FAILEDDDDDDDDDDDD.
freakkkkkkkkkkk.
but acutally im sprouting all the vulgarities now.

damn sian you know cause i really thought i had a shot at passing this time.
cause somehow over the last lesson and the lesson i had just before the test, my driving showed miraculous improvement and i was like yea i may be able to pass!!!!

but then somehow during parallel parking i knock pole WTFFFFFFFFF.
everything else before that i do nice nice and only left parallel then i knock pole WTFFFFFFFFF.
and i seriously dont know why i reversed so much, damn damn damn damn stupid mistake.

and because i thought knock pole was an immediate failure i was damn sian during the rest of the test.
like damn zone out and heck care and just keep thinking 'wah lao fail already sibei sian wah lao fail already sibei sian'
BUT TURNS OUT KNOCK POLE IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE FAILURE?!
ok i didnt know that :(

so that led up to some very serious errors like change lane at bend 6 points and almost knocking down a cyclist 6 points HA.
ok its not funny but it was just so ridiculous how i was just zoning out while driving and failed to see this guy cycling across the zebra crossing arghhhhhhh.

but of course i had more errors like wide turn, veer off course, too slow for traffic condition, change lane aruptly and turn steering whilst vehicle is stationary but seriously arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

i want to pass so badly :(

im too sian to do any shit right now.
i cant be bothered to do fa/bgs like this :(

i dont even know if i fail like going for handball later anymore.
unless i use it as a chance to vent my frustrations, like THROW THE BALL FREAKING HARD :(
but there will probably be alot of running later so im kind of too sian to look forward to that :(

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good song to listen when you're feeling sian.
i feel SOMEWHAT better hur.
remioromen <3