i feel very tired.
very sick of writing and thinking and memorising and reading and JUST PLAIN STUDYING.
the past week ive been drowning in words.
(although yes i do take breaks to gush over korean guys, watch my jap drama and just stone on my bed semi-conscious hur)
from calculus to quantum physics to waves to market failure to inflation.
AH IM TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP ALL OF IT IN MY HEAD.
everytime i read a new set of notes i feel like the addition information will squeeze out old information i read, and it scares me that i may not be prepared at all :(

SIGH SIGH SIGH.
well ANYWAY

friday
went to michelle lai's house
COOKED CREAM OF SPINACH ARGH HAHAHA.
michelle lai was oh so hardworking by surfing recipe websites and deciding to cook cream of spinach and i being a closet wannabe cooking show host couldnt resist not butting into the cooking process :x
so we spent like 2 hours cooking the damn soup, eating it with sunmoulin DELICIOUS grain bread and then puking due to overload of spinach and full cream milk before we started studying :x
was there from 1 to like 11pm, MICHELLE LAI I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS PLEASE STOP BEING RETARDED AND STUDY HAHAHA.
but of course it was damn fun :D:D

took the bus home and listened to 'night songs'
you know those songs that are just so suited for those late night bus rides home where you're like looking out the window and out at the dimly lit streets?
HAHAHHAA ok oops maybe its just me.
listened to things like: arctic monkeys 505, the clientele i cant seem to make you mine, the cranberries wake up and smell the coffee, muse starlight, death cab for cutie tiny vessels and translationism etc etc
<3>

sat
studied with carmen!
but my progress was very slowwwwwwww
stupid nj h1 physics mcq, i wasted like 2 hours on it :(
changed locations alot of time too and i wasted time gushing over jap kids HAHAHA.
I WANT A JAPANESE SON :D:D:D
(why does everyone except me have like jap/korean children running around their estates?!)

tried to go back to our house area for dinner but stupids things happened.
waited at the bus stop before realising the bus isnt in operation on sat?!, trying to court death by jay-ing and climbing over the railings, then walking all the way back to cross the overhead bridge and waiting for like 20 mins for the bus HAHA.
ended up in bukit panjang plaza for dinner and when we were leaving, it was like POURINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
so we squeezed under my umbrella and rushed across to our bus stop while trying to prevent my umbrella from like being deformed by the wind HAHA.
reached home at like 10 :/
WASTED TIME AGAIN AH.
but at least i tried studying till 1+

sun
physics and math tuition with jiajun
BOUGHT THE WATCH OF MY DREAMS AND I AM OVERJOYED, DELIGHTED, OVER THE MOON, BEYOND HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
its a vintage casio watch that i can SWEAR you should not have seen before, i do hope no one in singapore has the same watch as me!

and yes its 7.52pm now and ive got an econs exam tmr but i JUST CANT CONCENTRATE.
and everytime i read about people gushing over korean celebrities i feel like going fangirl too HAHAHAHA.
shinee/ft island! <3

i just feel like taking a break and not studying and just get prelims over and done with...

AH WELL :(

at least im meeting joan tay, opy and qian on fri OHMYFREAKINGGOSHYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYY
it should be one crazy time WOOHOO.
I WANT TO SING KARAOKE TOO LEH WAH LAO HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
karaoke with them is like THE ULTIMATE ESTACY PILL OR WHATEVER.
we just go incredibly crazy i loveeeeeeeeeeeee it HAHAHA.

ok off to just slack for the next 4 mins, till 8pm and i shall continue econs!
then ill reward myself tonight with like shinee reality show episode 6 HAHHA