maybe it was because results are coming out today or maybe because im getting sick again (damn sore throat and runny nose).
the implication of today has not really hit me yet because i guess deep down inside of me, i just want to live life the way it is now and never have to change.
but this morning i remained lying in bed, pondering what sort of grades i might get back.
and i know that the grades i will get will be what i deserve cause i really screwed it up big time by being stupid and yet screwing up on the day itself, and it has nothing to do with being careless or whatever.
so if you want to complain about your carelessness, dont freaking come to me.
cause seriously which is worse, oh damn it i was so careless or oh damn it i was SO FUCKING STUPID AND USELESS.
so yes please take note of that.
maybe i have some studying disorder, cause i really cant sit down and wholeheartedly study even a piece of paper without being distracted.
and i kept studying in front of the computer ARGH.
ok anyway whatever.
so i decided to go cook something for myself.
cause actually i really love cooking.
maybe i should be a cook?
at least it doesnt require As HUR.
my favourite food to eat in the morning is omelette.
so i dug through my fridge, finding other ingredients that i could dump into my omelette.
managed to find honey baked ham which i shredded, tomatoes which i cut into chunks and brocolli that i chopped up and boiled before dumping into the frying pan.
added on the lovely coat of eggs and voila i got myself some freaking easy to make rojak omelette yay (:
looking at it made me feel better cause i thought the colours were really pretty and it was such a yummy dish (:
so i decided to take a picture HAHA.
and this preformance really captures the type of atmosphere im immersed in right now.
just floating around and i really get drawn into her voice.
