
You aren't sure how exactly the photos turn out and there's this excitement that grows inside.
And after you have developed your photos, you look back on the memories that you have managed compile in one roll.

(:

And one Korean drama with my allllllllll time favourite Lee Dong Wook.
Normally I die within the first episode when I was Korean dramas cause they are like so naggy, dramatic and full of cheesy lines but this one ain't so bad.
I foresee this drama becoming another My Name is Kim Sam Soon or My Girl YAY.

As the clock strikes 12 and I turn the supposedly big 21, I'm listening to Asian Kung Fu Generatoon's Solanin.
A song about growing up and growing out of your old younger self, a song about self-discovery and making a conscious effort to change and improve.

That is what I want to achieve as I grow older.
I want to be more mindful, learn, mature and gain wisdom.
I also want to be a righteousness and kind person and I wish to never veer off track or lose myself as I enter the adult working world that can be so cold and cruel.

I want to love and be loved, I want to have a happy family and a child that will be a good and sincere person.
I also wish for my parents to stay healthy and happy and I am
grateful for being such fantastic parents despite their humanely flaws.

Wow this is getting a little out of topic.
But well happy birthday to myself :)
21 is just a number but I am definitely at a period of my life where I feel more like an adult than ever before :)

I am someone who gets easily frustrated at myself.
Time and time and time and time again.

I wish I could earn money and support myself opening a cafe, doing flower arrangements, going for long walks, listening and sharing good music and traveling the world.

No more of this business mindset and trying to fit into the corporate world shit.

Having troubles taking my second round interview seriously.
Not sure if I am trying to escape from the pressure and stress of it but I just can't get down on preparing for it.
And I am running out of time because I know all I have is the time tonight to prepare.

I just have a thing for the sort of colours that come out on a Polaroid.

You know sometimes it just pops into your head that you really want to hear a song.
A specific song that you love but just have not been listening to for a long time.
So you scroll through your music looking for that old neglected tune and when you play it, you just can't stop listening to it.

I have been listening to Damien Rice's Elephant on repeat for days and I can't stop.

I love it that he breaks my heart <3

I got to the second round of interviews for the HR scholarship.
This time round, it's 3 males vs the previous interviews with 3 females.
And it is all CEO level vs Director level in the previous round.
FREAKING NERVOUS.
Don't know what to expect sia.

These days I've just been so busy.
From handball to OCIP to scholarship preparation, finding it hard to catch my breath and have some time for myself.

I have a feeling the next term is going to be like that too but I will persevere.
GO GO GO.

On a side note, many nice new Japanese dramas coming out YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Hehe.

Can never get sick of this cover.


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