hello!
wow its been a long time.
and im suffering from a severe lack of pictures :/

this week went by with the typical happenings like slacking in class and training.

tuesday was exceptionally fun
fun basketball during pe but it was freakinggggggg hot (intensified my tan lines ARGH)
choir concert with yiting and her class (:
i love dressing up <3
reached home late and was so tired i just slept and didnt study for my econs test on wed

wed's econs test got postponed till fri
dinner with yiting after training at tp long johns

went down to town all by myself to get michelle lai's birthday present yesterday
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
i hope you like the juno hamburger phone i got you :D
met eliza and natalie on the bus back!
OMG ELIZA WHAT A SURPRISE LAH.
dinner with eliza at bukit panjang (:
reached home late and fell asleep.
didnt study for my econs test AGAIN and didnt do my physics spa

today,
michelle lai's birthday surprise at SA <3<3<3
training at pa
bbq at natalie's house

i NEED to freaking start studying or something cause i dont understand anything.
nothing goes in during my lectures, especially physics and econs.
already got scolded by leong enough times during econs but he was KIND of right.
like i only have 4 more weeks before mid years and i dont understand no shit about j2econs, and EVERYTHING will be tested?
oh man.

so go out with yiting and amadea tmr or stay at home and study :/
omg i cant believe im actually considering not going out :(

sunday,
training
tuition
dinner with michelle lai lois jessica etc (:

its been a pretty fun week :D

ive got such a fat nose.
i want those cute little ones all the pretty girls have :(
the thought of getting a nose job has actually crossed my mind recently HAHA
JUST KIDDING NOT LIKE ILL GO FOR ONE.
its just one of those days where you are unhappy with your body :/
and why the hell am i so unflexible, I NEED THAT 40CM FOR MY SIT AND REACH :(

and camille and i got a free shirt from the sms contest we participated in during danceworks 08.
HAHAHA.
i reached home last night to find a big envelope on my table and i ripped it open and found a free shirt WOOHOO
shiok :D
we were just being retarded back then HAHA

and i shall just skip tuition and go play the friendly.
ill just borrow a stick from the girls :D
just an hour ago i was hit by a strong urge to play hockey and it made me realise how much i should just work hard for the 1 more week before Adivs.
i hope our hard work pays off and wish us all the best for the friendly on sun :D

i think ive put this picture up before but isnt it so gorgeous.
looking out of my room window, today looks just as beautiful (:

this week consisted of...

5km run(which was one of my most satisfying runs ever)
library computers
bubble tea
cards
heavy rain
moodswings
ice cream cravings
taka dinner
15 bucks cab ride
xcampus
basketball
tennis in class
being left-handed
toa payoh dinner

im sorry i feel sad so easily and i let myself get so moody.
im getting sick of my own emotions sigh.

hockey friendly on sunday but i freaking forgot to bring my stick home and i have tuition on sun.
wthhhhhhhhh i wanted to play really badly
what shall i do :/

zouk flea market.
i think i poked a hell lot of boobs with my bag and my file cause the whole place was PACKED.
couldnt move, couldnt look through the clothes :(
but we still gave it a lot, spending quite a lot of times walking through the place over and over again.
but nah couldnt find anything nice :(
the nicest thing i found was a pair of marc jacobs maroon pumps.
but at 90 bucks SIGH

physics tution with denise leong
ichiban boshi with qian
missed tons of buses while trying to get to zouk and there was once we like lunged out to stop the bus cause it almost zoomed past the bus stop and my bag's contents emptied onto the wet puddle-y floor :(

I WANT TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGG.
i really really really want to buy new CHEAP pumps, bucket bag and tops :/

anyway qian that loser keeps spamming dbsk on her blog HUR HUR
ft island is better (:
ill only put up a few pictures, unlike qian who is a total spammer HAHA.





i need to finish reading econs macroeconomy policies by tonighttttttttt!

