life is able dealing with shit you dont like being thrown at you.
and i suck so bad at it.
i cant pretend i dont like something.
i'm a failure in life HAHAHA.
oh well.
honestly, i dont think things will ever be the same.
i guess once an idea is planted in your head, just like inception, it grows and there's no way you can fight it.
and ever since it occured to me that you could be this way, i have viewed you so differently from that moment onwards.
you disappoint me.
and disappointment can be so crippling.
i guess a switch inside me was turned off and it cant just be turned on again.
i think there goes one friendship, what a waste.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
"You prefer to think things over all by yourself and you don't like people looking inside your head. Maybe that's because you're an only child. You're used to thinking and acting alone. You figure that as long as you understand something, that's enough." She shook her head. " And that makes me afraid. I feel abandoned."
- South of the Border, West of the Sun (Haruki Marukami)
guilty.
- South of the Border, West of the Sun (Haruki Marukami)
guilty.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
there are so many books out there that write about life, about love, about self-discovery, about youth.
and i always looked at them with skepticism and wondered why did they make life so complicated.
life is simple, life is great and things will be fine (:
its not like i dont believe in that anymore but i realised that whether or not i saw it coming, something in me has changed.
perhaps, it was when i turned 20.
i remember turning 20 and thinking that it was absolutely the same even though i am no longer a teen, but now i find myself contemplating about life and my future alot.
its exactly like what those books depicted, trying to find out about your true self.
and i realised that i am so not looking forward to adulthood.
so strange, i used to think that i couldnt wait to be an adult and go out into the working world and get married.
now i rather stay young, stay carefree and do all the things i want to do.
i dont feel depressed or whatever but i just feel older and feel like i want to decipher life, or at least mine.
and i realised that love is something so mysterious.
i used to have such a naive concept of love.
i think there is so much more to love and it has been highly misunderstood due to all the fairy tale ideas of love.
i think love is one of the hardest thing in life to understand and i highly doubt those people who say they are in love truly are.
to be honest, i dont feel like i have been in love before.
its always infactuation, interest, disinterest, care, concern but what is love?
i think its so much more noble and great.
and i have yet to have the privilege of truly experiencing it.
i feel like my past relationship wasnt quite love.
but i still feel very grateful for having had such a good man but nonetheless i was still yearning for more, still searching to experience true love.
but i have learnt to not have such high expectations, perhaps love in reality is not that fantastic.
it has crossed my mind that i rather be by myself than be in a relationship that isnt true.
i guess i used to think that i could live with a relationship that isnt true and strong but i realised that i cant and i wont.
i wont compromise on my happiness, because only i will truly look out for my own happiness.
song for the day: yeah yeah yeahs- maps (:
and i always looked at them with skepticism and wondered why did they make life so complicated.
life is simple, life is great and things will be fine (:
its not like i dont believe in that anymore but i realised that whether or not i saw it coming, something in me has changed.
perhaps, it was when i turned 20.
i remember turning 20 and thinking that it was absolutely the same even though i am no longer a teen, but now i find myself contemplating about life and my future alot.
its exactly like what those books depicted, trying to find out about your true self.
and i realised that i am so not looking forward to adulthood.
so strange, i used to think that i couldnt wait to be an adult and go out into the working world and get married.
now i rather stay young, stay carefree and do all the things i want to do.
i dont feel depressed or whatever but i just feel older and feel like i want to decipher life, or at least mine.
and i realised that love is something so mysterious.
i used to have such a naive concept of love.
i think there is so much more to love and it has been highly misunderstood due to all the fairy tale ideas of love.
i think love is one of the hardest thing in life to understand and i highly doubt those people who say they are in love truly are.
to be honest, i dont feel like i have been in love before.
its always infactuation, interest, disinterest, care, concern but what is love?
i think its so much more noble and great.
and i have yet to have the privilege of truly experiencing it.
i feel like my past relationship wasnt quite love.
but i still feel very grateful for having had such a good man but nonetheless i was still yearning for more, still searching to experience true love.
but i have learnt to not have such high expectations, perhaps love in reality is not that fantastic.
