hello!

the year is going to come to an end in about 2 hours time.
and i think that 2006 has been a wonderfulllllllllllll year, extremely memorable with tons of great experiences.
a precious gift that i really appreciate (:
i made many new friends, and got to know my old ones better.
and even if i have drifted from some, dont ever think that i love you all less (:

2006 is a very special year.
it's my 10th and last year in scgs, the one school that i will foreverforeverforever love and i dont think i'll ever feel such an attachment to an institution ever again.
and i was priveleged to spend it with my class- 4pr <3
it has been a jam-packed, funfilled secondary four with class activies like class cheer, dramafest, chinese talentime, clasp award, fittest class award, sports day, chinese new year decorations, prom etc and i absolutely loved every moment of it.
special thanks to my two partners- lois choa and deniseleong.
thank you for making my lessons so much more interesting and sorry if i implicated you two cause i kept talking in class HAHAHAHA.

this year has definitely been the best year of my life, so far.
it's like a little treasure box, compact with precious memories and i want to thank everyoneeeeeeeeee that made it so special for me.
i had a tremendous and unforgettable time and thanks to every single one of you for playing a part in making me so very contented with 2006.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
have a great 2007!
i hope that alllllllll of us will have an exciting and successful 2007 :D
and we must absolutely keep in touch cause i definitely want to see all of you again.
i'm all hyped up for the new year and i'm all set to have a great year.

new year resolutions
`be more friendly
`participate in more school activities
`effectively keep in touch with all my old friends
`make good use of the opportunity and study real hard

and to start off the new year, my room has gotten new furniture and a new arrangement.



on the right are just some big wood and glass cupboards and my full length mirror HAHAHAHA.
i'm surprised it hasnt cracked yet.
and i've also got new shoes, bag and fire engine red bottle!
triple yay :D
i'm absolutely prepared to jump right into the new year and indulge in all the great experiences awaiting me.

ok take care everyone and wanyin loves you!
HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

btw, i'm now watching beautiful life starring takuya kimura :D:D:D:D:D
it's about this hair stylist and a spunky wheel chair bound girl.
it's really nice!
ok bye! :D

oh my god!
TYPICAL COMPLAIN TIME.

today i woke up and moved my neck and i was like $&%#$#%$@%##^%$%$.
yea it hurt damn bad.
god knows how i slept this morning but when i woke up, the left side of my neck was in shit pain.
cant turn my head and even if i kept my head super still, there's this dull pain at the left side on my neck.
:(

so i struggled out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth etc.
THEN i heard on the radio.
987fm's best rock act goes to mcr.
i was like &$&%$^#^$#^$#^$#^$#$^#
mcr doesnt even get nominated for anything in european music.
i'm anti mcr.
99% of muse fans hate mcr.

1)cause you just cant love muse and mcr equally. they are like queen and arctic monkeys.
[but there are extra points for mcr cause they are big fans of muse and thanked them for inspiring them (kiss ass-ers)]

2) muse is mcr's support band in mcr's us tour.
what the hell.
muse is just not opening band material, they are mega big stars material.
but people see it as mcr letting muse have a chance to break into us cause muse is still not that big in us.
so i'm just going to wait for muse to upstage mcr during their gigs.
cause muse's sound > mcr's sound and muse only has 3 people and none of them has fakely dyed blonde hair.
and i still wont forgive gerrard way, lead of mcr.
he got like number 8 for sexiest rock artist?
*PUKES OUT BLOOD*

ok nevermind.
enough ranting.
i shall go finish my lunch (:

it's 3.19am, new year's eve.
AND I'M SICK.
or at least i feel sick and i know i'm going to be sick.
my throat is like feeling ticklish so i keep coughing.
AIYERRRRRRRRR.
i dont want to be sick while moving into the new year :(
maybe i should go sleep now and drink more water.



AIYO SO CUTE!
i think the lack of one tree hill, or more accurately- james lafferty, has driven me to asian entertainment.
when will one tree hill come back!
it was on hiatus but i actually have no idea if it's back cause i havent checked up on one tree hill for weeks.
i shall do that tmr :D

ok good morning!
(:

OH MY GOD.
i came across this place called crunchyroll.com
seriously, i have no idea why the website was decided to be named crunchyroll.
but dont judge a book by its cover!
ren bu ke mao xiang!
my favourite chinese proverb.
and the only chinese proverb i know.
:D

ANYWAY.
that place is DAMN COOL.
QIAN YOU MUST TRY IT.
they have damn alot of dramas, music, movies, animes and games uploaded.
the shows etc are all super popular and very up to date.
i think you can find any show you want on this site!
and it's better than youtube cause sometimes youtube cuts off the videos.
god knows how many videos youtube has cut off on me :(
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT unfortunately they only upload taiwan, korean and japanese stuff.
but if you want all your damn nice dramas, YOU HAVE TO GO TO THIS WEBSITE.
oh my god it's like paradise.
now there is this whole list of dramas and movies i want to watch!
how am i going to finish them by the time school starts :x

anyway, just wanted to share this website.
it's heaven on earth :D
not that i'm saying there's a heaven but ok nevermind dont get me all unreligiousy.
and damn it 1 litre of tears is damn nice.
surprisingly i didnt cry till episode 8, and there are 11 episodes.
and the show is not overly mushy cause the love story isnt really very clear until the end.
it's more about the poor main character who has spinocellebral atrophy or something.
it's really sad and makes you appreciate life and what you have.
she slowly loses her ability to walk, talk, swallow and hold things.
and i cried because of the friendship between her and her classmates.
my god it was damn touching (:
ok i shall go continue watching my episode 9 on crunchyroll!

nowadays i'll be going crunchyrolling instead of youtubeing.
stupid youtube!
kept cutting off my doctor who and 1 litre of tears videos :(

goodbye! :D

wow i hardcored alot of jap shows yesterday.
or more like this morning.
step aside korea!
jap craze is coming back.

i watched some death note interviews.
watched the movie nana.
only cause matsuyama kenichi had a role in it.
yea i thought it was some lesbian thing so i was like WHOA OMG NO I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO TOUCH THE BOOK.
but turns out its not and it's actually very sweet.
it's some famous manga turned anime turned movie.
it's about 2 very different girls, one is all goth and the other one is damn act cute, of the same age and share the same name- nana
they coincidentally meet on some train and became friends and roommates and like help each other with their relationship problems or something.
very sweet actually and the soundtrack is damn nice.
ah so sad i found myself downloading japanese songs.
the only jap thing i originally had was ken hirai in my itunes.

[recommended:
glamorous sky- mika nakashima
journey- yuna ito
endless sky- yuna ito
from the sountrack of nana.
dont worry you wont see me dressing in skull leggings and black and pink shirts anytime soon (:]

then i watched 1 litre of tears.
the first episode was quite ok.
then youtube started screwing with episode 2 and 3 so alot of it was cut off.
but i'm at episode 5 now and it's actually reallyreallyreally sweet and quite sad.
and there's great dialogue, very memorable.
i heard people who watched it literally cried like 1 litre of tears HAHAHHAA.
i hope i dont burst out in tears.

ah ok tmr's going to be new year's eve.
YAY NEW YEAR AHEAD.
whole new experiences all waiting for us to jump right in and enjoy.
cant wait for the new year :D:D
tmr i shall go some sort of like looking back at the year entry, and think back on all the memorable experiences i've had in 2006 :D
and for the new year, my mum decided to paint the house.
AGAIN.
we paint our house like every bloody year.
and we kind of agreed on this colour called chestnut tint.
sounds beigey brown right?
NO.
it looks bloody pink.
like some sort of browny pink.
damn sick.
i have a bloody pink room.
OH MY GOD I WANT TO JUMP OFF THE BUILDING.
i wanted like a beigey/browny/orangey room :(

ok anyway,
bye!

listening to: juicebox- the strokes
definitely one of my favourite songs from the strokes <3

i have been tagged.
*GASPED*
[did i achieve the OH MY GOD YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED! effect? ;D]

dont worry it's nothing big.
i've been tagged by zoe to do some quiz thing.

from zoe's blog:

[THE RULES:Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird things about you." People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as stated in this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says that "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog.]

ok,

number one: i dont know what's avacado.

number two: i dont eat tomatoes. i'll box you if you shove one in my mouth :(

number three: i wear my watch on my right wrist, unlike most people.

number four: i like matthew bellamy <3

number five: i talk really loudly. cant help it man i've got a huge vocal box thing or something.

number six: i like speaking chinese, cause it makes me feel damn pro, although i dont like 99% of the time.

ANDDDDDDDDDDD turns out the matsuyama kenichi, who is the actor who acted as L in death note, acted in the jap drama one litre of tears.
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT michelle lai told me about it i ignored it cause i was like WHAT? ONE LITRE OF TEARS? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT then it showed on channel 56 but i ignored it again cause it had such a dumb name and some girl was dying in the show.
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i shall go youtube it :D

ok adios! :D

i'm so damn tired.
i think sleeping so little [average of 6 hours isnt enough for me] is taking its toll on me.
just a few mins ago i found myself holding my head in my hands and just leaning on the table, semi-sleeping in front of the com.
i think i ate too much today.
eating makes you feel tired too.

anyway.
went to watch death note 2 with michele nguyen today :D
i havent went out with her for yearsssssssss.
we were so close back around the end of primary school but we drifted apart around secondary one.
but it was nice to finally meet up with my good old friend, and she's going nj!
smart ass! :(
yihui shut up i'm not calling you a genius hor.
and yesterday i decided to youtube death note 1 so that i knew what was going on.
well, although i didnt read the last 2 books of death note and i dont know how kira died, i still know what happened before that.
the whole death note movie thing is very different from the manga actually.
they changed alot of it, probably to fit it into 2 movies, but it was still very well done.
they just changed it to an equally intelligent story and it was a nice movie!

in the manga, i couldnt decide whose side i was on cause kira was drawn until damn hot.
but in the movie he looked like shit and i dont and i think the actor who played L is bloody cute so i was on L's side.
i dont usually go for jap boys but seriously, he's damn cute HAHAHA.
and [spoiler ahead, DONT SAY I NEVER WARN YOU AH] when L suddenly came back to live, cause he actually wasnt dead, i was like how freaking relieved.
i was like YEAYEAYEAYEA! :D

buttttttttt i think if you really want a WHOA experience, read the manga instead.
they cut out ALOT of things that happened in the manga and twisted alot of events but it was still a super interesting movie :D

and i ate SO MUCH TODAY.
i spent all my money on food.
lemongrass drink from taka foodcourt
salmon don[damn nice] + fried hotate from sakae
one bottle of green tea
3 pieces of ichigo bliss[the delicious frozen strawberries+ icing] from mos
ice peach tea
1 box of octopus balls
2 donuts from the donut place at taka foodcourt [tastes like shit]

and i was impossibly grounchy on the bus tonight.
i was just so damn tired and i had a special edition dao face.
that's EVEN worse that my dao face which is EVEN worse than my neutral face.
HAHAHHAHAA poor bus people.

ok i shall continue my doctor who youtubeing! :D:D:D:D
school's going to start to, i cant decide if i'm scared or excited.
ok bye! :D

btw, i watched night at the mueseum today with yihui.
well at first i was like WHAT THE SHIT NO IT LOOKS CHEESY.
but it turned out great!
a feel good movie, extremely funny, good ending and unexpectedly fantastic :D

and i'm watching this show called doctor who.
it's this superrrr famous british science fiction show.
it's still on going in britain actually.
and the actor who acts as the main character, doctor who, is david tennant.
if you saw him for the first time you'll probably go OH WHAT THE HELL SO UGLY CAN but no no no no he's actually quite likeable and very very tall- 185cm (:
[i'm starting to go for lost causes]
and surprisingly he's reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy famous in britain and tons of british women love him.
great show though!
it's really quite silly, with all the science fiction stuff but it's bloody hilarious [i always laugh my ass off at doctor who] and there's a touch of typical british sort of witty-ness.
and there's a little romance so its quite sweet but i saw the ending of the season and it's freaking sad, i totally bawled i think.
i'm getting hooked like those british people women :D

ok off to youtube and slowly wait for my windows to load cause my internet is crap now.
bye! :D

darn internet.
because of the taiwan earthquakes, the internet in singapore has been affected.
although i heard that it's only singnet people but my internet, pacific internet is usually a piece of shit too anyway, is kind of screwed too.
took me like more than 5 tries to get onto the net and my com suddenly cant see alot of pictures and i have problems visiting some websites.

mother nature is getting angrier :(

btw, muse is the band of 2006 on this bbc radio chart.
it was a top four chart and muse got top spot!
YEA BAND OF THE YEAR MAN, they deserve it :D

MY DREAM PHONE.
i saw it on tv today, while waiting for one tree hill, and was like OMG I WISH I HAD THAT PHONE!
it's absolutely gorgeous.
i like it in black too, but that's kind of too common.
and pink is just act bimbo.



this phone was created due to a collaboration between motorola and the charity organisation (red).
i think they were also the ones that released the red nano!
i wanted that red nano but my mum called by apple and i think they said singapore dont have or something, or maybe more expensive.
:(

listening to: meds- placebo

i absolutely love this song.
well it's kind of old i think, it came out some time this year.
but i was too preoccupied with muse to check up on placebo.
if i didnt come across this song and recognised the singer was brian, the lead of placebo, i wouldnt have decided to do some catching up on placebo music.
i really like brian's voice, haunting yet still kind of sweet.
it's also extremely unique and can be easily recognised.
the video for this song is pretty good too.
it's kind of scary but it leaves a deep impression on you and i think it provides an interesting insight to people who take drugs.
another good video by placebo is song to say goodbye.
it's definitely one of the saddest videos i've ever watched in my life.
i'm presently trying to download some placebo songs that i want butttttttt i cant find them :(
ah i feel like resorting to limewire.

but on a happier note!
i came across a review on placebo's lastest album meds.

If it wasn't for Black Holes and Revelations, Meds would be Album of the Year!

OH MY GOD I TOTALLY AGREE!
then third will be my first impressions on earth by the strokes and fourth would be empire by kasabian.
what a perfect bunch of albums being released this year, i'm thorughly satisfied :D

edit: ah shit i resorted to limewire :(
i feel like limewire is a DRUG.
omg how sad :(
it's just so hard to find songs on the net!

ok byebye! :D

today was probably the last time i would see joan tay before she leaves for england on sunday.
that lucky cheeky muffin!
she gets to go and check out all the hot british guys.

but i will miss her alotalotalot.
joan tay and i are two very different people and yet i've found such a great friend in her :D
all the stay overs, movies, chicken rice after school, hours and hours on the phone since secondary two, vcd watching at her place etc.
i'll always remember all the great times we had :D

yup so joan tay, opy and i went to qian's house today.
we gave joan tay our gift which is this very nice and self-decorated box with alot of rubbish inside from the 3 of us.
then we talked alot of shit and played alot of cards.

and thank you qian for the earring holder!
it's beautifulllllllllllll :D

okok i'm just going to continue my youtubeing of this taiwan drama called KO one.
i have nothing left to youtube lah :(

bye!
and happy boxing day HAHAHAH :D

Merryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Christmas! :D

although my family doesnt really celebrate christmas, but i love the whole christmas vibe!
and i think it's really nice when you merry christmas someone and they merry christmas you back, it's such joyful mood!
so i merry christmas-ed people on msn just a few mins ago when it struck midnight (:
i shall go and listen to some christmas songs :D
but, ah i think i shall leave that for later.
cause i'm rewatching one tree hill season 3.
SO SWEET SO SWEET :D

and today tham yihui is coming back from turkey!
I MISS YOU THAM YIHUI.
she's my rubbish bin whom i tell all my nonsense too.
and i probably swear the most to her too.
HAHAHAHAHA.
CALL ME AFTER YOU JETLAG-ED.


here's one of my favourite christmas songs!
i dont relate to the lyrics but i loveeeeeeeeeeee mariah carey's all i want for christmas is you :D
and her hair is SO CUTE in the video!
a little messy but i love that hairdo!
brooke did that once in one tree hill and i was like OMG I WANT HAIR LIKE THAT.
and her earrings!
ADORABLE.
HAHAHHA okok just enjoy the song :D

yup ok.
merry christmas! :D

for some one with eye bags they should be sleeping more right.
nah-uh not me.
i found myself sleeping at 7+am like yesterday? or was it the day before yesterday?
i've lost count of the days.
i dont even think i know what day it is today.
and i think i ended up sleeping at 4+am this morning.
sorry qian but i fell asleep while reading your book.
and turns out that i'm not past page 200!
i'm only at like 160+ :x
i actually got off the com around 3+ cause i have NOTHING LEFT TO YOUTUBE.
i'm waiting for the rest of constantine, the lastest episode of hana kimi and death note and smosh to update their videos[go check out their christmas one HAHAHA].
and i've finished all the dramas i set out to cover and i cant think of any other shows/movies to youtube :(

any recommendations?

listening to: reason is treason- kasabian
there's a really cute part where it goes silent and they go K I LL.
great part for a sing along HAHA.

off to finish up my late lunch.
SHIT I'M GOING TO GAIN BACK THE 1KG I LOST :(
bye! :D

want to hear a funny pick up line?
i swear it's even better than the osama binladin one.

guy: i know you can cook.
girl: what makes you so sure.
guy: because less than an hour ago you set me on fire.

i was literally ROBLing.
i was rolling in bed laughing like a mad cow.

listening to: kasabian- club foot
ABSOLUTE MUST LISTEN.
I LOVE KASABIAN!
it's definitely down to the strokes and kasabian after muse.
they make kick ass songs and videos!
and the lead, tom, is just mental live (:

edit:
i just finished watching silence.
it's a really good show!
i finally cried during the last 15 mins of the show.

i feel very guilty.
very very very guilty.
how i hate the feeling of guilt eating away at your conscience.

my mum spent so much money today.
and it was all spent on me, and our food.
i was supposed to be there to help her save money, not use up her money.
for someone so stingy, i have such an incredible ability to waste money.

I HATE MY JUDGEMENT.

i dont think i'll be able to sleep just by thinking about all the money she has spent on me.
i'll start with the bags she bought for me today, then all the clothes she bought for me during these few weeks, then all the gadgets she bought for me over these few years, and all the money she spent on me during my 16 years of living.
OH MY GOD.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel so so so so guilty.
headache headache.
i shall like go rest and read a book or something.
i should get off the com to save electricity so that the bill wont be that high.
oh how the electricity bill will be so expensive because of me being on the com all the time!

:(

:(:(:(:(:(

edit:
i feel so much better now.
well my mum kept saying to me, AIYO DONT WORRY ABOUT MONEY LAH OMG CAN YOU DONT BE SO SUAKU.
something along the lines of that lah HAHAHAH.

and as a 'christmas present', muse uploaded a good quality, well arranged and acceptably[is there even such a word? sigh] designed video of city of delusion being played live at a gig in burmingham.
OMG IT WAS FANTASTIC.
matt AWESOMELY playing a modified acoustic guitar, dom smiling cheekily while shaking this tube like thing with sand inside, chris and his well deserved bass solo, a live trumpet solo by some guy and alot of footage of dom playing the drums, OH I LOVED IT :D
city of delusion was one of the songs in black holes and revelations that i liked immediately after the 1st listen and i'm so satisfied after being able to see dom play the catchy three beats inserts in the song.

and i'm also delighted over the news that many/all rock mags and critics have placed black holes and revelations in top 3 for best album 2006.
maybe different mags have placed the album at different positions in top 3, but i think top 3 is good enough :D
i absolutely love this album!
and of course the last 3 too lah, but black holes and revelations is definitely my favourite <3
but i clumsily cracked my cd cover, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WANYIN YOU DUMB SHIT :(

ok yay i think i can sleep peacefully tonight.
i love my family and muse (:
when you're still up at 3.01am watching a sad taiwan show, you tend to become abit corny :x

goodnight everyone!

OPY has two stupid emoticons of women with big bouncing boobs.
PLEASE DONT ASK.
and she flooded our convo with it.

opy says:
BIG MILKY BOOBS?
.
.
.
opy says:
BIG MILKY BOOBS>?!??!?!??!??!?!?

qiantastic! says:
again?!

qiantastic! says:
shit the 2 of you

opy says:
HAHAHAHAHA

opy says:
THAT IS DAMN FUNNEH

qiantastic! says:
im forced to look at cartoon porn

opy says:
i am like laughing to myself
.
.
.
opy says:
I HAVE SOMETHING SICKERRRRRRR

qiantastic! says:
i swear

opy says:
OMGOMGOMG

opy says:
YOU ALL MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!

qiantastic! says:
im going to drop dead

[basically i was just laughing my ass off at everything :D]

edit:
the aftermath of opy reading this entry.

opy says:
OMG

opy says:
I HATE YOU

opy says:
I READ

opy says:
WHY ARE YOU QUOTING MY BIG MILKY BOOBS

opy says:
OH SHIT

opy says:
THAT CAME OUT WRONG

opy says:
I AM DAMN SAD

wanyin; [: says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

wanyin; [: says:
it's ok

wanyin; [: says:
waitwait

wanyin; [: says:
i'll try and add some stuff to make it sound better

qiantastic! says:
hahaha!

opy says:
WHY ARE YOU QUOTING MY BIG MILKY BOOBS

wanyin; [: says:
you know what

qiantastic! says:
???

opy says:
hahhaa

wanyin; [: says:
THAT IS DAMN FUNNY LAH

wanyin; [: says:
WORTH QUOTING!

opy says:
that is damn funny

opy says:
OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

qiantastic! says:
yes!

opy says:
my reputation is in ruins already

opy says:
i am even sadder

opy says:
i hate you

AW I LOVE YOU OPY AHAHHAHAH MUACK MUACK :D

HELLO!
third entry today!
i'm on a roll man.
i'm incredibly high now.
thanks to deborah khoo!
YOU CHEEKY MUFFIN.
i didnt know that you liked muse too!
i finally know someone who likes muse and it feels bloody great! :D

so yup, i updated deborah's link, checked out her blog and dropped her a thank you tag and found some pretty interesting stuff at her blog!
i kope ah :D

you are what your name says you are. or not.

A- Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- You have a nice ass.
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

i am
W- You are very broad minded. [not really actually. i'm homophobic remember?]
A- Damn good kisser. [i take that as a compliment with no substantial proof]
N- You are absolutely beautiful. [AW MAN THIS QUIZ SURE KNOWS HOW TO KISS ASS :D]
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. [interesting theory]
I- You get hyper easily. [MY GOD. SPOT ON!]
N- You are absolutely beautiful. [omg i get this twice! THIS QUIZ ROCKS HAHAHAHHA]


here's another one.


10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

i'm your worst nightmare. [did i achieve the freaky OMG I DONT DARE TO SLEEP ANYMORE effect? :D]
i lovelovelovelovelove muse
i'm currently listening to muse
i use the computer for more than 10 hours straight
i'm supposed to be trying to lose weight
i'm afraid of the dark, and heights, and frogs, and weird creepy crawling animals.
i wish i was italian, SOMETIMES, so that i can go ring matt's doorbell (:
i hate cereal
i didnt drink milk for like 10 years before i started drinking it again
i used to pretend i was britney spears. dont ask, i was young and deranged.


9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
turn into james lafferty
turn into matthew bellamy
these two ways can make up for the other seven ways

8 THINGS I CARRY / WEAR EVERYDAY

spectacles
clothing
nano
wallet
handphone
the GV complimentary passes my dad gave me cause GV keeps saying that the offer hasnt started so i'm going to keep bringing them and trying them till the offer starts.
mini bodyshop comb
free mirror thing from prom HAHAHAHA

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME

kids
my chemical romance, long story.
the fact that at a certain point of the day, i will have to get off the com to sleep
people who cut queues
there isnt cable on the tv upstairs so i'm always too lazy to go downstairs to watch tv, i'm currently extremely deprived of television.
eyeliner, i cant apply it for nuts.
the cp mexican chicken wings commercial, it's really retarded.


6 PLACES I'VE VISITED

germany- frankfurt
italy- venice and rome
london
australia
switzerland
paris


5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

get married
watch muse live, which i would be able to if my mum would allow me
fire a gun
not get pregnant
fly a plane/helicopter


4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF

losing my nano
a painful death
being the cause of someone's unhappiness or pain
frogs


3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY

gain weight
touch my hair
laugh hysterically


2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW

wash the dishes next to me, my parents arent home :(
stop listening to muse and go and take a bloody shower


1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW

MATTHEW BELLAMY WINS HANDS DOWN.

wow that was fun!

i almost forgot my listening to part of my entries again :(

listening to: stockholm syndrome by muse

SHIT I LOVE MUSE.
definitely my new favourite live version of supermassive black hole!
it's freaking intense, I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i reallyreallyreallyreally want to see them live :(

http://girlstalkinsmack.com/celebrity-fashion-news.php

great website!
i love reading about celebrity fashion, totally entertaining :D
and i read something about rachel mcadam inside, i totally think she's super gorgeous, and turns out she's still with the guy she acted with in the notebook.
they are SUPER CUTE together!
i shall go and watch the notebook for the 3rd time :D

http://www.librarything.com/unsuggester

an extremely unusual website.
you go there and type in a book title that you have read or like and they come out with books that you probably dont have or would not read.
when i typed in one of my all time favourite book by agatha christie- The Body In The Library, which was the book that first sparked predictions that i will be a murderer in the future, i got books on god, religion and those sort of dumb self-learning books like you can do it, it's all in your mind! and how to be confident!

well so far the library thing unsuggester is quite true.
but i found harry potter inside the list.
HAHAHAHA eh i read harry potter ok, although i stopped after the 5th book cause i was so bored.
it took me months to even finish the 5th book, thats how slow i can get.
that's why i just stick to watching the movies (:
so qian!
that time you lent me da vinci code, i actually read it quite fast lor!

so obviously i'm looking out for the next harry potter movie, i'm thinking it should be out next year right?
but i feel like i'll be too old to watch harry potter and sitting among all the kids in the cinema.
but NOTHING is worse than happy feet, omg i was just trapped in a place FULLLL of children probably no older than 10.
god that was a horrible feeling.
i dont usually watch movies that are adapted from books cause seriously the books i like wont be made into movies.
it's just wrong to make an agatha christie movie, how can you put all the little hints and actions into a couple of hours long movie.
those book adapted movies are all like fantasy-ish which is TOTALLY not my cup of tea.
like that eragon show, omg he's just going to be the next harry potter.
messy hair, alot of animals and off to fight the evil forces!
god give me a break.
but there is ONE fantasy movie that i'm looking out for and it's adapted from a neil gaiman book called coraline
shoot yourself if you dont know who neil gaiman is!
totally must read, but i cant really identify what the book is exactly about.
it just leaves you with an unusual terrified feeling after you're done with it.
it's short and simple but definitely unforgettable.
good book but i think it's for kids :x
yet it seems too morbid for the poor little kids who are reading it with a soft toy under one arm.

but anyway, off to online shop and maybe continue silence.
it's getting abit draggy and i'm only at episode 12 :x

ok byeeeeeeee

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
THE MUSE GIG ON MTV WAS SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE.
i taped it down too :D
GOSH I SO WISH I WAS THERE OMG.

ok but bad FREAKING news.
my mum may not let me go to the muse gig, although i already booked the tickets.
i think they dont take the money from the account until you collect the ticket.
she's so worried cause i'm 16 and i'm a girl.
if i go to a rock gig at some ulu field, aka fort canning, i may get gangraped, kidnapped or robbed.
*insert i-cant-believe-i'm-hearing-this-shit smiley face
%&%$^#%@%#@%#
well but it is quite dangerous cause it's the outdoor kind where everyone is squashed together in the crowd and there are no seating tickets.
but seating tickets are so sad.
well the people obviously dont stay seated, they are all standing and jumping but they are limited by the seating barrier and soooooooooooooo far away from matt.

well, actually i wasnt THAT saddened by the news cause i realised that if i go, i wont be upclose.
i've done my research and people at the front barrier get freaking squashed by the people in the middle part.
they are the 'moshers' and they go all jumpy and move-y and crazy, and some idiots crowdsurf there.
so the best place to stand is just behind the middle group, you dont get squashed and you supposedly get a good view.
well that's for other countries, but i believe sg will be as wild.
plus it's on a weekday so i may not have enough time to go down and queue early cause we have jc till like afternoon?
and i have to go all the way home from cj to change and go all the way to fort canning.
so the point is, if i'm not going to be upclose and i cant get near matt, why not i just stay at home and watch footage!
but thats sad cause nothing beats being there live! :(
ah shit i'll dress up like thrash as long as i'm allowed to go! :(

it's all because i'm going alone.
too bad i dont know anyone who likes muse and i dont think any of you all can handle a rock concert or muse's music so i cant bribe you all with a free ticket.
my mum was like 'ask your friends who wants to go. i'll pay!'
and i'm like why would someone want to go to a concert to see people they dont like.
i mean, i wont go to a simple plan concert even if i was given free tickets.
and besides, if you are going to a rock concert, you'll kind of end up alone.
even if you go with a group, with all the jumping and moving and excitment, you'll physically and mentally drift from your group.
you'll definitely get to know the people around you and enjoy the music with them cause we all have a common interest.
and that's why people are all hyped by to go in together but set a place to meet up later after the gig cause they'll separate along the way.
but my mum just cant accept that fact! :(

but anyway, hopefully i can convince my mum cause i've got some tips for going to rock concerts.

;wear comfy shoes if not your toes will be smashed
i'm not going to destroy my new nike shoes so i'll wear my crappy old red sneakers.
they look dumb with the stupid brand on the side, it starts with a s but i cant remember what's it called, but who cares right.

;tie up your hair cause no one likes to have wet sticky hair in their faces

;bring as little as you can, stuff your money in your shoes.
so i'll just have my handphone in my hand, money in my shoes and maybe i'll sneak in my camera but that's too dangerous.
people adviced hiding your camera in your pants.
unfortunately my camera is abit heavy, it'll be uncomfortable just trying to walk pass the guards with a camera in your pants.
but i want to take videos!
my camera has freaking good video quality.
but again, if i go i'll be quite far from matt so i still wont be able to capture much.

;look like shit so you'll have a lesser chance of being violated in the crowd
sure i can do that, if not i'll just bring a knife or use my mighty foot to smash their toes and then bash their nuts.
i'll probably wear some baggy-er jeans but i must wear a tank cause it'll be super hot and sweaty at rock gigs.

;bring a pen so that muse can sign your stuff
but i think they'll be leaving straight after the gig to australia for another gig.
FREAK :(

ok so HOPEFULLY i can persuade my mum and maybe there are people in cj going to the gig.
I PRAY I PRAY I PRAY.

ok but i also have a piece of good news!
I LOST 1KG.
HAHAHHAHAHA OMG YAY.
kind of mysteriously lost it actually.
i only went to the gym once but i've been doing 3 sets of 15 crunches everyday like the newspaper showed but i dont think i could have just lost 1kg like that.
but heck right, i lost weight for free!
maybe worrying about my weight consistently stressed my stomach and it lost weight HAHAHHA.
BUTTTTTTTTT, i kind of have a box of nestle cookies crisps next to me, so i'm like just reaching in to eat one every 5 mins.
ok nevermind i'll try and exercise more and hopefully i'll be 48kg again!
HAHAHA but still long way man :(

ok i feel like adding a listening to: section to my entries, like in livejournal entries.
you can add in the music that you are currently listening to and put a smiley face for your current mood.
but the mood thing is dumb so i shall try the listening to section!
music is a huge part of my life and it'll be good to keep track of the song i was listeing to while i was typing a particular entry :D

listening to: middle of nowhere by hot hot heat

ok byebye!

AH SHIT.
i'm in a dilemma.
well i'm always in dilemmas but this one is IMPORTANTTTTTT.
well today is one tree hill day!
but MTV is showing MUSE LIVE IN LONDON at 8pm too.
and there's no way i'm going to switch between the channels cause you'll definitely lose stuff on both channels.
JAMES LAFFERTY OR MATTHEW BELLAMY? :(

edit: YAY god's on my side!
someone just uploaded season 2 episode 21 of one tree hill on youtube :D:D:D
yay i can watch muse tonight :D

HAHAHAHHAA.
i'm currently youtubeing two very unlikely shows.
death note, the anime not the movie cause i watched like 10 mins of the movie and it's total thrash, and this taiwan drama called silence.
HAHHAHAHAHA.
ok i'm not like sucked back into the anime world lah, it's just that death note was the last manga i read and the story is great!
and it's still super new cause it's ongoing in japan and i'm waiting for episode 12 to come out.
it's DAMN EXCITING and alot of people die.
i need stories where people die :x
like thrillers, mysteries and murders.
if not it's damn boring.
yes i know people tell me i'm going to be a murderer next time cause i read so many mystery books.
DO I LOOK LIKE A MURDERER TO YOU CAN.
HAHHAHAHAA.
it's such an extremely intelligent and well written story.
the writer is a genius!
and i'm also going to give the taiwan drama silence a shot.
qian put up this youtube video thing of silence and WAH i watched until i almost cried :x
i caught like 5 mins of it on cable but i was like eeeeeyer the woman's acting is so weird.
cause it's those korean taiwan collaboration and its some korean woman.
the vic zhou from F4 is in it!
HAHAHHAHAHA.
man i hate F4 but he's the best out of them lah.
and he's usually in nice clothes in the show so that's ok (:
but seriously, these two are the least oh biang animes and taiwan dramas i've watched.

ok off to eat my duck rice and watch my youtube :D

OH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
christopher was in the top 4 but didnt make it to top 3.
it's like in a soccer game and the guy shoots and it's like *GASP* OMG and the ball just slips past the goal post and it's like FREAK.
i watched all 9 episodes and saw him consistently produce beautiful clothes and got all the compliments and SHIT he just fell at the last hurdle.
elizabeth hurley, the host, really likes his work and he's probably her favourite.
but ironically he got eliminated in the challege where they had to make a red carpet dress for her.
i really liked the greenish-blue colour he used and the well shaped bare back and the slit on one side with the white net-y lace thing underneath the whole dress.
but i have to admit the fabric was horrible, all stiff and unflowy.
ARGH SHIT i was so sad :(
whats worse is the top 3 people are my least favourite people.
the 2 girls inside makes clothes that i just consistently dislike, and the guy is just gay.
and the woman i didnt like the most won the competition.
and the one that i was supporting during the finals got last.
:(

nonetheless, its still a great show and i absolutely absolutely love the music they use.
some they are like straight out of my nano and others are potential songs that i want to put in :D

anyway, went for this family early christmas gathering thing.
i love getting beauty products for presents :D
but SHIT my aunt said 'oh wanyin! you are so tall now! hmm did you also get fatter?'
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
NOW PEOPLE TELL ME I'M FAT.
:(
QIAN! LETS GO TO THE GYM AGAIN! NOW!
i'm going to make sure i drop below 50 now.
i want to reduce my weight to the bottom of my height's acceptable range.
48kg here i come!
I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT.

and i need to stop eating after 8pm.
i watched on tv about not eating after 8pm and no carbs over 6pm.
but i'm freaking eating my dinner at like 9+pm!

ok byebye (:

i'm watching project catwalk!
it's the british version of project runway and i think it's better than the american version can.
and i just love the british accent.
the designers there are also way more creative and they really produce beautiful clothes.
and they use great music in the show.
i support christopher!
but i dont think he made it to the end.
he's always wearing his red tie during the judging and he's the quiet tall good guy that makes great clothes (:
and there's this italian guy inside called renato whom everyone hates!
he's just irritating, whiny, arrogant, constantly pissed off, abusive and loud.
and he once mentioned that 'everyone likes italians! women love italians!'
he's obviously delusional.
and during one challenge where they had to work in a hotel as a housekeeper, they were handed hotel uniforms to wear.
and when renato got his, he was like raising his hands and opening his mouth to complain.
and the woman in charge at the hotel was like 'no complains allowed. are you italian?'
HAHAHHAHAHAA.
but anyway, great show! :D:D:D:D

and i met up with michelle lai and jessica tan today.
we braved the storm to go eat prata at bukit timah.
went to kap cold storage to buy the ingredients we lacked and headed to jessica tan's place to BAKE.
YAYYYY.
it was quite failure actually.
the recipe said that 'When done, the top will be a delicious white cake with blackberry pudding sauce on the bottom. Using a large serving spoon, serve in bowls topped with fresh whipped cream or a scoop of vanilla ice cream. '
but we ended up with like airy blueberry muffins.
we made some changes so we change the fruit to blueberry and cut down the amounts.
we also didnt have the baking tray thing so we use those tray with the holes inside.
so the 'cake' basically looked like muffins and the blueberry didnt melt properly so we didnt get a sauce on top.
but i'm still proud of our 'cake' :D
we ate them while watching hollow man on AXN.
good show btw!
i've caught it twice.

ok i'm going to go back to watching project catwalk.
dont know when i'll stop man.
i should sleep more today, esp cause i have this family gathering thing tmr, but i want to watch my show!
i've been sleeping for damn little the past few days.
when i went to the gym with qian, i slept from like 1am to 9.30.
and today i slept from 3am to 10.30.
I NEED TO SLEEP FROM 3AM TO 3PM :(
ok but sleeping and eating makes you fat.
goodnight!

i just received some prom pictures from michelle lai.
YEA ABIT LATE LAH, but it's ok lah :D
the point is that while looking through the prom pictures that she sent me,
there was like a group picture of our table and a picture with rachel.
although MICHELLE LAI AH your face abit black during the group picture but looking at everyone's faces, i remembered all the good old times we had together.
and i looked through my tons of prom photosand ah all the memories come flooding back.
I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU.

yea i know this is later than everyone and everyone has mentioned how they will miss the school.
i know it's not like i'll never see everyone again, although some like joan tay, jasmin wong and michele nguyen are going abroad, majority will still in singapore.
and those abroad will come back to visit!
it's just that looking through prom pictures and writing christmas cards to everyone while listening to stone sour's through glass and strays dont sleep's for blue skies get you very emo
btw if you want christmas card just say lah!
it's ok i want to give as many people as possible, dont need to send me back (:

anyway, i want to say that

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU

ALL.

I DONT CARE IF I'M MUSHY.

IF I COULD SEE YOU ALL NOW I WOULD GIVE YOU

A BIGBIG HUG.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRECIOUS EXPERIENCES

AND MEMORIES.

<3

due to overwhelming weight gain during the holidays, i'm now FREAKING past 50 kg, i decided to start exercising.
i think it's the going out and spending all the money on foodfoodfood.
SHIT.

SO,
TODAY QIAN AND I WENT TO THE GYM.
hardcore ran 2.65km.
ok lah maybe not alot but then i really ran until damn intense lah.
when i got off the threadmill i couldnt walk straight.
i blast loud muse music and i just ranranranran.
then cycled for 20 mins.
cycle cycle cycle, up and down the terrain thing and just didnt stop.
i feel quite proud of myself (:
first time exercising after GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.
during the last pe lesson we had, i think i couldnt even run two rounds.
then i did 100 of this machine that is supposed to help the stomach, but no effect leh.
WAH LAO.
then i did 20 of this like use your legs to lift this thing machine but shit cannot do too many.
cause my thighs were already super worked out during the running and cycling.
i think it was a pretty productive gym thing cause i seriously dont exercise for nuts.
and i wouldnt if i didnt get on the weighing scale ystd and OMFG I'M SO FAT.
and my stomach!
oh dont get started.
i'm so sad :(

then we cabbed down to holland village cause our legs just couldnt take it.
ate at sushi tei YUMYUM and stayed there as long as we could cause seriously, IT WAS SO COMFY THEREEEE.
and before that, we were like walking up and down holland village trying to find sushi tei.
we decided to ask this lady then she pointed to like across the road.
HAHAHA SHIT IT WAS ACROSS THE FREAKING ROAD.
it was like covered up with construction stuff cause it was being renovated on the outside, so we like walked pass it so many times and just didnt notice it.

then we just like walked around holland village
stopped by gramophone and gushed over the shows.
qian and her korean dramas and i was searching through the rental stuff for muse concert dvds.
and we argued over whether the sick skinny evil woman from kim sam soon acted in love story in harvard as the horny lawyer going after the guy in a suit 24/7.
qian gave her the adjective horny.
i seriously thought she was ok HAHAHA.
i was like nooooooo and she was like yessssssss.
[i'm the one who's right btw HAHHAA.]
then i picked up one tree hill season one box and was like OMG!
ok qian, let's try and rent capote dvd ok!

then we got to this shop called the bead factory.
seriously they have really nice necklaces there.
the shop owner handmakes then and she has great tastes in beads so they are all super nice and unique.
and we both got one!
20% DISCOUNT SOME MORE, CHEAPCHEAP YAY :D

ok yup and yea more stuff to talk about like the other going out stuff this week but i'm TOO LAZY.
one major reason why i'm becoming FAT.
i shall continue my search for one tree hill seaason 4 episode 11.
i think they didnt shop one tree hill this week in the us or something.
cause i dont rmb seeing the promo for episode 11 and the episode isnt out yet although it should be.
james lafferty :(

yea and that reminds me about how qian told me my neutral face is damn dao.
YIHUI ALSO SAID THAT.
cant help it.
when i'm feeling neutral, i just seem dao.
it's even worse if i'm on public transport, i purposely put dao face.
HAHAHAHA.
so i told qian what i've been telling people who call me dao,
leo people all look the same.
outside dao, but inside NICE AND SWEET.
it's true!
look around at all the leo people.
james lafferty!
same birthday as me btw HEHE.
YAY 25TH JULY!
i feel a special connection between james lafferty and me :D:D
the joe guy from friends!
the guy who acts as harry potter!
harry potter the character!
harry potter actually has the same birthday as me, but not like i give a shit yea?
i'm on draco malfoy's side (:

yup ok shall continue playing 7 hand poker with yihui.
BYEBYE :D

ok, i didnt manage to squeeze into sajc arts for pae.
but at least i'm not in jjc like i thought i would be.
so yup i'm going to cjc science for pae.
not that bad lah i'm actually ok with cjc :D

OK it's like only 9.10am, I'M GOING BACK TO SLEEP (:

edit:
i realised that i am way more sad than i thought i would be.
i was just praying so hard that i could squeeze into sajc cause people will telling me that my score still had a chance.
and if i made it into sajc for pae, i was intending to stay there after jae cause i like sajc too and i could use the loyalty points.
but oh well, now it's just all up to my Os.
and the more i think about it, the more i think i screwed up my Os.
OK THINKING TOO MUCH.

ok i shall go and eat my meepok, it's not that bad.
at least i didnt get into jjc which i originally thought i was going to and FREAKED OUT.
SNEAK ME INTO YOUR JCS AH!
rjc, hcjc, vjc, acjc and sajc hor :D
i'm thinking no one wants to sneak into cjc so sneak me in for free ah :D
goodbye!

i just signed into friendster after god knows how long.
and i just signed in and stared at the home page and was like, omg this is so boring.
i remember the bad old days where one just signs in everyday and get testimonials, add friends, watch your number of people who watched me rise and some even to the extent of making people write them testimonials.
and now i cant be bothered to do all that already, i feel so much more grown up (:

maybe i should follow michelle lai's footsteps and just delete the thing HAHAHA.
ok lah maybe not so drastic, but i'm definitely going to continue letting it rot like it has been for about half a year, maybe one year?
i remember how i used to be so conscious of friendster, oh dear i feel so sorry for my old self.

i think during the past year i learnt alot about LETTING GO OF EARTHLY ATTACHMENTS and being more flexible, i hope.
so hopefully i'll continue putting good tet philosophy to use (:

well ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,
I WATCHED SPIN KICK!
which is this super cool super nice koream movie with KIM DONG WAN :D:D:D from shinhwa and hyun bin from my name is kim sam soon.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMN NICE AND IT'S SUPER FUNNY TOO!
it's about taekwondo, HEEEEEEE YAH!
good movie :D

AND QIAN!
i watched your that the vineyard man.
i only watched like part 1 out of 8 of episode 1 and SUDDENLY GOT THIS STUPID FROG COME OUT AND HOPHOP AND LAND ON THE STUPID OLD MAN'S HAND.
WTH LAH CAN GIVE ME HEART ATTACK LOR :(
NEVER TELL ME GOT FROG!
ok lah but i'll still give it a shot (:

ok pae results are coming out in exactly 5 hrs and 56 mins, i think i shall go get some sleep first.
i'm supersupersuper nervous about pae.
OK BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT.
i think i'll watch a little a bit of one tree hill then go and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
bye!:D

WOOHOO
i managed to find constantine on youtube.
YAY and i'm watching it for the 3rd time now.
i hope i dont get nightmares later cause it's quite a hardcore show for someone to watch at 12.47am even if you know what's going to happen.
ah but i reallyreallyreally like this movie :D
'this is constantine. john constantine, asshole.'
definitely in my top 3 movies!
constantine, the notebook and casino royale (:

ok maybe i'll watching a few more parts and get some sleep before i go out tmr.
byeeee :D

OH MY GOD.
i was just googling to download this korean song.
QIAN, YOU GOT ME INTO TURBO CAN AHHAHAA.
i'm trying to get the song love is, if you have send me ok!

and i came across this place where people were talking about korean celebrity couples.
and WOWWWWWWWWWW so interesting!

WARNING:
ok.
they may not be accurate.
kwong sang woo one is old news. thanks ah zoe!

number one
daniel hanley[i love kim sam soon] and maggie Q!
OMG WOW thats what i call a good looking couple (:


number two
jo in sung[memories in bali] and Shim Min Ah[gai se de ai, the one with rain in it]
i think she's really pretty and he was quite good looking in memories in bali so they are really suited for each other.


number three
minwoo[shinhwa] and Shin Ae.
she appeared in xman winter special, watch it qian!
they are DAMN opposite, she looks damn guai yet kind of tough.
wah they both look damn gross here.


number four
kwon sang woo and ha ji won[memories in bali]
HAHAHAHHAHA.
wah i wish i had as much hair as her and could do that to my hair :(


number five
eric[shinhwa] and this ex miss korea.
HAHHAHAHA.
no wonder koreans dont win miss universe.


number six, and my favourite.
haha, ha dong hoon and his girlfriend ahn hye kyung!
she's a weather girl turned actress.
she's DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN PRETTY.
i think they are so cute :D



ok some of the pictures are really damn hideous but GENERALLY, you get the idea.
haha, jo in sung and shim min ah dont look that bad!

HAHA OK BYEBYE :D

I NEED TO EXERCISE.

ah but i'm too lazy.
nevertheless, i shall start an exercise regime!
(:

i found this new korean show to watch called FC shoot dori.
it's more of like a game show actually.
there's this bunch of 8 SMALL CUTE KIDS around the age of 7 and they make a soccer team.
and they just go around and play soccer games while celebrity guests come and help out to coach/manage the team.
you get people like kim jong min and kim jong kook as regulars.
they are superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute and they are very talented too!
and there's ONE girl inside the team, YAY!
and she's reallly pretty and cute, one of the players likes her AWWWWW.
i bet the whole team will grow up to be very good looking people, ah they are just damn cute :D:D

but it's really sad too.
kim jong kook had to leave the show halfway cause he had to go to the army.
and when he told the kids, you could tell that he wished he didnt have to go to the army.
kim jong kook was crying and one of the kids said 'please dont go'.
seeing kim jong kook and the kids cry, i cried too.
HAHAHA.
i think crying is more infectious than laughing, if you see people crying you wont feel good too.

and i found a new song.
through glass by stone sour.
it's probably the emo-est song i've ever liked.
but it's nice (:
one of my current favourites.

ok i shall continue watching fc shoot dori, bye!

HAHA i love haha :D
haha whose real name is ha dong hoon is this korean entertainer who has appeared on many games shows.
i used to dislike him in xman but after watching a couple of episodes of him on ya shim man man, i'm a fan!
he's actually a really nice guy and his girlfriend is supposed to be some beautiful weather forecast woman called ahn hye kyung.
i think that's really sweet cause he's not good looking and stuff but he's damn funny and has a great personality.



this is the haha compilation on xman :D:D
HAHA DAMN FUNNY.
and qian, there's alot of kim jong kook inside for you.
haha imitating kim jong kook and kim jong kook imitating haha, and they even dance together to black cat HAHAHAHA.

i really like ya shim man man, i watched all the episodes with subs except the DBSK ones.
cause i think that group is totally gay.
there are people inside called hero, mickey and u know yunho.
HAHAHAHA.
and the people there have really gross hair, i saw one of the guys with like grey-white hair on xman.
IS THAT VERY COOL?
omg damn sad.

i miss playing bridge, like qian :(
we played bridge from night to breakfast, when we stayed over at joan tay's place.
and i laughed the whole day until my stomach hurt like hell.
i'm not a really proper bridge player, i hate non-talking bridge.
i just cant stand not knowing who my partner is and i CANNOT dont talk during bridge.
at first when i tried, HAHA everyone knew i was like dying and trying my utmost best to supress myself.

in the dead of the night while people were like sleeping and stuff, we were playing mahjong, bridge, 7-hand poker, ti te and bluff.
OH I LOVE BLUFF.
although qian won but i was the second to finish my cards.
we rock qian! (:
i used to hate bluff cause i couldnt bluff properly.
oh but now i LOVE the feeling of playing bluff.
7-hand poker was super fun too, we used mahjong chips and kept RAISING AND RAISING AND RAISING and psychoing each other.
and during the last round, we followed casino royale and did the push all your chips in thing.
WAH IT'S SERIOUSLY DAMN SHUANG.
and we plugged in qian's ipod most of the night and forced a lot of rain and shinhwa on joan tay and opy :D
and i kept doing the we're shinhwa greeting + handsign that shinhwa always does.
I BET IT WAS DAMN IRRITATING but i just couldnt stop HAHAHHAHA.
and qian joined me to do it once :D

and i also caught one tree hill season 4 episode 10.
GREAT EPISODE!
nathan was so sweet inside (:
well YAY haley is ok but er ok lah the baby is fine too.

AH SO SWEET SO SWEET SO SWEET :D
this is after they used the machine thing to find the baby's heartbeat to see if he's alive.
and they were soooooooooo happy when they found the heartbeat.
i was like OH MAN I GOT MY HOPES UP DAMN IT :(

ok it's really boring on saturdays cause they is nothing on tv.
and ystd i didnt watch my jamie oliver and midsomer murders cause my mum was watching her canto shows.
AIYO.
but today i discovered that i have this free korean channel on my cable.
it's called kbs world and it's channel 100.
check if you have it too!
and tonight there's the game show happy together at 11.40pm so i'll go down later to check if there are any cool celebrities on today's show :D:D:D:D

ok yes and thank you michelle lai for showing me the muse contest on mtv's website.
appreciate it :D
and through that i found out that muse will be on mtv on dec 19.
i think they're showing the wembley arena gig.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D:D:D:D:D
and wembley arena is the place where madonna performed, WAH.
they had 3 dates there and they were all sold out ages ago.

and london has this new stadium called wembley stadium and it's freaking huge.
it's supposed to be supersupersuper huge and it has 90,000 seats and hold more than 100,000 people.
the old wembley stadium was a place for REALLY famous people, like queen, green day and bon jovi, to perform at.
just focus on queen cause they are true legends.
i cant believe bon jovi is even in that list.
*pukes blood*
the first band to play there will basically be like an opening act for the brand new, very big and cool wembley stadium.
and the first band who has been chosen to play at wembley stadium will be MUSE!
HAHAHHAHA OMG IT'S DAMN COOL LAH.
wembley stadium is GIANTIC.
it doubles as a place for soccer games too, and it's just super big.
i'm thinking it'll be like the world cup stadium in germany or bigger.
so that's super cool because that means that muse is considered in the ranks of queen.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
OMG I CANT WAIT cause they will definitely be a dvd on it.
it'll definitely be yet another highlight in their career to further emphasis how famous they have become.
and the presale tickets which came out a few days back are already sold out.
WOW WOW.
i feel so proud of them HAHAHA :D
what will make me even happier will be if matt dumps his girlfriend WOOHOO.
ok i shall continue dreaming :(

ok it's 11.37, i shall go down and check out happy together.
BYEBYE :D

HAHA.
wah i love this video :D
go dongwan!
main lead!
and he's in a black suit :D:D
what's up with eric's hair HAHAHHAHAHA.

ah it's 2.34am and i'm still watching my korean variety shows.
QIAN!
WATCH LOVE LETTER!
youtube shinhwa love letter.
damn exciting.

but then it's freaking sad.
cause the actresses always reject dongwan and junjin!
BLIND PIECES OF SHIT.
HOR QIAN?
they always pick eric.
WTH.
ok i'm thinking of putting eric as my least favourite.
but still cannot lah hye sung is too ugly and HE BULLIED KIM JONG MIN :(
at least qian and i both dont have eric in top 3 :D

but so far i've only seen 1 full thing and the actress was the one from memories in bali/what happened in bali.
I LIKED HER LOR, I THOUGHT SHE WAS PRETTY CAN.
AND SHE PICKS ERIC AS HER FINAL PERFECT MAN.
BAD TASTE.

everytime actresses always choose minwoo for best first impression and never picks dongwan for anything.
my poor dongwan :(
he's got such a nice smile can :D
HAHAHHAHA.

ok now i'm going to continue watching the bunch of episodes with the actresses from the my boyfriend is type B/18 years old bride.
shit her can, so far she likes minwoo and eric.
WTH.

and kim jong min is in this one, AIYO SO POOR THINGGGGGGGGGGG.
i like him leh so cute :D

ok wah shit i cannot take it.
HAHAHHAA.
i shall continue watchingwatchingwatching until someone picks dongwan HAHAHA.
he's constantly the best looking can.
eric looks like a beggar.
BEGGERS VERY IN MEH?
AIYERRR.
i'm starting to not like andy too cause the memories in bali actress picked andy and eric at first.

and tmr i shall start my let's go to the beach HAHAHAHHAHA.
i'm fated to watch that korean drama man.
today wherever qian and i went, we kept seeing the let's go to the beach dvd with junjin inside.
i shall give it a shot tmr :D

ok i shall continue hardcoreing loveletter.
go! :D

WAH I'M LISTENING TO RAIN MAN.
HAHAHHAHA.
this should be noted down in history.

RAIN IT'S RAINING
SSSSSSSSS*sizzle* AH.

HAHAHHAHA SHIT I LOVE THIS SONG :D:D:D

wah actually i'm too tired to blog about today.
by the time i got home i was totally drained man.
i was so tired + had coffee on an empty stomach and it made me feel like vomitting until i had to drag myself home and collapse in front of my tv and barely had enough strength to turn on the tv to watch one tree hill.
i was totally shivering with hunger and my stomach was growling, roaring and shouting at the top of it's voice lah.

anyway today was a proper girls day out with qian (;
had out lunch at mos burger while we sneaked in our lemongrass drinks and hid them behind our bags.
had our haircut at the scene and we want each other's hair cut instead HAHA.
searched futile-ly for her FIREBIRD korean drama vcd with shinhwa's eric inside where he says 'do you smell something burning? my heart is burning right now.'
HAHHAHAHA WAH SHIT I REALLY LOVE THAT LINE.
HAHAHAHA.
relaxed at wisma starbucks where we sat at this normal table and eyed all the sofa seats.
when this lady got up, we or rather i CHIONGED to the sofa seat and choped it :D
wah that was fun and qian promoted her shinhwa, rain and KIM JONG KOOK songs.
HAHAHHA kim gong kook sucks qian STOP IT NO NO NO NO KIM JONG KOOK.
basically a really fun day and i laughed my ass off today :D

came home and shoved food into my mouth before i collapsed, watched my one tree hill, talked to yihui on the phone, got my songs from qian and lost to yihui's 2 times in a row in minesweeper flags.
wah i really suck at that game man.

OK TIRED ALREADY LAH.
i shall watched my love letter variety show episodes where shinhwa appears on it HEHE.
HAHA OK BYEBYE :D

you know how pregnant women get sudden cravings for some food.
i get cravings to download music and blog about it.

[edit: wait that sounds like i'm pregnant.
well i'm not (:]

visit me if i get sent to jail, thanks :D

ok lets see what i downloaded.
tender by feeder. <3 <3 <3
upside down by jack johnson, the perfect song for a sunny day.
sunny day + upside down by jack johnson + starlight by muse+ kiss me by sixpence none the richer = PERFECTOOOO
missing you by tyler hilton, it was used very well in a particular one tree hill scene.
bizarre love triangle by frente
when the stars go blue by tyler hilton and bethany joy lenz

ok i'm going to enjoy new songs, my smosh videos, online shopping and my cup of cranberry juice.
TATA :D

oh yea i forgot to mention that i watched happy feet a couple of days back.
i had to be dragged, forced and tricked into watching that show.
we were already late when we entered the cinema and when we walked in, we saw the scene where the penguins were SINGING AND KISSING AND DRAWING A HEART WITH THEIR FINS.
i was like WTF.
NO.
I'M NOT WATCHING THIS.

so we took our seats and i looked to my left, two grown men sitting there probably enjoying the show?
i was so traumatised.
and there were so many kids!
kids kids and more kids, crying here and shouting there.

but well the movie had some good parts.
like the chases with the sealion or whatever and the whale WHOA EXCITING AHHAHAHA.
and of course the penguins were all very furry and looked so soft and cute.
and there was one really sad bit when like the main penguin thought he saw his family and started throwing fish at the wall.
ok that sounds really dumb but it's really sad.

and i totally didnt get the ending.
everyone starting dancing with the main penguin.
and the humans joined in too.
i was like.
er.
i'll stick to ice age.

why arent there any good movies nowadays, besides casino royale :(

this is a speed up of one of smosh's video which is a music video for the pokemon theme song :D
sorry for the screenshot of a jesus christ statue.
i'm not trying to preach anything, i'm not even christian.
and christians, dont get offended IF you watch the video :D
anyway,
the pokemon music video is an old video and less story-like and poorer quality than their newer videos.
it's only 1min 37 seconds and it SHOULD make you laugh unless you are yihui.
HAHA dont 'shit you' me, thats my phrase ok.
seriously, give it a shot :D
ian's the one in blue, totally hilarious :D

time flies when you're having fun HAHA.
it's like 1.27am
*yawn*
i'll probably sleep at 3 again and wake up at 1pm.
GOODNIGHT :D

today, besides harcore shinhwa youtubeing since 1+pm, i learnt how to say fuck you in italian!
dont worry i'm not that vulgar but it's just an interesting and useful thing to know.

VAFFANCHIULO!
[to no one in particular]

and there was an interview where matt wore an italia shirt.
$&%$^#^$#^$
what did i do to deserve this.

ok BYEBYE :D

HAHA QIAN YOU SHOULD BE GIVEN A PRIZE FOR YOUR ACHIEVEMENT.
not only did qian get me into xman which i seriously thought was thrash AT FIRST, and now she's got me into shinhwa!
UNBELIEVABLE.
just a couple of hours back she was telling me about shinhwa and i was thinking like SHINHWA WTF?
but nooooooo.
after recommending me this korean variety show that they appeared on, i'm a fan!
HAHAHAHHAAHAHA.
they are damndamndamndamn funny.
i like dongwan and andy :D

and i'm now watching the xman special in germany, YAY, and shit i'm laughing like crazy.
the small eye guy SERIOUSLY just cracks me up.
but it's damn sad to see the girls try to dance when they cant.
it's SUPER SAD.
like omg so awful i dont even dare to watch because i feel sad for you.

ok i think i'm going to hardcore some xman before i sleep HAHAHHAA SHIT I CANT BELIEVE I'M HOOKED.

goodbye :D

OH MY GOD.
GUESS WHAT I FOUND ON YOUTUBE.

ok besides broadcasting loads of dramas, youtube is also known for it's wide array of CRAZY HOME VIDEO MAKERS.
and many people have gotten famous just by putting videos of themselves on youtube.
there are really famous ones like lonelygirl15, she's even in newspapers and gone on television shows.
and if you check the list of people with the most subscriptions of all time, you come across some people like boh3m3, thewinekone, lisanova, littleloca etc.

i'm personally a fan of thewinekone, his videos are SERIOUSLY DAMN FUNNY and it's not all dumb and dead like lonelygirl15.
she sucks ass, i think i fell asleep amidst her fake confessions about love and religion.
thewinekone just makes me laugh my ass off, it's simply incredibly what he can achieve by himself.

but i came across these two guys called smosh and they are like 3rd on most subscribed list.
THEY ARE SUPERSUPERSUPERSUPER FUNNY.
and they are the most viewed account of all time and one of their views is the 2nd mot viewed video of all time at 17+million views.
OMFG THATS INSANE.
HAHA THEY'RE GREAT!
they are more on the story side, like they create really funny story videos while people like thewinekone are good with rants.
we'll probably understand their humour more cause i think smosh are pretty young and they have good dress sense.
but they are not all popular because of their looks like lonelygirl15, they are seriously hilarious.
i'm personally a fan of ian, he cracks me up man.

check them out on youtube if you want a good laugh :D:D:D

HAHAHHA SHIT.
i've jumped onto the xman bandwagon.
i used to like not really get the show and their games when everyone started recommending them to me.
but now, i have to say xman is quite interesting!
SOME episodes and SOME people make me laugh.
all thanks to qian's recommendations (:
I LOVE KIM JONG MIN AND THE SMALL EYES GUY.
HAHHAHA SHIT I LAUGHEDD LIKE CRAZY.
it's kim jong MIN not kim jong kook btw.
all these korean names ah, make you so confused as to who is who.
kim jong kook is supposedly the hot guy of xman.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA *coughs chokes dies*
kim jong min is er, i guess uglier but way funnier, nicer, polite, humble and doesnt look like a gorilla.
SHIT HE NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAP HAHA.

ok and moving on, i learnt about this band from jasmine ngu.
they are called THE NEW PORNOGRAPHERS HAHAHAHA.
but not bad i like their songs :D
i'm pretty open to new bands nowadays like this band called wolfmother.
they are immensely popular actually, but singapore is just suaku.
and today while talking to jasmine ngu, i spelt rapping as raping.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
it was just damn funny HUR.

ok and last but NOT THE LEAST,
I'VE BOUGHT MY MUSE TICKET YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

ok i'm off to watch my xman.
cant wait for jamie oliver today on channel 16!
i've skipped his show for 2 weeks in a row for one tree hill.
today i shall make up for it.

ANDDDDDDD, speaking of one tree hill.
i've caught their lastest episode, season 4 episode 9.
OMG HALEY GOT HIT BY A CAR TO SAVE NATHAN.
on the bright side, maybe there will be no more baby? :X
ok i'm thinking its ok cause she's not going to die right.
if she dies no show already lah.
AND DONT TELL ME SHE LOSES HER MEMORY, THAT PLOT SUCKS.
ok we'll just have to wait and see :D


<3

byebye :D

let's see.
recently, i bought this muse dvd called hullabaloo from HMV at $43.
then, today i go online shopping and i come across a hullabaloo dvd sold for ONLY 14 BUCKS.
MY GOD.
ok muse is important to me, but so is my money!
MY 29 BUCKS!
:(
is this some sick joke.
thanks god i love you too.

and i still have to go buy their absolution tour dvd which WAS on offer at only $20+ but i'm not sure anymore.
and their gig tickets which may go up to $100.
and then along the way i'm bound to get some muse merchandise.
that means i have to stop shopping and start saving.
:(

and i just realised that on muse's prettyprettypretty and damn cool official website, they allow people to listen to all their songs and watch all their videos.
HOW COOL IS THAT.
they trust their fans to buy their music instead of living off the website's media stuff.
so cute :D

ok it's 5.11pm.
and later at 6pm i cant watch my ellen degeneres show!
it's been replaced by the tyra banks show.
i miss my ellen degeneres show, i watched it like almost everyday :D

ok i'll go do some shit.
or sleep.
i slept at like 3+ am.
byebye :D

teacher: peyton, describe lucas in one word.
peyton: joke.
teacher: lucas, describe peyton in one word.
me in the background screaming: whore!
lucas: lonely.

i'm sorry.
too much one tree hill.
i'm sounding like brooke!

i'm watching season one episode two.
i want to shoot that woman ARGH.
and i heard that peyton's character was extremely unpopular in the first half of season one HAHA.

'there's no shame in being afraid.
hell we're all afraid.
what are you going to do about it.
figure out what you're afraid of.
cause when you put a face on it, you can beat it.'

ok i'm going to eat chocolate.
(:

oh my god.
i love project runway three (:

ok it's official.
i hate everyone in one tree hill except for nathan, haley and tim who is just HILARIOUSSSS.
lucas- indecisive
peyton- slut
brooke- slut
rachel- slut
cooper- useless
mouth- useless

in one tree hill, you're either a slut or you're haley.
and you're either useless and unloyal or you're nathan.
like how easy is it to find your favourite characters in the show!

and my least favourite character award goes to PEYTON.
i think she's been with/slept with like everyone?
nathan, lucas, jake and the fall out boy guy who is just gross.
brooke and rachel lost to peyton cause they just cant get nathan (:

ok so today has been another slack day.
took a break from the going out and used the com since noon.
but damn it i should have dropped by wisma to get my hair cut and like do my eyebrows.
HAHA.

ok but anyway, i'm FINALLY going to take a break from my com *cue unison OMG* and go downstairs and watch tv and do other stuff or something.
yes cause my internet sucks.
if the modem thing [seriously i have no idea what the thing is called] is upstairs, i cant receive it downstairs near the television.
and if the machine is downstairs i cant receive it in my room.
wth such a dumbass machine :(

so, i've decided that today i shall go and like watch more tv instead of using the com non-stop.
and since today is one tree hill day, omg i think its the gay haley's slut sister episode but i'm still going to watch it, there's even more reason to take a break from my com and go downstairs instead!

ok TOODLES.
:D

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

MUSE Live at Fort Canning on January 16, 2007 - Updated Nov 26, 2006
All tickets are general admission free standing and go onsale Dec 1st at Sistic outlets, www.sistic.com.sg or by calling (65) 6348 5555. For Sponsorship & VIP Hospitality Suites please call (65) 6324 0764. Earlybird pricing will be as follows::
S$85 from Dec 1st - Dec 15th (All prices exclude Sistic fee)
S$95 from Dec 16th - Dec 31st
S$110 from Jan 1st - 16th

i found out off the net lah, and turns out its in the papers too!
monday 27th november life page front cover :D

OMFG MY ASS IS SO GOING TO BE THERE ON JANUARY 16.
i'm going to ring up sistic on december 1st and grab my ticket.
and i'm going to try and win tickets if 987fm gives them away, then i'll sell them on ebay if i have extra tickets :D
anyone one wants to go? :X
it sucks like hell when you dont know anyone who likes muse too and you dont have siblings to drag along to go.
heck it i'm just going to go there and meet new people and go crazy.
OMG I MUST GO SUPER EARLY AND BE AT THE BARRIER TO BE NEAR MATT OMG!
I'LL SCREAM LIKE CRAZYCRAZYCRAZY I'M SO EXCITED!
i dont care if i have to go myself, omg thats so freaking gay, FOR MUSE I'LL DO ANYTHING! :D

and on a side note, i watched casino royale today AGAIN AHAHHAHA.
shit it was damn nice lah, EVEN NICER NOW cause i picked up more hints etc.
and i watched silent hill, total thrash.
it's number 2 on my top 3 list of worst movies i've ever freaking watched.

and i caught the one tree hill season 4 episode 9 promo OMG it's like how thrilling lah.
i think one tree hill is getting abit too action already.
it's not as sweet and simple like last time and now you get scheming bad guys and violence, getting abit over the top.
BUT i'll continue watching for james lafferty and the nathan haley relationship :D
but can the baby just disappear omg :(

just the thought of seeing muse live is causing me to not be able to sleep HAHA.
BYEBYE :D

well today was probably the most boring day EVER during my holidays.
i took a break from the going out and stayed home all day, probably didnt get out of my room much either.
good for deep thinking, which i did do.
and i've been on my com the whole day, at most i'll just leave it on stand by and go off for abit.

so yup, prom was reallyreallyreallyreally great, i probably didnt emphasis it's awesomeness.
but oh well i'll leave it for another time when i'm more high, to talk about it.

i'm like using my laptop on this foldable table which i just put next to my bed and i'm too lazy to move it away so it's been next to my bed for the past couple of weeks. i've got wires hanging everywhere and my nano is still plugged into my com but i'm too lazy to take it out now. i've got 2 bars of toblerone by my side, dark chocolate and milk chocolate and a cup of milk. i've got muse's hullabaloo dvd in my com and muse and one tree hill on youtube. i've found myself some really old and more unknown hardcore rock muse songs and got myself hooked on them WOOHOO.

OK i'm off to play minesweeper flags with yihui HAHAHHAHA.
i suck at it btw.
just like how i didnt know for like 16 years of my life that a solitaire game truly ends when you complete everything and the cards do this weird rush towards the screen.
i always get stuck and i thought it was supposed to be like that and i just switch off the game.
HAHAA i completed my first solitaire game this year, thanks to joan tay, and the won most number of chopsticks games this year too.
i've only won TWO people in chopsticks all my life HAHAH.
this eight year old who's my dad's family friend's son and deniseleong :D

ok byeeeeeee :D

for once, i have nothing to say.
i guess i've been mentally drained and i just dont know what to do now.
i'm just going to take things one step at a time and for now, i shall just continue my youtube dramas for immediate relief and we'll see what happens.
after a lesson learnt and a friendship challenged, i think i need a break or my mind wont be able to take it.
maybe i shall take a nap later, havent been getting any good sleep for days, while leaving my nano on.
i like sleeping semi-consciously with music playing LOL (:


well, i came across this picture and it's just SO beautiful.
it made me feel so much better (:



just like what nathan once said to haley, HAHA :D,
'lying here with you,
i can almost believe the world is not as screwed up as i know it is.'

aww.

ok i think i'll go take a shower, feels quite great standing in the streams of water like in the movies you know.

bye :D

i'm SUPER tired AND hungry.
just reached home since ystd afternoon and i'm just super exhausted.
SOOOOOOOOOO many things have happened since ystd and it's been a great experience :D

PROM WAS FANTASTIC AND I'LL REMEMBER IT FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.
I'LL MISS SCGS :(

anyway, i promised michelle lai that i would try one episode of her taiwan drama it started with a kiss with is a remake of a FAMOUS and VERY NICE old japanese drama.
instead, i came upon the ORIGINAL JAPANESE DRAMA YAY.
it's like my favourite-est japanese drama of all time and i watched it like ten years back or something and its SUPERSUPERSUPERSUPER nice :D:D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I LOVE YOU MICHELLE LAI!
yes lah i'm also going to check out your show :D

ok i'm going to go eat and watch my show, TATA :D

OMG.
OMG.
OMG.
nathan may get his leg broken in season four episode 8!
and he owes people bigbigbig money!
oh no poor baby :(

and my ass of a friend totally prefers chad michael murray, WTH HAHA.
and i've seen the new chick he dumped sophia bush for, omg she looked like some young country girl.

ok i'm tired.
i slept at like 1am cause i had to wake up earlier but i got woken up by my mum at SIX AM and it was so difficult to fall back asleep.
and i'm still unsure about what to do for my hair and makeup.
prom is TOMORROW.
my god, ok today i'll settle my accesories and i'll go with joan tay for her hair and makeup thing, or with qian for her hair, makeup and omg i'm not going to do this photoshoot from DIOR OMG, do my hair with lois choa and settle my own makeup although i dont use makeup so i suck at applying it or do my hair with michelle lai and jessica tan and try not to screw my own makeup.
gosh.
ok but prom will be FUNFUNFUNFUN :D

and after that it'll be stay over at jessica tan's house with michelle lai and lois choa and sentosa the next day with them + jiaxin, jasmine, samantha and hanlin :D

ok off to continue my one tree hill before i go to orchard (:

today was interesting (:
but i'm freaking freaking freaking tired now.
ok so it started off with the pae briefing which was cool cause i have some hope cause i heard that i may be able to scrape into sajc for first 2 months.
I HOPE SO.

then i got kind of high all of a sudden, all jumping and laughing and we went for a class lunch at the village in heeren.
there was about like 15-20 people and everyone was like sharing food so that was totally fun :D

then jasmin wong, michelle lai and i watched step up at cine.
i was SO CLOSE to watching casino royale again and NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO we ended up watching step up.
shit it SO DAMN CLOSE, i even went up to the counter and asked for james bond then we changed to step up.
DONT WATCH STEP UP.
it has actually beaten the nun to the spot of WORST FREAKING MOVIE I'VE EVER WATCHED.
the relationship had no development omg it was just horrible, their kisses were boring, the lines were cheesy, there was NO plot and channing tatum looked like shittttt.
his neck was FAT and he looked like the older brother from prisonbreak.
too much muscles make you look gay, LEARN FROM DANIEL CRAIG OR JAMES LAFFERTY LAH (:
well the female lead's dancing was nice.
BUT MY GOD, i was just so bored i almost fell asleep.
and jasmin wong and michelle lai thought i was 'SO EXCITED'.
my ass, i was excited during james bond.
if i was, i would be talking and nudging you alot but i just sat there like decaying piece of shit.

then michelle lai and i met up with lois choa to go to this ulu place in tiong bahru which sells vintage dresses.
we had to walk from the tiong bahru mrt and it was just POURING and we were just totally soaked.
the place was SUPER SUPER SUPER ULU but we managed to get michelle lai her dress, necklace and beautifulllllllll vintage box bag.
and after that it was like 8+ already and we couldnt get a cab and the lady who owed that shop offered us a ride to the mrt station.
michelle lai and i then took a train back together but i left my testimonial etc in her bag and i didnt realise till she just got off the train.
and i had to like chiong back and get the stuff from her.

by then i was wet and tired.
my jacket was wet so i couldnt wear it.
and i HATE my uniform, the belt was so bloody high.
shit it.

i got home just in time for like the last 5 mins of one tree hill.
i turned on the television eagerly only to see nathan and haley take off their wedding rings and put them away :(
and next week nathan's going to be with haley's sister, DONT SLEEP WITH HER AGAIN.
so if he doesnt, that'll be cool but i have to watch one whole episode of sexual tension just to hope that at the end nathan remembers he loves haley and should just dumb this slut with disgusting rebonded hair.
you know it's just so dangerous for my heart to support nathan haley.
when they're all nice and happy, these sluts that nathan slept with before start popping out.
i dont dare to watch season 3 onwards cause there's this MEGA SLUT called rachel and she has her eyes on nathan even though she knows he's married.
wtf right! I KNOWWWWW.
so yea thats shitty but nathan like just IGNORES HER AND PUSHES HER ASIDE cause he loves haley.
awwww :D

ok i'm freaking tired and i should be sleeping more.
tmr i'm going to orchard with qian and charing.
see me say hi (:
and i need a place to curl my hair and i may need to go all the way to stupid vivo topshop for my black necklace that i FORGOT TO BUY.
wtf.
VIVO IS HOW FAR AWAY LAHHHHHHH.
ok if i really cant find that necklace at other branches i'll just have to get my ass back to vivo for the third time in less than a week.
that place is so bloody big and it gives me headaches.
ok BYE :D

I LOVE CASINO ROYALE I LOVE CASINO ROYALE I LOVE CASINO ROYALE.
DANIEL CRAIG IS, SHUT UP YIHUI, HOT :D

ok he has zoomed up from number 8 to number 3 on my hot guys list :D
and eva green, the actress who played the woman james bond fell in love with, is ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
daniel craig totally had me from the scene when he comforted vesper in the shower- no porn though, dont get disappointed!
i cried actually HAHAHHA
the torture scene was umm, very painful sounding?
but it was pulled off very well and ended up being witty and HILARIOUS and i burst out laughing.
it also served to show that the movie does follow the book and still show enough of daniel craig for the ladies without hitting R21.
i'm extremely impressed.
and there was a bunch of primary school girls next to me getting their brain corrupted.
and the ending scene was just OMFG YEA and when the james bond theme kicked it with the credits it was just like WOW I FREAKING LOVE THIS MOVIE.

extremely hot main character in suits 80% of the time, gorgeous female lead, witty lines, extreme action and great camera effects makes casino royale one of my favourite movies of alllll time :D

I HAVE DECIDED TO HARDCORE THE STROKES.
YUPYUP :D
i love their music!
happier than muse and it's a mixture of like good proper rock and the sort of country-ish vibe from arctic monkeys/the kooks/jet/ok go so thats cool :D
and muse are great friends with the strokes so that's extra points for the strokes.
and their fans are damn hardcore on youtube, their videos are all like tens/hundreds of thousands of views its damn crazy.
but they only have 1/4 the number of videos muse has (:

ok i shall take a risk and go and download my songs later HAHA.
the strokes, ray montagne's hold you in my arms and this song i heard on tv and from topshop.
i forgot who sang it, but it's called shoot the runner and the mtv is AWESOMEEEEEE :D

ok off to meet joan tay, CANT WAIT FOR SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE TWO TONIGHT YIPEEEEE :D

AWW.


ok i'm thinking, should i start on prisonbreak?
if i do, i'll hardcore it till i finish the season and go on to season 2 but that would mean that i dont have to watch on thurs anymore.
then thurdays 10pm-s will be so boring :(

and i found ANOTHER song to get, HAHA.
shit i dont want to go to jailllll.
ray lamontagne's hold you in my arms.
god i'm usually not into ballads but it's so sweeeeeet and you'll find yourself singing to the song in no time :D

ok it's 1.57am HAHA and i have to go to tiong bahru at 11.30am, i hope i'll actually be alive.
ah i hope i just pop up awake like this morning.
like seriously i slept at like 3am and i just WOKE UP at 9am and i was wide awake.
GOOD NIGHTTTTT :D

HELLOHELOOHELLO.
i just finished watching muse's performance on the EMAs again cause yihui smsed me when muse came on.
god i was just so excited!
today, i cemented my ultimate love for muse by spending $43 on the muse HULABALOO dvd, SUCH A CUTE NAME RIGHT I KNOW :D
you know i like something very much if i'm willing to spend alot of money on it :D

went out with deniseleong today :D:D
went to vivo and I GOT HER TO BUY A TOPSHOP TOP OMG YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
good for you deniseleong :D
vivo was just very messy and headache-y so we left to orchard.
and we managed to get her her heels!
WTH LAH they are higher than mine, she's going to be freaking 180 during prom.
so it was fun today, shopshopshopshop around everywhere and eateateateateat.
the sakae sushi at the end make me SUPER BLOATED.
and both of us spent up to 60+ bucks.
woohoo all that money all gone :(

ok i'm now watching one tree hillseason 2 episode 3, OMG YOUTUBE CUTT OFF SO MANY BITS OF IT AND EPISODE 4 ISNT UPLOADED!
SHIT IT I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE STRIPPER, I HOPE SHE DIDNT JUMP NATHAN WTH.
NO NATHAN TURN HER DOWN TURN HER DOWN YOU LOVE HALEY.
i feel damn auntie but DAMN this is so exciting!

ok and tmr i'm off to watch james bond with joan tay, woohoo :D
ok i'm BORED.
QUIZ TIME.
from zoe again HAHAHA she provides damn alot of quizzes can :D

are you:
*sensitive: yup.
*easily hurt: depends.
*calm: NO omg.
*quiet: HAHAHHA. I AM NOT QUIET.
*choosy: quite.
*active: i'm a lazy piece of shit.
*very shy: depends.
*confident in yourself: depends.
*good: i can be.
*outgoing: i can be.
*open-minded: quite.
*an only child: YUPYUP :D
*happy at the moment: YEAYEAYEAYEAYEA (:
*tired: NAH I'M WIDE AWAKEEEEEEE.
*playing any online games: NO.
*play chess: i cant play english chess.

Do You?
*believe the term 'love at first sight': nope.
*have someone you really care for presently: i love my friends? (:
*believe in love: yup.
*play the piano: till secondary one, i miss playing the piano :(
*play the drums: NO I WANT TO LEARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
*like your life: so far so good :D
*like school: YES I LOVE SCGS <3
*like dancing: yup i like jumping up and down and trying to dance.
*like sweets: i'm a sucker for gummies.
*like travelling: used to hate it but THERE ARE SO MANY PLACES I WANT TO GO NOW. berlin, paris and zurich!
*own an Xbox/playstationer: dont have one, dont want one.
*love spongebob squarepants: nope, but the song is catchy. WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEE, SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!
*ride a bike: i love to ride a bike!
*read HarryPotter: yups but i gave up after book five, it was draggy and boring. but i'll watch all the movies :D
*yell at your sibling/s: i dont have siblings can.
*argue with your parents: yup, who doesnt right?
*love McDonalds: i'm surprise i still continue eating it after 16 years.
*play basketball: yup used to, but its fun to just shoot :D
*play badminton: yupyup love it :D
*play tennis: no! I WANT TO LEARN, i just cant hit the ball right.
*play bowling: i suck like hell.
*swim: I LOVE SWIMMING :D
*ice- skating: i cant ice-skate for shit.
*billiards: i cant hit the ball right, it goes in weird angles with no force.
*love movies: yea i like watching movies, IF ONLY THEY WERE CHEAPER :D
*like Oreo: nope.
*like chips: as in, potato chips? YEA!
*do the housework: i can only wash dishes.
*love your friends: yupyup :D

Will You?
*get more than 5 piercings: over my dead freaking body.
*curse a friend: depends. i 'shit you' alot of people actually :D
*hug a stranger: maybe. i'm actually very outgoing towards strangers.
*sneak out at night alone: who the hell would sneak out alone, thats just gay.
*further your studies overseas: no moneyyyyyyy.
*try summoning a ghost for fun: NO WAY.
*try alcohol: yup maybe.
*love someone whole heartedly: yes i will (:
*hug someone: yup hugging is fun :D
*look someone in the eye: i'm quite bad at eye contact, it makes me think like 'shit stop looking at my eyebags'
*do stupid things that finally made u really embarrased: probably not.
*said sorry to someone: like yea?
*thank someone: yup :D
*love someone who hurts u badly: i dont love assholes.

and whoa i've been sucked into the world of dark muse music.
their old music is emo with this weird indescribable twist of creativity thats purely muse.
matt seems like this hurt child so truly absorbed in his work and you feel like going over and hug him and tell him it's ok.
ok it's just the nathan haley thing talking HAHA.
and matt's such a great pianist.
i'm a sucker for pianists and he's so good at projecting feeling into his pieces.
i like watching pianists play and listening to classical music but i hated playing the piano back then and i quit :(
HAHA ok i've just been watching the hullabaloo dvd and it's blowing my mind away :D:D
and no i'm not turning emo HHAHAA.
i feel like spending 25 bucks more for the absolution tour dvd, i was just damn shocked when HMV sold old muse stuff, I WAS LIKE AH OMFG *GRABGRABGRAB*

ok that was fun, I LOVE ANSWERING QUESTIONS AND MUSE :D
OK YAY BYEBYE :D