wednesday

j1 hockey orientation
sigh i was so sian :/
pmspmspms
training at pa
ended training with a game with the guys
wow it was physically demanding but it helped us alot
reached home late feeling tired and in no mood for food
ignored my econs case study that was due the next day and slept :D

thurs

pe
sigh i hate napfa 5 items.
every year it gives me such headaches.
i really cant do sit and reach!
and i dont know why my stomach and back muscles hurt so much that day that i couldnt do sit ups.
i was freaking pissed off at myself for being so lousy sigh.
stayed back after school for cards and mee pok

reached home and took a nap :/
woke up for dinner and watched some canto drama with my mum HUR
eh its surprisingly interesting!
did my econs case study (took me like 2 hours cause i was distracted by the tv and it was so difficult)
watched greys anatomy (:
youtubed a little then went to sleep at like 1+ :/

friday

so tiredddddddd.
i was really moody during gp lecture :/
pmspmspms
extra physics lesson during break
but i was surprisingly attentive and i felt like a learnt alot HAHA YAY :D

hockey team went hocket jersey and skirt shopping at peninsula after school
we came across this GORGEOUS pleated nike skirt and all of us took so long trying the sizes and deciding which sizes to get (whether it made our ass look fat, whether it was too short, whether it was too long, whether it was so baggy blahblah so cute lah omg :D) but in the end the uncle told us they had no more black ones in stock
WTH.
but we were all too tired to bother after that and we just told the uncles to check stocks for a few of the designs that we were ok with
PLEASE UNCLE GET THE NIKE BLACK SKIRTS THEY ARE GORGEOUSSSSSS <3

training at pa in the pouring rain
left early to meet michelle lai and lois
it just stopped raining after i left training so it felt so good to change into warm clean clothes and step out into the nice weather.
but after like 10 steps out of the pa, it started to rain again %*U^$&%#$^#^$
so i walked to school in the rain and by the time i reached the school bus stop i was drenched from head to toe all over again argh.

met michelle lai and lois at far east
we decided to go on a 'food marathon'
more like a failure one.
we were supposed to go budget but the curry pork cutlet rice from far east, hong kong deserts, cheese sausage and mash potatoes, sushi, unagi don and nydc oreo cheesecake came up to almost 40 bucks.
but it was fun (:
and we ate the food walking, at random beaches or just on the floor HAHA

met valerie at borders! :D
left at 10+ and i squeezed onto bus 77
gosh it was bloody crowded and i was so tired i was sleeping while standing up

saturday

ptm
waste of timeeeeee
my family had lunch at our favourite peranakan restaurant along bukit timah (:
its been quite a while since my family went out to have a nice meal together
and we were all in a good mood (:

my dad drove us to see nus cause i was talking about nus business school
gosh i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy want to go nus now.
NUS NUS NUS NUS NUS NUS
seriously i need to make this my motivation to study hard now

and i love the feeling when i hear an old song and the song lyrics just come out of my mouth even though i didnt even know i remembered them so well
its a great feeling (:

richard marx- right here waiting for you

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

wow im suddenly in an oldies mood hur hur (:

tuition later tonight then tuition tmr and zouk flea market oh yesssssssssss :D
(qian mixed up the zouk flea market date and its actually tmr and not last sunday yay yay yay)

i should go study my econs monetary policy cause i DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT AT ALL.
i didnt listen during lecture, never read a word of the notes, couldnt open the monetary policy document we were supposed to download off colac
sigh.
MUST START STUDYINGGGGGGGGGG

ahneong! (korean)

sunday

wheelock with deniseleong and qian
we always jay roads looking like screaming retards HAHA
failure phototaking and cardigan robbery
you better return my cardigan back to me on sunday ok! HAHA

lunch with jodie qian michelle lai and shun yee at wheelock sakae
the special seats at the back with the 'tatami mats' or whatever, COOL MAN.
we totally ordered like crazy but it felt good (:

shun yee had to leave early then the rest of us walked around.
bought a top from topshop.
i think it was just because i felt like buying something :/
at least shaw topshop was playing hulabaloo, GOOD TASTE YO.

qian had to rush off then michelle lai jodie and i roamed far east
left at 7+

didnt go zouk flea market in the endddddddd :(

monday

training
dinner at toa payoh mos burger with yuling and yuslina
HAHAHA HILARIOUS <3
left at 9+ omg i was so damn tired
totally didnt feel like doing vectors 4 which was supposed to be completed for today's math tutorial
and so i didnt do it HAHA
besides, it was so difficult!
i tried abit of the first question and died HUR

tuesday

met yihui!
oh my bloody god i havent met you in so longgggggggg HAHA
iciban boshi and starbucks with the big comfy sofas that made me almost fall asleep HAHA
i was terribly tired today anyway
fell asleep on the bus ride home and totally just died on my bed after i reached home
take care dear :D

I AM SO SLEEPY.
sigh i think im just going to sleep by 10pm HUR HUR
reminds me of primary school where we all sleep around 9, so cute lah.
heck homework.
goodnight (:

omg ive fallen in love with the notebook all over again sigh
its soooooooooooo sweet.
definitely my all time favourite movie (:



if you're a bird, im a bird (:

hello hello
having been tagged by farhani, ill do her quiz!
havent seen you for soooooooooooo long, you take care yo :D

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.


How are you feeling today?
damascus- nerina pallot

omg thats SAD.
but no im not feeling down at all (:


Will you get far in life?
kiss of life- ken hirai

i have the kiss of life?
muackmuack (:

How do your friends see you?
wonderwall- oasis

thats a good thing right? (:


Will you get married?
the freshman- the verve pipe

get married early?
ive always wanted to (:


What is your best friend’s theme song?
goodbye my lover- james blunt

noooo i wouldnt want my friends to be sad :(


What is the story of your life?
welcome to the black parade- mcr

EW EW EW, I HATE THIS SONG.
NO IM NOT EMO.


What was high school like?
bleed it out- linkin park

:/
nope im not suicidal (:


How can you get ahead in life?
cave- muse

maybe ill get ahead in life when people see my slick dance moves when i hear a muse song (:

What’s the best thing about your friends?
closer- travis

i lovelovelovelove this song <3

What’s in store for this weekend?
only human- k

maybe just being a normal person fulfilling my normal responsibilties, like STUDYING

Describe your grandparents.
tender- feeder

aww (:
my grandmother is really sweet though and she makes the world's best popiahs HAHA
although ive never met my other grandfathers and grandmother cause they died before i was born, but i bet they were awesome people (:

How’s your life going?
the girl from ipanema- astrud gilberto & stan getz

lovely bossa nova song, maybe it implies my life is going comfortably and relaxingly well (:

What song will they play at your funeral?
ring- ken hirai

How does the world see you?
lovin you- ken hirai

HAHA his songs keep appearing, maybe cause you all love me so? :x

Will you have a happy life?
blue orchid- the white stripes

well it is one rocking song that makes me feel like jumping around and headbanging
it must be one exciting life i'll have :D

Do people secretly lust after you?
follow through- gavin degraw

How can you make yourself happy?
aerodynamic- daft punk

yes im secretly a total sucker for techno/dance music.
have you seen my techno dance? (hockey people would have)
ill perform it for you if you ask nicely (:

What should you do with your life?
colder- travis

i have no idea what it could mean but i absolutely love this song <3

Will you ever have children?
never again- kat tun

HAHAHA
totally true, im currently not into the idea of giving birth at all.
but i do like OTHER PEOPLE'S children (:

What song would you strip to?
let me know- locksley

its actually a upbeat british song with a retro sort of vibe :/

What does your mum think of you?
technologic- daft punk

well, she has mentioned how i spend all my time in front of my laptop and she's going to keep my laptop away if i dont start studying :/

What is your deep, dark secret?
the best is yet to come- frank sinatra

ooh makes me sound so mysterious, i like (:

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
zi you- zhang zhen yue


What’s your personality like?
daughers- john mayer

aww makes me sound like im such an innocent guai girl (:

What song will be played at your wedding?
made- jamie scott

well, i was thinking more along the lines of travis, muse or the cranberries

ANYWAY,
i also found something else really awesome at farhani's blog, THE NOTEBOOK QUOTES <3<3

Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

noah is such a sweetheart (:

konichiwaaaaa

thursday

leon gim's dance concert at vch.
it was actually quite exciting sneaking aiming in.
the concert was pretty good, the arty farty type.
im surprised i like it!
but damn good dancing yo :D
hanged around city hall area after the concert and left at 11+






friday

met qian in town
shopshopshopshop
far east wheelock shaw pacific plaza (we just didnt want to go the main part of town)
sakae dinner
step up 2 movie (WATCHED IT AGAIN FOR 9.50 JUST FOR YOU QIAN)
slacked at wheelock after the movie then took the bus home
spending time with qian regardless how meaningless we spend it is always fun :D







sigh maybe i should start studying :/

when i look into the mirror i see...

very unevenly tanned thunder thighs AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my legs have gotten FATTER

thanks to mass pe, 3 times a week training, friendlies and hockey camp :(

i dont want to go back to schoolllllllllllllllllllll

saturday

went with yuslina and camille to support ijtp for danceworks 08
why didnt sc dance join this type of competition last time? :(
wow quite interesting, you get to see diff types of extreme costumes and diff types of dancing (wannabe clubbing, arty farty and breakdancing etc)
ijtp got 3rd, congratulations!
while cheering for them with yuslina, i felt like i was cheering for sc like the old days.
the feeling is very much the same <3
and the winning group was really good!
it was some all guys breakdancing and hiphop group and they were like whoawhoawhoa yo

hanged around cathay (omg i hate so bloody much) then went for math tuition.
met grace at the tuition (:
I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL WOOHOO
yes i paid fulllllll attention ok

met my mum for dinner at the jap restaurant at the end of the taka foodcourt
shiok (:
too bad no space for desert HUR HUR
went shopping but ran out of time cause singapore's shops close so damn bloody.
like by 10?!
please lah in japan everyone is still out at like 2am and everything is still open.
bought a new top from pull and bear (:
i decided to try and brighten up my wardrobe and try new styles

sunday

physics tuition with deniseleong
i paid attention too!
wow im proud of myself (:
lunch at taka and went shopping with deniseleong, from taka all the way to far east
and we thoroughly explored far east in search of new earrings, tops and bags
we got buddy earrings from funkdeco HAHA :D
but after awhile we got all tired of shopping and restless, oh man it was hilarious (:
and argh i need new clothes :/




and you know im happy for you yo :D

well this march holidays has been pretty relax
i got to like just slack alot HAHA
im starting to like just lazying around HUR
all the best for cts everyone :D

HOCKEY IS THE BOMB YO BOOM

spent wed and thurs at hockey camp
friendly against tpjc and ajc
won tp 2-0, drew with ajc 0-0
argh i always get so frustrated at myself during matches
ESPECIALLY against ajc goshhhhh
i need to STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT
i keep swearing too :/

sigh but anyway the rest of the camp was just pure love <3

<3 captain's ball in the audi
<3 dog and bone in the audi where the girls and guys played for each other and the team that loses causes the respective team of the opposite gender that supports them to have to run rounds around the audi
<3 delicious meals together
<3 yum seng
<3 cold water baths
<3 slacking in lt6 with snacks while analysing our games and watching a hockey movie
<3 punishment together where we had to run 8 rounds around the track in the rain at night (9.45pm i still remember the time!)
<3 training in the rain together at pa
<3 going nuts on the last night (wannabe rockstars, crazy dancing, tons of photos, forming a heart at the quadrangle, lao ying zua xiao zi at quadrangle, camwhoring at the canteen and the foyer)

and much more <3<3<3<3



and on tues, watched step up 2 with fiona arthur guan min kenneth yangyang and alvin at bugis (:
cut my hair at far east
dinner at the hainanese chicken rice place near the national library
wow shiok curry fish head and assorted dishes (:
step up 2 was not bad lah, better than step up 1
and the main male lead is way better looking too :D

anyway today is my stay home day cause michelle lai and lois still has exams after march holidays so we ended up not meeting today :(
im feeling really tired and lazy from the camp anyway and i dont want to leave the house but i think my mum is going to drag me out later nooooooooooooooo :(

anyway,
for every f word i say, slap me once!

MARCH HOLIDAYS WOOHOO

the march holidays have just kicked off and im suffering from annoying body aches :(

sat

stay home and relax day
hardcored SO MANY SHOWS OMG.
i was online from like 1pm to 3am or something
shiok (:

sunday

smu open house
but we went towards the end so we missed like quite alot of stuff :(
wow pretty inspired (:
but im not interested in nus business school
NEED TO WORK HARD OMGGGGGGGGGG
the nus open house is on next weekend!
who wants to goooo

spontaneous meeting with fiona's other friends
dinner at the cathay and the eye
THE EYE IS REALLY GOOD
definitely the best remake ive seen or something?
it SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYY scary the ending was really good and not cheesy
and i dont think ive ever made so much noise during a scary show HUR
the only other time i used to scream my lungs out was when we watched horror movies in e2max HAHA
love that place (:
slacked at ps macs after the movie
HAHA hilarious incidents (:

monday

hockey friendly against nj
lost 2-0
i think we could have stopped those 2 goals sigh :/
watched the guys' match
drew 0-0 with nj not bad (:

i was FREAKING tired after that.
slept only 5 hours and played the match.
reached hom enad DIED.
i was like gobbling down food and fell asleep.

bbq at guan min's house
it was nice seeing everyone contribue and help out during the bbq (:
and the food was good!

anyway im TOTALLY looking forward for hockey camp that starts tmr!
should be fun :D
although we're going there to train and play friendlies.
if im right, we're playing rj tmr? OMGGGGG
AND MY WHOLE BODY FREAKING ACHES.
i forgot to stretch and my legs and ass freaking ache sigh :(
and hopefully after the hockey camp ends on thurs night, we'll stay out and dont go home and that will be hell fun :D:D

everyone enjoy your march holidays!
if you have cts, all the bestttttttttttttttt :D:D

EXAMS ARE OVER BABYYYYYYYY.
but unfortunately everyone else have exams after march holidays so cant meet themmmmmmmmmmm :(

today was the last paper- physics
spent the last half an hour stoning again.
i asked to go to the toilet and i took my own sweet time walking around before coming back hur (:

chinese As- i got a c
im disappointed actually cause i thought i could get at least a B for this paper
and i was really sad cause i thought i could use chinese to replace my h1 so i was really counting for a B and above but then i saw a c and i was like sigh.
but turns out chinese cant replace h1 to YAY YAY YAY IM HAPPY AGAIN :D
pass can already lah, at least no more chinese in my life (:

training at police academy
havent met hockey people in so long!
feels good (:

met jessica michelle lai and lois for juno.
gosh i intended to leave training early to meet them at 6.30 but somehow i still reached like an hour late, right before the movie.
i wish i could have spent more time with them :(
desert supper at ice monster
long bus ride home at like 10 plus, 11 and bloody hell the bus still so crowded :(
i bet i have cool arm muscles now that i had to carry my shoe bag, hockey stick, wallet and ipod during the whole 1 hr journey home.

I LOVE JUNO.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE JUNO.
its definitely going into my list of favourite movies.
its just a simple, retardedly weird and sweet movie (:
absolutely loved it <3
i say this OWNS ps i love you (if you're looking for a sweet romance movie)

i found the main guy, acted by michael cera, to be really adorable.
yea the one in the weird training outfit and mini yellow shorts.
but he's just so pinch cheek cute in the movie and really loveable.
yiting thought so too after watching juno but no one agrees with us :(
although yea its kind of gross when you see him half naked in the show and his stomach is kind of flabby, his legs are like pale chicken legs and his voice is just really high HAHA
BUTTTTT he's still adorable, REALLY.
i think you all will start to love him after you watch the movie :D

YITING BETTER SEND ME THE SOUNDTRACK LIKE YOU PROMISED AH.
the soundtrack is really good actually!
there's one particular song sang by the two main characters and its bloody cute and sweet <3
its called 'anyone else but you'



You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
I want more fans, you want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

<3

i would like to freaking complain about some retard shithead who put a big picture of a bullfrog on her sales post on a shopping website.
i really have to go whatthefreak?!
YOU ARE SELLING CLOTHES AND YOU PUT A PICTURE OF A BULLFROG.
can you please consider the feelings of people who are scared shitless by frogs, especially ugly freaking bullfrogs?!
i was like happily scrolling down normally and enjoying my online shopping and whatthefreak i see a bloody big gross frog in my face.
now i cant even shop in peace anymore?!
i probably wont shop there for a while till the post moves far down so that i'll never have to see it again.
YUCK SHIT YOU :(

since everyone's talking about exams and exams are STILL making my life so damn freaking miserable,

i shall continue complaining about my sad cts (:

today's math was B A D.
the whole paper was so ?!

so i just jumped right into the questions, scribbling down what i hope to be the solution then halfway i stop abruptly cause i realise im stuck and everything looks all wrong.
so i just skip and move on to the next question and this process repeated all the way till the end of the paper (:
i dont think i completed a single question.
maybe just one of the vectors one cause it merely asked for like vector equation of the line.
mr foo sets the best questions (:

and during the last 20 mins of the paper, i was just sitting there stone-ing cause i couldnt do anything anyway.
and then female old math teacher A walks up to the teacher B in front of me, looks at me quizically and asks teacher B 'they cant do the paper at all ah'

WELL MDM, ITS ONLY MEEEEEE WHO COULDNT DO THE PAPER OK.
CAUSE EVERYONE AROUND ME WAS STILL BUSY FILLING UP THEIR ANSWERS AND GETTING IT ALL RIGHT AND IM THE ONLY ONE SITTING THERE SO FREE THAT I CAN EAVESDROP ON TEACHERS' CONVERSATIONS.

i hate math :(

lunch in school
tao hui jui at amk
studied at amk library
we didnt study?!

all i did was like eat alot of shit and blasted muse while i spazzed in the chair pretending im some professinal drummer
and i did KIND OF read income (:

dinner at some amk hawker centre
shared kaya waffles with fiona
bought you tiao home
slept on the train

and we've all decided to just HECK CTS and i so bloody cant be bothered to study econs :/

S H I T

ive got math tmr (which is my worst subject)

and god knows how to do differentiation, integration, de or vectors.

and my trigo is blooody weak.

and im not even sure if mclaurins is coming out cause its technically part of differentiation but it wasnt printed on the list of tested topics :/

but i have no time to study that anyway.

and all ive been bloody doing the whole day is using the computer.

ARGH.

god ive been online since like 11.30 in the morning.

and i told myself ill just take a break and use it for a while till like after lunch?

AND WTH AM I DOING NOW.

QIAN,

i think i like dbsk too

konichiwaaaaaaaaaaaa

today, as i walked my favourite path home with bubble tea in one hand and knights of cydonia (live in tokyo) blasting in my ear, i felt like i was on top of the world (:
today's bubble tea was extra yummy too!

gp and h1 geog today
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i was slaughtered up down left right, SIAN.
i wrote really little for gp :/
i had like points but somehow i only wrote like 2.5 sides, and i just tossed and turned on the table for the last half an hour.
geog was like %*^$&%$
i like looked through the notes 3 times and case studies twice and i STILL couldnt do the paper :(

i vow to only listen to muse while i study for cts <3

friday

leap year!
but sigh i forgot it was leap year till the next day.
always like that lah.
i remember there was this important day last year and i intended to sms someone but i was out the whole night so by the time i checked the time, it was 4+am the next day.
sigh.

studied in the canteen after school
basketball (:
night study
the bloody chairs outside the staffroom suckkkkk.
they either rock me about like im on a viking ship or make me sound like im farting whenever i sit on it :(

saturday

hardcored 4 hours physics tuition with deniseleong
3.30-7.30 WHOA
came home and watched my girl
i think i studied?

sunday

studied at national library with cj people
oh my shit i was in such a muse mood oh yeaaaaaaaaa
matt i love you HUR HUR HUR
came home to cram gp and geog till 12+
didnt get to watch my girl :(

WED: MATH
THURS: ECONS
FRI: PHYSICS

AND FREEDOM (today's gp comprehension was on freedom, SHIT YOU FREEDOM) BABYYYYYYYYYY.
but everyone has cts after march holidays so they cant go outttttttt
unless you're one of those lucky people who dont have cts?! (opy and clifton yeo ARGH HAHA)

ok im going to go read my physics now,
or maybe after i finish this episode of my jap drama (:

good luck for cts everyone!

i will always remember jeremy's old msn name.
dont make others your priority when you are just an option to them.

tuesday

class basketball (:
slacked around after school at the cj recreational centre- science block
night studied with yiting amadea huishi etc
and thanks yiting you can be such a sentimental sweetheart sometimes (:
wow night study works.

wednesday

met yiting amadea and huishi after school
we kept going in and out of the library HAHA
bathe, eat, study abit, sleep, walk around HAHA
we were so restless and just couldnt get down to studying (or at least i was)
spent some time with fiona and natalie and watched the guys play basketball at the grandstand
dinner + night study
oh gosh we made more noise than the previous night study and i just kept taking breaks or zoning out :(

then there was the whole terrorist saga.
at least they put hot army men outside our school HUR HUR

thursday

siannnnnnnnnn day
it was such a long day and we ended off with pe (physical training)
started off with commencement ceremony.
well at least i saw my eyecandies in school uniform (: (even if they arent in my junior class, damn)
played basketball with the guys after school
dinner with guan min in the canteen
reached home and youtubed
read econs while watching are you smarter than a 5th grader

gosh this guy gave up at the 300k question cause he wasnt confident of the question 'what is released from plants when they undergo transpiration'
WATER VAPOUR YO.
and it was a multiple choice question with roots, water vapour and seeds.
sigh

fell asleep for a while :x
had supper with my parents
and now I DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING AT ALLLLLLLLL

so now at 10.10pm (wow such a cute timing) i officially give up on studying for today and im just going to do my online shopping and sleeppppppppppppppp
and night study tmr (:
CHIONG AH

and on a random note,
ive lost my 7th ear stick ARGH
ive lost 4 black, 2 purple and 1 yellow ear stick.
so now i look really weird with just one yellow ear stick in my left ear :/

goodnight (:

its not always rainbows and butterflies

not everybody can be happy everyday.
and today i let myself get emotional againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
sigh hari is right, i get affected very easily.
but thats cause the people around me are important and what they say/do matter to me.
if not why would i give a shit.

just a bad bad day.
just hope tmr will be better.
i promise to step into school feeling happy (:

came home after school.
took a detour to buy bubble tea then walked home down my favourite path.
it was an attempt to make me feel better (:
and yes i did feel better, but more credit is given to that somebody who made me feel better (thank you love (:)
i actually wanted to sleep it off but i ended up youtubeing HAHA
seriously youtubeing is better, if not i wont even be awake right now.
started to study geog whle watching videos, (at least its a start)

im not going to think so much.
dontttttttttt let little things affect you, especially when people dont realise that they've hurt you.
pleasepleasepleaseplease give me strength.

after all cts are in a week.
i shall survive the week with ft island songs (i just downloaded somemore today HUR HUR) and studying (I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT)

and on a random note, just to make me feel a little happier

i found a video of ft island playing hysteria by muse.
and choi jonghun played matt's guitar part, AH YOU CAN BE MY MATT REPLACEMENT ANYTIME.
and his favourite song is muse's starlight.
somebody catch me im going to faint.
this feels good even if people may think its pointless and dumb but just let me be the stupid pointless cheapthrill fangirl i am as long as it makes me smile that little bit more (:

ive watched 3 movies over 3 days, spending a total of $29.50 on movies that i feel have ripped me off :(
and that also means ive wasted 3 days that could have been used to study for my cts which are in one week OH MY GODDDD.

friday: ps i love you
saturday: jumper
sunday: kung fu dunk

ps i love you was sweet.
no eyecandy.
hillary swank's outfits were gorgeous
you get to see some old man's naked butt EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

jumper was exciting.
the jumping parts were freaking cool (where they jumped to, what they jumped, how they jumped)
and hayden christensen is just hottttttt.
he's got such a half cute innocent boy half bad boy look.
and there's this other guy in the show, some british guy, thats really funny and cute (:
well there's rachel bilson for the guys.
and they have sex like 20 mins into the show, wow thats fast.
but it was like just 10 seconds so nothing much of hayden christensen to see :(
but the movie moved really fast and was trying way to hard to squeeze in tons of storylines inside- FAIL

kung fu dunk
the basketball was helllllllllllll cool
the theme song was really catchy too, deniseleong and i were singing/rapping along to it in the cinema HAHAHA
jay chou was cute, but not like CUTE cute (but that didnt stop deniseleong who was squealing excitedly over him next to me)
but the story moved really fast and was quite disorganised just like jumper and in the end the whole movie was just pretty cheesy.
but the basketball was cool cool cool.
and you get to see jay chou's armpit hair if thats how you like it (:

deniseleong and i went to watch kung fu dunk today after tuition.
we had like 4 hours before deniseleong had to go for her tuition so we though no problem lah sure got alot of timings.
MY FOOT.
we strolled to cine and then realised that we missed the 1pm show and the next one was 3.40 (which was too late for deniseleong) so we had to chiong to cathay for the 1.30pm.
and it was like 1.25 when we made that decision.
if you saw two insane women running towards the heeren bus stop then running from ps to cathay while screaming and running and one woman (me) kept adjusting her shoes that kept coming out, yes that was us.
but we made it!
and i bet we looked like 2 maniacs (hairs messy, sweating like pigs and my right shoe was slipping out) when we were running towards the person at the entrance to tear our tickets.
argh he was so cute :(

ate at this jap place after the movie.
the procedure was quite like marche's so before we knew it, we ended up ordering so much.
and the desert portions were insane.
like 3.80 and you get this big bowl of mango ice cream + cream + jelly + mango + biscuits as big as your face.
HAHHAA deniseleong died trying to finish it.
i think between the 2 of us, we ate enough ice cream to make us gain like 2kg each.
walked deniseleong to her tuition then took a bus home.

slept on the bus to the interchange.
slept on the bus to my house.
slept when i reached home.
dinner + my girl
TRYING to study income and employment (i was supposed to finish it this weekend but im like only 10 pages into it? sigh)

and my mum is just like me HAHA
she doesnt like to watch shows where the guys are ugly.
thats why she refuses to watch que sera sera cause she thinks eric (from shinhwa) is gross
HAHA SORRY MICHELLE LAI.
and she likes lee dong wook too (:
when she thought i liked the gay shit in the show, she was so horrified HAHAHAHA

ok anyway.
its 11.30pm.
i want to sleep instead of read about keynesssssssssssssssssssss
argh and cts are in one week.
i have like 1-2 days for each subject :/

ok I AM NOT GOING TO COME ONLINE.
im going to survive on just my korean music.
I CAN AND I WILL.
GANBATTE IKIMASHOI HUR HUR.

goodnight (:

hellohellohello

its been a tiring week but yay its over!
but boo cts in 2 weeks wthhhhhhhhhhhhh

wednesday

slackkkkkkkkk training
stayed back a while to watch the guys play a friendly vs vj
went back to school with nicole to put back sticks
came home and crammed abit of econs but couldnt care less and fell asleep sigh

thursday

econs test- FAIL
class basketball after school, i miss that
stayed back in school to slack around till 6+
last day of cny family dinner
chionged my geog term essay (at like 10pm), im proud of myself (:

friday

cca bazaar
hockey people made like cute stickers to give to the j1s!
but hockey people all seem to be so artistic and talented and all of us ended up keeping the stickers for ourselves HAHA
explored the bazaar with hockey people (:

met qian and opy for dinner and ps i love you at lido
its quite a sweet movie lah (:
i cried at a few parts (when she was singing to him, SHIT THAT WAS DAMNNNNNNNNNN TOUCHING) but i dont think its as touching as secret/the notebook/cruel intentions
but wah lao qian was flooding the cinema
and the soundtrack is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good :D
came out of the theater at like 9+ then went to the outdoor mccafe outside shaw
<3<3<3
we always do stupid shit today.
today we walked around with our hairs tied to the side again.
and i bet i looked insane- hair tied to the side, stickers still on my hockey shirt and carrying a balloon in one hand (from the bazaar)

and i introduce you all to,
choi jonghun



guess his age?
18, BORN IN 1990 JUST LIKE ME OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
yes and everyone agrees he's just so hot.
i think i may get qian to like him too HUR HUR (ABANDON DBSK LAHHHHHHHHHHHH)
anyway he's part of a korean band called ft island (who has very nice songs ok)

ok, jumper tmr then tuition
goodnight!