the lights have been put out on germany this morning, and once again germany misses the trophy by a touch.
two straight years and i think enough german hearts have been broken but yet they were out to be crushed again.
it was two mins before penalties when the italians scored and we just knew it meant game over for the germans.
two mins and germany would have won.
even the commentators knew that germany would most probably win the penalties due to italy's fucked up penalties record.
yea sorry cant control it.
just feel realy screwed up and everything seems wrong.
and i even have chinese oral Os tmr.
what a joke, how am i supposed to survive.
but i guess the dead feeling in me will cause me not to stammer.
but yea.
bye germany.
its the worst feeling in the world when you know you are going to win, but its snatched away from you at the last fucking moment.
i didnt see who scored it.
i was just too shocked when i saw it went into the net.
i think its grosso.
oh why is it always him.
he brought australia down in the last moment too by winning the penalty.
just wasnt meant to be.
and as i see his fucking smiling face on the stats page, i just wish that it were the germans smiling instead.
then in the lastlastlast moment italy scored again.
but no one bothered about the second goal.
the first one already stabbed germans in the heart and the second one merely twisted the knife.
when the first goal shot into the net, the germans were already gone.
they couldnt even concentrate and try and score an equaliser because they just knew that they were still going to lose.
they were trying to prove so much this world cup.
fighting off criticisms of klinsmann and their young players.
trying to show that they can play real good attacking football.
and to let others know that they wouldnt not bow down to the big football nations such as argentina.
klinsmann has been the best coach i've ever seen in my fucking life and it just hurts that his first world cup as a coach wasnt going to bring in the prize.
and players such as schneider, frings and neuville most likely wont be able to play in the next world cup because they are already 33 years old.
well, i guess germany played quite ok.
but i did think that kehl should have been sub-ed off instead of borowski.
and the germans just didnt have the attacking flair and spirit they did in the past few matches, and you could see in klinsmann eyes that he knew so too.
at least lehmann was keeping out all the shots and germany was trying real hard to score.
but just at the last min, lehmann had to let one in.
it was a good game.
the italians played well, and the germans were trying their utmost best.
but i just wished the result wasnt so.
the germans were hoping so fucking hard to win the trophy and it just sucks when your hopes come crashing down.
this year germany had to be the team that were cleaning up the big teams to reach the world cup.
they had to knock off argentina just to reach the semi-s and all that hard work has gone to waste because they couldnt hold on for 2 more mins against italy.
and i just turned on the radio and what a joke, they're talking about the match.
and isnt it sweet to hear how today's match has now been the most heartbreaking and unpredictable and upsetting match this world cup.
and as the tears dry and i end this entry,
deutschland fuer immer
i love you germany (:
