I just have a thing for the sort of colours that come out on a Polaroid.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
You know sometimes it just pops into your head that you really want to hear a song.
A specific song that you love but just have not been listening to for a long time.
So you scroll through your music looking for that old neglected tune and when you play it, you just can't stop listening to it.
I have been listening to Damien Rice's Elephant on repeat for days and I can't stop.
I love it that he breaks my heart <3
A specific song that you love but just have not been listening to for a long time.
So you scroll through your music looking for that old neglected tune and when you play it, you just can't stop listening to it.
I have been listening to Damien Rice's Elephant on repeat for days and I can't stop.
I love it that he breaks my heart <3
Friday, July 08, 2011
I got to the second round of interviews for the HR scholarship.
This time round, it's 3 males vs the previous interviews with 3 females.
And it is all CEO level vs Director level in the previous round.
FREAKING NERVOUS.
Don't know what to expect sia.
These days I've just been so busy.
From handball to OCIP to scholarship preparation, finding it hard to catch my breath and have some time for myself.
I have a feeling the next term is going to be like that too but I will persevere.
GO GO GO.
On a side note, many nice new Japanese dramas coming out YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
This time round, it's 3 males vs the previous interviews with 3 females.
And it is all CEO level vs Director level in the previous round.
FREAKING NERVOUS.
Don't know what to expect sia.
These days I've just been so busy.
From handball to OCIP to scholarship preparation, finding it hard to catch my breath and have some time for myself.
I have a feeling the next term is going to be like that too but I will persevere.
GO GO GO.
On a side note, many nice new Japanese dramas coming out YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Life is strange.
Sometimes you find yourself in situations and environments that you never ever expected yourself to be in.
Nothing is as unpredictable as life.
And so, now I find myself shortlisted for the National HR Scholarship with CapitaLand.
Interview next Friday and I don't know what to expect.
Never applied for a scholarship before nor have I been to a scholarship interview, I am sure it'll be different from a normal internship interview.
I have already failed one internship interview so this is nerve-wrecking stuff for me right now.
My grades are also not fantastic, my track record is not fantastic, I am not fantastic and I don't know how am I going to get the scholarship but I will give it my best shot and we will see how it goes.
I will leave it to the hands of fate like I always do.
I wanted to apply as an attempt to find a direction for me to head towards from this point forward.
So if I get it, that would be a big help but if I don't, at least I tried to do something about my life (:
And back to Hana and Alice.
I randomly felt like watching it today.
It's a queer Japanese movie I remember seeing when I was in secondary school, barely remember much of it and I only recall feeling like this was such a weird dreamy movie but hey years later, it suddenly pops out in my memory and I felt like watching it again.
Sometimes you find yourself in situations and environments that you never ever expected yourself to be in.
Nothing is as unpredictable as life.
And so, now I find myself shortlisted for the National HR Scholarship with CapitaLand.
Interview next Friday and I don't know what to expect.
Never applied for a scholarship before nor have I been to a scholarship interview, I am sure it'll be different from a normal internship interview.
I have already failed one internship interview so this is nerve-wrecking stuff for me right now.
My grades are also not fantastic, my track record is not fantastic, I am not fantastic and I don't know how am I going to get the scholarship but I will give it my best shot and we will see how it goes.
I will leave it to the hands of fate like I always do.
I wanted to apply as an attempt to find a direction for me to head towards from this point forward.
So if I get it, that would be a big help but if I don't, at least I tried to do something about my life (:
And back to Hana and Alice.
I randomly felt like watching it today.
It's a queer Japanese movie I remember seeing when I was in secondary school, barely remember much of it and I only recall feeling like this was such a weird dreamy movie but hey years later, it suddenly pops out in my memory and I felt like watching it again.
Right.
Whenever I get so affected and I just want to get things off my chest, I forget whatever else I said before and did not even use my capital letters.
Very often I find myself always forgetting the little promises I make to myself.
I injured my arms during training.
Fucking stupid really.
I wanted to challenge myself and push myself, properly doing the whole routine with Kailing and in the end, I strained my arms.
Thought it was no big deal and went for training again on Saturday.
Over-exerted and now it's just fucking painful.
Never felt such pain in my arms, ever.
Can't brush my teeth proper, can't even take off my shirt without it hurting like fuck and can't even eat properly.
CAN'T EVEN EAT PROPERLY, OH THE HORRORSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :'(
*Michelle Lai, remember breakfast at Provence? I was in pain trying to put the damn Egg Toast in my mouth :(
But still, although it hurts like fuck and I can't stop saying fuck, I know i gave it my all.
I did every single step of the routine properly and without cheating.
I am proud of Kailing and myself for completing the routine with integrity and determination and now I just hope my body will stop being so damn weak and recover NAOZ.
In the time being, I will laze around the house, drink from a straw cause I can't even lift up a cup to my lips without cursing and read my book.
I just looked out my window and realised today is such a beautiful day, a perfect day to listen to The Cranberries.
One of those sunny days where the sky is a clear blue, the clouds are opaque, the trees are extra green, the wind is blowing my curtains and I am sipping on ice cold drink.
This reminds me of my secondary days, when there was a period nearing exams where I would go home every day, pop in The Cranberries into my cd player and take a nap in my school uniform.
Lazy habits are the best habits imo.
And today I felt like a little kid again, my parents had to take care of me, check on me and bring me to the sensei. I feel embarassed but nonetheless still very grateful. <3
Whenever I get so affected and I just want to get things off my chest, I forget whatever else I said before and did not even use my capital letters.
Very often I find myself always forgetting the little promises I make to myself.
I injured my arms during training.
Fucking stupid really.
I wanted to challenge myself and push myself, properly doing the whole routine with Kailing and in the end, I strained my arms.
Thought it was no big deal and went for training again on Saturday.
Over-exerted and now it's just fucking painful.
Never felt such pain in my arms, ever.
Can't brush my teeth proper, can't even take off my shirt without it hurting like fuck and can't even eat properly.
CAN'T EVEN EAT PROPERLY, OH THE HORRORSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :'(
*Michelle Lai, remember breakfast at Provence? I was in pain trying to put the damn Egg Toast in my mouth :(
But still, although it hurts like fuck and I can't stop saying fuck, I know i gave it my all.
I did every single step of the routine properly and without cheating.
I am proud of Kailing and myself for completing the routine with integrity and determination and now I just hope my body will stop being so damn weak and recover NAOZ.
In the time being, I will laze around the house, drink from a straw cause I can't even lift up a cup to my lips without cursing and read my book.
I just looked out my window and realised today is such a beautiful day, a perfect day to listen to The Cranberries.
One of those sunny days where the sky is a clear blue, the clouds are opaque, the trees are extra green, the wind is blowing my curtains and I am sipping on ice cold drink.
This reminds me of my secondary days, when there was a period nearing exams where I would go home every day, pop in The Cranberries into my cd player and take a nap in my school uniform.
Lazy habits are the best habits imo.
And today I felt like a little kid again, my parents had to take care of me, check on me and bring me to the sensei. I feel embarassed but nonetheless still very grateful. <3
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
Ello.
Ok I realised I am always too damn lazy to type properly so from now onwards, I shall type with proper capital letters.
I realised while having done report after report in SMU that I am not entirely sure when do I use capital letters.
BIG UH OH.
So yes, this is the start of a new good habit.
Been just living life one day at a time.
Concentrating on work during the weekdays and then concentrating on enjoying during the weekends.
Clocking way too little sleep for my liking but I like to feel like I am utilising my time to the fullest (:
And now just for gushing:
Impossible project.
HQ in Austria, factory in Netherlands.
Saved the last Polaroid production plant and sells awesome Polaroid cameras and newly created Polaroid films online.
opened a project space in Tokyo, Japan.
I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
SO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
More reason to <3 Tokyo.
Ok I realised I am always too damn lazy to type properly so from now onwards, I shall type with proper capital letters.
I realised while having done report after report in SMU that I am not entirely sure when do I use capital letters.
BIG UH OH.
So yes, this is the start of a new good habit.
Been just living life one day at a time.
Concentrating on work during the weekdays and then concentrating on enjoying during the weekends.
Clocking way too little sleep for my liking but I like to feel like I am utilising my time to the fullest (:
And now just for gushing:
Impossible project.
HQ in Austria, factory in Netherlands.
Saved the last Polaroid production plant and sells awesome Polaroid cameras and newly created Polaroid films online.
opened a project space in Tokyo, Japan.
I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
SO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
More reason to <3 Tokyo.
Sunday, June 05, 2011
when you read, you reflect and you question.
and i am at a point in my life where i can't help but question my future.
my future career-wise, love-wise, family-wise and also on a much deeper and personal level.
i honestly don't know what to expect and because i don't have any lofty ambitions nor concrete goals, i feel as though i am floating in an ocean and just being swept wherever by the waves.
all along i have always unconsciously yet loyally held on to the belief that everything will work out alright in the end but now that i am older and closer to being pushed out into the working world, i realised that clinging on to such a thought can be just plain silly.
time to make your own decisions, put in the extra effort and think long term.
as i write this i realised i am torn between being idealistic and being realistic.
i feel like i have to do what i am supposed to do, go out and get a proper job and work for years and years.
and yet, i feel like there is no way i am going to be satisfied and there's a much deeper level of happiness and self-fulfillment that i need to ultimately obtain.
how am i going to do so, i have no idea and i worry that i will be like those characters in books where a sort of mid-life crisis hits and you realised that your life is meaningless.
ok crap i think i have been too much murakami but as much as it troubles me, i know its the right kind of thing to put more thought into.
and i am at a point in my life where i can't help but question my future.
my future career-wise, love-wise, family-wise and also on a much deeper and personal level.
i honestly don't know what to expect and because i don't have any lofty ambitions nor concrete goals, i feel as though i am floating in an ocean and just being swept wherever by the waves.
all along i have always unconsciously yet loyally held on to the belief that everything will work out alright in the end but now that i am older and closer to being pushed out into the working world, i realised that clinging on to such a thought can be just plain silly.
time to make your own decisions, put in the extra effort and think long term.
as i write this i realised i am torn between being idealistic and being realistic.
i feel like i have to do what i am supposed to do, go out and get a proper job and work for years and years.
and yet, i feel like there is no way i am going to be satisfied and there's a much deeper level of happiness and self-fulfillment that i need to ultimately obtain.
how am i going to do so, i have no idea and i worry that i will be like those characters in books where a sort of mid-life crisis hits and you realised that your life is meaningless.
ok crap i think i have been too much murakami but as much as it troubles me, i know its the right kind of thing to put more thought into.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
looking back at my pictures from all the way since year 1 of uni, it kind of hit me.
did i lose myself along the way?
i think i've come to a point where i think too much, i try to predict too much, i try to plan my actions too much.
i remember when i used to take on whatever came my way with this enthusiasm that was oblivious to consequences.
and i was so much happier then i think.
so maybe it's time to be myself again (:
did i lose myself along the way?
i think i've come to a point where i think too much, i try to predict too much, i try to plan my actions too much.
i remember when i used to take on whatever came my way with this enthusiasm that was oblivious to consequences.
and i was so much happier then i think.
so maybe it's time to be myself again (:
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Sunday, May 08, 2011
And work starts tomorrow.
I don't know why but I am feeling quite nervous, way more than I did during my temp job at Citibank.
But we shall see how it goes (:
And all employees' hand phones need to be left at security because they are afraid the radiation will get to them.
So no phone with me at all I bet I will be very efficient :D
And while I enjoy my last few hours of freedom, I am online being a fan girl.
I have not been such a fan girl since my JC days with Yiting.
This time it's a Korean boy band- Beast.
HEHEHEHEHE.
Why they so good looking, can dance so well, can sing so well and all around my ageeeeeeeeee.
Especially Lee Ki Kwang <3
Saranghaeyo wor HAHAHHA.
I don't know why but I am feeling quite nervous, way more than I did during my temp job at Citibank.
But we shall see how it goes (:
And all employees' hand phones need to be left at security because they are afraid the radiation will get to them.
So no phone with me at all I bet I will be very efficient :D
And while I enjoy my last few hours of freedom, I am online being a fan girl.
I have not been such a fan girl since my JC days with Yiting.
This time it's a Korean boy band- Beast.
HEHEHEHEHE.
Why they so good looking, can dance so well, can sing so well and all around my ageeeeeeeeee.
Especially Lee Ki Kwang <3
Saranghaeyo wor HAHAHHA.
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
Because I always have an irresistible urge to share things that I like yet it breaks my heart when people don't like it too.
So, here is where a blog comes handy and I can consolidate all the wonderful things I came across for my own viewing pleasure :D
To Kill a King - "Maps" (Acoustic Cover) by To Kill A King
What a cover of Maps <3
So, here is where a blog comes handy and I can consolidate all the wonderful things I came across for my own viewing pleasure :D
To Kill a King - "Maps" (Acoustic Cover) by To Kill A King
What a cover of Maps <3
Monday, May 02, 2011
Sunday, May 01, 2011
レミオロメン ３月９日 ~ending ver~ 『LIVE』
Art is the product or process of deliberately arranging items (often with symbolic significance) in a way that influences and affects one or more of the senses, emotions, and intellect. It encompasses a diverse range of human activities, creations, and modes of expression, including music, literature, film, photography, sculpture, and paintings.
I love Japanese Art then.
There's just something about the Japanese and I don't believe I'm giving them more credit than they deserve.
Got back from the 'Lands of Sinful Food'- Taiwan and Hong Kong yesterday.
Drank more milk tea than water HEHE.
On my way back from Hong Kong, I suddenly had a strong urge to buy a book to read on the plane ride back.
By the way I love plane rides, especially when it's a night flight. When the lights are turned off and everyone around me are asleep, I love it when I have my little reading light turned on and it's like I have created my own little world while still having the people by my side.
So I set off in search of a book and I knew exactly what I was looking for and I finally found in at the FIFTH bookshop I went to in the airport TSK.
There's just something about Haruki Murakami.
Maybe it's the Japanese blood.
But I have read other books by Japanese authors that I have not liked as much as his.
There's something very simple, honest, thoughtful and effortlessly elegant in his words.
And he sure knows how to write chapter endings that just leave you dying for more more more now now now.
I am only a few chapters through the thicker-than-a-hamburger The Wind-up Bird Chronicles but I have a feeling I am going to really enjoy this book.
I don't know what to exactly, as always of his books, but even if the ending does not meet my expectations I know at least I will at least enjoy the process of reading very very much.
Friday, April 22, 2011
going overseas with a head full of worries.
worries about internship, about exchange, about what mods to take next term.
after supper i got home and did some last min packing, there was 3 hours left to catch some sleep but i struggled to keep my mind off things.
like that how to enjoy sia.
but seriously what bad bad bad timing, how am i going to settle my internship now when ill only be back in sg on 30 april.
but ok, things are supposed to work out (right michelle?) so ill just hang in there.
ontrac better send my applications in!!
worries about internship, about exchange, about what mods to take next term.
after supper i got home and did some last min packing, there was 3 hours left to catch some sleep but i struggled to keep my mind off things.
like that how to enjoy sia.
but seriously what bad bad bad timing, how am i going to settle my internship now when ill only be back in sg on 30 april.
but ok, things are supposed to work out (right michelle?) so ill just hang in there.
ontrac better send my applications in!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
corinne oh corinne.
what a woman.
you sing with all your heart, you sing about your hurt and your happiness so honestly, you look like a woman wise beyond her years who has loved, lost and learned without regrets.
i remember this was the first song i liked off the album.
i can proudly say i love every single song of that album, it will always have a special place in my heart.
Someone to love is bigger than your pride's worth.
It's bigger than the pain you got for all it hurts, outruns all of the sadness.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Monday, April 04, 2011
Friday, April 01, 2011
if there was a g-spot for music, spanish sahara sure hits it every single damn freaking time.
heard the best live version of spanish sahara from their daytrotter sessions <3<3<3
i think they really going becoming one of my all time favourite bands.
not to mention they are freaking awesome live, in the ranks of muse for me <3
heard the best live version of spanish sahara from their daytrotter sessions <3<3<3
i think they really going becoming one of my all time favourite bands.
not to mention they are freaking awesome live, in the ranks of muse for me <3
Monday, March 28, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
finished norwegian wood, glad that i ended up watching this in the middle of the night i think it really suits the feel of the movie.
thumbs up.
my favourite part about it was the ending, it respected the open ended ending that haruki marukami wrote but yet guided many lost and wondering readers towards the likely explanation.
but it was one long movie, my heart almost couldnt take it.
time for me to go read the book again (:
thumbs up.
my favourite part about it was the ending, it respected the open ended ending that haruki marukami wrote but yet guided many lost and wondering readers towards the likely explanation.
but it was one long movie, my heart almost couldnt take it.
time for me to go read the book again (:
Sunday, March 20, 2011
koukuhaku.
one fucking twisted movie.
but with damn impressive and artistic cinematography that makes you go omg how did they manage to capture such scenes and a good soundtrack (it was the last place i was expecting to hear fantasy by the xx wow)
actually, ive been quite disappointed with the movies that i have wanting to watch for so long: tokyo sonata, akunin and kouhaku.
but nonetheless, japanese movies are still my favourite (:
one fucking twisted movie.
but with damn impressive and artistic cinematography that makes you go omg how did they manage to capture such scenes and a good soundtrack (it was the last place i was expecting to hear fantasy by the xx wow)
actually, ive been quite disappointed with the movies that i have wanting to watch for so long: tokyo sonata, akunin and kouhaku.
but nonetheless, japanese movies are still my favourite (:
Saturday, March 19, 2011
you know those questions celebrities always get asking them 'which part of you are you most satisfied/disatisfied with'.
well im not a celebrity but im going to answer one myself.
i am fucking dissatisfied with my teeth :(
seriously if there is a teeth god in this world, why have you been so fucking against me since i was born. :( :( :(
first got both my front teeth knocked out, had gum covering the new teeth that tried to grow out afterwards, extra canine tooth growing on top of my other innocent tooth and then braces to push down that damn canine and then the braces failed to make my teeth straight at all :( :( :(
ok back to reading ramen blogs woohoo :D
well im not a celebrity but im going to answer one myself.
i am fucking dissatisfied with my teeth :(
seriously if there is a teeth god in this world, why have you been so fucking against me since i was born. :( :( :(
first got both my front teeth knocked out, had gum covering the new teeth that tried to grow out afterwards, extra canine tooth growing on top of my other innocent tooth and then braces to push down that damn canine and then the braces failed to make my teeth straight at all :( :( :(
ok back to reading ramen blogs woohoo :D
Thursday, March 17, 2011
social media is fun and interactive.
it gives you an outlet to share your thoughts and update your statuses.
but at the end of the day, what channels are left for you to put up anything private.
there are the things you put up with the intent to share with your friends and then there are the things you dont want to tell everyone.
maybe the only way to get something off your chest while still keeping it private would be just talking to yourself in your head.
its 11.39pm now.
ive got a morning class tmr and i hate getting little sleep.
i have a 5% quiz tmr and i have not started studying.
the textbook is flipped open in front of me but between sleep and studying, sleep > studying.
well ok i shall read for an hour and then sleep.
the national will accompany me.
this band has successfully sung its way into my heart.
when i first saw this video, immediately i knew this song was going straight up to the top <3
and at the beginning, matt went 'this song is for carine'.
aww matt why are you so sweet and go about wearing your heart on your sleeve <3
sorry terrible love but about today is just so heartwrenching.
and two more songs to add to my favourite the national songs: think you can wait and runaway.
just 4 more days.
why.
my heart couldnt take it come back ok?
pinky promise.
now back to performance evaluation and management... zzz...
it gives you an outlet to share your thoughts and update your statuses.
but at the end of the day, what channels are left for you to put up anything private.
there are the things you put up with the intent to share with your friends and then there are the things you dont want to tell everyone.
maybe the only way to get something off your chest while still keeping it private would be just talking to yourself in your head.
its 11.39pm now.
ive got a morning class tmr and i hate getting little sleep.
i have a 5% quiz tmr and i have not started studying.
the textbook is flipped open in front of me but between sleep and studying, sleep > studying.
well ok i shall read for an hour and then sleep.
the national will accompany me.
this band has successfully sung its way into my heart.
when i first saw this video, immediately i knew this song was going straight up to the top <3
and at the beginning, matt went 'this song is for carine'.
aww matt why are you so sweet and go about wearing your heart on your sleeve <3
sorry terrible love but about today is just so heartwrenching.
and two more songs to add to my favourite the national songs: think you can wait and runaway.
just 4 more days.
why.
my heart couldnt take it come back ok?
pinky promise.
now back to performance evaluation and management... zzz...