it has crossed my mind that i rather be by myself than be in a relationship that isnt true.
i guess i used to think that i could live with a relationship that isnt true and strong but i realised that i cant and i wont.
i wont compromise on my happiness, because only i will truly look out for my own happiness.
song for the day: yeah yeah yeahs- maps (:
Friday, October 22, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
everytime i hear the solanin song, everytime i replay the trailer, everytime i rewatch the epic last part of the movie, i get so overwhelmed with emotions.
i want to pick up an instrument, i want to play music, i want to be good at music, i want to form a band, i want a love so strong and so motivating like theirs, i want to travel to japan, i want to go there for exchange.
all this just from a movie <3
i think i may be a little bit too caught up in the movie and the after effects have yet to wear off HAHA.
i want to pick up an instrument, i want to play music, i want to be good at music, i want to form a band, i want a love so strong and so motivating like theirs, i want to travel to japan, i want to go there for exchange.
all this just from a movie <3
i think i may be a little bit too caught up in the movie and the after effects have yet to wear off HAHA.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
i just finished solanin.
wow, what a great movie and i think its going to be one of my favourite movies.
a movie about love between two people, about friendship, about death, about being young, about daring to dream, about daring to take the risk and break out of the norm and ultimately daring to say goodbye to your old self and chase your dream.
and for this movie, the dream of the antagonist's boyfriend is to form a band to play music.
in a nutshell, the boyfriend passes away in an accident around 2/3 into the movie and the antagonist takes over his dream to play in a band and performs this song called solanin which the boyfriend wrote before he died.
but the whole movie is more than just the death, its about the growth of the antagonist, her boyfriend,their friends and band members through their youth as they struggle to balance mundane reality and their dreams and finding direction in their lives.
very touching, sweet and inspiring <3
really made me feel like doing something like this with my life HAHA.
a bonus for me is i really like japanese rock bands and their style of music (eg remioromen, asian kung fu generation) so i super love music in this movie.
and coincidentally, asian kung fu generation sang the solanin sound for the soundtrack (:
now looking back at the trailer after i watched the movie, i realised the trailer was really awesome!
chose all the damn suitable scenes, and love love love love the solanin song <3
lyrics:
Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky
A life spent saying goodbye?
The little piece of the future I saw
Was waving goodbye
The small room i once lived in
Is now occupied by someone else
The horrible things I said to you
The days that were wasted
Perhaps if I'd taken that chance,
if I could go back to that day
But I'll never be that person again
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters
That long rainbow coloured scarf
I stroll through the back alley
It all comes back to me now
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
I guess
Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do
its a farewell song to your past self <3
cant find a video of the performance scene during the movie with the lyrics and all, that was epic!
AND I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT HAHAHHA
its a freaking good song with awesome lyrics, what more can you ask for!
plus, i really like the acting of the lead actor kengo kora and lead actress aoi miyazaki <3
ok wow its 5.19pm
TALK ABOUT NOT DOING WORK HAHAHAHA.
wow, what a great movie and i think its going to be one of my favourite movies.
a movie about love between two people, about friendship, about death, about being young, about daring to dream, about daring to take the risk and break out of the norm and ultimately daring to say goodbye to your old self and chase your dream.
and for this movie, the dream of the antagonist's boyfriend is to form a band to play music.
in a nutshell, the boyfriend passes away in an accident around 2/3 into the movie and the antagonist takes over his dream to play in a band and performs this song called solanin which the boyfriend wrote before he died.
but the whole movie is more than just the death, its about the growth of the antagonist, her boyfriend,their friends and band members through their youth as they struggle to balance mundane reality and their dreams and finding direction in their lives.
very touching, sweet and inspiring <3
really made me feel like doing something like this with my life HAHA.
a bonus for me is i really like japanese rock bands and their style of music (eg remioromen, asian kung fu generation) so i super love music in this movie.
and coincidentally, asian kung fu generation sang the solanin sound for the soundtrack (:
now looking back at the trailer after i watched the movie, i realised the trailer was really awesome!
chose all the damn suitable scenes, and love love love love the solanin song <3
lyrics:
Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky
A life spent saying goodbye?
The little piece of the future I saw
Was waving goodbye
The small room i once lived in
Is now occupied by someone else
The horrible things I said to you
The days that were wasted
Perhaps if I'd taken that chance,
if I could go back to that day
But I'll never be that person again
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters
That long rainbow coloured scarf
I stroll through the back alley
It all comes back to me now
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
I guess
Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do
its a farewell song to your past self <3
cant find a video of the performance scene during the movie with the lyrics and all, that was epic!
AND I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT HAHAHHA
its a freaking good song with awesome lyrics, what more can you ask for!
plus, i really like the acting of the lead actor kengo kora and lead actress aoi miyazaki <3
ok wow its 5.19pm
TALK ABOUT NOT DOING WORK HAHAHAHA.
what a waste i could have been your lover.
what a waste i could have been your friend.
love belle and sebastian's new song 'little lou, ugly jack, prophet john' featuring norah jones.
love and friendship, two things that dont go together.
if you have one you have to give up the another.
i guess we can never have the best of both worlds.
but im well (:
and i hope you are too (:
today marks the end of mid term break.
HA, BREAK MY ASS MAN.
monday,
which was the only day where i could take things easy.
went back to school to get a little bit of studying done at the handball room.
but i was practically using the com the whole time HAHAHA.
then met my mum for dinner at west mall then went down to the driving centre to switch to school and book lessons and all zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
tuesday,
met kailing for lunch at city hall then we went to sing karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with karen and cheyenne.
5 hours of karaoke was SHIOK.
but my voice was like already going and after that it was gone HAHAHAHA.
then went to meet michelle lai, lois and shun yee for dinner at marina square ministry of food yumz (:
proceeded to esplanade for desertttttttttt.
we went to that crazy chocolate place at esplanade, mac something lah cant remember the name HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the intense chocolate cake was damn delicious but the hot chocolate was like INSANE.
YOU WILL DIE IF YOU DRINK IT ALONE HAHAHAHA.
then headache started as i had to start planning and coordinating george's birthday surprise so i hurried home after the gathering.
wednesday,
driving lesson at 920 in the morning MEGA ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
then went down to jeremy's house at dakota for mpw project meeting and to interview his mum!
old airport road was closed so no yummy lunch there :(
but had yummy tofu cheesecake at jeremy's place :D
OMG I LOVE TOFU AND IT WAS LIKE THE BEST CHEESECAKE EVERRRRRRRRRRR.
then off to ccab for training (:
late dinner/supper at xin wang at coro and it was back home with my new found fellow west sider!
turns out handball has another west sider who just stays at the condo opposite my block yay!
thursday,
went to school at 830 (FREAKING ASS TIRED) to meet cynthia to get some work done before our marketing meeting at 12.
then i had my second meeting, finance, and i dropped by the handball room for a few rounds of monodeal before going to the driving centre for theory lesson from 910 to 1050.
and omg the instructor was so interesting!
i thought theory lesson sure super boring HAHAHA.
LONG LONG DAY.
missed out on george's birthday surpise :(
friday,
training in school at 4 then it was off to ms meeting till like 10+
got most of our report done yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
saturday,
GRAB HUCK SCORE.
was at sengkang from 8am-4pm zomg.
but it was fun (:
havent had such fun playing frisbee in a longggggggggg time :D:D
then off to raffles country club at tuas (DAMN FREAKING FAR) for jiaqi's birthday part.
with the fun fun theme of black society (:
however, i think handball slightly took it too far and made it like HEI SE HUI type of black society HAHAHAHHA.
then off to jurong point for a few rounds of monodeal at mos burger before going home (:
sunday,
SLEPT 11 HOURS <3
watching solanin!
its a japanese movie about youth and following your dreams, which in this movie is about music.
i realised its a common theme in japanese movies.
perhaps japan is quite a repressed society and its common amongst youth to feel lost and following societal norm up till a sort of sudden revelation about their dreams and hopes.
but anyhow, i love watching japanese movies (:
its the type of calm and peaceful style of cinematography and they like to have shots of the sky HAHAHAHA.
alright back to the movie then ive got finance and mpw to do (:
i realised im so not an opinionated person :(
what a waste i could have been your friend.
love belle and sebastian's new song 'little lou, ugly jack, prophet john' featuring norah jones.
love and friendship, two things that dont go together.
if you have one you have to give up the another.
i guess we can never have the best of both worlds.
but im well (:
and i hope you are too (:
today marks the end of mid term break.
HA, BREAK MY ASS MAN.
monday,
which was the only day where i could take things easy.
went back to school to get a little bit of studying done at the handball room.
but i was practically using the com the whole time HAHAHA.
then met my mum for dinner at west mall then went down to the driving centre to switch to school and book lessons and all zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
tuesday,
met kailing for lunch at city hall then we went to sing karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with karen and cheyenne.
5 hours of karaoke was SHIOK.
but my voice was like already going and after that it was gone HAHAHAHA.
then went to meet michelle lai, lois and shun yee for dinner at marina square ministry of food yumz (:
proceeded to esplanade for desertttttttttt.
we went to that crazy chocolate place at esplanade, mac something lah cant remember the name HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the intense chocolate cake was damn delicious but the hot chocolate was like INSANE.
YOU WILL DIE IF YOU DRINK IT ALONE HAHAHAHA.
then headache started as i had to start planning and coordinating george's birthday surprise so i hurried home after the gathering.
wednesday,
driving lesson at 920 in the morning MEGA ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
then went down to jeremy's house at dakota for mpw project meeting and to interview his mum!
old airport road was closed so no yummy lunch there :(
but had yummy tofu cheesecake at jeremy's place :D
OMG I LOVE TOFU AND IT WAS LIKE THE BEST CHEESECAKE EVERRRRRRRRRRR.
then off to ccab for training (:
late dinner/supper at xin wang at coro and it was back home with my new found fellow west sider!
turns out handball has another west sider who just stays at the condo opposite my block yay!
thursday,
went to school at 830 (FREAKING ASS TIRED) to meet cynthia to get some work done before our marketing meeting at 12.
then i had my second meeting, finance, and i dropped by the handball room for a few rounds of monodeal before going to the driving centre for theory lesson from 910 to 1050.
and omg the instructor was so interesting!
i thought theory lesson sure super boring HAHAHA.
LONG LONG DAY.
missed out on george's birthday surpise :(
friday,
training in school at 4 then it was off to ms meeting till like 10+
got most of our report done yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
saturday,
GRAB HUCK SCORE.
was at sengkang from 8am-4pm zomg.
but it was fun (:
havent had such fun playing frisbee in a longggggggggg time :D:D
then off to raffles country club at tuas (DAMN FREAKING FAR) for jiaqi's birthday part.
with the fun fun theme of black society (:
however, i think handball slightly took it too far and made it like HEI SE HUI type of black society HAHAHAHHA.
then off to jurong point for a few rounds of monodeal at mos burger before going home (:
sunday,
SLEPT 11 HOURS <3
watching solanin!
its a japanese movie about youth and following your dreams, which in this movie is about music.
i realised its a common theme in japanese movies.
perhaps japan is quite a repressed society and its common amongst youth to feel lost and following societal norm up till a sort of sudden revelation about their dreams and hopes.
but anyhow, i love watching japanese movies (:
its the type of calm and peaceful style of cinematography and they like to have shots of the sky HAHAHAHA.
alright back to the movie then ive got finance and mpw to do (:
i realised im so not an opinionated person :(
Sunday, October 03, 2010
hello (:
mid term break is coming!
we'll see how the week will be spent, dont really know what to expect.
i guess its be studying for marketing mid term, dinner with michelle and lois on tues, karaoke with the handball girls, handball study rooms, finance and marketing meeting on thurs and grab huck score on sat!
year 2 has been tougher than year 1 i think, the mods are harder and i feel busier.
but ill make it through!
and theres so much for me to look forward to i think, new love, exchange in japan, temasek foundation exchange scholarship.
so many things i really want to do and want to work forward to (:
and music always makes my world go round! <3
came across this WONDERFUL website thanks to keng leong, its called indieshuffle.com
MY GODDDDDDDD ITS SO GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3
and i realised i havent watch a movie in a damn long time, shall do that soon!!
will blog more regularly now (:
mid term break is coming!
we'll see how the week will be spent, dont really know what to expect.
i guess its be studying for marketing mid term, dinner with michelle and lois on tues, karaoke with the handball girls, handball study rooms, finance and marketing meeting on thurs and grab huck score on sat!
year 2 has been tougher than year 1 i think, the mods are harder and i feel busier.
but ill make it through!
and theres so much for me to look forward to i think, new love, exchange in japan, temasek foundation exchange scholarship.
so many things i really want to do and want to work forward to (:
and music always makes my world go round! <3
came across this WONDERFUL website thanks to keng leong, its called indieshuffle.com
MY GODDDDDDDD ITS SO GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3
and i realised i havent watch a movie in a damn long time, shall do that soon!!
will blog more regularly now (:
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Thursday, May 13, 2010
yo!
this past week has been pretty packed, did alot of catching up with friends, buying alot of stuff for the trip and also just got a new desktop computer for my mum!
really want to leave for the trip on a good note, still be able to manage keeping in contact with my friends, doing well for the mods in ubc and having a great great awesome summer holiday :D
money has been flowing out of our pockets like a river!!
its making me feel very guilty and worried :(
but my mum is like that, always just spending money!
and always asking me to take cab :(
ive taken cab twice this week ahhhhhh!!
and i've also been spending quite abit of money on food!!
steamboat last night, food for thought today for lunch, wild honey tmr for brunch then karaoke tmr too!!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
well ok back to a new jap drama i found!
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan!
freaking funny omg HAHAHAHA.
alright take care friends!
will be away from 15may-10 july! <3
this past week has been pretty packed, did alot of catching up with friends, buying alot of stuff for the trip and also just got a new desktop computer for my mum!
really want to leave for the trip on a good note, still be able to manage keeping in contact with my friends, doing well for the mods in ubc and having a great great awesome summer holiday :D
money has been flowing out of our pockets like a river!!
its making me feel very guilty and worried :(
but my mum is like that, always just spending money!
and always asking me to take cab :(
ive taken cab twice this week ahhhhhh!!
and i've also been spending quite abit of money on food!!
steamboat last night, food for thought today for lunch, wild honey tmr for brunch then karaoke tmr too!!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
well ok back to a new jap drama i found!
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan!
freaking funny omg HAHAHAHA.
alright take care friends!
will be away from 15may-10 july! <3
Friday, May 07, 2010
packing and planning have been stressful!
i know i was away for about a month last december too but back then i didnt have to do my own laundry, cook for myself and book all transportation and accomodation!
its definitely going to be a whole new experience and i hope everything turns out fine (:
if not we'll adapt! HAHAHA.
im also worried about being away from my family and friends for such a long time!
so SKYPE/MSN/FB OK PEOPLE <3<3<3
my skype email is limwanyin@hotmail.com :D
got to teach my mum how to use skype too!!
once again my mum has been very involved in my trip, she is always researching stuff, printing loads of stuff out and secretly planning what i need to pack and packing them into little packets for me already to put into the luggage.
i know she's just trying to help but time and time again its a source of argument cause i just really hate it when she does things secretly like this and just surprise me with loads of crap.
but yup i really want to leave on a good note and the best case scenario is to keep in close contact with my parents for the next 2 months!
well at least one good difference between nepal and this summer will be that i can actually contact them!
i only communicated with them through a few smses last december :(
and of course mother's day is coming up.
i got to get her something good!
shopping tmr with qian!! :D
i know i was away for about a month last december too but back then i didnt have to do my own laundry, cook for myself and book all transportation and accomodation!
its definitely going to be a whole new experience and i hope everything turns out fine (:
if not we'll adapt! HAHAHA.
im also worried about being away from my family and friends for such a long time!
so SKYPE/MSN/FB OK PEOPLE <3<3<3
my skype email is limwanyin@hotmail.com :D
got to teach my mum how to use skype too!!
once again my mum has been very involved in my trip, she is always researching stuff, printing loads of stuff out and secretly planning what i need to pack and packing them into little packets for me already to put into the luggage.
i know she's just trying to help but time and time again its a source of argument cause i just really hate it when she does things secretly like this and just surprise me with loads of crap.
but yup i really want to leave on a good note and the best case scenario is to keep in close contact with my parents for the next 2 months!
well at least one good difference between nepal and this summer will be that i can actually contact them!
i only communicated with them through a few smses last december :(
and of course mother's day is coming up.
i got to get her something good!
shopping tmr with qian!! :D
Sunday, May 02, 2010
ok wow yihui chiong me to post, i post.
but i dont know what to write.
EH MDM THESE THINGS COME NATURAL DONT RUSH HAHAHA.
well summer has been alright (:
since april 23, ive got the chance to meet up with yihui, fiona, some handball girls, spend more time with the boy and plan for the trip (:
next up: meet up with qian after her exams, cut hair, manicure and flea market with fiona, t26 class gathering, mother's day and of course still spend time with all the important people in my life (:
ive also been experimenting with cooking more recently!
got the chance to attempt 2 pasta dishes, he claims they failed i say ITS EDIBLE SO IM FINE WITH IT HAHA.
and got to try the fb 5 mins chocolate mug cake recipe with yihui yay!
ok im just going to throw in random photos taken over the past 2 weeks of summer!
YIHUI UPLOAD THE PHOTOS FROM YOUR PLACE :D
but i dont know what to write.
EH MDM THESE THINGS COME NATURAL DONT RUSH HAHAHA.
well summer has been alright (:
since april 23, ive got the chance to meet up with yihui, fiona, some handball girls, spend more time with the boy and plan for the trip (:
next up: meet up with qian after her exams, cut hair, manicure and flea market with fiona, t26 class gathering, mother's day and of course still spend time with all the important people in my life (:
ive also been experimenting with cooking more recently!
got the chance to attempt 2 pasta dishes, he claims they failed i say ITS EDIBLE SO IM FINE WITH IT HAHA.
and got to try the fb 5 mins chocolate mug cake recipe with yihui yay!
ok im just going to throw in random photos taken over the past 2 weeks of summer!
YIHUI UPLOAD THE PHOTOS FROM YOUR PLACE :D
Friday, April 23, 2010
wow zomg its been so long since ive blogged!
well first up, SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
although yea its quite a bitch that smu exams are earlier, but its sooooooooooo good thats its over now!
looking back, exam week was pretty fun actually HAHAHAHA.
it was nice when my parents dropped me off in school every morning, choped a nice table with roller chairs, studying with friends and bingeing HAHAHAHA. <3
the week flew up real fast and then it was the exams.
and the component grades are out actually!
just dont know the calculated final grades yet.
ltb was quite a surprise, i think the group expected an A but im fine with a B/B+ actually :D
AND OMG MY BIZ LAW FINAL EXAM GOT A- AND MY INTRO ECONS FINAL GOT A.
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ok i worked really hard for biz law and i honestly thought i screwed up my final exam FREAKING BADLY cause of damn lousy time management but wth A-!!!!
and my class part is A- when i barely said anything!!!
my prof is damn nice! <3<3<3
and im really happy about intro econs because after all, ive done H2 econs before and econs was my favourite subject in jc!
feels good when your effort pays off and you do well in something you like (:
and there's my creative thinking grade that sucks but HAHAHAHAH SUPER EXPECTED I AM HOW UNCREATIVE HEHE.
i realised after coming to uni, ive become more serious about my work and generally much more hardworking than before.
in fact, i feel as though i may actually be enjoying work!!
wow what a change HAHAHHAA.
but yea uni life is fun i love it (:
i mean yea theres shitloads of work but they is also tons of opportunities for you to enjoy yourself :D
and looking forward, overseas summer term with banglin! :D
planning has been a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh but the accomplishment is definitely there when things like accomodation and transportation are settled!
i realised i am such a control freak/neat freak sometimes!
i always like to organise tasks and complete them one by one and make sure everything is well-planned way before hand and all that zomg.
i just hope i wont be so uptight during the trip!
i really want to have a good time travelling and soaking up the experience too :D
and of course enjoy the present too!
catching up with friends and spending the days with the people that matter to you, awesome! <3
just trying to keep the expenses low HAHAHHA.
well here's one to the lovely summer!
well first up, SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
although yea its quite a bitch that smu exams are earlier, but its sooooooooooo good thats its over now!
looking back, exam week was pretty fun actually HAHAHAHA.
it was nice when my parents dropped me off in school every morning, choped a nice table with roller chairs, studying with friends and bingeing HAHAHAHA. <3
the week flew up real fast and then it was the exams.
and the component grades are out actually!
just dont know the calculated final grades yet.
ltb was quite a surprise, i think the group expected an A but im fine with a B/B+ actually :D
AND OMG MY BIZ LAW FINAL EXAM GOT A- AND MY INTRO ECONS FINAL GOT A.
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ok i worked really hard for biz law and i honestly thought i screwed up my final exam FREAKING BADLY cause of damn lousy time management but wth A-!!!!
and my class part is A- when i barely said anything!!!
my prof is damn nice! <3<3<3
and im really happy about intro econs because after all, ive done H2 econs before and econs was my favourite subject in jc!
feels good when your effort pays off and you do well in something you like (:
and there's my creative thinking grade that sucks but HAHAHAHAH SUPER EXPECTED I AM HOW UNCREATIVE HEHE.
i realised after coming to uni, ive become more serious about my work and generally much more hardworking than before.
in fact, i feel as though i may actually be enjoying work!!
wow what a change HAHAHHAA.
but yea uni life is fun i love it (:
i mean yea theres shitloads of work but they is also tons of opportunities for you to enjoy yourself :D
and looking forward, overseas summer term with banglin! :D
planning has been a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh but the accomplishment is definitely there when things like accomodation and transportation are settled!
i realised i am such a control freak/neat freak sometimes!
i always like to organise tasks and complete them one by one and make sure everything is well-planned way before hand and all that zomg.
i just hope i wont be so uptight during the trip!
i really want to have a good time travelling and soaking up the experience too :D
and of course enjoy the present too!
catching up with friends and spending the days with the people that matter to you, awesome! <3
just trying to keep the expenses low HAHAHHA.
well here's one to the lovely summer!
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Saturday, April 03, 2010
ok wow i realised i havent blogged anything much about the daily happenings of my life.
well term just ended!
last lesson tmr afternoon: make up ct class cause of good friday.
so that marks the end of all the projects and assignments!
now just left wiht my 3 exams papers from apr 13-apr 16 :D:D:D:D
of course ive got scary exams such as biz law and as but i'll pull through!
the days have been spent pretty much revolving around school as always, but its nice to be able to squeeze in a few movies and meals these days :D
watched my lovely bones, hurt locker and clash of the titans!
all not bad not bad :D:D:D
hurt locker would be my favourite of course!
and to celebrate the last day of the term yesterday, we watched clash of the titans and celebrated avinesh's belated birthday.
had a late dinner at astons, tau huay then off we went to cheryl's house for 5 hours of wii, laughing, picture taking, video spamming, dying on the sofas and an awesome time :D
cabbed home this morning and slept from 7am-5pm shiok! <3
remioromen (:
tou ming: meaning transparent
so sweet (:
well term just ended!
last lesson tmr afternoon: make up ct class cause of good friday.
so that marks the end of all the projects and assignments!
now just left wiht my 3 exams papers from apr 13-apr 16 :D:D:D:D
of course ive got scary exams such as biz law and as but i'll pull through!
the days have been spent pretty much revolving around school as always, but its nice to be able to squeeze in a few movies and meals these days :D
watched my lovely bones, hurt locker and clash of the titans!
all not bad not bad :D:D:D
hurt locker would be my favourite of course!
and to celebrate the last day of the term yesterday, we watched clash of the titans and celebrated avinesh's belated birthday.
had a late dinner at astons, tau huay then off we went to cheryl's house for 5 hours of wii, laughing, picture taking, video spamming, dying on the sofas and an awesome time :D
cabbed home this morning and slept from 7am-5pm shiok! <3
remioromen (:
tou ming: meaning transparent
so sweet (: