looking at my old cj photos, i realise HOW FREAKING FAT AND PALE IVE BECOME.
it scares the living daylights out of me and im going to start exercise.
I PROMISE.
i havent had regular exercise since hockey season ended last year, except napfa and basketball and tennis sessions with my class.
terrible, im such a fat lazy bum.
so tmr i shall be going to yiting's place to do some running and cycling or whatever in the gym :/
I WANT TO SWIM AND GET SOME SUN.
but that shall be left for next time (:

met up with qian on wednesdsay for dinner at wasabi tei at far east.
omg ate so freaking much thanks to qian.
i felt so bad for our left our food cause it would seem like their food sucks when that is like so damn not true cause their food is delicious so i stuffed everything down.
i wasnt even hungry in the first place sigh AND I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT.
i gained like 3 kg since jc time oh my freakkkkkkkkkk.





friday met up with my class.
dinner at coffee club with hari jindao michelle teresa and jin an cause of the 1 for 1 main course deal which is AWESOME but friday was the last day :(
then met zhao loong and diane and went over to his place for karaoke!
although the karaoke atmosphere was not there but it was good catching up with the class and singing oldies with the girls heh heh :D
discussed a probable langkawi trip for some relaxation then nigel joined us.
went to cartel at ps for the after 9pm 'happy hour' thing HAHA.
50% off snacks and coffee drinks :D
met fiona and qianyu!
HAHA me and fiona love the happy hour thing at cartel after we came across it last time.
then we sat outside at the stairs area till 1 plus then hari and i left to cab home.




more pictures with fiona (:

today
overslept argh im becoming such a pig.
then went for the k lunch at kbox with qian and opy :D
did a little shopping around in town then qian left for her dinner appointment and opy and i went home cause we were both very sleepy.
totally knocked out on the bus gosh.







tmr, going to yiting's place then travis's birthday chalet (:
can catch up with serina and travis, wish they were still working at citibank :(

what the hell lah my mum just irritated the shit out of me.
just like how she interfered with my uni applications, now she's checking up on all the matriculation details for smu and printing out everything and bugging me about it.
what the freak lah whats her problem she's not even the one going to uni, stop bugging me.
and i really hate it that she's printing all tons of all these things and wasting paper and it can all the read online.
and she does it all so secretly i hate it.
ok maybe im just being mean but im freaking annoyed sigh.

I MUST SING THIS SONG


love love love love zhang xin jie's voice.
although when i first saw him i was like eeeee but he's so damn charming when he sings!
but bloody hell he lost to the winner by like 0.0027 or something %*^$^#@

i want to singggggggggggggggg *zombie state*
HAHAHA.
but sometimes halfway through singing i can like burst out laughing cause i sound so damn horrible HAHAHA.

sigh i think im finding work a bother nowadays so i may quit asap.
but i want money!!!!!!!!!
HAHA omg how shallow heh heh heh.

met yihui last night for angels and demons + dinner at the 99 cents sushi place at cathay.
wah i totally pigged out with 4 plates of sushi, one tomato bacon meat dish thing and 1 coke float.
then we went to walk around cathay and ps before watching our 9 plus movie.
angels and demons were seriously sold out damn fast we went at 6 to buy tickets and we got second row from the screen.

the movie was pretty good lah!
not as bad as people seem to say.
although its definitely too fast paced i liked the mystery in this particular film more than the davinci code.
and i prefered the location of vatican city more too.
i think zooming around vatican city made angels and demons way more exciting.
although i already knew who the bad guy was from huizhen but i still enjoyed the movie (:
but i think knowing who the bad guy was made me pay more attention to him to see how he tricked everyone, and also what pretty eyes he has for me to admire hint hint hint.



today met michelle lai, jodie, lois and denise leong at tea party at sixth avenue to catch up!
shared some good food and drinks and played taboo and uno before heading to gatherie house for waffle and ice cream :D
the pizza, wedges, strawberry cheesecake, nutella cheesecake, soap, iced tea and cinammon apple tea and tea party were delicious! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
and met valerie who was working there!
left at 10 plus and took the bus home realising that i forgot to bring my earphones.
I REALLY HATE THAT FEELING WHERE YOU BRING YOUR IPOD BUT NOT YOUR EARPHONES ARGH.
cause nowadays i put my earphones in a separate pouch so that i dont kill yet ANOTHER pair of earphones cause i wrap them around my ipod and throw it into my bag where it gets entangled with alot of shit.
it was really nice catching up with them!
and i love tea party man :D







havent taken photos in so long omg!

KENASAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
i remember ever since i was very young, ive always wanted to be taller and taller.
my dream height was 1.7m.
but now i think i would like to chop off my legs so that i can be shorter so i can buy dresses that i like without going like WAH LAO ITS ONLY 32 INCHES IN LENGTH.
but then the model wears the cloths so so so so well that im like I WANT TO BUY IT SO BAD.
then i buy it and feel very conscious uncomfortable everytime i wear it :(
WAH LAO EH I WANT TO COMPLAIN.
ONLINE SHOPS SHOULD MANUFACTURE DRESSES THAT ARE LONGER THAN 32 INCHES.
ok but then what about all those short people like qian HAHAHAHA.
ok kidding my dear, bet you're used to it lah hor :D

i want to sing k i want to sing k i want to sing k.
IM CRAVING FOR KARAOKE RIGHT NOW.
and next week i MAY be singing on both fri and sat.
i think that may be abit too overload though :/
but im sure its unneccesary to sing in moderation :D
i just wrote down a list of songs i want to find HAHAHA cause i always like blank out when i go karaoke and only remember what new songs i wanted to find like halfway while singing.

and omg i just went on some crazy dress buying spree ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I NEED TO STOP BUYING DRESSES THAT ARE TOO SHORT FOR ME.
and i even bought this dress in two colours just cause they looked so so so pretty on the model HAHA.
ok must console myself.
i am a girl there's nothing wrong with me buying dresses!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHHAA.
ok at least im still working.

but i think my wisdom teeth are coming out so that means thousands of dollars are going to be spent on the extraction.
so after that i think i probably wont have any money left from what i earned at citibank the past 4 months :(

AHHHHHHHHHHH :(

i just accepted my smu business so it's pretty much finalised that i'll be going there.
i feel pretty wary of entering smu but at least i'll have yihui there (:
and maybe leon gim too!
but time to just deal with it and dig out the enthusiasm i had for smu during sc that i is now buried somewhere within me.
and i know my parents are really happy for me that im in smu.
my dad worrying about it all day long and my mum going to the temply to pray.
making the decision to choose smu was also really hard but thanks for alllllllllll the advice from everyone (:
now its time to just look forward to things positively :D

ANYWAY
ive been wanting to check out the whole eurovision thing after reading about it on the papers.
introducing alexander rybak!




























omg that made me so fall in love!
that song is SO DARN FAMILIAR.
i think it was used in some old korean drama but gosh such a beautiful piece!
and he's cute too HAHAHA.

and the song he played in the finals.



this is the performance after he won.
at first i found it kind of lame but it GETS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD I SWEAR.

i could spam more but i ought to stop HAHA.
there's a video of him performing 'all i do is dream of you' and its SO FREAKING LOVELY but i shall stop myself from putting it here heh.

its pretty much decided that im going to smu business.
didnt see it coming honestly.
it's definitely going to a huge step that im taking but i think it'll be for the better and i'll emerge stronger and more prepared to face the harsh corporate world!!!!!! HAHA.
and that would also make the people around me happier so thats also good (:

went to sing karaoke with yiting yesterday, SHIOKKKKKKKK.
had dinner first at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao yum yum yum.
at first i couldnt find my liang wen ying songs and i was SO DEVASTATED.
but turns out she doesnt have a slot in the female singer section but you can find her songs if you search through language then song title.
after that we went to gloria jeans for a drink and finished up the snack we da baoed from crystal jade but was unable to eat in kbox cause our room was just outside the counter where all the staff are standing around.
cabbed home at 11 plus and knocked out immediately after i got home.

woke up feeling tireddddddddd.
work was alright, kind of got scolded yikes.
got to keep more to myself when i do my work cause people are unhappy with me already.
soon its bye bye to my job!
i shall just keep up doing my job as efficiently as i can.

today met qian!
had hokkien mee and desert from food republic yummmmmm i havent eaten there in so long.
went around shopping but i couldnt find anything nice :/
except a bra! HAHAHA.
i think its a start to a new relationship between me and une nana cool at taka.
love the bras there and damn worth it when its on sale now.
50% off alot of bras! :D
then got a free ride to bukit timah woohoo, reached home so much faster thanks! :D
it was really nice catching up with you today love!
AND YOUR FRINGE IS GORGEOUS OK.

ok time to try and do some online shopping (:

edit/
dont know what happened but blogger didnt post this entry that i typed last night :/

decisions.
i have alot but i suck at making them.
however, ive learnt something about my decision making process after talking to huizhen about one of her female leo friend.
we leos appear indecisive but actually we probably already have a decision made deep inside of us but we need people to reassure and support us.
sigh what a bitch i can be.
but i really need other people's opinions to help me make my choice :/

well i just got my smu business acceptance last night.
so now its down to ntu civil engineering, nus real estate and smu business.
i was definitely way more excited after getting my real estate acceptance.
unlike when i opened the mailbox and saw a smu letter, i was like 'NOOOOOOOOOOO OH FREAK NOOOOOOOOOOO'
:(
and i owe huizhen a frolick now cause i bet with her that i wouldnt get it hur.

everyone seems to be telling me to go business instead but i want real estate.
ok or maybe im not very sure.
after all smu business will have more value or whatever crap shit than real estate :/
anyway i still have about 10 days more to decide.

ANYWAY.
met up with yihui this wednesday for some jap food and shopping heh heh <3

met fiona today where i splurged at kim gary for dinner and we combed through all the sales going on in the first floor HAHA.
then it was da bao long johns cheese dip fries and chips plus a drink and sitting at the outdoor area for some chitchat.
wah damn alot of people also relakkkkkkkkkk at the outdoor area, damn hard to find a space HAHA.
took the last train home and im incredibly sleepy now.
still as deprived of peaceful sleep as i have been for months.
last night i dreamt about some intense action adventure what the freak.
i want to sleep damn it.

tmr going for the second facial ive ever had in my life HAHA.
finally got persuaded by my mum to go for one.
then driving again i think im going to fail HAHA.
it's already like my 8th lesson but my braking is still terrible.
i try to brake nicely and slowly so that it wont jerk but the car like will just drift and not stop properly so i'll like stop after the damn stop line.
or i'll brake too hard and the car will jerk.
im also not very good at changing lanes :(

ok goodnight!

just read something good on yihui's blog.
my mum tells me the same thing too.
whats yours will always be yours, whats yours will never be yours.
and another one about how we should embrace life like the way we hold water in our hands, dont try to force or grasp things or they will slip through your fingers.
guess it was my bad but i feel this odd sense of freedom, like ive been released from alot of bindings and restrictions.
but i probably placed them on myself like how i always do sighhhhhhhhhh.

anyway the class gathering went pretty well!
mahjong, poker, bluff, asshole taiti, 4 pizzas and 1 seafood platter, boring tv shows, cleo magazine, shittttttttttloads of army talk, laughing at my childhood photos argh and 8 hours of running around like a maid but it was fun :D
and i helped nigel go from losing to winning money within a few rounds woohoo!

havent stayed up to 2 plus am lazying around on the computer in so long.
pretty good feeling (:
and i want to sleep longggggggggg long till lunch :D
hope my cranky body will not suddenly wake me up at 10am again :(
oyasumi nasai! :D

recently ive been youtubeing like xin guang bang (a chinese singing competition) videos.
cuase ive been hooked onto liang wen ying's songs (a former contestant) so ive been watching her videos plus other contestant's.
her songs are so lovely!
and sometimes i'll really get into this chinese music phase cause i guess some feelings are better expressed through chinese.

ANYWAY.

monday
watched friday the 13th with travis, serina and ping long after work.
sat between the 2 monsters again HAHA.
but this time serina didnt disturb me and travis toned down alot good good.
the show was m18 and i thought it was because like someone's brain was going to get smashed or legs kena chopped off but it was cause of the sex SIGH.
all the FAKE PLASTIC SURGERY boobs and sex bits were abit annoying and anti climax but i guess guys will enjoy those!
but it was a pretty good horror movie, just like how the newspapers said.

wednesday
met michelle lai at bukit batok for dinner (:
it was good catching up with her and she analyses me so accurately sometimes.
and thanks for the advice it helped tons!
take care of yourself love

friday
took half day WOOHOO.
met yiting yuling and yuslina to go back to cj to collect our graduating certs.
i didnt even know got such thing HAHA.
da baoed fruit juice and fried fish heh heh.
i miss the fruit juice in cj!
cheap and good and the auntie always called me ping guo gong ju cause i always order apple juice HAHA.
then went to watch star trek.
it was not bad lah!
but i think i had high expectations cause the radio kept saying it was good and the trailer was very exciting etc.
i give it 3.5/5 stars?
but the characters are very likeable and some parts are HILARIOUS.
there was this part i laughed freaking so uncontrollable that yiting had to like stop and calm me down HAHA.
and of course alot of girls will find spark very charming but guys with bangs and sharp eyebrows just arent my type HAHA.
i prefer the main character though he looked much better in just my luck heh.

later part of the class coming to my place.
I WANT TO WIN MONEY DURING MAHJONG.
i need a happiness booster heh heh.

currently im really into duets on xing guang bang heh heh.



wah makes me feel like going karaoke HAHAHA.
the guy is quite cute eh!



wah lao i thought the guy was a girl at first then he turned and ohhhhhhh its the singapore guy!
but omg his voice is really good, just like zhang xin ze.
I LOVE ZHANG XIN ZEEEEEEEEEEE <3
dont care if he's gay or whatever man.
love his oldies HAHA.

zhang xin ze and him even sing together oh my gosh!
like twins man.



ok i shall stop spamming chinese songs HAHHAA.
bye!

this week has been pretty boring :/
if im not working or out, i find myself having nothing to do!
gosh i really hate that feeling.
and i cant even fall asleep and waste my time having a nap.
oh well probably just a phase.

monday
went to eat ben and jerrys + dinner with ping long and serina (:
we got 15 bucks ben and jerrys voucher!
so we ordered 2 brownies with 3 scoops of ice cream and the total bill was like 17 bucks.
but when it came, it was like in an INCREDIBLE SMALL BOWL.
i think we were all damn stunned.
like this costs 17 bucks?!?!?!
HAHA ok ive never really been a fan of ben and jerrys and their flavours anyway.

tuesday was go home and rest day cause i had the smu business interview on wed.
smu called me at like 5pm on monday and i was like damn stunned.
but it really felt like a burden cause i was told on such short notice and i didnt know how to prepare for it sigh.
its like you think you really want a uni to contact you but when they do it doesnt feel very good actually :(

wednesday
took full day leave then went for my interview.
i was at smu from like 530 to 830 omgggggggggggg.
but the people were really nice and i think it was a good experience.
but my group interview went really bad.
didnt have much to say and the things i did say were just normal and boring.
the other people were all super impressive!
oh well so i reached home at like 9 plus and had my dinner before my gastric killed me.

thursday
last day of work for travis and serina :(
had dinner at raffles city subway.
the 5.90 meal is damn worth it!
then came to my place for mahjong.
lost 10 bucks HAHA.
but at least it went to our breakfast!
was supposed to be like 30 plus omg.

friday
went to meet yihui for dinner at novena!
ichiban boshi yumyum.
walked around and went to her place and in the end i cabbed home at 11 plus.

saturday
ah didnt go sing karaoke with teresa they all! :(((((((((
PROMISE AH NEXT TIME GO SING AGAIN AH HEH :D
had driving at 3.
wah actually driving is quite sian, like driving on the road for 1.5 hours is really not that fun HAHA.

saturday night was like THE MOST BORING TIME OF MY LIFE.
wah really nothing to do on the computer at alllllllll.
so i ended up watching tv.
omg i havent done that in so long.
watched time limit investigator 2 on cable!
its a super unusual and quirky murder mystery japanese drama.

ok shall go eat my duck rice now (: