updates on my life:
I GAINED WEIGHT
I HAVE BEEN STUDYING
and going crazy over this new korean group called 2pm and yunho oppa HAHAHAHAHA



10 points out of 10 points
WHAT A CATCHY SONG.
and acrobatic hiphop story telling dancing.
WOW I LIKEEEE.

sigh sigh sigh

yes studying makes you fat.
if you chop me up now, i bet ill make good sam zam ba (three layer fat pork)
argh all the little bits of muscle i finally managed to accumulate from hockey all turned to FATZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
after As im going to go SWIMMING AND TENNIS-ING I SWEAR.

all i do is study, eat and youtube
its quite sad really :(
and its worse if i study in school cause the food is like just THERE and cheap so i eat and eat and eat and when i get bouts of panic and i get real stress i eat EVEN MORE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

monday: studied in school

tuesday: studied in school, burned out, came home
turned on the tv for just a few minutes then i saw like THE CUTEST GUY EVER IN KOREAN ENTERTAINMENT AHAHAHHAA
nick khun from 2pm oh my holy shit!

wednesday: extra physics tuition, carmen came over to my place to study

thursday: hardcore studying in school + nightstudy

friday: studied with yiting at vivo (WE ARE SO GROSS I SWEAR HAHA)

sat: went over to yihui's place to study (DAMN IT YOUR NEW CONDO IS SO NICE CAN)

today: tuition + lunch with qian
I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET IT WAS SO SCARY.
i left it in the meridien food court but i didnt realise until i was going to pay for something at 7-11
so i bloody SPRINTED down the street back to meridien and asked around frantically and thank god the management found my wallet and kept it :D

oh yes and recently i keep seeing nice rayban specs that got me all excited HAHA
here's some GORGEOUS ONES.







and then there's one week left.
this is just INSANE.
sigh :(

AH TIME FLIES EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT HAVING FUN
studying sucks big time :(
ive been having mocks for every subject almost everyday.
i tried studying at home on tues cause i was lazy but it FAILED BIG TIME.
totally slacked HAHA
studied at deniseleong's place with michelle lai on wed and fri :D
pretty productive night study on thurs :D
then studied with yiting on sat at vivo pacific coffee company and starbucks, met evadne love!
I LOVE PACIFIC COFFEE COMPANY.
cushioned swing seats OH MY GOD.
and its at like the deck so it overlooks the harbour <3
and the mocha is delicious!
my current favourite place to study :D

and ive been listening to chinese oldies and going nuts over hot korean guys HAHAHAHAA.
sigh :(
ever heard of xiong tian ping?
I LOVE HIS SONGS.
easy listening acoustic guitar night music, I LOVE EVERY SONG ON HIS ALBUM.
i dug it out from my dad's collection of old chinese cds HAHAHA.
and alot of his songs will sound familiar cause im sure we've all heard them when we were in primary school.
i love huo cai tian tai, CLASSIC SONG.
and so heartbreaking :(

then ive been going nuts over yunho from dbsk and rain.
I CANT BELIEVE I LIKE RAIN AH.
i used to hate him so much HAHAHA.
AND QIAN AND YITING SUCKS ARGH.
they keep going crazy over dbsk and like yamapi or whatever HAHA.

i HAVE to put up some pictures i just CANNOT RESIST HAHAHAHA.




YUNHO OPPA YOU ARE SO MAN AHHHH HAHAHAHAHA.



and rain's new song rainism
I LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE HOLY SHIT.

sigh i think im going nuts.
ive been talking online with yiting for too long HAHAHAHA.

must go do work now!

wednesday:
went to rj to study with yihui HAHA LOVE YOU SUCKER
went back to school for night study with hari and jin ah (:

thursday:
studied with michelle lai and qian at swirl (gosh i hate that place :() im sorry my dear friends

friday: GRADUATION

really good end to formal education in cj i think.
i really had alot of fun through out the day with the class, i have to admit that i dont think ive had so much fun with the class before.
and thank you teresa, really :D
after making random plasticine things for the class presentation, singing in class, taking class photos, chomping down food with the class, solving puzzles with the class, almost sleeping through brother paul's speech and accepting our portfolio, we were ready to go to paragon spageddies for class lunch!
HILARIOUS STUFF MAN.
i was sad about the food i ordered though :(
then we played like hardcore zhong zi mi ma HAHAHA.
we coated this whole bunch of gross gum sweets that we got with like cheese, chilli, pepper, salt blah blah
and teresa yangyang and i were in top 3!
then i lost and it was down to teresa and yangyang and teresa had to choose 54 or 55 but she remembered that i like 55 so i would choose it and she won HAHA :D







then rushed down to denise leong's house to study with deniseleong and michelle lai
YOUR ROOM IS DAMN CONDUSIVE AND I LOVE THE VIEW FROM YOUR HOUSE OMG.
and we got all worked up by the 7pm show HAHAHA
freaking horrible husband cheated on the wife in penang with some woman and we were all like OMGOMGOMG SHIT SHIT SHIT THE WIFE IS GOING TO SEE HIM WITH THE MISTRESS OMG.
damn stupid but damn funny HAHA
then it turned into a spontaneous stayover and i have to say that its the most comfortable stayover ive ever had HAHA
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL HOST :D

woke up for carrot cake breakfast YUM
squeezed in abit more of studying
parents fetched me and michelle lai home
then later at night went for eugene's birthday dinner at miss clarity cafe :D

funan macs studying with michelle lai (really nice bench-like seats)
lois's birthday dinner at the pizza place
esplanade rooftop grass rolling and camwhoring
canale YUMMILICIOUS cakes and chat
bus ride with denise leong
spamming of epik high's one minute one second which is PURE LOVE, perfect night music
reached home at like 11 and couldnt study argh








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im like youtubeing the whole vice presidential debate ahhhhh :X
but its absolutely exciting (:
but yes I MUST FOCUS ON STUDYING.
i need to make it through the As and be able to feel relieved at the end of it, to believe that all my work had paid off and i could actually confidently say that i could cope with it.
may we all have the strength to go full force for this last lap.
and i need to make sure i get into university and we can all be proud of yourselves

wanyin has this super unusual fetish.
she is a totally sucker for left handed guys.
and a totally sucker for guys who wear their watch on their dominant hand (cause i do it, im right handed and wear my watch on my right hand)
WEIRD RIGHT? HAHAHA OH MY GOSH IM SUCH A FREAK.

i think it just looks super cute and i came across 2 people who have THE ULTIMATE COMBO (fulfils both conditions)
teppei koike and shinee's jonghyun! HAHAHAHA

ANYWAY.
studying has been BAD.
WEI?! (why in korean)
i keep surfing the net and geog takes really long to go into my head :(
PLEASE LET ME BE FOCUSED.

met qian and michelle lai for chicken rice yesterday AND WHY DID THE UNCLE GIVE THEM BREAST MEAT AND GIVE ME WINGS WHICH TOOK ME LIKE ONE HOUR TO EAT CAUSE I HAD TO SCRAPE THE MEAT
then went from coro to serene back to coro then to crown centre swirl to study with qian HAHA
but it was freaking noisy cause this st margs bunch had like some class outing there so we moved to the next door whisk cafe.
GEOG JUST WOULDNT GO IN.
and qian kept spamming dbsk things on me while i only wanted to listen to epik high's one minute one second on her ipod HAHA
i really like tablo's cleaner look now and i think their love scream mini album grows on me.
one minute one second is so bittersweet, love the lyrics :D (as of most epik high songs)
then went back to school for night study

going to meet michelle lai later to study at city hall then going for lois's birthday dinner (;


such a gorgeous picture, epik high's cd cover

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

You said you were having a bad hair day
You said your eyes were puffy, and fell back asleep
Sulking, I silently took off my jacket,
Picked up the phone and ordered take out
Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hours passed
Watching DVD’s
(Just you and me)
The sound of your breath as you leaned against my shoulder
I thought that it was a good thing we didn’t go out

Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
I unexpectedly remember the jokes that you made and I fall apart
Moments that are really no big deal upset me
I suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and I break apart

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

No matter where you went, at the bar right at the corner
When you sat in your little corner
You laid your hands on top of each other on your left leg
When you were tired and yawned, you kept the tears you wiped away
And you would smile like an idiot, showing the dimples in your two cheeks
Whenever you drank water
The pinky that you raised
The glossy black hair that could blind
I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming
Your full lips, I hoped it would be forever

This is lov to the e
This autobiographical memory twists my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
See love could shake a hurricane
The raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little memories
Like how this glass of alcohol becomes empty, our small memories became transparent
Even though I try to bring it back
The memories of us I can never make it again
Like yesterday night’s dream it’s so clear, but it’s gone
(damn)

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
I can’t let go

I can’t let go
(The whisper that takes my breath away)
For one moment
(Our sweet secrets)
For us who is as sad as our love was beautiful
(Can my tears still remember you?)

I can’t let go
(Our quirks and habits)
For one moment
(The beautiful moments)
Still for one moment
For one minute, one second

We can’t go back
(For one minute, one second)

what a beautiful song

i think ive really learnt to treasure my parents during these couple of years.
i dont know about you all but i used to always argue with my parents especially my father.
but they were the ones that i could always turn to regardless whether i gave them all my attention.
and recently, ive really discovered how much i love my family especially my father.
my dad kept pretty quiet, especially to me, about his high cholestrol and how he had to go for a minor operation.
one day i came back from night study and my mum told me that he already had the operation and was staying at the hospital for a couple of days.
i was totally STUNNED.
i didnt know it was so serious cause my mum just mentioned a body check up.
my parents are really old, turning 54 this year while im turned 18, and that means that when im 24 and like pretty fresh out of uni (YES I DO HOPE I CAN GET INTO UNI) they will be 60 and probably have to stop working.
i think it really scares me how im alone in bearing this responsibility as a child and im afraid that i wont be financial stable by the time they need support.
and im also afraid of loneliness because i really really hope that they will still be alive till i have a family of my own and can show them their grandchildren.
i really dont know how i can survive if something happened to them and i would be all alone.

i really pray for my parents' health and that was one of the things that i mentioned in the graduation reflection that we had during sd.
i love my family so much(:

we dont have many family pictures but here's one from the japan trip last year (:


treasure your parents!

tuesday was nightstudy day with fiona, cherie, sam and eugene
met michelle lai at the bus stop outside cj to collect my uniform from her, taste her STUPID CHILLI BROWNIE (from this bakery called posh but seriously whats up with putting chilli into brownies?!) and wait like a million years for her bus HAHAHA

wednesday was study day with opy.
WE ARE ULTIMATE FAILURES OH MY SHIT.
but it was fun mugging with you bullshit!
we went from kap to bukit timah plaza to beauty world.
and we 'stole' the popular bookshop's children day balloons.
and i met valerie! (AGAIN HAHA)

just had this sudden urge to say this,
i am content.
i love you friends <3

i almost got sucked back into that phase of my life and it terrified me so much.
i cant believe i cried over it AGAIN, im so sickening omg.
but i would like to believe that now im prepared not to lose it again (:

suffering from like post period cramps (!!!!! WHAT A NIGHTMARE) and moodiness.
bad temper + moodiness = killer combo

after putting starlight on repeat for like 3 hours during nightstudy which is very motivational when trying to do the math specimen paper that totally STUNNED ME, im getting pulled back to the korean music scene HAHAHAHAHA
sigh gosh but so many new songs to download!
and after yiting told me about wondergirls's new song, its been stuck in my head HAHA
i cant believe my ipod's top 25 most played songs are mostly korean and chinese (jerry yan's wo hui hen ai ni!)
HAHAHA but thats also because this is a relatively new ipod, unlike my old nano where muse occupied like all the top 10 spots HAHAHA
and so i shall listen to my new korean songs while i tackle innova's math paper (:

oh yes and wow everyone is like nuts over the f1 thing :/
while out with yiting yesterday, we almost went down to city hall from bugis to go watch it cause she was so excited about it althought i was very -__- about it HAHA
but although i was ok about it, it got too late and we wasted so much time playing arcade and eating HAHA
sorry but cars just dont get me excited.

off to do math!

wow ive been lazy lazy lazy.
i cant really call what ive been doing studying :/

i have...

watched mirrors movie with fiona on friday
went out with on sat cause her prelims just ended (shopshopshop eateateat <3)
studyed with qian at serene
watched star golden bell (eunhyuk HAHAHA)
watched 100% entertainment as much as i can cause im in a chinese phase (ive been listening to alot of jay chou again too!)
GUSHED OVER JERRY YAN AND HOT SHOT LIKE CRAZY HAHAHAHHAAHA
went to lois's place with michelle lai and shun yee for hours of FREAKING FUN WII, a couple of hours of studying, yummy feast from oishi pizza and a side spliting hilarious time :D:D:D
smuggled michelle lai into cj for hours of studing and TENNISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (our tennis session cracked me up so bad HAHA)
nightstudied with fiona

and now im meeting yiting to study at the national library (:

WE MUST STAY FOCUSED MY FRIENDS
5 more weeks :(

AHNEONGHASAYO

just felt like doing something instead of correlation so i came online to blog :/
the past few days ive been spamming the ting tings (thanks to fiona!) and this song called who knows who which is like this casual collaboration between muse and the streets :D
ive been slacking?
and that makes me feel very horrible
wow i never knew i derived happiness from studying!
HAHA oh how jc has changed me.

monday
class basketball after school!
i was super in the mood cause ive been watching this taiwan basketball drama called hot shot.
HAHAHHA I CANT BELIEVE IM CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW.
WHY DO I FIND A TAIWAN DRAMA SO NICE?
AND WHY IS JERRY YAN SO FREAKING CHARMING AND GORGEOUS THAT I WANT TO MELTTTTTTTTTTTT?!
but yes i absolutely love it, and after starting it on friday night i already finished 7 episodes :x
JERRY YAN WO AI NIIIIIIIIIIIII HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
i swear i was like kung fu basketball?! MEGA EW GROSS SHIT jerry yan from f4?! HAHAHA GAY CRAP
BUT OHMYFREAKINGHOLYGOD I AM IN LOVE WITH THE SHOW <3<3
and yiting watches it too! HAHAHHAHHAHA WE GET SO FREAKING NUTS OVER IT.
and she even bluetoothed me the chinese rap theme songs from the show HAHAHA WE ARE SO CHEENA PIANG HAHAHA :D

reached home feeling very tired, almost missed the stop sleeping on the bus :(
bathed then slept
i meant to wake up at 6 to watch music bank on kbs world but when i woke up it was like PITCH BLACK and i was like holy shit its 8 :(
didnt study and just watched hot shot :x

tuesday
had the urge to go home, horrible weather you see :(
spent some time with fiona around school then we decided to go home instead cause we were just too tired

but instead of resting i watched episode 5 & 6 of hot shot HAHHAA.
I MEANT TO STOP AT 5.
but the freaking cliffhanger was SO BAD I WAS LIKE WAH LAOZZZZZZZ HOW CAN I NOT CONTINUE?!

then i was damn happy to see onew my cutie pie dorky shinee leader and er taemin on star golden bell but NO SUBS?!
KBS IS GETTING LAZY WHY DID YOU STOP SUBBING MY STAR GOLDEN BELL :(
so i switched back to my paraolympics <3
ITS SO TOUCHING I LOVE IT
there was this marathon t12 category and at first i didnt really know what it was and i saw this china guy (qi shun i think) and he was running so well and hanging in there and pushing himself to overtake everyone and when he crossed the finish line i was so happy for him!
then the announcer said that it was the visually impaired category and i was STUNNED.
i have no idea how he ran it without being able to see but that just shows how AWESOME THESE PEOPLE ARE.
and he ran it in 2.5hrs which is pretty fast even if you compare with the normal olympic marathon runners!
i really respect them, they really go against the odds.
and when he collapsed on the track crying i was like awww dont cry!
so i started crying too HAHAHA.
YOU ARE AWESOME QI SHUN.

wed
went to cine to buy new ipod earphones
mine are orange now! :D
then rushed down to coro to meet qian, argh i was late cause 174 took FOREVER to come :(
cozy corner!
then went to serene macs to study HAHAHA WE ARE ALWAYS SO AUNTIE FIGHTING FOR SEATS HUR HUR

today
alamak couldnt study with qian cause she asked me too late :(
carmen came over to my place to study and we were both feeling so horrible cause we're sick but we managed to do quite alot of work! :D:D
walked with her to her house there to buy yummy fish congee, BUKIT GOMBAK CONGEE + YOU TIAO IS AWESOME STUFF YO

tmr
mirrors movie with fiona and jiajun and maybe class basketball woohoo!

and i got a B for math!
OHMYFREAKINGHOLYSHITGOD I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN A B FOR A MATH EXAM IN MY WHOLE JC LIFE
i was so stunned but i think i worked for it but i really didnt think i would even get a B
now i need to continue doing work!
and wonder how am i going to pull my econs, geog and physics from their Us :/
or i can hope i didnt fail my physics paper 3 then maybe i can maintain my E or maybe get a D HUR
geog and econs CONFIRM FAIL GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP HAHA

lets all gambatte ikimashoi! <3

PARAOLYMPICS <3

i have so much respect for them after watching the paraolympics.
i feel that its a great event, cause there are actually alot of paraolympics sports and it gives the disabled a wide range and number of opportunities to shine.
and some of them are really super pro!

PARAOLYMPICS BASKETBALL IS AWESOME.
you need a hell lot of strength and accuracy than when standing up.
they may be at a much lower level and further away from the basket but they are SO ACCURATE AND SO MANY CHOP BALLS OMG.
and its very hard to positon your wheelchair and pass accurately but they do it so well and i have deep respect for them

PARAOLYMPICS FOR THE WIN!
its a heck load better to watch than the normal olympics

PRELIMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR.
HOORAY! YAHOO! BANZAI!

but that just means that As are nearing...
:(

ANYWAY.
whatever im just going to try and stay calm and start studying later tonight.
i actually intended to start at 4pm today but i have this powerful inertia and i really dont feel like studying yet.
but i shall try and gain back my momentum later tonight :D

tues

econs case study!
studied at carmen's house
we dropped by the coffeeshop near our house and bought FREAKING YUMMY CONGEE + YOU TIAO + GYOZA
but we were STUFFED.
and she made me eat her portion of the food, HORRIBLE WOMAN MANIPULATED ME CAUSE SHE KNEW I DONT LIKE TO THROW AWAY LEFTOVER FOOD.
studied till like 8 then i realised that i really wasnt concentrating and decided to take a quiet walk back to my house.
spammed travis's closer and my eyes cause they are such beautiful songs, absolutely meant for walking along the streets at night.
reached home and got a hold of myself, chionged physics all the way till like 1am and i meant to finish whatever i set out to read :D

wed
physics AND math papers WHOA BRAIN DRAIN.
played frisbee after that but sorry i was totally like out of it :(
at first i was very high that the papers were over but then i just got super physically and mentally drained :(

thurs
studied with fiona at the national library!
i got a ride from my dad so i reached there really early at like 8+
had hans breakfast myself while watching gokusen 3 on my ipod
i realise that i quite like spending abit of time by myself actually :D
studied at the study lounge till like 7+ at night HAHA
we had DELICIOUS DUCK RICE/KUEY CHAP for lunch nearby OISHI NEHHHH HAHA.
met minmin!
met my mum for dinner at westmall and rushed home to squeeze in abit more physics

fri
physics mcq!
i was almost late for the paper HAHA
class breakfast at ps long johns after that
then went to zhao loong's house to watch the mummy returns
i only managed to watch like an hour of it then i left to meet joan tay, opy and qian :D

shokudo cine lunch

cine arcade
3 people squeezing in the machine to play basketball HAHA, this never-seen-before but fun aliens (the show) shooting game which i SUCK AT and the drumming machine!
WHOA I HAD NO IDEA THE DRUMMING MACHINE WAS SO FUN HAHAHA
opy and i managed at the standard stage! (beginners was easy peasy HEH HEH HEH)
im going to play that machine more often and maybe i can master the standard stage and pick up some basics drumming coordination :D
and i recognised quite alot of the jap songs that had inside HAHAHAH
they had like most of the lovely complex movie's soundtrack inside HAHA :D

hana yori dango movie, which was VERY LONG AND DRAGGY
some parts were VERY SWEET (domyouji's lines are AWESOME, guys should watch the movie and learn)
but the ending was RIDICULOUSLY RETARDED AND LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE
and the movie just wouldnt end HAHAHA
they squeezed like so much crap and drama into one movie that everyone felt overloaded after the movie HAHA
and the audience were so animated!
this girl screamed in excitement at the end when he gave her a passionate kiss HAHHAHA
and everyone had alot of comments lah, including me! HAHA

went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner and stupid games and i have never and would you rather HUR HUR
went to joan tay's place for some slacking and card playing (MAO IS HILARIOUS HAHA)
damn we didnt play mahjong or wii, no time :(

left at 10+ and opy, qian and i took the train back together (:
qian and i spammed opy with korean boys! HAHAHA
SHE LIKES CHOI JONG HOON TOO HAHAHA.
it was hilarious when i was like telling her that like his screen time was coming and when he popped up she totally like grabbed my hand and squealed HAHAHA.
you have good tastes my friend! <3

today
ive been online ever since i woke up HAHA
shinee reality show episode 7
yasuko to kenji
hotshot (HAHAHA SHIT WHY IS THIS TAIWAN SHOW SO NICE, I USUALLY HATE TAIWAN SHOWS AND WHY IS JERRY YAN SO HOT, I USED TO FIND HIM SO GROSS :()
gokusen 3
puzzle 2008

and currently im searching on how to get rid of whiteheads.
im even making a list!
BECAUSE IM VERY SCARED AND IM PANICKING CAUSE MY SKIN IS VERY BAD AND MY NOSE HAS SO MANY WHITEHEADS AND BLACKHEADS AND IM REALLY VERY TERRIFIED PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO SAVE MY SKIN :(
and i really dont like going for facials!
it so painful and you get these scars after all the whiteheads/blackheads FORCEFUL removals

and just cause i dont like wordy entries, here's a photo that i found on deviantart (;

it says- time goes by
and oh yes it does!
time freaking FLIES by :(

i feel very tired.
very sick of writing and thinking and memorising and reading and JUST PLAIN STUDYING.
the past week ive been drowning in words.
(although yes i do take breaks to gush over korean guys, watch my jap drama and just stone on my bed semi-conscious hur)
from calculus to quantum physics to waves to market failure to inflation.
AH IM TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP ALL OF IT IN MY HEAD.
everytime i read a new set of notes i feel like the addition information will squeeze out old information i read, and it scares me that i may not be prepared at all :(

SIGH SIGH SIGH.
well ANYWAY

friday
went to michelle lai's house
COOKED CREAM OF SPINACH ARGH HAHAHA.
michelle lai was oh so hardworking by surfing recipe websites and deciding to cook cream of spinach and i being a closet wannabe cooking show host couldnt resist not butting into the cooking process :x
so we spent like 2 hours cooking the damn soup, eating it with sunmoulin DELICIOUS grain bread and then puking due to overload of spinach and full cream milk before we started studying :x
was there from 1 to like 11pm, MICHELLE LAI I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS PLEASE STOP BEING RETARDED AND STUDY HAHAHA.
but of course it was damn fun :D:D

took the bus home and listened to 'night songs'
you know those songs that are just so suited for those late night bus rides home where you're like looking out the window and out at the dimly lit streets?
HAHAHHAA ok oops maybe its just me.
listened to things like: arctic monkeys 505, the clientele i cant seem to make you mine, the cranberries wake up and smell the coffee, muse starlight, death cab for cutie tiny vessels and translationism etc etc
<3>

sat
studied with carmen!
but my progress was very slowwwwwwww
stupid nj h1 physics mcq, i wasted like 2 hours on it :(
changed locations alot of time too and i wasted time gushing over jap kids HAHAHA.
I WANT A JAPANESE SON :D:D:D
(why does everyone except me have like jap/korean children running around their estates?!)

tried to go back to our house area for dinner but stupids things happened.
waited at the bus stop before realising the bus isnt in operation on sat?!, trying to court death by jay-ing and climbing over the railings, then walking all the way back to cross the overhead bridge and waiting for like 20 mins for the bus HAHA.
ended up in bukit panjang plaza for dinner and when we were leaving, it was like POURINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
so we squeezed under my umbrella and rushed across to our bus stop while trying to prevent my umbrella from like being deformed by the wind HAHA.
reached home at like 10 :/
WASTED TIME AGAIN AH.
but at least i tried studying till 1+

sun
physics and math tuition with jiajun
BOUGHT THE WATCH OF MY DREAMS AND I AM OVERJOYED, DELIGHTED, OVER THE MOON, BEYOND HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
its a vintage casio watch that i can SWEAR you should not have seen before, i do hope no one in singapore has the same watch as me!

and yes its 7.52pm now and ive got an econs exam tmr but i JUST CANT CONCENTRATE.
and everytime i read about people gushing over korean celebrities i feel like going fangirl too HAHAHAHA.
shinee/ft island! <3

i just feel like taking a break and not studying and just get prelims over and done with...

AH WELL :(

at least im meeting joan tay, opy and qian on fri OHMYFREAKINGGOSHYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYY
it should be one crazy time WOOHOO.
I WANT TO SING KARAOKE TOO LEH WAH LAO HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
karaoke with them is like THE ULTIMATE ESTACY PILL OR WHATEVER.
we just go incredibly crazy i loveeeeeeeeeeeee it HAHAHA.

ok off to just slack for the next 4 mins, till 8pm and i shall continue econs!
then ill reward myself tonight with like shinee reality show episode 6 HAHHA

ive ALWAYS wanted a dog.
pity my mum doesnt like them, our flat isnt big enough to have one, we dont have the time to take care of one and we dont have the money to get one :(
i will DEFINITELY get one when i grow up :D

eliza and i made a trip to the pet shop in holland village on wednesday!
came across three very beautiful breeds of dog that ive never heard, but ah shit i forgot the name of one of them.
im like racking my brains and pulling at my hair trying to remember argh :(
i lack knowledge about dogs, especially since i dont own one :(







but anyway, the japanese spitz and shiba inu dogs <3
and no i like them not cause they're japanese HAHA.

but of course my all time favourite- golden retrievers
ive always wanted one since like primary one HAHA




sigh anyway i think i have to call it a night for studying, physics aint going in anymore! :(

yet another one of those 'I JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING' entries :D

i finally discovered the joy of studying alone!
very satisfying :D
i woke up at like 11 today and watched one episode of code blue while eating lunch that my dad dabaoed for me YUM.
then tried to study but HA AS IF I CAN STUDY IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER.
so i tried to be determined and turn off the laptop and go downstairs to study but HA AS IF I CAN STUDY WHEN THERE'S KBS WORLD.
i was watching 2 days 1 night which is a super funny korean variety show on kbs world :D

could have went to town to study with fiona but i would have wasted 2 hours of travelling time for just a couplle of hours study time to it didnt work out.
but fiona inspired me to go study outside myself!
and so i followed in her footsteps and went to westmall to study myself.
WOOHOO DAMN SHIOK.
it makes me feel very independent and it was also quite productive.
went from mos burger to burger king and met maple, hello!
wow quite alot of cj people stay in bukit batok eh, YEA WEST PEOPLE UNITE YO HUR HUR HUR.

but i only settled down at like 4+ so alot of time was wasted slacking around at home :(
my mum met me at 8+ and we went to eat sakae yum.
i finally ordered sashimi!
HAHAH im sorry im VERY STINGY so i NEVER order sashimi.
4.99 one plate leh! HAHAHAHAH.
but my mum just looks at me weirdly when im stingy and she's like 'GIRL JUST ORDER LAHHHHH' HAHAHA

and so its 10.20 now AHHH.
got to gain back my momentum and do my physics tys (:

and im still wondering whether to go out and study tmr :/
i cant decide whether to go out and study or study alone hmmm.
IM VERY LAZY TO GO OUT.

but sat im definitely studying out, this time with carmen! :D:D


buy, dont buy?

of course the one i want most is the vintage black casio calculator watch but its pretty common so i was wondering if i should get this instead!
definitely havent seen it around much (:

oh yes and the joys of online shopping!
ive got new slippers from delias, new bag form scarletroom, new wallet from urban outfitters and new top from asos and total price under 100! :D:D:D

just watched constantine for like the fourth time.
thanks channel five, for finally showing a good movie (:
GAHHHHHHH I LOVE THAT MOVIE.
its so intelligent, so hilarious, so amusing, so exciting blahblahblahuegaougnoeuan.
and keannu reeves AHHHH.
i remember speed was one of my first favourite movies (in primary school HAHA)
AND WHY ARE YOU SO COOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
i think constantine owns jack sparrow!
:x
i bet tons of people want to kill me now HAHA.
but i think constantine is a way more badass attitude character yet with clean teeth and nice hair :D

ANYWAY.

sunday:
physics tuition ALONE :(
lunch with qian
math tuition with qian and fiona HAHAHAHHAA
went to buy discounted magazines and cut fringe with fiona

monday:
dabaoed macs breakfast and studied with yihui in rj till like 9pm
SHIOK ITS A DAMN GOOD PLACE TO STUDY.
met lois and jiwei!

tuesday:
extra physics tuition
thai lunch with fiona yummmmmmmm
studied with fiona at starbucks till night

today:
studied with eliza at holland v!
went from coffeebean to burger king to starbucks to bukit panjang plaza mos WHOA.
IT WAS NICE CATCHING UP WITH YOU TODAY ELIZA!
sorry i wasnt very high, was out of sorts today :(

tmr shall be stay at home and study day cause i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dont feel like moving out of the house to study anymore.
although i have yet to study with hockey people and michelle lai and jodie ah :(

GAMBATTEH IKIMASHOI EVERYONE :D

ONE TREE HILL IS COMING BACK ON SEPTEMBER 1 OMG.

well gossip girl too but im not going to watch it.
cause its becoming oh so cliche with like everyone sleeping with everyone and after they have slept with everyone, they sleep with new characters.
AND IM LIKE WHAT?!
just stick to the original plot lah, stop trying to extend it to fit in more sex.
this time gossip girl is going to the hamptons, so its probably more cruel intentions style.

and there's this remake of 90210.
OMG YET ANOTHER SEX DRIVEN AMERICAN RICH HIGH SCHOOL KIDS SHOW ARGH.
no no no why are there such shows around :(

if you want to watch a GOOD show thats shows the raw teenage life, watch the british drama skins.
its m18 though, but DEFINITELY opens up your eyes to how things really are.
and its really witty!
not like gossip girl :/

oh yes and project runway 3 on channel 5.
MY FAVOURITE REALITY TV SHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
i love seeing pretty clothes YAY :D

ahneonghaseyo!

recently ive been catching up on some korean music again :x
previously i was getting my dose of british electronic from the skins soundtrack :D
my favourites:
positive tension- bloc party
standing in the way of control (soulwax remix)- the gossip


ft island!

(my favourite boy choi jong hoon in the middle looking very hot in the shirt and black tie!)
they are back with a second album, omg they are sooooooooo talented.
they arent your usual idol groups in korea, cause they all play their own instruments and sing!
and they like muse?! PERFECT.
their image has been evolving even since they debuted but i've loved all of them :D





but of course i still like muse the best.
after coming across their v fest stuff, ive been listening alot to them again.
PERFECT TO BLAST WHILE DOING WORK.
but i get really fidgety HAHAHA.
ill start twirling my pen, air drumming, headbanging, foot shaking HAHAHAHA.
of course i love their less mainstream and experimental electronic rock songs but supermassive black hole NEVER fails to get me excited and on my feet HAHA.

SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ANYWAY
the days have been zooming by, and its the sept holidays now!
5 papers have been taken care of and i have to say so far math paper 2 is the best.
and GEOG IS THE WORST, followed closely by econs :(

thursday
last paper- math paper 2
went out with fiona's class :x
I FELT VERY EXTRA.
but fiona, cherie and sam were very very very nice to me and persuaded me to stay
and i had alot of fun :D
subway + lan shop HAHAHA
IT WAS SO HILARIOUS.
gaming looks quite fun actually!
but fiona and i shared a computer and watched jap dramas HAHAHA

then walked with fiona to register at caravan, then checked out factory outlet which was actually very interesting!
it was actually quite hilarious looking through the stuff they sold.
then chionged down to meet qian at THE CONDOM SHOP.
HAHA no lah just lucky plaza.
that sucker didnt dare to meet at the condom shop, WHY SUDDENLY SO SHY QIAN.
so in the end i walked from paradiz all the way to lucky plaza, OHMYGODDDDDDDDD.
went with her to buy her stupid cream HAHAHAHHAA.
then went to taka to binge, pull and bear, kino, taka etc
HAHAHA LOVE YOU QIAN <3

then we took a train down to city hall to meet joan tay.
no matter what stupid shit we do, its always fun :D
left at 9+ and came home to slack somemore HAHAHA.

friday
teachers' day celebrations :/
lunch with part of class + fiona at hans
walked around town then went home.
recently ive been loving going home early in the afternoon.
sitting on the upper deck of the 174 bus, sun high up in the sky, clear blue sky, lush green trees and muse's starlight blasting- PERFECT.
absolutely love it :D
didnt accomplish any work AHHHHHHHHH

today
studied with guan min at holland v
met eliza and yiting!
AH ELIZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
fate always lets us meet although we've been apart since first intake.
i can end up meeting you on a bus that i happened to take home cause i missed my normal bus and still be able to chat with such ease and familiarity.
love you my friend <3
cant wait to study with you during the holidays!

then went for my baby cousin's birthday family dinner.
unfortunately didnt take any pictures with the birthday boy.
he is one emo and fidgety one year old!
but my other cousins are also very kawaii nehhhhhhhhh


rico why are you so cute?!
i swear he's such an intelligent and gorgeous 6 year old.
and he comes up with the BEST faces HAHAHA.
although i have to say this one is the scariest he has done so far.
but it takes talent to come up with a good pose yea?


SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE.
my little boy is going to grow up to be gorgeoussssssssssss.
and he's so obedient and caring too :D
i love playing with him!


and all the cousins that were there today!
HAHAH SUCKERS CANT EVEN TAKE A GOOD PICTURE.
but i swear they are all very adorable <3

ah shit its 11, i shall try and squeeze in some physics!
OYASUMI NASAI

wow yet another mind blowing performance.
a good boost to my energy level in the midst of trying to cope with prelims.
started too late, too many things to read (summaries from school and tuition, notes, guide books OHMYGOD) and coming across 3 new japanese dramas wont get you your As alright.
:(

i just need to keep my cool and not FREAK OUT.
and maybe the sept holidays coming up, which will be spent HARDCORE MUGGING MATH AND PHYSICS will pay off.

ANYWAY.
YEA KNIGHTS OF CYDONIA <3
the beginning was enchanting.
every once in a while when i start drifting away from muse, i either randomly hear starlight on the radio or come across such awesome videos of their awesome performances and my love for them surges back once again <3
AND MATT YOU'RE LOOKING HOT.
IVE NEVER SEEN A GUY LOOK SO GOOD IN A RED SHIRT AND RED SKINNIES.
AND WHAT NICE FRINGE YOU HAVE, AND IS IT ME OR YOU GOT IT BACK TO BROWN? :D

and wow it was such a beautiful performance, visual and audio stimulation :D
all the cheering and singing along, brings back such good memories :D
and matt jumping around in circles!
you're so adorable <3
and he still plays so well when he's running and rolling around <3


HAHAHAH oh gosh i always go all fangirl over muse once in a while, bear with me (;

ANYWAY prelims is like WHATEVERHOOHAHAWALALALALALLAA
physics tmr, math on thurs.
then sept holidays where i can try and redeem myself (;

yup and sat was studying with michelle lai and guan min.
HAHAHA SORRY MICHELLE.
japan vs usa baseball was very tempting.
and one day you're going to destroy my masage chair!

sun was tuition with jiajun

monday was gp geog.
GEOG WAS HORRIBLE AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i spent so many days on it but my mind still blanked out.
AND IT WAS 3 HOURS OF HARDCORE WRITING ABOUT INTENSE SHIT.

today was econs.
i only spent like 1.5 days on it so i had like zero content.
breaks my heart to do badly for my favourite subject :(

ok goodnight everyone all the best for your exams!

updates on the past week:

monday
night study with yiting, amadea and rebecca
disappointing supper :(

tuesday
studied at bishan library with yihui
j8 dinner

wednesday
night study with guan min, fiona and nigel + nice supper :D

thursday
skipped school to study at home AT A VERY SLOW PACE :(

today
studied at national library with fiona, cherie and guan min (VERY UNSUCCESSFUL ARGH)
i was there for like 8 hours but i couldnt concentrate and only did like maclaurins? IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW.
watched table tennis when i got home :/

i have never been this stressed over an exam or had so much trouble studying for one.
i feel like just giving up on prelims HAHA.
so much to do with so little time left.
i still have whole of macro and physics which i havent even touched sigh.
and i dont even know if the other stuff i read are still in my head, my head has been feeling very light the past few days as though nothing stayed inside at all.
why do i find it so hard to concentrate on my work :(

and i didnt know shinee's reality show episode 3 and 4 are out!
OH MY GOD I WANT TO WATCH.
well actually im already loading them HAHAHA.
jonghyun <3

ok whatever HAHA.
im just going to read my stuff and see how much i can cram for the prelims
good luck everyone (: