sometimes you wonder why life throws things at you this way.
what did i do to deserve this.
why do other people get what they want and i dont.
why are other people so fortunate to find happiness but i cant find any near me.
i guess its just bad luck, getting put into situations that are totally different from what you are used to.
but there is no choice and life still goes on, and you try to accept and make do.
monday
had a belated birthday celebration for aiming (:
noticed obvious hints that things were not going right, but what could i do about what was inevitable.
training, seriously thank goddddddddd for hockey people (:
fitness was at a low, thanks to a week of not doing any fitness
went back to school with sam how and yiting for a while then went home
tuesday
why do others have a choice but i dont, sigh i guess sometimes life just isnt fair.
stayed back after school with fiona, slacking around, eating, decorating then went home
but along the way i decided to drop by my neighbourhood shopping centre to go valentines day gift shopping myself HAHA
yay a tiny step towards independence
came home and spent the night making the gifts and watching channel 8 dramas HUR
wow i didnt know the chinese dramas nowadays are so interesting (:
wednesday
the inevitable finally came
i felt as though things were getting better but i guess they arent after all.
slacked at yuslina's class with yiting after school.
poured my hear out, emoed abit but at least i felt less lonely (:
binged at the canteen :x
pasta salad, maggi goreng and apple juice just before training ouch
but just before training started i was hit with really bad news, it really really really hurt me so bad but there was no one i could tell because it's a secret that i really needed to keep in my heart.
but being with hockey people alwaysssssss brightens my day and training was pretty fun (:
the fitness wasnt as bad as i thought it would be and we did quite drills and scenarios.
went back to school with evadne and yiting, INSANE SHITS.
man it was such a crazy time in the canteen, love you guys.
hanged around in school for abit more then i went to town with yiting to go valentines day gift shopping at taka
bought alot of food from the food court too and we had good laughs while enjoying our meals (:
took the bus home and reached home at like 10+
IM REALLY TIRED NOW.
mentally tired too but what can i do, life still goes on.
tmr is valentines day!
sigh doesnt make it any more fun for me after school yo
its ok doesnt mean i'll emo.
but at least preparing valentines day gifts make you feel happy (:
well i hope ill survive tmr just fine and friday will be friendly and rockerfella yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D:D:D
