konichiwaaaaa

thursday

leon gim's dance concert at vch.
it was actually quite exciting sneaking aiming in.
the concert was pretty good, the arty farty type.
im surprised i like it!
but damn good dancing yo :D
hanged around city hall area after the concert and left at 11+






friday

met qian in town
shopshopshopshop
far east wheelock shaw pacific plaza (we just didnt want to go the main part of town)
sakae dinner
step up 2 movie (WATCHED IT AGAIN FOR 9.50 JUST FOR YOU QIAN)
slacked at wheelock after the movie then took the bus home
spending time with qian regardless how meaningless we spend it is always fun :D







sigh maybe i should start studying :/

when i look into the mirror i see...

very unevenly tanned thunder thighs AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my legs have gotten FATTER

thanks to mass pe, 3 times a week training, friendlies and hockey camp :(

i dont want to go back to schoolllllllllllllllllllll

saturday

went with yuslina and camille to support ijtp for danceworks 08
why didnt sc dance join this type of competition last time? :(
wow quite interesting, you get to see diff types of extreme costumes and diff types of dancing (wannabe clubbing, arty farty and breakdancing etc)
ijtp got 3rd, congratulations!
while cheering for them with yuslina, i felt like i was cheering for sc like the old days.
the feeling is very much the same <3
and the winning group was really good!
it was some all guys breakdancing and hiphop group and they were like whoawhoawhoa yo

hanged around cathay (omg i hate so bloody much) then went for math tuition.
met grace at the tuition (:
I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL WOOHOO
yes i paid fulllllll attention ok

met my mum for dinner at the jap restaurant at the end of the taka foodcourt
shiok (:
too bad no space for desert HUR HUR
went shopping but ran out of time cause singapore's shops close so damn bloody.
like by 10?!
please lah in japan everyone is still out at like 2am and everything is still open.
bought a new top from pull and bear (:
i decided to try and brighten up my wardrobe and try new styles

sunday

physics tuition with deniseleong
i paid attention too!
wow im proud of myself (:
lunch at taka and went shopping with deniseleong, from taka all the way to far east
and we thoroughly explored far east in search of new earrings, tops and bags
we got buddy earrings from funkdeco HAHA :D
but after awhile we got all tired of shopping and restless, oh man it was hilarious (:
and argh i need new clothes :/




and you know im happy for you yo :D

well this march holidays has been pretty relax
i got to like just slack alot HAHA
im starting to like just lazying around HUR
all the best for cts everyone :D

HOCKEY IS THE BOMB YO BOOM

spent wed and thurs at hockey camp
friendly against tpjc and ajc
won tp 2-0, drew with ajc 0-0
argh i always get so frustrated at myself during matches
ESPECIALLY against ajc goshhhhh
i need to STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT
i keep swearing too :/

sigh but anyway the rest of the camp was just pure love <3

<3 captain's ball in the audi
<3 dog and bone in the audi where the girls and guys played for each other and the team that loses causes the respective team of the opposite gender that supports them to have to run rounds around the audi
<3 delicious meals together
<3 yum seng
<3 cold water baths
<3 slacking in lt6 with snacks while analysing our games and watching a hockey movie
<3 punishment together where we had to run 8 rounds around the track in the rain at night (9.45pm i still remember the time!)
<3 training in the rain together at pa
<3 going nuts on the last night (wannabe rockstars, crazy dancing, tons of photos, forming a heart at the quadrangle, lao ying zua xiao zi at quadrangle, camwhoring at the canteen and the foyer)

and much more <3<3<3<3



and on tues, watched step up 2 with fiona arthur guan min kenneth yangyang and alvin at bugis (:
cut my hair at far east
dinner at the hainanese chicken rice place near the national library
wow shiok curry fish head and assorted dishes (:
step up 2 was not bad lah, better than step up 1
and the main male lead is way better looking too :D

anyway today is my stay home day cause michelle lai and lois still has exams after march holidays so we ended up not meeting today :(
im feeling really tired and lazy from the camp anyway and i dont want to leave the house but i think my mum is going to drag me out later nooooooooooooooo :(

anyway,
for every f word i say, slap me once!

MARCH HOLIDAYS WOOHOO

the march holidays have just kicked off and im suffering from annoying body aches :(

sat

stay home and relax day
hardcored SO MANY SHOWS OMG.
i was online from like 1pm to 3am or something
shiok (:

sunday

smu open house
but we went towards the end so we missed like quite alot of stuff :(
wow pretty inspired (:
but im not interested in nus business school
NEED TO WORK HARD OMGGGGGGGGGG
the nus open house is on next weekend!
who wants to goooo

spontaneous meeting with fiona's other friends
dinner at the cathay and the eye
THE EYE IS REALLY GOOD
definitely the best remake ive seen or something?
it SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYY scary the ending was really good and not cheesy
and i dont think ive ever made so much noise during a scary show HUR
the only other time i used to scream my lungs out was when we watched horror movies in e2max HAHA
love that place (:
slacked at ps macs after the movie
HAHA hilarious incidents (:

monday

hockey friendly against nj
lost 2-0
i think we could have stopped those 2 goals sigh :/
watched the guys' match
drew 0-0 with nj not bad (:

i was FREAKING tired after that.
slept only 5 hours and played the match.
reached hom enad DIED.
i was like gobbling down food and fell asleep.

bbq at guan min's house
it was nice seeing everyone contribue and help out during the bbq (:
and the food was good!

anyway im TOTALLY looking forward for hockey camp that starts tmr!
should be fun :D
although we're going there to train and play friendlies.
if im right, we're playing rj tmr? OMGGGGG
AND MY WHOLE BODY FREAKING ACHES.
i forgot to stretch and my legs and ass freaking ache sigh :(
and hopefully after the hockey camp ends on thurs night, we'll stay out and dont go home and that will be hell fun :D:D

everyone enjoy your march holidays!
if you have cts, all the bestttttttttttttttt :D:D

EXAMS ARE OVER BABYYYYYYYY.
but unfortunately everyone else have exams after march holidays so cant meet themmmmmmmmmmm :(

today was the last paper- physics
spent the last half an hour stoning again.
i asked to go to the toilet and i took my own sweet time walking around before coming back hur (:

chinese As- i got a c
im disappointed actually cause i thought i could get at least a B for this paper
and i was really sad cause i thought i could use chinese to replace my h1 so i was really counting for a B and above but then i saw a c and i was like sigh.
but turns out chinese cant replace h1 to YAY YAY YAY IM HAPPY AGAIN :D
pass can already lah, at least no more chinese in my life (:

training at police academy
havent met hockey people in so long!
feels good (:

met jessica michelle lai and lois for juno.
gosh i intended to leave training early to meet them at 6.30 but somehow i still reached like an hour late, right before the movie.
i wish i could have spent more time with them :(
desert supper at ice monster
long bus ride home at like 10 plus, 11 and bloody hell the bus still so crowded :(
i bet i have cool arm muscles now that i had to carry my shoe bag, hockey stick, wallet and ipod during the whole 1 hr journey home.

I LOVE JUNO.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE JUNO.
its definitely going into my list of favourite movies.
its just a simple, retardedly weird and sweet movie (:
absolutely loved it <3
i say this OWNS ps i love you (if you're looking for a sweet romance movie)

i found the main guy, acted by michael cera, to be really adorable.
yea the one in the weird training outfit and mini yellow shorts.
but he's just so pinch cheek cute in the movie and really loveable.
yiting thought so too after watching juno but no one agrees with us :(
although yea its kind of gross when you see him half naked in the show and his stomach is kind of flabby, his legs are like pale chicken legs and his voice is just really high HAHA
BUTTTTT he's still adorable, REALLY.
i think you all will start to love him after you watch the movie :D

YITING BETTER SEND ME THE SOUNDTRACK LIKE YOU PROMISED AH.
the soundtrack is really good actually!
there's one particular song sang by the two main characters and its bloody cute and sweet <3
its called 'anyone else but you'



You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
I want more fans, you want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

<3

i would like to freaking complain about some retard shithead who put a big picture of a bullfrog on her sales post on a shopping website.
i really have to go whatthefreak?!
YOU ARE SELLING CLOTHES AND YOU PUT A PICTURE OF A BULLFROG.
can you please consider the feelings of people who are scared shitless by frogs, especially ugly freaking bullfrogs?!
i was like happily scrolling down normally and enjoying my online shopping and whatthefreak i see a bloody big gross frog in my face.
now i cant even shop in peace anymore?!
i probably wont shop there for a while till the post moves far down so that i'll never have to see it again.
YUCK SHIT YOU :(

since everyone's talking about exams and exams are STILL making my life so damn freaking miserable,

i shall continue complaining about my sad cts (:

today's math was B A D.
the whole paper was so ?!

so i just jumped right into the questions, scribbling down what i hope to be the solution then halfway i stop abruptly cause i realise im stuck and everything looks all wrong.
so i just skip and move on to the next question and this process repeated all the way till the end of the paper (:
i dont think i completed a single question.
maybe just one of the vectors one cause it merely asked for like vector equation of the line.
mr foo sets the best questions (:

and during the last 20 mins of the paper, i was just sitting there stone-ing cause i couldnt do anything anyway.
and then female old math teacher A walks up to the teacher B in front of me, looks at me quizically and asks teacher B 'they cant do the paper at all ah'

WELL MDM, ITS ONLY MEEEEEE WHO COULDNT DO THE PAPER OK.
CAUSE EVERYONE AROUND ME WAS STILL BUSY FILLING UP THEIR ANSWERS AND GETTING IT ALL RIGHT AND IM THE ONLY ONE SITTING THERE SO FREE THAT I CAN EAVESDROP ON TEACHERS' CONVERSATIONS.

i hate math :(

lunch in school
tao hui jui at amk
studied at amk library
we didnt study?!

all i did was like eat alot of shit and blasted muse while i spazzed in the chair pretending im some professinal drummer
and i did KIND OF read income (:

dinner at some amk hawker centre
shared kaya waffles with fiona
bought you tiao home
slept on the train

and we've all decided to just HECK CTS and i so bloody cant be bothered to study econs :/

S H I T

ive got math tmr (which is my worst subject)

and god knows how to do differentiation, integration, de or vectors.

and my trigo is blooody weak.

and im not even sure if mclaurins is coming out cause its technically part of differentiation but it wasnt printed on the list of tested topics :/

but i have no time to study that anyway.

and all ive been bloody doing the whole day is using the computer.

ARGH.

god ive been online since like 11.30 in the morning.

and i told myself ill just take a break and use it for a while till like after lunch?

AND WTH AM I DOING NOW.

QIAN,

i think i like dbsk too

konichiwaaaaaaaaaaaa

today, as i walked my favourite path home with bubble tea in one hand and knights of cydonia (live in tokyo) blasting in my ear, i felt like i was on top of the world (:
today's bubble tea was extra yummy too!

gp and h1 geog today
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i was slaughtered up down left right, SIAN.
i wrote really little for gp :/
i had like points but somehow i only wrote like 2.5 sides, and i just tossed and turned on the table for the last half an hour.
geog was like %*^$&%$
i like looked through the notes 3 times and case studies twice and i STILL couldnt do the paper :(

i vow to only listen to muse while i study for cts <3

friday

leap year!
but sigh i forgot it was leap year till the next day.
always like that lah.
i remember there was this important day last year and i intended to sms someone but i was out the whole night so by the time i checked the time, it was 4+am the next day.
sigh.

studied in the canteen after school
basketball (:
night study
the bloody chairs outside the staffroom suckkkkk.
they either rock me about like im on a viking ship or make me sound like im farting whenever i sit on it :(

saturday

hardcored 4 hours physics tuition with deniseleong
3.30-7.30 WHOA
came home and watched my girl
i think i studied?

sunday

studied at national library with cj people
oh my shit i was in such a muse mood oh yeaaaaaaaaa
matt i love you HUR HUR HUR
came home to cram gp and geog till 12+
didnt get to watch my girl :(

WED: MATH
THURS: ECONS
FRI: PHYSICS

AND FREEDOM (today's gp comprehension was on freedom, SHIT YOU FREEDOM) BABYYYYYYYYYY.
but everyone has cts after march holidays so they cant go outttttttt
unless you're one of those lucky people who dont have cts?! (opy and clifton yeo ARGH HAHA)

ok im going to go read my physics now,
or maybe after i finish this episode of my jap drama (:

good luck for cts everyone!

i will always remember jeremy's old msn name.
dont make others your priority when you are just an option to them.

tuesday

class basketball (:
slacked around after school at the cj recreational centre- science block
night studied with yiting amadea huishi etc
and thanks yiting you can be such a sentimental sweetheart sometimes (:
wow night study works.

wednesday

met yiting amadea and huishi after school
we kept going in and out of the library HAHA
bathe, eat, study abit, sleep, walk around HAHA
we were so restless and just couldnt get down to studying (or at least i was)
spent some time with fiona and natalie and watched the guys play basketball at the grandstand
dinner + night study
oh gosh we made more noise than the previous night study and i just kept taking breaks or zoning out :(

then there was the whole terrorist saga.
at least they put hot army men outside our school HUR HUR

thursday

siannnnnnnnnn day
it was such a long day and we ended off with pe (physical training)
started off with commencement ceremony.
well at least i saw my eyecandies in school uniform (: (even if they arent in my junior class, damn)
played basketball with the guys after school
dinner with guan min in the canteen
reached home and youtubed
read econs while watching are you smarter than a 5th grader

gosh this guy gave up at the 300k question cause he wasnt confident of the question 'what is released from plants when they undergo transpiration'
WATER VAPOUR YO.
and it was a multiple choice question with roots, water vapour and seeds.
sigh

fell asleep for a while :x
had supper with my parents
and now I DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING AT ALLLLLLLLL

so now at 10.10pm (wow such a cute timing) i officially give up on studying for today and im just going to do my online shopping and sleeppppppppppppppp
and night study tmr (:
CHIONG AH

and on a random note,
ive lost my 7th ear stick ARGH
ive lost 4 black, 2 purple and 1 yellow ear stick.
so now i look really weird with just one yellow ear stick in my left ear :/

goodnight (:

its not always rainbows and butterflies

not everybody can be happy everyday.
and today i let myself get emotional againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
sigh hari is right, i get affected very easily.
but thats cause the people around me are important and what they say/do matter to me.
if not why would i give a shit.

just a bad bad day.
just hope tmr will be better.
i promise to step into school feeling happy (:

came home after school.
took a detour to buy bubble tea then walked home down my favourite path.
it was an attempt to make me feel better (:
and yes i did feel better, but more credit is given to that somebody who made me feel better (thank you love (:)
i actually wanted to sleep it off but i ended up youtubeing HAHA
seriously youtubeing is better, if not i wont even be awake right now.
started to study geog whle watching videos, (at least its a start)

im not going to think so much.
dontttttttttt let little things affect you, especially when people dont realise that they've hurt you.
pleasepleasepleaseplease give me strength.

after all cts are in a week.
i shall survive the week with ft island songs (i just downloaded somemore today HUR HUR) and studying (I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT)

and on a random note, just to make me feel a little happier

i found a video of ft island playing hysteria by muse.
and choi jonghun played matt's guitar part, AH YOU CAN BE MY MATT REPLACEMENT ANYTIME.
and his favourite song is muse's starlight.
somebody catch me im going to faint.
this feels good even if people may think its pointless and dumb but just let me be the stupid pointless cheapthrill fangirl i am as long as it makes me smile that little bit more (:

ive watched 3 movies over 3 days, spending a total of $29.50 on movies that i feel have ripped me off :(
and that also means ive wasted 3 days that could have been used to study for my cts which are in one week OH MY GODDDD.

friday: ps i love you
saturday: jumper
sunday: kung fu dunk

ps i love you was sweet.
no eyecandy.
hillary swank's outfits were gorgeous
you get to see some old man's naked butt EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

jumper was exciting.
the jumping parts were freaking cool (where they jumped to, what they jumped, how they jumped)
and hayden christensen is just hottttttt.
he's got such a half cute innocent boy half bad boy look.
and there's this other guy in the show, some british guy, thats really funny and cute (:
well there's rachel bilson for the guys.
and they have sex like 20 mins into the show, wow thats fast.
but it was like just 10 seconds so nothing much of hayden christensen to see :(
but the movie moved really fast and was trying way to hard to squeeze in tons of storylines inside- FAIL

kung fu dunk
the basketball was helllllllllllll cool
the theme song was really catchy too, deniseleong and i were singing/rapping along to it in the cinema HAHAHA
jay chou was cute, but not like CUTE cute (but that didnt stop deniseleong who was squealing excitedly over him next to me)
but the story moved really fast and was quite disorganised just like jumper and in the end the whole movie was just pretty cheesy.
but the basketball was cool cool cool.
and you get to see jay chou's armpit hair if thats how you like it (:

deniseleong and i went to watch kung fu dunk today after tuition.
we had like 4 hours before deniseleong had to go for her tuition so we though no problem lah sure got alot of timings.
MY FOOT.
we strolled to cine and then realised that we missed the 1pm show and the next one was 3.40 (which was too late for deniseleong) so we had to chiong to cathay for the 1.30pm.
and it was like 1.25 when we made that decision.
if you saw two insane women running towards the heeren bus stop then running from ps to cathay while screaming and running and one woman (me) kept adjusting her shoes that kept coming out, yes that was us.
but we made it!
and i bet we looked like 2 maniacs (hairs messy, sweating like pigs and my right shoe was slipping out) when we were running towards the person at the entrance to tear our tickets.
argh he was so cute :(

ate at this jap place after the movie.
the procedure was quite like marche's so before we knew it, we ended up ordering so much.
and the desert portions were insane.
like 3.80 and you get this big bowl of mango ice cream + cream + jelly + mango + biscuits as big as your face.
HAHHAA deniseleong died trying to finish it.
i think between the 2 of us, we ate enough ice cream to make us gain like 2kg each.
walked deniseleong to her tuition then took a bus home.

slept on the bus to the interchange.
slept on the bus to my house.
slept when i reached home.
dinner + my girl
TRYING to study income and employment (i was supposed to finish it this weekend but im like only 10 pages into it? sigh)

and my mum is just like me HAHA
she doesnt like to watch shows where the guys are ugly.
thats why she refuses to watch que sera sera cause she thinks eric (from shinhwa) is gross
HAHA SORRY MICHELLE LAI.
and she likes lee dong wook too (:
when she thought i liked the gay shit in the show, she was so horrified HAHAHAHA

ok anyway.
its 11.30pm.
i want to sleep instead of read about keynesssssssssssssssssssss
argh and cts are in one week.
i have like 1-2 days for each subject :/

ok I AM NOT GOING TO COME ONLINE.
im going to survive on just my korean music.
I CAN AND I WILL.
GANBATTE IKIMASHOI HUR HUR.

goodnight (:

hellohellohello

its been a tiring week but yay its over!
but boo cts in 2 weeks wthhhhhhhhhhhhh

wednesday

slackkkkkkkkk training
stayed back a while to watch the guys play a friendly vs vj
went back to school with nicole to put back sticks
came home and crammed abit of econs but couldnt care less and fell asleep sigh

thursday

econs test- FAIL
class basketball after school, i miss that
stayed back in school to slack around till 6+
last day of cny family dinner
chionged my geog term essay (at like 10pm), im proud of myself (:

friday

cca bazaar
hockey people made like cute stickers to give to the j1s!
but hockey people all seem to be so artistic and talented and all of us ended up keeping the stickers for ourselves HAHA
explored the bazaar with hockey people (:

met qian and opy for dinner and ps i love you at lido
its quite a sweet movie lah (:
i cried at a few parts (when she was singing to him, SHIT THAT WAS DAMNNNNNNNNNN TOUCHING) but i dont think its as touching as secret/the notebook/cruel intentions
but wah lao qian was flooding the cinema
and the soundtrack is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good :D
came out of the theater at like 9+ then went to the outdoor mccafe outside shaw
<3<3<3
we always do stupid shit today.
today we walked around with our hairs tied to the side again.
and i bet i looked insane- hair tied to the side, stickers still on my hockey shirt and carrying a balloon in one hand (from the bazaar)

and i introduce you all to,
choi jonghun



guess his age?
18, BORN IN 1990 JUST LIKE ME OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
yes and everyone agrees he's just so hot.
i think i may get qian to like him too HUR HUR (ABANDON DBSK LAHHHHHHHHHHHH)
anyway he's part of a korean band called ft island (who has very nice songs ok)

ok, jumper tmr then tuition
goodnight!

sigh what happened to coming home and sleeping then dutifullly completing my geog term essay huh?!
reached home at like 7 and proceeded watching my jap dramas and watching tv :(

friday

friendly against ntu
we lost
i seriously thought i played better than during the pj match but argh the results are extremely different sigh
but thanks everybody, they were all so cute and cheering me up yay yay (:
the bus ride back was damn high HAHAHAHA
<3<3<3



hey druggie HAHAHAHA
man yiting's faces kept looking like some druggie's so we had a good laugh over the pictures(:

then yiting and i conducted a competition between the two of us
WHO CAN TAKE BETTER ARTY FARTY PHOTOS competition
can you guess which are mine? (the nicer ones btw HAHA)












and a collage of random pictures of our very random hockey team,



rockerfellaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ok lah not bad, it was the company that was good so we were shouting and jumping and screaming, i like :D
and the winning band DEFINITELY deserved it omg totally.





supper with valerie rachel weilin lauren yuling and yuslina at toa payoh macs
WHAT HAPPENED TO PRATAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :(
took the train back with yuslina (:

saturday

chingay
met natalie at city hall first before going down to padang
THE WAITING WAS SO BORING
but yay soon fiona kimberly yangyang guan min zhao loong came so the wait was bearable (:

actually chingay was actually quite fun!
the area that i was in charged of was very nice and friendly, made me feel like people in singapore are not bad after all (:

supper with zhao loong guan min shijing yangyang and fiona at the makansutra eating place next to dxo
char kuew tiao hokkien mee oyster omelette satay drinks yumyummmmmmmmmmm
ended up not staying out for the night :( :( :(
thank you so much natalie and natalie's mum for giving me a ride all the way home though it was like 2+ am








and im a very bad photographer so please excuse the pictures (you cant see much anyway)
just appreciate the colours!
i was using manual mode cause i like my pictures with a orange hue so the pictures were reallyyyyyyy shaky HAHA



sunday

physics tuition
yay deniseleong dont come back for tuition lah!
everytime you're around i dont listen okkkkkkkkkkk
i was so hardworking when i was sitting with andrew this time lah HAHA

family gathering at my aunt's place (YES I SKIPPED MATH TUITION)
for like the 3rd or 4th time already oops, i was just want to quit lah :(
had frog legs for dinner and wth ive never seen people chop and cook frog legs in one big pot full of other weird crap that makes you feel like you're digging up all parts of a frog when you try to scoop some meat out.
and my cousin said like 'eeeee this piece has such a big piece of frog skin still attached to it'
IN MY HEAD I WAS LIKE WHAT THE %*^$%&#$%#^$#^$#, I TOTALLY DIDNT DARE TO TURN AND LOOK AT HER PLATE EWWWWWWWWWW

monday

pmspmspms in the afternoon
sigh period's coming yo
training was shorttttttttttt
reached home late and i just watched my jap drama while reading through my physics notes for today's test

tuesday

physics test- FAIL
today was a longgggggggggggggggg tiring day (DAMN WEATHER)
stayed back after school to just slack around
ended up with just yangyang guan min shijing and me playing around after school (im starting to like tennis :D)
left school at around 6 and came home and CONTINUED slacking sigh sigh sigh

VALENTINES DAY

oh man it was one hell of a rollercoaster ride day.
but the day started off well with the influx of sweet and cute valentines day messages <3
came to school early and touched up the gifts i prepared beforehand.
things were awkward but i held on, thinking maybe it'll be ok.

gave out presents!
that felt greatttttttttttt
sorry i didnt have enough spare candy :(

had a breakdown during pe.
just couldnt take it anymore, all the bottled feelings inside just exploded and i kept crying.
there was no one i could talk to about whats going on so my emotions just went out of control.
i cry easily anyway.
its damn annoying cause i just cant stop.

stayed back after school intending to kill time till 6 before meeting qian and michelle lai, but luckily the guys were around too.
emoing makes you tired so we went to the canteen and they got their drinks and i bought a whole lor mai kai and gobbled it down.
felt good (:
went back to class and hanged around till like 6+ then i went down to serene to meet qian and michelle lai.

met opy at the serene bus stop!
i aint got no hot date so it's time with the girls <3
but it was really simple though, after all i havent met michelle lai in 2 months!dinner at adam road food centre, cheap valentines day celebration yo
FREAK THE PRAWN MEE DAMN NICE
and thanks for the gifts :D
although the flower that michelle lai sent me through smiles didnt reach me today, maybe it'll reach me tmr!
and qian you make the most adorable and thoughtful gifts :D

tmr:

I WILL BE FINE
so people thanks for the concern but no tmr you wont need to be asking me 'are you ok? what happened?'
CAUSE ILL BE FINE YO

match against ntu

rockerfella

hockey supper

<3

sat:

chingay

sometimes you wonder why life throws things at you this way.
what did i do to deserve this.
why do other people get what they want and i dont.
why are other people so fortunate to find happiness but i cant find any near me.
i guess its just bad luck, getting put into situations that are totally different from what you are used to.
but there is no choice and life still goes on, and you try to accept and make do.

monday

had a belated birthday celebration for aiming (:
noticed obvious hints that things were not going right, but what could i do about what was inevitable.
training, seriously thank goddddddddd for hockey people (:
fitness was at a low, thanks to a week of not doing any fitness
went back to school with sam how and yiting for a while then went home

tuesday

why do others have a choice but i dont, sigh i guess sometimes life just isnt fair.
stayed back after school with fiona, slacking around, eating, decorating then went home
but along the way i decided to drop by my neighbourhood shopping centre to go valentines day gift shopping myself HAHA
yay a tiny step towards independence
came home and spent the night making the gifts and watching channel 8 dramas HUR
wow i didnt know the chinese dramas nowadays are so interesting (:

wednesday

the inevitable finally came
i felt as though things were getting better but i guess they arent after all.
slacked at yuslina's class with yiting after school.
poured my hear out, emoed abit but at least i felt less lonely (:
binged at the canteen :x
pasta salad, maggi goreng and apple juice just before training ouch
but just before training started i was hit with really bad news, it really really really hurt me so bad but there was no one i could tell because it's a secret that i really needed to keep in my heart.

but being with hockey people alwaysssssss brightens my day and training was pretty fun (:
the fitness wasnt as bad as i thought it would be and we did quite drills and scenarios.

went back to school with evadne and yiting, INSANE SHITS.
man it was such a crazy time in the canteen, love you guys.
hanged around in school for abit more then i went to town with yiting to go valentines day gift shopping at taka
bought alot of food from the food court too and we had good laughs while enjoying our meals (:
took the bus home and reached home at like 10+

IM REALLY TIRED NOW.
mentally tired too but what can i do, life still goes on.
tmr is valentines day!
sigh doesnt make it any more fun for me after school yo
its ok doesnt mean i'll emo.
but at least preparing valentines day gifts make you feel happy (:


well i hope ill survive tmr just fine and friday will be friendly and rockerfella yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D:D:D

HELLOOOOOOOO

cny has been pretty boring for me, as in the visiting part.
there wasnt much visiting, like usual, so the second day already consisted of alot of slacking at home.
finished off liar game like on the 2nd/3rd day of cny? HAHA
damn hardcore, just kept watching HAHA

third day was more fun!
class potluck at zhao loong's house
wah shiok damn alot of food :D
video games, food, pictures, gambling, watched my girl (lee dong wook omggggggggggg :D:D:D), the notebook (OH MY GOD I LOVEEEEEEEEE THE NOTEBOOK) and other crappy shows etc
left at like 10+ and took a longgggggggg bus ride home
thanks for letting us stay in your house so long zhao loong!




fourth day (today)
'HOCKEY OUTING'!
where only like 7 people turned up yipee :(
lunch at cathay billy bombers, carpark photoshoot, watched a cjc band perform at ben and jerrys, shopping and eatinggggggggggg :D:D



rushed home for dinner and bai niannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

school starts tmr!
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
but alot of events this week!
valentines day (SINGLES UNITE YOOOOOOOOO)
ntu friendly
rockerfella
chingay
hope they will be fun! :D

this cny ive been,

1) eating A HELL ALOT

man i swear i stuffed so much food down my stomach today
this year's cny definitely bags the prize for cny-where-i-ate-the-most
gosh all the steamboats, kong ba baos, popiahs, new year goodies, packet sugar drinks and full meals at relatives' places

2) playing pokemon on my phone

today i went to alot of those relatives' places where there is no one near my age at all so i just sit there in the living room amongst all the adults and play my pokemon
im diligently training my charmeleon, pidgetto, butterfree and pikachu! :D

3) watching LIAR GAME

its a psychological thriller jap drama with a littleeeeeeeeeee bit of romance (my favourite)
if you want to watch a smart show that involves your brain while you attempt to solve the puzzles and mysteries in the show, you will love this (:
and if you're a guy, the actress is really pretty
and if you're a girl, you get to see the actor topless and experience his cool bad ass attitude
LIKE WOW YAY :D

my mum had people over at night and once again, no one of my age so i was in my room spamming my show :D

pity i didnt get to gamble today :(
but i hope i get to do so at zhao loong's house on sat!

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE :D:D:D:D

HAPPY CNY YO :D

sunday
ate at wheelock sakae with deniseleong after tuition
cause we were so lazy, we decided to take a bus down to wheelock from orchard plaza
so we ended up running in the light rain from orchard plaza to the bus stop
but when we got down at wheelock, it was POURING
so we ended up running in the rain again across the big road, it was SERIOUSLY RAINING DAMN HEAVILY
so we were soakeddddddddddddddddddddd, but it was hilarious
like two crazy girls screaming and shouting and jay-ing across the road while laughing like mad shits
and we ended up looking like this,



unglam is the in-thing yo


ok so i guess its impossible to take proper pictures using the metal screen on the back of the sakae computers

went for math tuition after that
argh im going to change my math tuitions to sat so i can go out with deniseleong after that :(
we havent bloody watched a movie like we said we would! :(
slept during the first half an hour but i was super hardworking after i woke up :D:D
and hello deniseleong
she's so cute omg HAHA
saying hi to me and making stupid faces through the small gap of the sliding door

monday
training :D
man i cant sprint for nuts :(
dinner after that with camille yuling and yiting at toa payoh mos
reached home at like 10+ and so i forgot to go online to meet my groupmate to do my gp project :x

tuesday
felt SUPER guilty the next day so i sacrificed recess to do my gp project
and thus ending up shoving down rice, curry veg, chicken wing, egg and green tea in like 5 mins
my stomach felt soooooooooo bad after that :(

met qian and opy after school at far east (:
didnt pluck my eyebrows in the end, i regret :(
gelare half price waffle day yo yo yo
met class people at far east while i was with qian!



wednesday

cny eve!
FUN
the concert was blah
yusheng and school potluck was damn fun
hardcore thrashing of yusheng, combination-of-classes yum seng that was damn loud, my class didnt bring any food at all for school potluck cause we're having our own this sat so we ended up living off other classes' free food and the honey stars, ribena and hello panda that we bought from the drink stall
but omg we got so much food in the end!
thanks for the kind donations yo :D

class lunch after that at ps
what was supposed to be cartel became food court HAHAHHAA
met preena!
guan min teresa and i hanged around after the class left to wait for fiona to join us so we went nuts exploring carrefour and random shops
shopping with fiona teresa and guan min after that (:
bought a top and shorts (AGAIN) from cotton on for like only 30 bucks OH MY SHIT <3



and my favourite picture of the day,


t26 :D


reunion dinner with my cousin's family after that (:

ok wishing everyone a happy cny and hope you all get tons of ang baos!

and a random quiz,

74 words

Touch Typing

HARLO

wow a week just flew by since i last blogged

got my phone confiscated on tues argh
playing pokemon on my phone during gp :x
MY CHARMANDERRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(
but seriously lah why the hell did rani pass the phone to michael tan

met jiwei, sujun and jiaxin for dinner on wed after training (:
cabbed down from the police academy lah, 8 BUCKS YOU KNOW OUCH :(
but it's always enjoyable meeting them

friendly yesterday against pj
YAY WE WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <3<3
i played so damn badly during the first half, thanks coach for giving me a chance to continue playing during second half
i believe my performance was better but ill definitely work harder
im so proud of our team cause you can really tell that the rest are getting fitter and more skilled :D
and omg thanks hari for lending me socks and valerie lending me her shinpads :D
and big thank you omg i love you to qian for waiting for me till like 8 and coming to ccab hockey pitch to look for me

dinner at serene with qian after that + island creamery
met camille lauren nureen and weilin (:

chingay briefing again today
breakfast at toast box with fiona and teresa (:
lunch at s11 (i absolutely love s11 food lahhhh) with guan min shijing teresa yangyang kenneth lian kai
went with guan min to buy shoes then came home
wanted to take a nap but it's getting too close to dinner time :(

tuition tmr then family dinner oh yea