i cant bring myself to smile and be cheerful.
i cant get near you because you bring along with you all these things that make me so sad.
when i get too close, i get sad.
when im too far away from you, i get sad.
thats what i call fucked up.
sorry about the language, its been like this since the germany spain match.
it'll go away soon.
yesterday was one horrible day.
three things screwed it up for me.
1)germany played like shit and lost to spain 1-0, winning goal by the player i supported the most IN THE PAST.
and he finally looked good and played well last night wth.
2)my flu got worse and the my stomach hurt the whole time.
i thought it was cramps but its gone now wth.
3)
well yesterday i went to joan tay's house in the afternoon
YUMMY LUNCH
her maid always cooks loads of good food :D
minced meat and mushroom spaghetti, chicken wings with the best chilli in the whole wide world.
well the food sounds strange but i swear it was so delicious and i ate sooooo much.
i miss the old times where i was over at her place for like 10 hours and we spammed dramas HAHA
and we did just that yesterday :D
this time sitting on the floor in front of her laptop with her dogs by our side.
her dogs are the cutest things ever and they are very friendly and obedient so i always have fun with them :D
played her wii too.
one day she was out randomly shopping with her dad and they chanced about a wii, swinged it around abit, thought wow its quite cool, and her dad was like ok lets just buy it now.
WHOA HAHA.
IT MEGA FUN OMGGGGGGG.
i feel like getting one myself :D
met guan min at kovan mrt then we took a bus down to shijing's house for the class bbq.
the train ride was long and the train was packedddddddddd, plus i dont like having people plastered against my body in the train.
the bus ride was long omg.
we stopped in the middle of a freaking jungle.
walked 5 mins to her ulu bungalow estate.
but the bbq was pretty good (:
then at like 11+, 7 of us went to hougang.
found a coffeeshop that showed euro.
went to the punggol park and did random things like walking on the ledge next to the river, balancing on metal bars and blind mice at the playground.
went back to watch the stupid euro final sigh.
what happened germany?!
the line up was bad and the playing was bad.
:(
played pool at some place in hougang at 5+ in the morning.
bee hoon breakfast cause macs was closed.
took the train back at like 7.
reached home at 8, im sorry michelle lai i was barely conscious when you called :(
slept till 6.30
i could have actually slept more but once again, bad thoughts.
this time they are WORSE and in GREATER NUMBERS.
ate dinner that my dad da baoed for me while watching music bank (korean music program)
watched so you think you can dance 3, cant wait till the next episode where its FINALLY top 20 :D
and now im watching fated to love you on the computer.
school starts tmr.
i do not want to go to school at all.
school is nothing but misery seriously.
