well happy new year everyone!
its 1/1/2009 and it feels like any other day to me HUR.
ok except besides the fact that im fretting over getting a job.
PLEASE LET ME GET THE JOB AT KINO :(
i woke up at 2pm and now im eating my lunch.

well new year's resolution time!
i shall just have one.
cause it seems meaningless to have so many if you cant keep it.

TO BE MORE ACCEPTING AND OUTGOING.
honestly, i have this problem where sometimes i really dont like meeting new people or friends' friends.
from now on i shall be more accepting and open and try to be as friendly as possible.
and sometimes i get insecure and dont feel like meeting some people cause i dont feel as comfortable or close to them, but from now on i shall be more friendly and just accept things as they come with a smile.
this means i must also work on my emotions cause i can get emotional and my displeasure just shows on my face cause im so freaking obvious argh.
i shall try to keep a smile on my face no matter what (:

maybe i should do some 2008 flashback thing but i feel like that would be freaking difficult cause 2008 has been a hell of a year.
to sum it up, ive had my screw ups, my happy times, won an A div hockey game and had the freaking A levels that im so scared i screwed up.
2008 has been a rollercoaster ride and ive been through extreme emotions but i feel it ended off well.
although we had the As but one thing i really appreciated towards the end of the year was our class getting closer and hanging out more.
i hope we have many more equally happy class outings to come!
i may have lost some friendships but ive solved some disagreements and gained some friendships too so i just hope that all of us will be happy and move on and have a great 2009 :D