self reminder:

Fall in love with YOU!

Make lists of hundreds and hundreds of wonderful things about you. Keep adding to it every day.

Know that you are perfect. Do not think any negative thoughts about you.

Know that you are worthy and deserving of anything and everything you could possibly want in your life.

Focus on the wonderful things in every person. Look for only those things.

Do not blame or criticize anybody, ever.

Set an intention that you are going to see the best in everything and everyone.

Make your happiness the number one thing in your life. Happiness is an inside job.

Free yourself of the responsibility of trying to make other people happy. Respect and love them enough to allow them to take care of their own happiness.

Get your attention off those things in others that don't make you feel good.

Appreciate and love yourself in every moment you can.

Do not expect others to behave in a way you want, so you will be happy. Release yourself forevermore and know that you alone control your happiness and it is a choice, no matter what anyone else is doing.

Love and respect yourself completely.

Know that you are perfect right now.

the little things that eat at me.
cant let it accumulate :(

someone told me to get it off my chest but i just cant.
or at least not yet i guess.

in plants vs zombies terms, im a walnut getting eaten away HAHAHA.
just kidding.
plants vs zombies is a really awesome game btw.
google it.

(:

yumz.
credit yuslina!
your blog is always awesome (:

everyday all of us are learning, exploring, interacting, working, playing, loving.
thats what i love about life (:
and soon i can throw in travelling!
ubc (:

if you put imogen heap's hide and seek, stars's the night starts here and elevator love letter on repeat i think you may get depressed HAHAHAHA.
throw in biz law and the process is made INSTANT.

but awesome songs nonetheless (:
and thats why im risking my emotional health by spamming them while doing biz law HAHA.
but i also throw in basement jaxx's my turn to make my biz law day slightly better (:

or well STARTING biz law.
woke up at like 12+ (i have not woken up so late in a longggggggg time) in the afternoon just now, sat down for a nice long delicious lunch with my dad (da baoed some set thing from soup kitchen) and watched tv (:
when i look back i realised i havent done that in so long and sometimes i feel very guilty :(

but my dad told me this just now, going along the lines of:

we support you in everything you do and we dont force you to excel in your studies.
if there's anything we want you to excel in, it is happiness.

i love my parents so very very much.
although they are always right behind supporting me but they never get in the way of what i do which i dont even really ask them before planning.
my happiness is always their priority and that is why i know so certainly that they love me and im very grateful although i know i rarely express my gratitude.
i promise to show them that i love them more, this shall be a late new year's resolution HAHA.

so yes its 2.22pm HAHAHAHA SO CUTE.
and im sitting in front of my table, trying to ignore biz law but of course i HAVE to start.
soon.
HAHA.

and sent kailing's off ystd at the airport for her 4 months exchange in switzerland.
WILL MISS HER DOU DOU.
she's really a pillar of strength in our team and her prescence will definitely be missed <3
awesome times much <3

i am not convinced.

PHOENIXWAHZOMGGGGGGGGG <3

everytime i find myself judging and criticising people's actions, i really have to stop and think to myself.
do i do the same damn thing?
just that i give myself excuses and im blind to my own behaviour.
then i feel like i have to let others have their freedom to behave the way they do, although it doesnt make me feel good.
gosh im so selfish.



stuck in my head

Phoenix - 1901 - A Take Away Show from La Blogotheque on Vimeo.

Phoenix - Lizstomania / One time too many - A Take Away Show from La Blogotheque on Vimeo.

take me away and fly me to paris thanks (:
future honeymoon location confirm plus chop already manz.
i love 1901.
hearing it as the new york i love you trailer song made me discover a new love for it.
i have ALWAYS wanted to go on those open double decker buses in paris!
their music is beautiful(:
and phoenix are like such adorable passionate musicians, their interviews are so interesting.
and they take such lovely photos which they put up on their blog!

http://wearephoenix.com/journal/

ok need to sleep soon, driving at 930 am tmr zzzzzzz.
goodnight world! (:

<3

this week is a nice long break for me.
but SHITLOADS of work has successfully piled up for the rest of my feb.
but i will hang in there, OH YES I WILL.

because at least theres one thing thats good, which is i got into ubc.
summer activity CHECK.
travelling with the awesome boy (HELLO YOU :D) is definitely something to look forward to (:

OK TIME TO GO DO SOME WORK.

and it's my goal to radiate joy and make people laugh.
i think nothing feels better than making others laugh.
i dont want to be down and bringing others with me.
i want to be happy with all the people that matter to me (:

family, friends and whoever in my heart, I LOVE YOU ALL MANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
and i want to show you all that i do (:

WAH MUSE WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN FUCKING AWESOME LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS COMPLETE HAHAHAHA.
AND I AM SO GOING TO TYPE IN CAPS FOR THIS WHOLE ENTRY.
ITS LIKE MY HEART IS EXPLODING WITH HAPPINESS AND ALL AWESOME THINGS!

LOVE MUSE.
MORE AND MORE AND MORE.
SEEING THEM FOR THE SECOND TIME WAS HOW MIND-BLOWING SINCE.
I WAS THERE AT 3PM, QUEUED IN THE SUN, TOLERATED WITH CRANKY ATTITUDE SAOSIN, ENJOYED RISE AGAINST ALTHOUGH THE MOSHING WAS SHIT CRAZY AND WAITED FOR MUSE WHO ONLY CAME OUT AT 10PM <3

BUT THAT WAS SO DAMN WORTH IT.

THE LIGHTS, THE GRAPHICS, THE PROPS, THE CROWD'S INTENSE ENERGY, MUSEEEEEEEEEEEE <3

AND THEY PLAYED LOADS OF SONGS FROM THE RESISTANCE: UPRISING, RESISTANCE, MK ULTRA, UNDISCLOSED DESIRES, UNNATURAL SELECTION, SYMPHONY 1

WAH ALL DAMN EPIC MAN.
LIKE SERIOUSLY YOU WOULD THINK IT SOUNDS QUITE CRAP ON RECORD.
ITS FUCKING MIND BLOWING LIVE WITH ALL THE GRAPHICS TO ACCOMPANY THE SUPER AWESOME MUSIC.

THE GIG ENDED AT 12, WE WERE THIRSTY, WE WERE TIRED, BUT THE SMILES NEVER LEFT OUR FACES HAHAHAHHA.
CLIFTON, MY MUSE KHAKI!
SERIOUSLY THANKS THE COMPANY WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE.
AND THANKS TO ALL THE COMPANY ALONG THE WAY! :D:D:D:D

AND OMG RESISTANCE AND UNDISCLOSED DESIRES ARE STUCK IN MY HEAD.
BTW THE LYRICS ARE PRETTY AWESOME TOO, MATT IS GETTING MORE LOVE-ISH AND ITS DAMN SWEET TOO ASIDE FROM THE GRANDESS AND EPICNESS OF THE ALBUM <3


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rise against was a surprise gem!
the band were pretty good, the lead was friendly and energetic and the songs were pretty awesome :D
came across this sweet simple song: swing life away



Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

i feel like im in quicksand.
the more i struggle, the faster and deeper i sink.
makes me feel so helpless.
like this is how it should be and its destined to be like this.
turn back time please?



the killers make pretty good company on my journeys home <3