Sunday, March 13, 2011
i dont normally read the papers but today when i saw that the quake and tsunami was on the front page, i decided to take a look.
page after page of articles on how things seem to be getting worse for japan.
after the killer twin combo, now there's a huge threat of radiation leakage which can lead to diseases and birth defects for the future generation.
why oh why it breaks my heart :(
and damn tsunami, you took the national after from me!!
3 more days and i would have seen them live! :( x2
but well, i was youtubeing as i normally do and i saw new remioromen live videos being uploaded (remioromen is my all time favourite japanese band)
and wow this video is like an explosion of energy and its a very pick-me-up song.
so positive and enthusiastic, so much love from the crowd.
i wouldnt expect anything less from the japanese.
japan, you can do it <3
page after page of articles on how things seem to be getting worse for japan.
after the killer twin combo, now there's a huge threat of radiation leakage which can lead to diseases and birth defects for the future generation.
why oh why it breaks my heart :(
and damn tsunami, you took the national after from me!!
3 more days and i would have seen them live! :( x2
but well, i was youtubeing as i normally do and i saw new remioromen live videos being uploaded (remioromen is my all time favourite japanese band)
and wow this video is like an explosion of energy and its a very pick-me-up song.
so positive and enthusiastic, so much love from the crowd.
i wouldnt expect anything less from the japanese.
japan, you can do it <3
omg why does it seem like im so emo when i come and see my own blog.
ok people i am actually not suicidal, its only when unhappy stuff happens then i bother to blog.
but on a lighter note, i am sunburnt.
like a freaking freshly cooked lobster.
during the past 10 weeks of school, i think the handball team has never experienced a day without being sunburnt/cao ta.
first: handball carnival at ntu
second: waikiki
third: round 2 of handball carnival at ntu
my mum was complaining to me this morning that i look like bao jing tian now :(
btw: i used to love the bao jing tian dramas (cant rmb if its hong kong or channel 8 though :/)
ok people i am actually not suicidal, its only when unhappy stuff happens then i bother to blog.
but on a lighter note, i am sunburnt.
like a freaking freshly cooked lobster.
during the past 10 weeks of school, i think the handball team has never experienced a day without being sunburnt/cao ta.
first: handball carnival at ntu
second: waikiki
third: round 2 of handball carnival at ntu
my mum was complaining to me this morning that i look like bao jing tian now :(
btw: i used to love the bao jing tian dramas (cant rmb if its hong kong or channel 8 though :/)
Sunday, March 06, 2011
sometimes i feel like whats the use of being so strong and independent.
at the end of the day, people may just think that i can handle it when actually i cant.
and it really pisses me off how some girls are so weak and attention seeking sometimes, what about that is attractive at all?!
ok i seriously need to learn how to stop projecting my own standards and values onto others, people are different and i cant expect people to think and feel the way i do.
times like these are when i feel the most lonely and different from everyone :(
at the end of the day, people may just think that i can handle it when actually i cant.
and it really pisses me off how some girls are so weak and attention seeking sometimes, what about that is attractive at all?!
ok i seriously need to learn how to stop projecting my own standards and values onto others, people are different and i cant expect people to think and feel the way i do.
times like these are when i feel the most lonely and different from everyone :(
Sunday, February 27, 2011
one of the best things ive read in a long time (:
狮子不是一个平常的星座,
狮子座的女孩抑不是平常的女孩,
她充满阳光的气息,
常喜欢指示别人,
她的家庭不一定很是富裕,
但她都是习惯了养尊处优,
她很优秀,
也习惯了掌声.
她五官或许不是很精致,
但却有一种想让人多看一眼的独到气质.
她喜欢热闹,
总会成为聚会的焦点,
她也享受孤独,
静座在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐.
或会有人对她嗤之以鼻,
她也总是一笑而过.
她总是习惯在人前伪装的很坚强.
其实她很脆弱,
也很善感,
看到电视剧情节的感人之处,
听着伤感的音乐,
或是读到了小说里的别离时刻,
她的眼泪都总是情不自禁的掉下来.
她经常会觉得孤独,
寂寞,
抑是想一个人.
她从不轻言爱,
她的爱很沉默,
那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,
在她的心里有一到栅栏,
那就是自尊,
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊.
如过有一个狮子女孩对你说她爱你,
那么,请你好好珍惜她.
即使你不爱她,要拒绝,也请你委婉点,
因为当有一个狮子女孩向你说她爱你的时候,
那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊,
甚至,她的生命.
反之，
当他说恨你时，
那就是真的恨你了，
不必有太多的对比起，
因为当她一旦恨了，
就不会有喜欢的余地了，
就是因为她的心真的受伤了.
写给狮子座的女孩,
我欣赏狮子女孩的坚强,
欣赏她的果敢,
欣赏她的淡然.
有时我也为她而心痛,
她的心脏时常会痛,
就象那些碾转在自尊下的爱,
疼了痛了哪怕心都要死了,
也说不出口.
但我不觉得不值,
因为我也是狮子座的女孩
狮子不是一个平常的星座,
狮子座的女孩抑不是平常的女孩,
她充满阳光的气息,
常喜欢指示别人,
她的家庭不一定很是富裕,
但她都是习惯了养尊处优,
她很优秀,
也习惯了掌声.
她五官或许不是很精致,
但却有一种想让人多看一眼的独到气质.
她喜欢热闹,
总会成为聚会的焦点,
她也享受孤独,
静座在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐.
或会有人对她嗤之以鼻,
她也总是一笑而过.
她总是习惯在人前伪装的很坚强.
其实她很脆弱,
也很善感,
看到电视剧情节的感人之处,
听着伤感的音乐,
或是读到了小说里的别离时刻,
她的眼泪都总是情不自禁的掉下来.
她经常会觉得孤独,
寂寞,
抑是想一个人.
她从不轻言爱,
她的爱很沉默,
那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,
在她的心里有一到栅栏,
那就是自尊,
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊.
如过有一个狮子女孩对你说她爱你,
那么,请你好好珍惜她.
即使你不爱她,要拒绝,也请你委婉点,
因为当有一个狮子女孩向你说她爱你的时候,
那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊,
甚至,她的生命.
反之，
当他说恨你时，
那就是真的恨你了，
不必有太多的对比起，
因为当她一旦恨了，
就不会有喜欢的余地了，
就是因为她的心真的受伤了.
写给狮子座的女孩,
我欣赏狮子女孩的坚强,
欣赏她的果敢,
欣赏她的淡然.
有时我也为她而心痛,
她的心脏时常会痛,
就象那些碾转在自尊下的爱,
疼了痛了哪怕心都要死了,
也说不出口.
但我不觉得不值,
因为我也是狮子座的女孩
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
went for laneway yesterday!
in some ways, it didnt meet my expectations but in some ways, i had loads of fun.
mostly had loads of fun dancing and singing along to FANTASTIC MUSIC <3
warpaint was up first.
I LOVE THEM, THEY ARE TOO AWESOME.
one of the best girl bands around? :D
girl power hehehe!
but the crowd was like not reacting to them at all? WTF MAN PEOPLE.
maybe they should perform at night, the atmosphere would be much more suitable for their music.
but the girls were great on stage, enjoying themselves on stage nonetheless.
my favourite song from warpaint set would be beetles, 10x better live damn shiok :D
ladyhawke was next, i sat down and didnt bother.
beach house was after that, moved slightly more in front but i think they are not festival music.
better off in some intimate setting like esplanade!
deerhunter was 4th.
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
performing live really gives their music bonus points, their music is like a build up of magical full sounds enveloping you hehe.
and when my favourite nothing ever happened kicked in, SHIOK MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
and a very polite band!
holyfuck was good just as i expected but it really blew my mind that it sounded so good and so shiok!
maybe it was like the good sound system or smth but holy fuck sure knows how to produce good good good music to get us enjoying ourselves :D
then we skipped !!! for dinner :x
came back for yesayer, and the whole time i was just waiting for them to end and for foals to come on :x
and then FOALSSSSSSSSSS.
BEST. PERFORMANCE. OF. THE. NIGHT.
FREAKING LOVE THEM <3
every single song they played was awesome.
best songs were probably cassius and balloons, got the crowd going crazyyyyyyyyyy.
got to hear my spanish sahara <3
but whats up with singaporeans, too lazy to sing along or what tsk HAHA.
and the night ended with temper trap!
some bits were abit boring, they had veryyyyyyyyyy long transitions.
but of course if your songs are good, it makes up for everything :D
fader and down river got the crowd going the most and love lost and sweet disposition were the singalongs <3
down river was surprisingly good live, i normally skip down river when i listen to temper trap :x
and omg the lighting effects were damn awesome lah, totally made the performance even more up HAHA.
but they didnt play soldier on, COME ON MAN WHY NOT :(
whole thing ended at like 130am, drenched muddy and tired.
my jc class was playing tong xiao mahjong but i skipped that and decided to go home instead, totally knocked out in the cab HAHAHA.
ok off to catch up on work zzzzzzz
in some ways, it didnt meet my expectations but in some ways, i had loads of fun.
mostly had loads of fun dancing and singing along to FANTASTIC MUSIC <3
warpaint was up first.
I LOVE THEM, THEY ARE TOO AWESOME.
one of the best girl bands around? :D
girl power hehehe!
but the crowd was like not reacting to them at all? WTF MAN PEOPLE.
maybe they should perform at night, the atmosphere would be much more suitable for their music.
but the girls were great on stage, enjoying themselves on stage nonetheless.
my favourite song from warpaint set would be beetles, 10x better live damn shiok :D
ladyhawke was next, i sat down and didnt bother.
beach house was after that, moved slightly more in front but i think they are not festival music.
better off in some intimate setting like esplanade!
deerhunter was 4th.
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
performing live really gives their music bonus points, their music is like a build up of magical full sounds enveloping you hehe.
and when my favourite nothing ever happened kicked in, SHIOK MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
and a very polite band!
holyfuck was good just as i expected but it really blew my mind that it sounded so good and so shiok!
maybe it was like the good sound system or smth but holy fuck sure knows how to produce good good good music to get us enjoying ourselves :D
then we skipped !!! for dinner :x
came back for yesayer, and the whole time i was just waiting for them to end and for foals to come on :x
and then FOALSSSSSSSSSS.
BEST. PERFORMANCE. OF. THE. NIGHT.
FREAKING LOVE THEM <3
every single song they played was awesome.
best songs were probably cassius and balloons, got the crowd going crazyyyyyyyyyy.
got to hear my spanish sahara <3
but whats up with singaporeans, too lazy to sing along or what tsk HAHA.
and the night ended with temper trap!
some bits were abit boring, they had veryyyyyyyyyy long transitions.
but of course if your songs are good, it makes up for everything :D
fader and down river got the crowd going the most and love lost and sweet disposition were the singalongs <3
down river was surprisingly good live, i normally skip down river when i listen to temper trap :x
and omg the lighting effects were damn awesome lah, totally made the performance even more up HAHA.
but they didnt play soldier on, COME ON MAN WHY NOT :(
whole thing ended at like 130am, drenched muddy and tired.
my jc class was playing tong xiao mahjong but i skipped that and decided to go home instead, totally knocked out in the cab HAHAHA.
ok off to catch up on work zzzzzzz
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
yesterday, i went for the tarot card reading thing at the univantage bazaar.
i originally wasnt interested, i told myself i wont go for such things again after the retarded palm reading.
but you know how in life things always dont turn out the way you expect to.
so i got a message from yihui in the afternoon saying she went for the reading and reserved the last slot at 350pm for me.
well ok so i went.
first time going, didnt really know what questions to ask.
but i think i should record down the stuff i was told so that i can look back and be like 'wah so true' or 'wah so rubbish' HAHA.
- new people in my life may not stay, just coming and going
- there are some conflicts right now, be in with others or within myself
- some people are hiding things from me, perhaps monetary concerns
- there probably wont be anyone soon
- i am logical and fair in relationships
- relationships arent my first priority
- head over heart (i beg to differ)
- should channel my energy somewhere else and excel in that area instead
- queen of swords, ace of swords, guy carrying swords
- stable and peaceful family, perhaps boring
- page of wands: child like, likes things to be done quickly, likes a constant flow of new events, outgoing
- career will be tough in the beginning
- but i am emotional strong so ill tide through it
- bad times will end at a particular point
-
i originally wasnt interested, i told myself i wont go for such things again after the retarded palm reading.
but you know how in life things always dont turn out the way you expect to.
so i got a message from yihui in the afternoon saying she went for the reading and reserved the last slot at 350pm for me.
well ok so i went.
first time going, didnt really know what questions to ask.
but i think i should record down the stuff i was told so that i can look back and be like 'wah so true' or 'wah so rubbish' HAHA.
- new people in my life may not stay, just coming and going
- there are some conflicts right now, be in with others or within myself
- some people are hiding things from me, perhaps monetary concerns
- there probably wont be anyone soon
- i am logical and fair in relationships
- relationships arent my first priority
- head over heart (i beg to differ)
- should channel my energy somewhere else and excel in that area instead
- queen of swords, ace of swords, guy carrying swords
- stable and peaceful family, perhaps boring
- page of wands: child like, likes things to be done quickly, likes a constant flow of new events, outgoing
- career will be tough in the beginning
- but i am emotional strong so ill tide through it
- bad times will end at a particular point
-
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
all time favourite albums:
where i love the whole album from track 1 to the end and i like it as a collection.
and in no particular order,
1) the cranberries's bury the hatchet
2) imogen heap's ellipse
3) the temper trap's conditions
4) death cab for cutie's transatlancticism
5) corinne bailey rae's the sea
6) both of damien rice's 0 and 9
7) rachel yamagata's happenstance
8) travis's the boy with no name
9) the xx's xx
10) muse's black holes and revelations
wow i just went on and on.
since young ive always liked making lists, makes myself feel good. (:
where i love the whole album from track 1 to the end and i like it as a collection.
and in no particular order,
1) the cranberries's bury the hatchet
2) imogen heap's ellipse
3) the temper trap's conditions
4) death cab for cutie's transatlancticism
5) corinne bailey rae's the sea
6) both of damien rice's 0 and 9
7) rachel yamagata's happenstance
8) travis's the boy with no name
9) the xx's xx
10) muse's black holes and revelations
wow i just went on and on.
since young ive always liked making lists, makes myself feel good. (:
i think i can pretty much conclude that imogen heap's ellipse was the soundtrack of my summer.
awesome awesome album.
i practically forgot about it till i was on the plan to korea.
i was surfing through the music and i came across ellipse and listened to the album on repeat.
i remember during the days in ubc, half life, canvas and wait it out were absolute stuck in my head HAHAHA.
i think half life will probably be one of my favourite songs by imogen heap (:
awesome awesome album.
i practically forgot about it till i was on the plan to korea.
i was surfing through the music and i came across ellipse and listened to the album on repeat.
i remember during the days in ubc, half life, canvas and wait it out were absolute stuck in my head HAHAHA.
i think half life will probably be one of my favourite songs by imogen heap (:
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
i will stay strong and independent through trying times.
because i know things will be good and i wont be denied from the happiness i deserve.
and i need to stay grounded and remind myself that all i need is simple happiness, nothing more nothing complicated.
but sometimes, i cant help but feel lonely.
in a much much much greater sense.
but that's not to take the smile off my face, or the laughter from mouth, or the strength from my heart and mind (:
because i know things will be good and i wont be denied from the happiness i deserve.
and i need to stay grounded and remind myself that all i need is simple happiness, nothing more nothing complicated.
but sometimes, i cant help but feel lonely.
in a much much much greater sense.
but that's not to take the smile off my face, or the laughter from mouth, or the strength from my heart and mind (:
Sunday, January 02, 2011
Thursday, December 30, 2010
i feel like this is such a suitable song for the middle of the night, alone in your room and just drowning in the sweetness of the sounds and slowly fall asleep.
anyway i need to sleep soon, gotta wake up at like 715am tmr zzzzzzzzzz.
going to play some hockey tmr with cynthia!
just hit around also good cause i havent played hockey for so long i bet im damn rusty!
goodnight.
oyasumi.
(:
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
wow today im spamming posts.
ive got this strong urge to dye and perm my hair HAHAHAHA.
ive successfully psychoed myself all these years to not waste money but i think im getting won over by how bloody nice seohyun's hair is during we got married!
i really like the shade of dark brown and the sort of zig-zag waves.
so its not like the typical waves but something slightly more rigid and zig-zag ish.
hmmmmmmmm, dye or not to dye? HAHHAA
ive got this strong urge to dye and perm my hair HAHAHAHA.
ive successfully psychoed myself all these years to not waste money but i think im getting won over by how bloody nice seohyun's hair is during we got married!
i really like the shade of dark brown and the sort of zig-zag waves.
so its not like the typical waves but something slightly more rigid and zig-zag ish.
hmmmmmmmm, dye or not to dye? HAHHAA
officially sucked into the korean romance scam tv show to trick romantic singles out there called 'we got married'.
I PROMISED MYSELF I WONT WATCH THIS SHIT HAHAHAHHA.
but yes im officially a fan of the yongseo couple! <3
love light by cnblue (their couple song sia, very sweet HAHA)
and i just realised this time last year i wasnt in singapore.
i was away in nepal, spending my christmas away from home!
and it just hit me like wow a whole year has passed and sooooooooo many things have happened and all in all, im very grateful for everything in my life (:
I PROMISED MYSELF I WONT WATCH THIS SHIT HAHAHAHHA.
but yes im officially a fan of the yongseo couple! <3
love light by cnblue (their couple song sia, very sweet HAHA)
and i just realised this time last year i wasnt in singapore.
i was away in nepal, spending my christmas away from home!
and it just hit me like wow a whole year has passed and sooooooooo many things have happened and all in all, im very grateful for everything in my life (:
christmas is tomorrow!
but seriously feels like any other day to me and my family HA.
oh wells.
and omg im running out of shows to watch already! zzzzzzz
well anyway this has been stuck in my head!
warpaint, cant wait for laneway! <3
and this is an awesome cyclone of sound for 7+ mins.
like a bunch of girls on drugs or something but still an impressive piece nonetheless (:
but seriously feels like any other day to me and my family HA.
oh wells.
and omg im running out of shows to watch already! zzzzzzz
well anyway this has been stuck in my head!
warpaint, cant wait for laneway! <3
and this is an awesome cyclone of sound for 7+ mins.
like a bunch of girls on drugs or something but still an impressive piece nonetheless (:
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
back in singapore!
ok im not going to talk about my trip to korea.
long story and loads of people have been asking me how's korea so im sick of answering HAHAHA.
but it was a great getaway nonetheless (:
recently, ive been relistening alot of artists like temper trap, two door cinema club and phoenix.
i think judging by the amount of times i repeated temper trap's conditions, the album is going to become one of the most played albums on my phone HAHA.
but anyway, listening to this set of youtube videos of phoenix that i discovered a few months back of last year.
i think its one of the best recorded live performances of phoenix at a radio station and here's consolation prizes.
one of my favourites (:
ok im not going to talk about my trip to korea.
long story and loads of people have been asking me how's korea so im sick of answering HAHAHA.
but it was a great getaway nonetheless (:
recently, ive been relistening alot of artists like temper trap, two door cinema club and phoenix.
i think judging by the amount of times i repeated temper trap's conditions, the album is going to become one of the most played albums on my phone HAHA.
but anyway, listening to this set of youtube videos of phoenix that i discovered a few months back of last year.
i think its one of the best recorded live performances of phoenix at a radio station and here's consolation prizes.
one of my favourites (:
Sunday, December 12, 2010
goodbye for a week.
will not be bringing my laptop, i want a week without the internet.
need to shake off my addiction to the internet HAHA.
im afraid that i may miss singapore because i honestly dont have high expectations for korea heh.
and travelling with my dad is going to be a challenge, we have never had a absolutely peaceful holiday as a family before i think.
he is a good and kind man but he has some seriously severe shortcomings involving his temper and his inflexibility sigh.
i really wish i had siblings, a big big family where we would all come together and celebrate public holidays.
i realised having a small family doesnt make you closer, it actually makes you more distant.
i think when people have bigger families, they tend to make the effort to always do more things together.
but when it comes to my family, we all kind of do our own thing.
i guess that also means they are giving me my freedom, which i am of course still grateful for.
but oh well, talk about what ifs are pointless.
its how you deal with what you do have that is the crux of the matter.
its times like this when i really feel very lonely and i wish i was in a relationship but i know better than to give in to such moments.
i believe i am a much stronger and more independent person than i think i am, this is what i learnt after my first relationship.
it made me realise that i am actually such an independent person and i treasure my personal freedom alot and i am not the type who needs to spend every minute of my time with my boyfriend.
ok now im just rambling HAHA.
well goodbye, hopefully shopping in korea will be good HEHE :D
will not be bringing my laptop, i want a week without the internet.
need to shake off my addiction to the internet HAHA.
im afraid that i may miss singapore because i honestly dont have high expectations for korea heh.
and travelling with my dad is going to be a challenge, we have never had a absolutely peaceful holiday as a family before i think.
he is a good and kind man but he has some seriously severe shortcomings involving his temper and his inflexibility sigh.
i really wish i had siblings, a big big family where we would all come together and celebrate public holidays.
i realised having a small family doesnt make you closer, it actually makes you more distant.
i think when people have bigger families, they tend to make the effort to always do more things together.
but when it comes to my family, we all kind of do our own thing.
i guess that also means they are giving me my freedom, which i am of course still grateful for.
but oh well, talk about what ifs are pointless.
its how you deal with what you do have that is the crux of the matter.
its times like this when i really feel very lonely and i wish i was in a relationship but i know better than to give in to such moments.
i believe i am a much stronger and more independent person than i think i am, this is what i learnt after my first relationship.
it made me realise that i am actually such an independent person and i treasure my personal freedom alot and i am not the type who needs to spend every minute of my time with my boyfriend.
ok now im just rambling HAHA.
well goodbye, hopefully shopping in korea will be good HEHE :D
Friday, December 10, 2010
today, as i was with qian shopping in cine at the lovely rockstar shop, i heard andrew bird being played.
and his songs just got stuck in my head the whole day and now at 1.46am, im playing plasticities while completing my japanese homework (which is alot btw, never expected so much homework from my jap classess HAHA)
andrew bird is soooooooooooooooooo talented, and plasticities feels so perfect being played right now in the middle of the night.
it just crossed my mind that i wished my house unit was at a much higher level and i had a room facing the road, the rest of the blocks and in view of the vast sky.
i would have a table right at the window, looking out every once in a while as i soak in the music.
but nah i dont have that right now. i live on the 4th floor, my window only able to see the carpark and the blocks closing me in and my table facing the wall.
but im good, just a random thought crossing my mind.
magnificent music sets my mind pondering. (:
btw, bought many random things today.
a new plastic pencil case from muji, vintage looking notebooks from birds & co at cine and 2 hairbands AHAHA.
oh and i watched easy a.
KILL ME.
but ok lah 3/5 movie and qian is a good friend so im more than willing to watch with her (:
ok back to andrew bird (:
and his songs just got stuck in my head the whole day and now at 1.46am, im playing plasticities while completing my japanese homework (which is alot btw, never expected so much homework from my jap classess HAHA)
andrew bird is soooooooooooooooooo talented, and plasticities feels so perfect being played right now in the middle of the night.
it just crossed my mind that i wished my house unit was at a much higher level and i had a room facing the road, the rest of the blocks and in view of the vast sky.
i would have a table right at the window, looking out every once in a while as i soak in the music.
but nah i dont have that right now. i live on the 4th floor, my window only able to see the carpark and the blocks closing me in and my table facing the wall.
but im good, just a random thought crossing my mind.
magnificent music sets my mind pondering. (:
btw, bought many random things today.
a new plastic pencil case from muji, vintage looking notebooks from birds & co at cine and 2 hairbands AHAHA.
oh and i watched easy a.
KILL ME.
but ok lah 3/5 movie and qian is a good friend so im more than willing to watch with her (:
ok back to andrew bird (:
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
'According to Aristophanes in Plato's The Banquet, in the ancient world of legend there were three types of people.
People weren't simply male or female, but one of three types: male/male, male/female or female/female.
Everyone was happy with this arrangement and never really gave it much thought.
But one day god took a knife and cut everyone in half, right down the middle.
So after that, the world was divided into male and female, the upshot being that people spend their time running around trying to locate their missing other half.'
- Haruki Murakami's Kafka on the shore
very interesting
People weren't simply male or female, but one of three types: male/male, male/female or female/female.
Everyone was happy with this arrangement and never really gave it much thought.
But one day god took a knife and cut everyone in half, right down the middle.
So after that, the world was divided into male and female, the upshot being that people spend their time running around trying to locate their missing other half.'
- Haruki Murakami's Kafka on the shore
very interesting
Saturday, November 27, 2010
got my ukulele woohoo.
cheap cheap chirp chirp somemore, 39 bucks (:
learnt the chords, trying to get familiar with it and the transition.
first song i tried to pick up: noah and the whale's 5 years time <3
3 chords nia HAHAHHA.
and i found 2 new dramas to watch woohooooooooo.
japanese: q10 (looked kiddy and typical idol drama at first but omg theres so societal issues that they address in the drama, very touching)
korean: secret garden (just because hyun bin is so good looking and ha ji won is my favourite korean actress)
welllllllllllll, ok back to secret garden and then out with my mum for shopping later.
she sure buy alot of shit -_______-
cheap cheap chirp chirp somemore, 39 bucks (:
learnt the chords, trying to get familiar with it and the transition.
first song i tried to pick up: noah and the whale's 5 years time <3
3 chords nia HAHAHHA.
and i found 2 new dramas to watch woohooooooooo.
japanese: q10 (looked kiddy and typical idol drama at first but omg theres so societal issues that they address in the drama, very touching)
korean: secret garden (just because hyun bin is so good looking and ha ji won is my favourite korean actress)
welllllllllllll, ok back to secret garden and then out with my mum for shopping later.
she sure buy alot of shit -_______-
Friday, November 26, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
wow.
exams start tmr.
hmmmmmmmm.
i feel like im going into this with the same amount of knowledge i had BEFORE study week which may be bad buttttttt we'll see how it goes (:
and my exams end on thurs!
i think ill find the sudden freedom abit boring HAHAHA.
i think im currently in the state where im open to new things and new people in my life (:
but december will be an incredible learning time for me: driving, ukulele, japanese classes and hopefully reading (aka polish off my paulo coehlo's devil and miss pyrm + haruki murakami's kafka on the shore)
all the best my dears <3
exams start tmr.
hmmmmmmmm.
i feel like im going into this with the same amount of knowledge i had BEFORE study week which may be bad buttttttt we'll see how it goes (:
and my exams end on thurs!
i think ill find the sudden freedom abit boring HAHAHA.
i think im currently in the state where im open to new things and new people in my life (:
but december will be an incredible learning time for me: driving, ukulele, japanese classes and hopefully reading (aka polish off my paulo coehlo's devil and miss pyrm + haruki murakami's kafka on the shore)
all the best my dears <3
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
life is able dealing with shit you dont like being thrown at you.
and i suck so bad at it.
i cant pretend i dont like something.
i'm a failure in life HAHAHA.
oh well.
honestly, i dont think things will ever be the same.
i guess once an idea is planted in your head, just like inception, it grows and there's no way you can fight it.
and ever since it occured to me that you could be this way, i have viewed you so differently from that moment onwards.
you disappoint me.
and disappointment can be so crippling.
i guess a switch inside me was turned off and it cant just be turned on again.
i think there goes one friendship, what a waste.
and i suck so bad at it.
i cant pretend i dont like something.
i'm a failure in life HAHAHA.
oh well.
honestly, i dont think things will ever be the same.
i guess once an idea is planted in your head, just like inception, it grows and there's no way you can fight it.
and ever since it occured to me that you could be this way, i have viewed you so differently from that moment onwards.
you disappoint me.
and disappointment can be so crippling.
i guess a switch inside me was turned off and it cant just be turned on again.
i think there goes one friendship, what a waste.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
"You prefer to think things over all by yourself and you don't like people looking inside your head. Maybe that's because you're an only child. You're used to thinking and acting alone. You figure that as long as you understand something, that's enough." She shook her head. " And that makes me afraid. I feel abandoned."
- South of the Border, West of the Sun (Haruki Marukami)
guilty.
- South of the Border, West of the Sun (Haruki Marukami)
guilty.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
there are so many books out there that write about life, about love, about self-discovery, about youth.
and i always looked at them with skepticism and wondered why did they make life so complicated.
life is simple, life is great and things will be fine (:
its not like i dont believe in that anymore but i realised that whether or not i saw it coming, something in me has changed.
perhaps, it was when i turned 20.
i remember turning 20 and thinking that it was absolutely the same even though i am no longer a teen, but now i find myself contemplating about life and my future alot.
its exactly like what those books depicted, trying to find out about your true self.
and i realised that i am so not looking forward to adulthood.
so strange, i used to think that i couldnt wait to be an adult and go out into the working world and get married.
now i rather stay young, stay carefree and do all the things i want to do.
i dont feel depressed or whatever but i just feel older and feel like i want to decipher life, or at least mine.
and i realised that love is something so mysterious.
i used to have such a naive concept of love.
i think there is so much more to love and it has been highly misunderstood due to all the fairy tale ideas of love.
i think love is one of the hardest thing in life to understand and i highly doubt those people who say they are in love truly are.
to be honest, i dont feel like i have been in love before.
its always infactuation, interest, disinterest, care, concern but what is love?
i think its so much more noble and great.
and i have yet to have the privilege of truly experiencing it.
i feel like my past relationship wasnt quite love.
but i still feel very grateful for having had such a good man but nonetheless i was still yearning for more, still searching to experience true love.
but i have learnt to not have such high expectations, perhaps love in reality is not that fantastic.
it has crossed my mind that i rather be by myself than be in a relationship that isnt true.
i guess i used to think that i could live with a relationship that isnt true and strong but i realised that i cant and i wont.
i wont compromise on my happiness, because only i will truly look out for my own happiness.
song for the day: yeah yeah yeahs- maps (:
and i always looked at them with skepticism and wondered why did they make life so complicated.
life is simple, life is great and things will be fine (:
its not like i dont believe in that anymore but i realised that whether or not i saw it coming, something in me has changed.
perhaps, it was when i turned 20.
i remember turning 20 and thinking that it was absolutely the same even though i am no longer a teen, but now i find myself contemplating about life and my future alot.
its exactly like what those books depicted, trying to find out about your true self.
and i realised that i am so not looking forward to adulthood.
so strange, i used to think that i couldnt wait to be an adult and go out into the working world and get married.
now i rather stay young, stay carefree and do all the things i want to do.
i dont feel depressed or whatever but i just feel older and feel like i want to decipher life, or at least mine.
and i realised that love is something so mysterious.
i used to have such a naive concept of love.
i think there is so much more to love and it has been highly misunderstood due to all the fairy tale ideas of love.
i think love is one of the hardest thing in life to understand and i highly doubt those people who say they are in love truly are.
to be honest, i dont feel like i have been in love before.
its always infactuation, interest, disinterest, care, concern but what is love?
i think its so much more noble and great.
and i have yet to have the privilege of truly experiencing it.
i feel like my past relationship wasnt quite love.
but i still feel very grateful for having had such a good man but nonetheless i was still yearning for more, still searching to experience true love.
but i have learnt to not have such high expectations, perhaps love in reality is not that fantastic.
it has crossed my mind that i rather be by myself than be in a relationship that isnt true.
i guess i used to think that i could live with a relationship that isnt true and strong but i realised that i cant and i wont.
i wont compromise on my happiness, because only i will truly look out for my own happiness.
song for the day: yeah yeah yeahs- maps (:
Friday, October 22, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
everytime i hear the solanin song, everytime i replay the trailer, everytime i rewatch the epic last part of the movie, i get so overwhelmed with emotions.
i want to pick up an instrument, i want to play music, i want to be good at music, i want to form a band, i want a love so strong and so motivating like theirs, i want to travel to japan, i want to go there for exchange.
all this just from a movie <3
i think i may be a little bit too caught up in the movie and the after effects have yet to wear off HAHA.
i want to pick up an instrument, i want to play music, i want to be good at music, i want to form a band, i want a love so strong and so motivating like theirs, i want to travel to japan, i want to go there for exchange.
all this just from a movie <3
i think i may be a little bit too caught up in the movie and the after effects have yet to wear off HAHA.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
i just finished solanin.
wow, what a great movie and i think its going to be one of my favourite movies.
a movie about love between two people, about friendship, about death, about being young, about daring to dream, about daring to take the risk and break out of the norm and ultimately daring to say goodbye to your old self and chase your dream.
and for this movie, the dream of the antagonist's boyfriend is to form a band to play music.
in a nutshell, the boyfriend passes away in an accident around 2/3 into the movie and the antagonist takes over his dream to play in a band and performs this song called solanin which the boyfriend wrote before he died.
but the whole movie is more than just the death, its about the growth of the antagonist, her boyfriend,their friends and band members through their youth as they struggle to balance mundane reality and their dreams and finding direction in their lives.
very touching, sweet and inspiring <3
really made me feel like doing something like this with my life HAHA.
a bonus for me is i really like japanese rock bands and their style of music (eg remioromen, asian kung fu generation) so i super love music in this movie.
and coincidentally, asian kung fu generation sang the solanin sound for the soundtrack (:
now looking back at the trailer after i watched the movie, i realised the trailer was really awesome!
chose all the damn suitable scenes, and love love love love the solanin song <3
lyrics:
Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky
A life spent saying goodbye?
The little piece of the future I saw
Was waving goodbye
The small room i once lived in
Is now occupied by someone else
The horrible things I said to you
The days that were wasted
Perhaps if I'd taken that chance,
if I could go back to that day
But I'll never be that person again
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters
That long rainbow coloured scarf
I stroll through the back alley
It all comes back to me now
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
I guess
Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do
its a farewell song to your past self <3
cant find a video of the performance scene during the movie with the lyrics and all, that was epic!
AND I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT HAHAHHA
its a freaking good song with awesome lyrics, what more can you ask for!
plus, i really like the acting of the lead actor kengo kora and lead actress aoi miyazaki <3
ok wow its 5.19pm
TALK ABOUT NOT DOING WORK HAHAHAHA.
wow, what a great movie and i think its going to be one of my favourite movies.
a movie about love between two people, about friendship, about death, about being young, about daring to dream, about daring to take the risk and break out of the norm and ultimately daring to say goodbye to your old self and chase your dream.
and for this movie, the dream of the antagonist's boyfriend is to form a band to play music.
in a nutshell, the boyfriend passes away in an accident around 2/3 into the movie and the antagonist takes over his dream to play in a band and performs this song called solanin which the boyfriend wrote before he died.
but the whole movie is more than just the death, its about the growth of the antagonist, her boyfriend,their friends and band members through their youth as they struggle to balance mundane reality and their dreams and finding direction in their lives.
very touching, sweet and inspiring <3
really made me feel like doing something like this with my life HAHA.
a bonus for me is i really like japanese rock bands and their style of music (eg remioromen, asian kung fu generation) so i super love music in this movie.
and coincidentally, asian kung fu generation sang the solanin sound for the soundtrack (:
now looking back at the trailer after i watched the movie, i realised the trailer was really awesome!
chose all the damn suitable scenes, and love love love love the solanin song <3
lyrics:
Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky
A life spent saying goodbye?
The little piece of the future I saw
Was waving goodbye
The small room i once lived in
Is now occupied by someone else
The horrible things I said to you
The days that were wasted
Perhaps if I'd taken that chance,
if I could go back to that day
But I'll never be that person again
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters
That long rainbow coloured scarf
I stroll through the back alley
It all comes back to me now
Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would have surely sprouted
So, I guess this is goodbye
I guess
Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do
its a farewell song to your past self <3
cant find a video of the performance scene during the movie with the lyrics and all, that was epic!
AND I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT HAHAHHA
its a freaking good song with awesome lyrics, what more can you ask for!
plus, i really like the acting of the lead actor kengo kora and lead actress aoi miyazaki <3
ok wow its 5.19pm
TALK ABOUT NOT DOING WORK HAHAHAHA.
what a waste i could have been your lover.
what a waste i could have been your friend.
love belle and sebastian's new song 'little lou, ugly jack, prophet john' featuring norah jones.
love and friendship, two things that dont go together.
if you have one you have to give up the another.
i guess we can never have the best of both worlds.
but im well (:
and i hope you are too (:
today marks the end of mid term break.
HA, BREAK MY ASS MAN.
monday,
which was the only day where i could take things easy.
went back to school to get a little bit of studying done at the handball room.
but i was practically using the com the whole time HAHAHA.
then met my mum for dinner at west mall then went down to the driving centre to switch to school and book lessons and all zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
tuesday,
met kailing for lunch at city hall then we went to sing karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with karen and cheyenne.
5 hours of karaoke was SHIOK.
but my voice was like already going and after that it was gone HAHAHAHA.
then went to meet michelle lai, lois and shun yee for dinner at marina square ministry of food yumz (:
proceeded to esplanade for desertttttttttt.
we went to that crazy chocolate place at esplanade, mac something lah cant remember the name HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the intense chocolate cake was damn delicious but the hot chocolate was like INSANE.
YOU WILL DIE IF YOU DRINK IT ALONE HAHAHAHA.
then headache started as i had to start planning and coordinating george's birthday surprise so i hurried home after the gathering.
wednesday,
driving lesson at 920 in the morning MEGA ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
then went down to jeremy's house at dakota for mpw project meeting and to interview his mum!
old airport road was closed so no yummy lunch there :(
but had yummy tofu cheesecake at jeremy's place :D
OMG I LOVE TOFU AND IT WAS LIKE THE BEST CHEESECAKE EVERRRRRRRRRRR.
then off to ccab for training (:
late dinner/supper at xin wang at coro and it was back home with my new found fellow west sider!
turns out handball has another west sider who just stays at the condo opposite my block yay!
thursday,
went to school at 830 (FREAKING ASS TIRED) to meet cynthia to get some work done before our marketing meeting at 12.
then i had my second meeting, finance, and i dropped by the handball room for a few rounds of monodeal before going to the driving centre for theory lesson from 910 to 1050.
and omg the instructor was so interesting!
i thought theory lesson sure super boring HAHAHA.
LONG LONG DAY.
missed out on george's birthday surpise :(
friday,
training in school at 4 then it was off to ms meeting till like 10+
got most of our report done yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
saturday,
GRAB HUCK SCORE.
was at sengkang from 8am-4pm zomg.
but it was fun (:
havent had such fun playing frisbee in a longggggggggg time :D:D
then off to raffles country club at tuas (DAMN FREAKING FAR) for jiaqi's birthday part.
with the fun fun theme of black society (:
however, i think handball slightly took it too far and made it like HEI SE HUI type of black society HAHAHAHHA.
then off to jurong point for a few rounds of monodeal at mos burger before going home (:
sunday,
SLEPT 11 HOURS <3
watching solanin!
its a japanese movie about youth and following your dreams, which in this movie is about music.
i realised its a common theme in japanese movies.
perhaps japan is quite a repressed society and its common amongst youth to feel lost and following societal norm up till a sort of sudden revelation about their dreams and hopes.
but anyhow, i love watching japanese movies (:
its the type of calm and peaceful style of cinematography and they like to have shots of the sky HAHAHAHA.
alright back to the movie then ive got finance and mpw to do (:
i realised im so not an opinionated person :(
what a waste i could have been your friend.
love belle and sebastian's new song 'little lou, ugly jack, prophet john' featuring norah jones.
love and friendship, two things that dont go together.
if you have one you have to give up the another.
i guess we can never have the best of both worlds.
but im well (:
and i hope you are too (:
today marks the end of mid term break.
HA, BREAK MY ASS MAN.
monday,
which was the only day where i could take things easy.
went back to school to get a little bit of studying done at the handball room.
but i was practically using the com the whole time HAHAHA.
then met my mum for dinner at west mall then went down to the driving centre to switch to school and book lessons and all zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
tuesday,
met kailing for lunch at city hall then we went to sing karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with karen and cheyenne.
5 hours of karaoke was SHIOK.
but my voice was like already going and after that it was gone HAHAHAHA.
then went to meet michelle lai, lois and shun yee for dinner at marina square ministry of food yumz (:
proceeded to esplanade for desertttttttttt.
we went to that crazy chocolate place at esplanade, mac something lah cant remember the name HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the intense chocolate cake was damn delicious but the hot chocolate was like INSANE.
YOU WILL DIE IF YOU DRINK IT ALONE HAHAHAHA.
then headache started as i had to start planning and coordinating george's birthday surprise so i hurried home after the gathering.
wednesday,
driving lesson at 920 in the morning MEGA ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
then went down to jeremy's house at dakota for mpw project meeting and to interview his mum!
old airport road was closed so no yummy lunch there :(
but had yummy tofu cheesecake at jeremy's place :D
OMG I LOVE TOFU AND IT WAS LIKE THE BEST CHEESECAKE EVERRRRRRRRRRR.
then off to ccab for training (:
late dinner/supper at xin wang at coro and it was back home with my new found fellow west sider!
turns out handball has another west sider who just stays at the condo opposite my block yay!
thursday,
went to school at 830 (FREAKING ASS TIRED) to meet cynthia to get some work done before our marketing meeting at 12.
then i had my second meeting, finance, and i dropped by the handball room for a few rounds of monodeal before going to the driving centre for theory lesson from 910 to 1050.
and omg the instructor was so interesting!
i thought theory lesson sure super boring HAHAHA.
LONG LONG DAY.
missed out on george's birthday surpise :(
friday,
training in school at 4 then it was off to ms meeting till like 10+
got most of our report done yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
saturday,
GRAB HUCK SCORE.
was at sengkang from 8am-4pm zomg.
but it was fun (:
havent had such fun playing frisbee in a longggggggggg time :D:D
then off to raffles country club at tuas (DAMN FREAKING FAR) for jiaqi's birthday part.
with the fun fun theme of black society (:
however, i think handball slightly took it too far and made it like HEI SE HUI type of black society HAHAHAHHA.
then off to jurong point for a few rounds of monodeal at mos burger before going home (:
sunday,
SLEPT 11 HOURS <3
watching solanin!
its a japanese movie about youth and following your dreams, which in this movie is about music.
i realised its a common theme in japanese movies.
perhaps japan is quite a repressed society and its common amongst youth to feel lost and following societal norm up till a sort of sudden revelation about their dreams and hopes.
but anyhow, i love watching japanese movies (:
its the type of calm and peaceful style of cinematography and they like to have shots of the sky HAHAHAHA.
alright back to the movie then ive got finance and mpw to do (:
i realised im so not an opinionated person :(
Sunday, October 03, 2010
hello (:
mid term break is coming!
we'll see how the week will be spent, dont really know what to expect.
i guess its be studying for marketing mid term, dinner with michelle and lois on tues, karaoke with the handball girls, handball study rooms, finance and marketing meeting on thurs and grab huck score on sat!
year 2 has been tougher than year 1 i think, the mods are harder and i feel busier.
but ill make it through!
and theres so much for me to look forward to i think, new love, exchange in japan, temasek foundation exchange scholarship.
so many things i really want to do and want to work forward to (:
and music always makes my world go round! <3
came across this WONDERFUL website thanks to keng leong, its called indieshuffle.com
MY GODDDDDDDD ITS SO GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3
and i realised i havent watch a movie in a damn long time, shall do that soon!!
will blog more regularly now (:
mid term break is coming!
we'll see how the week will be spent, dont really know what to expect.
i guess its be studying for marketing mid term, dinner with michelle and lois on tues, karaoke with the handball girls, handball study rooms, finance and marketing meeting on thurs and grab huck score on sat!
year 2 has been tougher than year 1 i think, the mods are harder and i feel busier.
but ill make it through!
and theres so much for me to look forward to i think, new love, exchange in japan, temasek foundation exchange scholarship.
so many things i really want to do and want to work forward to (:
and music always makes my world go round! <3
came across this WONDERFUL website thanks to keng leong, its called indieshuffle.com
MY GODDDDDDDD ITS SO GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3
and i realised i havent watch a movie in a damn long time, shall do that soon!!
will blog more regularly now (:
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Thursday, May 13, 2010
yo!
this past week has been pretty packed, did alot of catching up with friends, buying alot of stuff for the trip and also just got a new desktop computer for my mum!
really want to leave for the trip on a good note, still be able to manage keeping in contact with my friends, doing well for the mods in ubc and having a great great awesome summer holiday :D
money has been flowing out of our pockets like a river!!
its making me feel very guilty and worried :(
but my mum is like that, always just spending money!
and always asking me to take cab :(
ive taken cab twice this week ahhhhhh!!
and i've also been spending quite abit of money on food!!
steamboat last night, food for thought today for lunch, wild honey tmr for brunch then karaoke tmr too!!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
well ok back to a new jap drama i found!
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan!
freaking funny omg HAHAHAHA.
alright take care friends!
will be away from 15may-10 july! <3
this past week has been pretty packed, did alot of catching up with friends, buying alot of stuff for the trip and also just got a new desktop computer for my mum!
really want to leave for the trip on a good note, still be able to manage keeping in contact with my friends, doing well for the mods in ubc and having a great great awesome summer holiday :D
money has been flowing out of our pockets like a river!!
its making me feel very guilty and worried :(
but my mum is like that, always just spending money!
and always asking me to take cab :(
ive taken cab twice this week ahhhhhh!!
and i've also been spending quite abit of money on food!!
steamboat last night, food for thought today for lunch, wild honey tmr for brunch then karaoke tmr too!!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
well ok back to a new jap drama i found!
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan!
freaking funny omg HAHAHAHA.
alright take care friends!
will be away from 15may-10 july! <3
Friday, May 07, 2010
packing and planning have been stressful!
i know i was away for about a month last december too but back then i didnt have to do my own laundry, cook for myself and book all transportation and accomodation!
its definitely going to be a whole new experience and i hope everything turns out fine (:
if not we'll adapt! HAHAHA.
im also worried about being away from my family and friends for such a long time!
so SKYPE/MSN/FB OK PEOPLE <3<3<3
my skype email is limwanyin@hotmail.com :D
got to teach my mum how to use skype too!!
once again my mum has been very involved in my trip, she is always researching stuff, printing loads of stuff out and secretly planning what i need to pack and packing them into little packets for me already to put into the luggage.
i know she's just trying to help but time and time again its a source of argument cause i just really hate it when she does things secretly like this and just surprise me with loads of crap.
but yup i really want to leave on a good note and the best case scenario is to keep in close contact with my parents for the next 2 months!
well at least one good difference between nepal and this summer will be that i can actually contact them!
i only communicated with them through a few smses last december :(
and of course mother's day is coming up.
i got to get her something good!
shopping tmr with qian!! :D
i know i was away for about a month last december too but back then i didnt have to do my own laundry, cook for myself and book all transportation and accomodation!
its definitely going to be a whole new experience and i hope everything turns out fine (:
if not we'll adapt! HAHAHA.
im also worried about being away from my family and friends for such a long time!
so SKYPE/MSN/FB OK PEOPLE <3<3<3
my skype email is limwanyin@hotmail.com :D
got to teach my mum how to use skype too!!
once again my mum has been very involved in my trip, she is always researching stuff, printing loads of stuff out and secretly planning what i need to pack and packing them into little packets for me already to put into the luggage.
i know she's just trying to help but time and time again its a source of argument cause i just really hate it when she does things secretly like this and just surprise me with loads of crap.
but yup i really want to leave on a good note and the best case scenario is to keep in close contact with my parents for the next 2 months!
well at least one good difference between nepal and this summer will be that i can actually contact them!
i only communicated with them through a few smses last december :(
and of course mother's day is coming up.
i got to get her something good!
shopping tmr with qian!! :D
Sunday, May 02, 2010
ok wow yihui chiong me to post, i post.
but i dont know what to write.
EH MDM THESE THINGS COME NATURAL DONT RUSH HAHAHA.
well summer has been alright (:
since april 23, ive got the chance to meet up with yihui, fiona, some handball girls, spend more time with the boy and plan for the trip (:
next up: meet up with qian after her exams, cut hair, manicure and flea market with fiona, t26 class gathering, mother's day and of course still spend time with all the important people in my life (:
ive also been experimenting with cooking more recently!
got the chance to attempt 2 pasta dishes, he claims they failed i say ITS EDIBLE SO IM FINE WITH IT HAHA.
and got to try the fb 5 mins chocolate mug cake recipe with yihui yay!
ok im just going to throw in random photos taken over the past 2 weeks of summer!
YIHUI UPLOAD THE PHOTOS FROM YOUR PLACE :D
but i dont know what to write.
EH MDM THESE THINGS COME NATURAL DONT RUSH HAHAHA.
well summer has been alright (:
since april 23, ive got the chance to meet up with yihui, fiona, some handball girls, spend more time with the boy and plan for the trip (:
next up: meet up with qian after her exams, cut hair, manicure and flea market with fiona, t26 class gathering, mother's day and of course still spend time with all the important people in my life (:
ive also been experimenting with cooking more recently!
got the chance to attempt 2 pasta dishes, he claims they failed i say ITS EDIBLE SO IM FINE WITH IT HAHA.
and got to try the fb 5 mins chocolate mug cake recipe with yihui yay!
ok im just going to throw in random photos taken over the past 2 weeks of summer!
YIHUI UPLOAD THE PHOTOS FROM YOUR PLACE :D
Friday, April 23, 2010
wow zomg its been so long since ive blogged!
well first up, SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
although yea its quite a bitch that smu exams are earlier, but its sooooooooooo good thats its over now!
looking back, exam week was pretty fun actually HAHAHAHA.
it was nice when my parents dropped me off in school every morning, choped a nice table with roller chairs, studying with friends and bingeing HAHAHAHA. <3
the week flew up real fast and then it was the exams.
and the component grades are out actually!
just dont know the calculated final grades yet.
ltb was quite a surprise, i think the group expected an A but im fine with a B/B+ actually :D
AND OMG MY BIZ LAW FINAL EXAM GOT A- AND MY INTRO ECONS FINAL GOT A.
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ok i worked really hard for biz law and i honestly thought i screwed up my final exam FREAKING BADLY cause of damn lousy time management but wth A-!!!!
and my class part is A- when i barely said anything!!!
my prof is damn nice! <3<3<3
and im really happy about intro econs because after all, ive done H2 econs before and econs was my favourite subject in jc!
feels good when your effort pays off and you do well in something you like (:
and there's my creative thinking grade that sucks but HAHAHAHAH SUPER EXPECTED I AM HOW UNCREATIVE HEHE.
i realised after coming to uni, ive become more serious about my work and generally much more hardworking than before.
in fact, i feel as though i may actually be enjoying work!!
wow what a change HAHAHHAA.
but yea uni life is fun i love it (:
i mean yea theres shitloads of work but they is also tons of opportunities for you to enjoy yourself :D
and looking forward, overseas summer term with banglin! :D
planning has been a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh but the accomplishment is definitely there when things like accomodation and transportation are settled!
i realised i am such a control freak/neat freak sometimes!
i always like to organise tasks and complete them one by one and make sure everything is well-planned way before hand and all that zomg.
i just hope i wont be so uptight during the trip!
i really want to have a good time travelling and soaking up the experience too :D
and of course enjoy the present too!
catching up with friends and spending the days with the people that matter to you, awesome! <3
just trying to keep the expenses low HAHAHHA.
well here's one to the lovely summer!
well first up, SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
although yea its quite a bitch that smu exams are earlier, but its sooooooooooo good thats its over now!
looking back, exam week was pretty fun actually HAHAHAHA.
it was nice when my parents dropped me off in school every morning, choped a nice table with roller chairs, studying with friends and bingeing HAHAHAHA. <3
the week flew up real fast and then it was the exams.
and the component grades are out actually!
just dont know the calculated final grades yet.
ltb was quite a surprise, i think the group expected an A but im fine with a B/B+ actually :D
AND OMG MY BIZ LAW FINAL EXAM GOT A- AND MY INTRO ECONS FINAL GOT A.
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ok i worked really hard for biz law and i honestly thought i screwed up my final exam FREAKING BADLY cause of damn lousy time management but wth A-!!!!
and my class part is A- when i barely said anything!!!
my prof is damn nice! <3<3<3
and im really happy about intro econs because after all, ive done H2 econs before and econs was my favourite subject in jc!
feels good when your effort pays off and you do well in something you like (:
and there's my creative thinking grade that sucks but HAHAHAHAH SUPER EXPECTED I AM HOW UNCREATIVE HEHE.
i realised after coming to uni, ive become more serious about my work and generally much more hardworking than before.
in fact, i feel as though i may actually be enjoying work!!
wow what a change HAHAHHAA.
but yea uni life is fun i love it (:
i mean yea theres shitloads of work but they is also tons of opportunities for you to enjoy yourself :D
and looking forward, overseas summer term with banglin! :D
planning has been a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh but the accomplishment is definitely there when things like accomodation and transportation are settled!
i realised i am such a control freak/neat freak sometimes!
i always like to organise tasks and complete them one by one and make sure everything is well-planned way before hand and all that zomg.
i just hope i wont be so uptight during the trip!
i really want to have a good time travelling and soaking up the experience too :D
and of course enjoy the present too!
catching up with friends and spending the days with the people that matter to you, awesome! <3
just trying to keep the expenses low HAHAHHA.
well here's one to the lovely summer!
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Saturday, April 03, 2010
ok wow i realised i havent blogged anything much about the daily happenings of my life.
well term just ended!
last lesson tmr afternoon: make up ct class cause of good friday.
so that marks the end of all the projects and assignments!
now just left wiht my 3 exams papers from apr 13-apr 16 :D:D:D:D
of course ive got scary exams such as biz law and as but i'll pull through!
the days have been spent pretty much revolving around school as always, but its nice to be able to squeeze in a few movies and meals these days :D
watched my lovely bones, hurt locker and clash of the titans!
all not bad not bad :D:D:D
hurt locker would be my favourite of course!
and to celebrate the last day of the term yesterday, we watched clash of the titans and celebrated avinesh's belated birthday.
had a late dinner at astons, tau huay then off we went to cheryl's house for 5 hours of wii, laughing, picture taking, video spamming, dying on the sofas and an awesome time :D
cabbed home this morning and slept from 7am-5pm shiok! <3
remioromen (:
tou ming: meaning transparent
so sweet (:
well term just ended!
last lesson tmr afternoon: make up ct class cause of good friday.
so that marks the end of all the projects and assignments!
now just left wiht my 3 exams papers from apr 13-apr 16 :D:D:D:D
of course ive got scary exams such as biz law and as but i'll pull through!
the days have been spent pretty much revolving around school as always, but its nice to be able to squeeze in a few movies and meals these days :D
watched my lovely bones, hurt locker and clash of the titans!
all not bad not bad :D:D:D
hurt locker would be my favourite of course!
and to celebrate the last day of the term yesterday, we watched clash of the titans and celebrated avinesh's belated birthday.
had a late dinner at astons, tau huay then off we went to cheryl's house for 5 hours of wii, laughing, picture taking, video spamming, dying on the sofas and an awesome time :D
cabbed home this morning and slept from 7am-5pm shiok! <3
remioromen (:
tou ming: meaning transparent
so sweet (:
Friday, April 02, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
on a beautiful afternoon like this, where i look up and see the lovely blue skies and fluffy clouds like a view from a music video, i feel like i can take on anything on earth.
there is nothing in life such as regrets, only lessons.
everything will be alright in the end and things will work out fine by themselves.
be it for the good or the 'bad', life will miraculously unravel itself such that everyone will find their happiness in one way or another.
thats what i love about life.
even if things seem bad at first, things will always always always be ok in the end (:
the type of song that stimulates such feelings (:
there is nothing in life such as regrets, only lessons.
everything will be alright in the end and things will work out fine by themselves.
be it for the good or the 'bad', life will miraculously unravel itself such that everyone will find their happiness in one way or another.
thats what i love about life.
even if things seem bad at first, things will always always always be ok in the end (:
the type of song that stimulates such feelings (:
Monday, March 22, 2010
the human race is kind at heart.
as i made my way to school, i saw people giving up seats to others, old friends shaking hands before parting ways at the mrt station, colleagues chatting enthusiastically on the escalator, a lady smiling to the old man who was giving out free newspaper as she took one for herself, people holding the door for others and perhaps countless other kind acts were done at that point of time too just that i didnt see.
although it may be gloomy and rainy now but i'll always remember what a beautiful afternoon it was when i stepped out of the house.
the sun was shining brightly, there was a slight breeze, the leaves on the trees were luminated by the sun rays to a brighter shade of green, the clouds were fluffy and white and i was tuned in to dog days are over by florence and the machine.
what a glorious day it is!
i felt like jumping around, singing and dancing along to the song HAHHAHAA.
<3
as i made my way to school, i saw people giving up seats to others, old friends shaking hands before parting ways at the mrt station, colleagues chatting enthusiastically on the escalator, a lady smiling to the old man who was giving out free newspaper as she took one for herself, people holding the door for others and perhaps countless other kind acts were done at that point of time too just that i didnt see.
although it may be gloomy and rainy now but i'll always remember what a beautiful afternoon it was when i stepped out of the house.
the sun was shining brightly, there was a slight breeze, the leaves on the trees were luminated by the sun rays to a brighter shade of green, the clouds were fluffy and white and i was tuned in to dog days are over by florence and the machine.
what a glorious day it is!
i felt like jumping around, singing and dancing along to the song HAHHAHAA.
<3
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Sunday, March 07, 2010
family dinners.
few and rare, but love them <3
for 2 nights this week, my family managed to have 2 dinners and 1 lunch together (:
to make up for the weeks/months that we have been unable to sit around the same table for a meal.
awesome stuff (:
and its really funny how my parents order like crazy until we eat until damn full and damn gao wei HAHAHA.
being very lazy people, we ate 2 dinners at the coffee shop downstairs (yay for convenience!) and ordered more expensive dishes such as steamboat and steam fish and whatever random dishes we feel like trying yum.
yes we are stingy and are content with cheap food HAHA.
but just feels good eating together and as of always my parents will be pushing food here and there, especially my mum who goes around dumping tons of food on everyone's plate except her own.
silly lady!
but i love her so (:
btw, plants vs zombies full version HAHAHA.
SHIT WHAT A DISTRACTION.
i played for like a whole afternoon, not like all at one shot but one level then do abit of other stuff then another level.
BUTTTTTTTTT, i didnt realise my com battery low until it died while i was away from the com so i dont know if the game saved the level that i was at!
IF NOT, GG PLAY FROM THE START ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
ok time to go back to as, ct and plants vs zombies! (:
few and rare, but love them <3
for 2 nights this week, my family managed to have 2 dinners and 1 lunch together (:
to make up for the weeks/months that we have been unable to sit around the same table for a meal.
awesome stuff (:
and its really funny how my parents order like crazy until we eat until damn full and damn gao wei HAHAHA.
being very lazy people, we ate 2 dinners at the coffee shop downstairs (yay for convenience!) and ordered more expensive dishes such as steamboat and steam fish and whatever random dishes we feel like trying yum.
yes we are stingy and are content with cheap food HAHA.
but just feels good eating together and as of always my parents will be pushing food here and there, especially my mum who goes around dumping tons of food on everyone's plate except her own.
silly lady!
but i love her so (:
btw, plants vs zombies full version HAHAHA.
SHIT WHAT A DISTRACTION.
i played for like a whole afternoon, not like all at one shot but one level then do abit of other stuff then another level.
BUTTTTTTTTT, i didnt realise my com battery low until it died while i was away from the com so i dont know if the game saved the level that i was at!
IF NOT, GG PLAY FROM THE START ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
ok time to go back to as, ct and plants vs zombies! (:
